Because now I have changed.

I feel deeply dragged down by my appearance, and I don't want to be so beautiful anymore.

I don't want to be harassed by a man's covetous gaze all the time.

At least until I have enough strength to protect myself, I don't want to be so noticeable.

So before I looked for a job, I had quietly made some changes to my image.

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This restaurant is not the first job I have found in a provincial town.

Actually, it's my 5th day in the provincial capital.

The other day, I got a job handing out flyers on the street for 50 yuan a day.

I earned 200 yuan in 4 days, and with this money, I solved the problem of eating.

It's just not enough accommodation, so the other night, under the guidance of a kind person, I went to the Internet café.

Pay 12 yuan, you can book a machine for one night.

Amid the smell of cigarettes, instant noodles, grilled sausages and stinky feet mixed with the smell of cigarettes, instant noodles, grilled sausages and stinky feet, and the shouting of a group of teenagers addicted to the Internet game, I snuggled up in a chair in the Internet café.

That's why I had to find a job with room and board.

I used the money from the flyers to buy a little cheap cosmetics.

deliberately painted his eyebrows very thickly, dressed his facial features very vulgarly, and covered the former Lingxiu.

I also bought processed cotton bales from a tailor shop and stuffed them into my clothes.

It makes my body look bloated from the outside.

Being mistaken for being pregnant means that my makeup is working.

Didn't you see that the restaurateur wouldn't want to look at me more?

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From this day on, I started working in a restaurant, and finally had a place to stay in the provincial capital.

The restaurant originally had three people.

The proprietress is responsible for collecting money and purchasing.

There is a chef in the back kitchen, and the owner will also help in the back kitchen.

There used to be a waiter, but now that waiter is gone, so I took my place.

Since I was the only waiter, I was really busy every day.

I got up at half past four in the morning and followed the proprietress to the nearby morning market to buy groceries.

Back to the restaurant at six o'clock.

The proprietress yawned and went back to her room to sleep, but I began to prepare breakfast and greet the guests.

For breakfast, the chef doesn't work, the boss is busy in the back kitchen, and I help on the side.

Around nine o'clock in the morning, breakfast was busy and the owner could go and rest.

Instead, I began to wash and pick vegetables, and under the direction of the chef, I was busy with lunch.

When the guests eat, I order, wipe the table, serve the food, and clean up the dishes.

The hostess is only responsible for collecting money.

Lunch will be busy until 2 p.m.

Only then will I have an hour of rest, and then from 3 o'clock, I will have to work on dinner.

The procedure for dinner and lunch is basically the same, except that there are more people eating for dinner.

After breaking three plates and two bowls, I finally mastered the skill of serving 7 plates at the same time.

The restaurant is located next to a wholesale clothing market and has a lot of traffic, so business is good.

By the end of the day, it was almost 10 o'clock in the evening.

It's not time to go to bed yet.

Because the back kitchen is already full of used cutlery like a hill.

Also brush the dishes, wash the dishes, and clean up.

It wasn't until the wee hours of the morning that I was able to drag my lead-filled legs and go to sleep in my own place.

This is not really a bedroom.

In fact, it is the storeroom of a restaurant.

In the corner of the storeroom, there is a marching bed of one and a half meters.

There was only a small window in the storeroom, and after closing the door every night, I fell asleep with eggplant, potatoes, Chinese cabbage, oil, salt, sauce and vinegar.