"I don't know. Liang Taixuan simply shook his head, and Mr. Cui instinctively didn't believe it, but after seeing the innocent look in Liang Taixuan's eyes, Mr. Cui still chose to believe it.

"Don't you really know?" Teacher Cui asked as he looked at Liang Taixuan again, and Liang Taixuan nodded

"Then how do those doctors think you have these diseases!" Teacher Cui looked at Liang Taixuan and asked, and the recognition and discrimination of mental illness in medicine requires a very high consciousness, so Teacher Cui couldn't figure out how those doctors thought that Liang Taixuan was suffering from so many mental illnesses.

"I didn't know that at that time, the doctors took a few test papers for me to do, and I did it. Liang Taixuan couldn't help but recall.

"Well, this really is. After hearing Liang Taixuan's story, Mr. Cui's brows furrowed.

"Did they say they needed to observe you?" Mr. Cui began to ask about the whole process. Liang Taixuan nodded.

"That's what it looks like!" Mr. Cui really can't figure it out now.

"Then what is the reason for!" Mr. Cui began to think about the thoughts of these peers.

"Teacher, does it have anything to do with my illness?" said Liang Taixuan as he looked at Teacher Cui, who was puzzled.

"Sick, what disease, what other disease do you still have?" When Teacher Cui heard this, he immediately looked at Liang Taixuan.

"That's right, teacher, me, I still have leukemia. Liang Taixuan lowered his head and said.

"Leukemia. Are you?" asked Teacher Cui as he looked at Liang Taixuan with wide eyes.

"Well, actually, I probably won't live more than a few months. After Liang Taixuan finished speaking, his head lowered lower, and his back seemed to have been pulled out of his spine and collapsed.

"No, I can't live for a few months, what's going on with this?" Mr. Cui now feels that his brain is dizzy, is this one really out?

"That's right, when I was in my teens, I had a car accident with my parents, and when I woke up, it was already more than a year, I thought I could be discharged from the hospital, but just a few days after I was discharged from the hospital, because I accidentally touched the corner of the Park's table, my knee broke, and the blood kept flowing, I Nuna was afraid that something would happen to me, so she took me to the hospital and the doctor examined me for leukemia, at that time, I also knew that my leukemia was inherited from my father. So my parents left me bone marrow before they died, but it was frozen for too long, so there was no way to give me a transplant until a few days ago, I came out of the hospital and came here, thinking about how ordinary people should live at this age. Liang Taixuan said, his body sank down, and Mr. Cui, as a psychological counselor, could feel that there was a breath or temperament hovering around Liang Taixuan, and the word to describe this breath was despair.

And despair gives people the feeling of loneliness, and it is difficult for people in despair to communicate with other people, so they will leave their former friends and family, and go to a place where no one knows them, either to start building confidence again, or to find a desert that is inaccessible and commit suicide, and Liang Taixuan is actually no different from suicide now, except that one actively chooses to understand his life, and the other is passively waiting for the illness and death to ask for his life, both of which are death.

It's just that waiting for death will give people more despair. It's easier for people to feel the cold loneliness in their hearts,

"Ah, so that's the case?, Liang Taixuan, why didn't you think about waiting for the bone marrow resuscitation technique to come out?" Teacher Cui looked at Liang Taixuan and asked.

Since you have been waiting for so many years, why not continue to wait? Mr. Cui is very puzzled.

"I originally wanted to wait, but every time I asked Nuna, when she could give me a bone marrow transplant, Nuna would tell me gently at first, but then when Nuna heard this question, her temper and personality would become extremely irritable, teacher, I am not a fool, I, I myself know from Nuna's behavior that bone marrow resuscitation must have failed, so Nuna will win anger to cover up her weakness. Liang Taixuan's head was about to lower on the table, but Teacher Cui raised his head, wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, and then looked at Liang Taixuan.

"Why do you think your sister is weak-hearted?" Mr. Cui tried to enlighten Liang Taixuan, hoping that Liang Taixuan would trust his sister.

"Originally, I thought I was annoyed by asking Nuna often, so I didn't ask anymore, until one day, when I heard a nurse and a doctor chatting, I knew that there was a list in the hospital called the preservation sheet, usually blood, bone marrow and organs, I one day after the doctors got off work, ran to the storage room, and found the deposit sheet of the bone marrow left by my parents, the date written on it was 8 years ago, I secretly got this insurance policy, hid it on my body, and then I asked the doctor, and the doctor told me that although the bone marrow can be preserved for more than ten years and can remain viable, it is difficult to useI later asked about the date between 7 and 9 years, and the doctor told me that if the place was not good, then the bone marrow would become a pool of blood. Later, I saved up a little money, and then ran out of the hospital while the nurse didn't see me, and then asked my uncle to ask his friend, and my uncle's friend told my uncle that the bone marrow transplant is usually done after confirming that it is done, and after confirming whether the body of the transplant and the transplanted person can bear it, and after it can bear it, the transplant will be transplanted. However, my bone marrow is still 8 years old, although it is theoretically necessary to use it, but in practice, there are not many examples of successful bone marrow transplantation in the world that has been maintained for such a long time. After Liang Taixuan finished speaking, his head touched the table.

And Teacher Cui looked at Liang Taixuan with pity. What a pitiful one!

"Well, have you ever thought about suicide, or is it self-abuse?" Mr. Cui cleaned up his mood and wiped away his tears.

Then Liang Taixuan asked.

"No, teacher, since I can't live for a few days, why do I want to commit suicide?" Liang Taixuan slowly raised his head, looking at the teacher very puzzled, and the teacher patted himself, this question can be asked.

is also a person who is destined to die, why commit suicide,

"Ah, I've already made your question clear!," Mr. Cui didn't know what to say.

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