Chapter 179: Mom is getting married
As soon as this idea came to mind, she abandoned it, half a life has passed, how easy is it to start over?
I'm used to having such a person come to accompany her occasionally, no need for fine clothes and food, no need for sweet words, as long as he comes to sit occasionally, even if he doesn't say anything, it's fine.
However, this expectation disappeared little by little in the sunrise and sunset, and a week passed, but he did not come, a month passed, and he did not come, and in the blink of an eye, half a year had passed, and the man was still nowhere to be seen.
If she hadn't paid attention to financial news and seen him occasionally appear in the newspaper, she would have thought about the bad side.
The man who once said that he wanted to be with her for the rest of his life abandoned her again, no matter what, they have been entangled for decades, and it is necessary to get together and disperse, he used to make a phone call to inform him, but now he refuses to even make a call.
Are you afraid that she will open her mouth?
It's really a joke, she Yang Qiuyun is still very self-aware, she didn't ask him for a penny when she was the hardest, and she won't be now!
Since he didn't take her seriously, then she couldn't think too highly of herself, whether she was divided or united, she was never in charge, this time, just treat him as if he really hated himself and didn't look back!
Decades of relationship can be broken, Yang Qiuyun does not have such a big ability, for half a year, she spent the whole year in the midst of gains and losses, when the mobile phone rang, she would think that Lu Jinning called, and when the doorbell rang, she would think that he was coming.
The truth is that he didn't make a single phone call, and he didn't face anyone, so he disappeared into her world without a sound.
After being disappointed again and again, she no longer thinks about that person, when she dreams back at midnight, she will reflect on her actions, if she is not mistaken, Lu Jinning is dissatisfied with her estrangement from him, too, so when does a proud man need to look at people's eyes?
She is a mistress who can't see the light, and she dares to show him a face, who will she dump if she doesn't dump you?
For so many years, she has followed him willingly, and she has not enjoyed the luxurious life that other mistresses have, but she has never complained, and even her daughter has suffered such a big crime, she gritted her teeth and survived.
For so many years, she hasn't done anything to be sorry for him, and even the short-term job subsidy life is secretly not let him know.
The path I chose will go on no matter how hard it is, but my daughter is different, she hasn't done anything wrong, and she doesn't get the treatment she deserves, so why is her marriage broken up!
Whenever she thinks of her daughter hiding in her room and crying secretly, her heart hurts so much that she can't stand it.
She is not a qualified mother, she can't get justice for her daughter, she is sorry enough for her daughter, and she can only reduce her guilt by alienating men.
As for Lu Jinning, when did his attitude towards himself change? It should be when she refused to go home on the night shift, or when she went to see her daughter in H City and told him that she was going on a short vacation.
And she didn't even notice it, and thought that he really felt guilty, so he endured his little temper again and again.
It turns out that while he is alienating him, why is he also alienating himself?
It's all her own passion!
Time flies, almost 30 years have passed, she has been trapped in Lu Jinning for most of her life, no matter how she retreats, she is always the third party who destroys other people's marriages, and she is a woman with bad morals!
She used to firmly believe that he loved her, but he couldn't give her an upright identity because of too many unavoidable reasons; she loved him, would not do anything to embarrass him, and gave her youth and passion without regrets.
What did you get now?
The kindness of that year and that month, in the years he didn't know, evolved into love, and when they met again, they lost their body and mind.
The original vow of the alliance, the enemy is no match for the rush of time, he can abandon their mother and daughter once, and he will abandon them twice;
It's time to find your own happiness.
Yang Qiuyun didn't say anything for a long time, Yang Liu was anxious, "Mom...... Mom, Mom?"
A series of calls interrupted Yang Qiuyun's thoughts, she smiled awkwardly, pulled her hair down, and pulled it behind her ears.
Her daughter is far away, with children, and her work is so hard, she can't let her daughter worry.
In order for her daughter to stop worrying, let's tell the truth, after all, this matter will have to be said sooner or later, and she also wants to hear her daughter's opinion.
"Yiyi, mom has something ...... something"
Yang Liu heard that her mother was in trouble, and the mood that had just relaxed became nervous again, and the smile on her face froze, and after waiting for a while, she didn't hear her mother speak, and that bad premonition hit again, and her anxious voice was unstable, "Mom, what's wrong with you? Hurry up, do you want to kill me in a hurry?"
The mother and daughter have been dependent on each other for so many years, saying that they are mother and daughter, but they get along like friends, and there are no secrets between each other.
Yang Liu once showed her mother the first love letter she received and listened carefully to her mother's teachings, and her mother would also tell her about the men she had accosted while working in a café.
They don't talk to each other, they don't interfere with each other's freedom, what else is there that mom can't say?
The daughter was anxious again, she must have made her cranky again, "...... Mom is getting married. ”
Yang Qiuyun thought about it for a long time and didn't make up her mind that she wouldn't say it, so she let her daughter force her, her heart was horizontal, her eyes were closed, and she said it in one go.
It didn't seem to be so difficult to say the words, and my heart was much easier.
Mom is getting married...... Mom, want to, get married?
It's really a thunder on the ground, and the poplar hasn't come back to her senses for a long time, she has a thousand reasons to consider, but she didn't think that her mother would get married!
In Yang Liu's view, Dad is sorry for Mom, but Mom is willing to be with Dad in this life, except for Dad, he doesn't think about it.
Now, my mother is getting married, and the object is definitely not my father, what is going on?
Mom didn't speak for a long time, she should be waiting for herself to digest, she didn't say anything for a long time, will her mother think she is against it?
Even if she has too many questions now, it is not appropriate to ask them, adjust her mood, and congratulate her mother in a surprised voice, "Great, Mom! When is the date? I want to be a bridesmaid." ”
The daughter was speechless for a long time, and Yang Qiuyun's heart was pinched, if her daughter did not agree, she would not marry herself.
Nervous, tangled, embarrassed, helpless...... All kinds of emotions were mixed together, Yang Qiuyun didn't know what she was feeling, and her hand holding the phone trembled, like a defendant waiting for the verdict in the courtroom.
She is waiting for her daughter's verdict to decide the direction of her fate.
The daughter came over with a congratulatory voice of surprise, and Yang Qiuyun's uneasy heart finally stabilized.
Although she expected that her daughter would not object, she was still moved by the news of her marriage so easily, tears flashed in the corners of her eyes, and she choked up to say her own things.
Yang Liu didn't know what she felt in her heart, when she instigated her mother to leave her father before, she was all angry, but now that she has a child, she also understands her father's difficulty, even if her father did not give a clear answer to her question, she does not hold a grudge against him.
Mom wants to leave Dad and start a family with another man, to be honest, she is not very comfortable, if she says it is uncomfortable, it doesn't seem to be, if she says she is happy, she can't talk about it at all.
Dad has her own family, Mom is getting married, she has really become a superfluous child, although she has become a mother, but in front of her own mother, she will always be a child.
At this time, no child should really be happy, right?
My mother has been wronged all her life, and it is not easy to take this step, how much courage it takes, she can't shake her mother's determination!
suppressed the discomfort in his heart and expressed his opinion in a firm tone, "Mom, as long as you are happy, no matter what you do, your daughter will support you, and when you and your uncle discuss the wedding date, we will go over, and let Zhou Zhou be a flower girl for you when the time comes." ”
"Okay, mom is waiting for you to come back. ”
Yang Qiuyun wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes and smiled with satisfaction, only her daughter's blessing would make her happy, as for that man, he had never belonged to him, and the sweet dream woven in front of him should have woken up a long time ago.