I want to escape.

I wanted to run away from the first second, but I didn't know how to run and I didn't know where to run to.

I've also thought about jumping into a well, and I've done it all the time.

But I don't dare, I don't want to die yet.

Not only do I not want to die, I also want revenge.

All the people who bullied me, I want revenge.

Although I don't know how to take revenge at all.

But it gave me a reason to endure it.

I will think back to this morning many years later, because I have really taken my revenge.

Therefore, it can be called my behavior at that time as forbearance, and it is called lying down and tasting courage.

Ten years is not too late to call a woman for revenge.

But at the time, the reason I chose to endure was actually my cowardice.

So I chose to go along with it.

Like I later read a very fucked-up quote in a book, life is like force, and since you can't resist, then enjoy it.

It is impossible to enjoy it, and only by gritting your teeth and enduring it can you live a life.

I got down to the ground with difficulty. The pain in my body made my feet shake violently the moment they touched the ground, and I almost fell down.

My mother-in-law was very unhappy with my weakness, and she poked me in the head with her hand.

"Who is pretending to be this weak lady to show me? It's really unappetizing? It's like other women haven't been, when I was in the bud rice field, I was ...... by three offspring."

At this, my mother-in-law realized that she had talked too much, so she could only stop talking, squint her eyes and drive me out, and then ran over and lay on the bed to see the red marks on the sheets.

I didn't feel at ease just by looking at it, so I sniffed it carefully with my nose and found that it was not chicken blood or dog blood, so I was satisfied.

But after thinking about it, he spat at my back again: "What's the use of just having a face? It's not a useless product, and I'm not afraid of rust and waste." ”

It just so happened that the man who possessed me last night, the husband who killed a thousand knives, also woke up, and was about to reach out and grope for his woman on the side, but found that the person on the bed was his mother, and he was startled and kicked his mother-in-law out of bed.

......

Carrying water and cooking, I am used to doing it at home, and I don't feel particularly hard.

It's just that the mother-in-law around me is always noisy in my ears, adding more water for a while, less oil for a while, and noodles for a while, which makes me uncomfortable.

After a while, my father-in-law also got up.

He was a tall, thin man, who looked like a bamboo pole, with a big rosacea nose and slender eyes, and was always slanting when looking at people, sneaky.

He didn't speak when he saw me, he just ate with his head bored.

I didn't have an appetite, so I had time to change my crumpled clothes.

When I left my mother's house, I brought a bag with a few clothes of my own.

When I arrived at Cui's house yesterday, my mother-in-law also brought me several very foreign-looking clothes as if she were offering treasures, saying that they were specially prepared for me.

But I could tell that the clothes were all worn.

There was a skirt with small holes that had been burned by cigarette butts.

I think this should be the clothes that my sister-in-law who I have never met wore when she was a junior, and I won't touch it because it's dirty.

Although my body is also very dirty now.

"Mother-in-law, where's my bag?" I asked.

I hate to call it that, but I can't think of anything else to call it instead.

Mother-in-law is mother-in-law.

The old witch is also a mother-in-law.

Eunuchs are also called fathers-in-law.

I thought viciously in my heart that it could be regarded as a little comfort for my miserable life.

"In the wing. "Mother-in-law loves to ignore it.

I entered the room and found my bag crooked and thrown in the clutter pile. The zipper had been opened, and there were obvious signs of being flipped.

I know my mother-in-law did it.