Chapter 113: Take the First Bold Step

Frightened by Han Chenyi's kiss, Li Manxing lay stiffly on the bed, eager to have eyes growing out of the back of his head, for fear of what Han Chenyi would do to her.

Han Chenyi also followed her posture and lay down, his eyes falling on her hair.

Between them, as usual, there were two useless pillows, which could be shaken to the ground with a single lift.

He could feel her stiffness, and he could feel her defensiveness.

Is it to prevent him now, or to prevent him?

"I know what my mobile payment password is. Han Chenyi said suddenly.

When he was waiting for Li Manxing and He Shuxue this morning, he tried his payment password, not the password he used to use, he already knew this, he just suddenly thought of Li Manxing's license plate, so the ghost sent him to try it, but he didn't expect to try it twice and really tried it right!

Not only the mobile payment password, but also the password of all bank cards, it's all this!

It's his birthday plus hers.

He knew that he wasn't such a sensible person, but he was also quite sure that he must have changed the passwords himself.

In other words, Li Manxing was really important to him in the past, and even surpassed Hu Yue's status in his heart!

After thinking about this, he suddenly felt a sense of relief.

However, he was also distressed if he could not find those memories, whether he could still have such strong feelings for her.

He always thought that his feelings were dry, but he didn't expect such a warm feeling to burst out with this woman.

Li Manxing didn't speak, but his body was visibly relaxed.

"You are very important to me!" Han Chenyi didn't know whether to tell Li Manxing or to himself.

"Is it important now?" asked Li Manxing in a muffled voice.

"I don't know, but I don't want you to leave!If I can't recover my memory, are you still willing to continue to marry me?" Han Chenyi's voice was a little more solemn.

Li Manxing was silent, she hadn't thought about it, she had always believed that he would recover his memory, and even the doctor hadn't told her that Han Chenyi would have the possibility of permanent amnesia.

She asked herself, what if Han Chenyi really couldn't recover his memory, then what would she do?

Their common memory lasted less than half a year, and she didn't like Han Chenyi to treat her as Hu Yue, but she was always afraid that Han Chenyi would disillusion Hu Yue's filter because of the real her, and the relationship between them would not be stable.

However, when Han Chenyi really didn't think of her as Hu Yue, she began to panic, afraid that without Hu Yue's filter, Han Chenyi would not really fall in love with her.

It's ridiculous to think about it, while disliking Hu Yue's filter, and on the other hand, he is reluctant to accept Hu Yue's filter.

Li Manxing did not answer Han Chenyi's question directly, but only said, "If you wish." ”

What's there? If you really can't get by, it's a big deal to get a divorce, Li Manxing thought.

Han Chenyi shrank in pain when he heard her answer, he always felt that he was forcing her, and he always felt that it was not the first time he had done this.

The two were so close that neither of them spoke again.

The next day, the two had nothing to do in the morning, so they nestled in the hotel and played with their mobile phones, and there was a sense of embarrassment in the air.

Finally in the afternoon, the two rushed to the place, and after some registration, Han Chenyi followed the psychiatrist into the treatment room.

Li Manxing looked at the charge slip in his hand, and felt a pain in his liver.

She swore that she would never let herself suffer from any mental illness in her life!

Two hours later, the psychiatrist said he wanted to talk to Li Manxing alone.

"Mr. Han is deliberately avoiding certain memories, he wants to forget some unpleasant or painful memories. The psychiatrist thought for a moment and continued, "It may also be to achieve some purpose and subconsciously prevent yourself from recovering your memory. ”

"The situation is a bit complicated, and I want to know, what is what Mr. Han wants to forget or what is the purpose of what he wants to achieve? The psychiatrist looked at the woman in front of him, and he was very sure that Mr. Han's condition must be related to the woman in front of him!

Li Manxing's lips opened and closed several times, hesitating, and finally under the perseverance of the psychiatrist's persistent eyes, he finally said: "The day before his accident, we had a conflict because of some things, so we wanted to go through the divorce procedures the next day." ”

"I'm not sure if he's spurred on by those things or if he doesn't want to divorce me. "There is a voice roaring in my heart, you are sure, you are clearly sure, he just doesn't want to divorce you!

Li Manxing lowered his head weakly, and the psychiatrist finally looked away, he now knew the cause, but the woman in front of him seemed to need some psychological treatment!

"Our wedding is at the end of the month, is it possible that as long as our wedding is held normally, his memory can be restored?" Li Manxing suddenly looked up and asked the psychiatrist.

The psychiatrist shook his head with a wry smile and said, "It's not so simple, his condition is a bit serious, what he needs now is a sense of security, you have to let him know that you won't leave him no matter what!"

Li Manxing nodded as if he didn't understand, thinking in his heart how to give Han Chenyi a sense of security.

"Madam, you are very important in his heart, more important than you think, you have to believe in his feelings for you before you can give him a sense of security!" Li Manxing said when he went out.

Along the way, Li Manxing kept thinking about the psychiatrist's words.

Think about what security is, think about what you can do, think about his feelings for yourself......

At night, Li Manxing did not put a pillow between the two, and lay down facing Han Chenyi's sleeping side.

After Han Chenyi lay down, Li Manxing said in a muffled voice, "Can you hug me?"

After hesitating for a moment, Han Chenyi took Li Manxing into his arms.

"Hold it tight, okay?" Li Manxing's voice came from his chest, and Han Chenyi hugged her tightly as he said, letting her cling to his chest.

He could feel that her mood was not very good, but he didn't know why she was in a bad mood, and he wanted to ask, but he was afraid that he couldn't solve it if he asked, and then made her even more uncomfortable.

Li Manxing didn't know why his mood was suddenly so low, because of Han Chenyi's illness, because he was helpless about his condition, or because he knew Han Chenyi's deep affection for him?

She knew that it wasn't, just because, she had long been aware of Han Chenyi's affection, but she kept avoiding, always doubting, and trampling on it, and finally made Han Chenyi what he is now!

She failed Han Chenyi and hurt him, she was blaming herself, ashamed, and distressed......

"Han Chenyi, I'm sorry ......"

Tears slid down the corners of Li Manxing's eyes and landed on the clothes on Han Chenyi's chest, burning Han Chenyi's skin after penetrating.

Han Chenyi wanted to ask why he said sorry, but the words were stopped on the tip of his tongue, and a voice in his heart told him, don't ask, don't ask!

The woman in her arms cried silently, and finally fell asleep tiredly, Han Chenyi gently took her into her arms again, buried the tip of her nose in her hair, and sniffed her hair.

Today, the psychiatrist asked him to alienate himself from his memories of Hu Yue and Li Manxing, and his memory of Hu Yue is naturally very profound, but his memory of Li Manxing is vague.

However, when the psychiatrist asked him to choose one of Hu Yue and Li Manxing, he chose Li Manxing without hesitation.

The psychiatrist asked him if Li Manxing's appearance was not half similar to Hu Yue, if he would still choose this, he hesitated, but finally chose Li Manxing.

He is now curious about the story between them, but the psychiatrist said that he can't be in a hurry, but he can't help but be in a hurry, and he is like an outsider with no memory.

But those gushing feelings made him unable to be an outsider.

It's torture!

Li Manxing cried all night, but when he woke up in the morning, he was refreshed, as if he had taken stimulants.

She had a bold idea, since now Han Chenyi didn't remember the unpleasantness between them, then she would try her best to be good to him, make up for his regrets, and make up for her own regrets.

Han Chenyi was still asleep, Li Manxing pecked him on the lips, put his hand on the pillow and waited for him to wake up.

After having that bold idea, Li Manxing broke through the psychological barrier that his closeness to Han Chenyi was cheating, obviously they are the same person, what kind of derailment?

She hadn't taken the initiative in this intimate matter, and this morning she suddenly wanted to try it, so she should take the first bold step!

Han Chenyi woke up in a daze, and when he saw Li Manxing looking at him with a smile, he thought he was dreaming, and when he rubbed his eyes, he felt that his body sank, and she pressed it directly.

With a muffled snort, Han Chenyi's eyes darkened, this woman, didn't she know that the man in the morning was dangerous?

Hands on her back, I wanted to let her go down, but it was slippery, and she didn't even wear pajamas!

"You!"

Li Manxing leaned into his ear and asked in a flattering voice, "What's wrong?"

"Don't, it's time to get up, go down, ......" Han Chenyi hoarsely suppressed himself desperately.

"Don't you want to recover your memory? The psychiatrist said that doing more things that you used to do in the past will help you recover your memory......" Li Manxing made it up in a serious way, not only blowing a breath behind Han Chenyi's ear, but also holding his earlobe.

"You!" Han Chenyi avoided her closeness, and Li Manxing spun around for a while, and was pressed under Han Chenyi.

Li Manxing raised his head again and kissed Han Chenyi's lips without knowing whether he was alive or dead, completely making Han Chenyi lose his mind.

"You brought it on yourself!"

After some tossing, Li Manxing lay on the bed weakly, and said weakly: "I originally wanted to buy something to bring back this morning, or let's sleep again and go again in the afternoon!"

Han Chenyi's eyes lit up after hearing this, he scooped her into his arms, and said temptingly: "Then, I'll look for the original memory again?"

After being tossed again, Li Manxing finally got a chance to fall asleep.

Han Chenyi dropped a kiss on Li Manxing's forehead and smiled lightly, but there was some unrealistic feeling in his heart, which always felt like a dream.