Chapter 0143: Confused Feelings
From waking up from being reborn to finally making a full recovery. During this period, Qi Nan has always been taking care of herself. Eating and drinking Lazar can be described as meticulous.
Therefore, putting aside the feelings between men and women, Ye Fan should put down everything and visit the girl for the regeneration of this care.
However, what Ye Fan didn't expect was that Qi Nan was not in the Dragon King Temple. Qi Chaoqun asked several people, but they all said they didn't know.
"Xiaofan, look at this ......"
"Maybe, I know where she is. Ye Fan smiled, and after saying the next sentence, he turned around and walked outside.
Qi Chaoqun didn't stop Ye Fan, just looked at his back as he left, and sighed in his heart: "Silly girl, my father can only help you get here." ’
In fact, he should not participate in the love between young people, and he does not want to participate. But when this person was his daughter, he also became a little entangled.
Anyway, it seems that you are too pedantic. No matter, looking at his baby daughter, losing weight day by day, he couldn't bear it.
So far, he has done what he should have done. As for how it will develop in the future and what kind of results it will have, it is up to them.
In fact, for Qi Chaoqun, he still hopes that Ye Fan can get together with his daughter. But he clearly knew that Ye Fan was not an extraordinary person. Sooner or later, he will soar to the sky. But his daughter seems to be too ordinary.
Qi Chaoqun looked at the plane tree in the courtyard and sighed: "Everything is fate, let it be!"
After Ye Fan got out of the Dragon King Temple, he didn't go anywhere else, but went straight to the wharf along the river.
The reason why Ye Fan felt that Qi Nan was there. It's because, after he woke up, he went there every day for a long time. And Qi Nan, as long as it's okay, will accompany him.
Of course, the final result also confirmed Ye Fan's guess. Qi Nan's girl is indeed at the wharf along the river.
She was sitting in the same place where Ye Fan was sitting. Beside her, there was also a man sitting. That is Zhen Xian, who is bent on marrying Qi Nan.
Zhen Xian was smiling and talking about something. However, it has always been self-talking.
It made him look like a clown, bothering to perform there alone. However, the only spectator present failed to give him the slightest attention.
The girl seemed to be completely blocked from the outside world, and she looked into the distance with a blank face, not knowing if she was enjoying the view, or what was she thinking?
Since Ye Fan left the Dragon King Temple, she has come here almost every day.
And this annoying Zhen Xian will also follow him every once in a while. Every day in her ear, babbling, chattering. But Qi Nan didn't know what he was talking about from beginning to end.
She looked at the boats coming and going on the river, and the hurried people walking by, Qi Nan suddenly realized Ye Fan's original mood.
Confused and overwhelmed.
"If only I had never met you. I won't experience the joy of being with you, nor will I experience the pain of being separated from you. ”
"Perhaps, it's because I'm overspiring that you're forced to stay away from me. I don't blame you, if you do, blame myself for being too ordinary. I used to think that if you left, I would be indifferent. But when you actually leave, I know what heartache feels like. ”
"I thought that after you left, I would slowly forget about you. But after you have been gone for so long, I still dream of you frequently. I don't know why, but to this day, I still can't forget it. Perhaps, you have already lived in my heart. ”
"My mother used to say to me when I was a child: Loving someone is a disaster. Some people are reborn after the catastrophe, and some people are unable to escape. I didn't understand it before. Now, I get it. But I don't know what my end will be?"
What exactly is love? In fact, Qi Nan is not very clear.
What does it feel like to like someone, and what does it feel like to love someone?
Qi Nan didn't know, she just knew that when she was with Ye Fan, she would feel very happy. Even if he doesn't do anything and doesn't say anything, as long as you can see him, your heart is very steady.
Is it love or love? Before, she was always vague and couldn't tell the difference. But now, she can be sure. Because, there has always been a voice in her heart saying that he is your love.
However, love is a matter of two people. It's not that if you are willing to pay, others will definitely accept it.
In fact, she has always been a person who is not very subjective. I want to give up, but I want to persevere. So, put yourself in a dilemma.
The cycle repeats itself, and it falls into a dead end.
She told herself countless times, "Are you stupid? Even without him, someone else can replace you." ”
"No! I can't. I can't accept others. Because my heart is full of him. Thinking of this, Qi Nan stood up suddenly.
As usual, every day I come here, I think the same thing. When she thinks of worrying about her heart, she will get up, and tears will inadvertently slide......
The moment she turned around, two drops of crystal sparkle slipped from the corners of her eyes, and she instinctively raised her hand to wipe them. At this time, he found that not far away, there was a person looking at him.
She was a little unsure, thinking that she was missing it too much, and she hallucinated. She forgot to wipe her tears, blinked, and realized that she had read correctly.
So, before those two tears could slip down his cheeks, more tears came out of his eyes.
"Nannan, I'll send you ......" Zhen Xian, who stood up with him, was about to send Qi Nan back like the sky, but he found Qi Nan's abnormality.
So, he looked in the direction Qi Nan was looking. When I saw that nasty guy, a wave of anger jumped up.
"You bastard! Do you know how to come and see you?"
Zhen Xian, who was angry, had completely lost his mind and forgot how powerful Ye Fan was. clenched his fists and rushed towards Ye Fan.
In Zhen Xian's opinion. All of this is Ye Fan's fault. It was he who provoked Qi Nan to be confused. Then, he patted his ass again and walked away. As a result, Qi Nan didn't think about tea and dinner, and became thinner and thinner.
Of course, Zhen Xian is really angry not because of this. It's because, during this period of time, his dedication to Qi Nan has been completely ignored by Qi Nan.
"Ahh......h It's just that her shouting was a little late.
Of course, this is late, not for Ye Fan, but for Zhen Xian.
When he saw Zhen Xian rushing towards him with his fist, the corners of Ye Fan's mouth were hooked, and he stood there with a smile on his face, not dodging or dodging. It wasn't until the fist came to him that he made a slow move.
It's like knowing the trajectory of Zhen Xian's fist in advance. That fist, impartial, happened to fall into Ye Fan's palm.
It was only at this time that Zhen Xian remembered that Ye Fan seemed to be very powerful, and immediately had the idea of retreating. However, when he tried to draw his fist, he found that his fist seemed to be imprisoned. No matter how hard he tried, he couldn't move half a minute.
"You...... You let go of me. Zhen Xian's eyes showed horror.
"Brother Ye, you ...... Let go of Brother Zhen. At this time, Qi Nan ran forward and pleaded for Zhen Xian.
Hearing Qi Nan's words of intercession, Zhen Xian's face instantly couldn't hang up. Even, there is some shamelessness.
"Good. Ye Fan smiled and nodded.
It's just that when he let go of Zhen Xian, Zhen Xian's whole person seemed to be drunk, and he staggered back a few steps, and finally failed to stabilize his body, and sat on the ground.
Seeing this, Qi Nan wanted to step forward to help. But he was afraid that Ye Fan would be unhappy, so he retracted his steps and asked loudly, "Brother Zhen, are you okay?"
Zhen Xian couldn't wait to find a crack in the ground to get into. He got up from the ground with an ugly face, and he didn't even have time to shoot the ash on his buttocks, and after glaring at Ye Fan fiercely, he quickly disappeared into the dock.
"Brother Ye, I'm sorry! I didn't know he would ......" Before Qi Nan's words were finished, Ye Fan dragged her into his arms.
The girl was stunned for a moment, then opened her arms and hugged Ye Fan's waist tightly. Leaning your head on his chest, feeling the embrace that I hadn't seen for a long time.
This man and woman, regardless of the strange eyes of passers-by, hugged each other tightly like a pair of lovers who had been separated for a long time.
Ye Fan didn't expect that his departure would make this stupid girl so miserable and emaciated.
He has always believed that he has only gratitude and brotherly affection for Qi Nan. However, the moment he saw Qi Nan, his heart seemed to be poked by some sharp weapon, and he hurt inexplicably.
I didn't think I would like it. It turned out that it was just a momentary misunderstanding and misjudgment on my part. Of course, the reason for the misjudgment may be that the pain of the past life has been numbing oneself.
Now, he understood. It turned out that his feelings were not completely closed. It turns out that feelings can also be produced imperceptibly.
Could it be that this is what people often call long-term love?
It wasn't until this moment that Ye Fan was clear. Actually, I have feelings for this "brother". It's just that the subtle feelings are not as sudden and unclear as Ye Xiaoqin and Sun Tiantian.
"Brother Ye, it's good to see you again. When there were more and more people pointing at him, Qi Nan was embarrassed to continue crawling in Ye Fan's arms.
Ye Fan raised his hand and touched the girl's cheek, and asked with a smile: "I haven't seen you for more than half a month, why did you lose weight like this?"
"Naturally...... Think of what you're thinking!" the girl blinked and smiled playfully.
Although she is bold and straightforward, the red glow on her thin cheeks still shows the shyness of her daughter's family.