Yang Jie hurriedly said: "Qiao Huanxi, you don't have to say sorry to me, I am very grateful for your appearance, it was you who made me truly know my feelings and realize my true heart." My previous views on love were indeed too naïve. As for Liu Qian, you don't have to apologize, you are not a junior, because Liu Qian and I don't have you, and there are problems in our relationship, and your approach to me is acting. ”

I interrupted Yang Jie's words: "You listen to me, I'm sorry, I'm definitely sorry, I don't care if you like the real me or you like to act, I won't like you, I don't have any possibility with you." ”

"Why? Is it because of my relationship with Liu Qian?" Yang Jie asked.

How should I answer Yang Jie?

Saying that what happened to me made me wary of love?

To say that I now instinctively have a rejection of men's proximity?

I can only travel from a safe distance, and once I cross the thunder pool, it will make me uneasy?

Tell Yang Jie that although you are good, you used to be a licking dog, which is the type I don't like?

Or tell him that although you are good, I have seen better men than you.

For example, Wen Shaonian?

These are all good reasons.

But every reason will not immediately make Yang Jie die for me.

I have to continue to pester.

For example, if I say that my experience makes me distrust men, he will ask me what I have experienced.

When I say he's not my type, he'll ask me what kind of genre I like?

He can change what I don't like and make it what I like.

He even asked me, since you think Wen Shaonian is better than me, then why didn't you break the relationship between us in front of Wen Shaonian before?

Want to deceive Wen Shaonian?

You're testing me, aren't you?

Actually, you care about me, don't you?

Just thinking about it gives me a huge headache.

So I decided to cut through the mess quickly.

......

How can you get a man to die for you as soon as possible?

Don't discuss with him the question of love or not, but directly hit his faith.

Let him be ashamed of himself in front of you, and feel embarrassed to see you.

Naturally, it won't bother you anymore.

Thinking of this, I opened my mouth: "Okay, then let's be honest, I don't like you, not because of Liu Qian's existence, but because your liking for me is not pure." This liking is not like you say, you see the good in me, but it is just a man's whim. I just like the new and hate the old. ”

Yang Jie listened very aggrieved: "Qiao Huanxi, you have wronged me." When did I see something different. Do you like the new and hate the old? Others don't know about me and Liu Qian, but you know best. The current conflict between me and her is completely because of the incompatibility of personalities and the obstruction of her family. If it weren't for the fact that our relationship was already in trouble, how could I ask you to help?"

"Yang Jie, then let me ask you, when did you discover the advantages of being capable, sensible, intelligent, studious, empathetic, and not snobbish?" I asked Yang Jie.

"This ...... Of course, I found it slowly...... "He didn't understand what I meant.

"And when did you start to get interested in me?" I asked.

"This ...... It's hard to say what day it is......" he replied.

"Yang Jie, in fact, from the beginning, I have shown the advantages of being capable, sensible, smart, and studious, but you didn't like me from the beginning, right?"

"That's right, because I didn't know you at the time. But this doesn't contradict me that I like you now?" Yang Jie defended himself.

"Let me tell you, if you want to say that you understand, in fact, you can't say that you know me completely, but why do you have a mind for me? Because you found out, I'm actually beautiful, right? The fault is that I shouldn't have shown my true appearance in front of you. ”

"It is said that women are the ones who please themselves, but I showed my true colors that day, not to attract you, but just to fight for Sister Yangmei's face. But I neglected your feelings at the time, what it was like to see an ordinary country girl suddenly beautiful and vivid. Looking back now, maybe you just saw my true face, and you changed me from a hard-working and capable female worker, a military advisor who helped you give advice, into a beautiful and gentle woman who makes your heart move, and then impulsive. ”

"That's why you started to think about the possibility of being with me, and you wondered if you wanted to break up with Liu Qian. ”

"Am I right?"

"I can't say you're a bad person, because everyone has a love for beauty. But you and I are the same, we are both laymen. Since you are a layman, you don't have to talk about love all day long, and you don't have to show yourself so noble. ”

"Finally, I really don't want to be in love right now. Suppose I really want to be in love, I will also find a pure man. ”

"He's someone who really likes me and doesn't just see my face. ”

"After all, a woman's youth is only a few years, and everyone has a day when someone is old. ”

"You're not my ideal man. ”

"I'm done. ”

Yes, I'm done.

It's cruel to say.

It's even a little heart-wrenching.

But that's the best thing I can do, I don't want to get into trouble, I don't want to be remembered by men.

At least Yang Jie can't.

......

Originally, the man I was looking for must be a pure person, he was someone who really liked me, not just saw my face.

I just said it casually, without much thought before.

But after finishing speaking, I actually thought of Wen Shaonian all of a sudden.

Because almost all of the men I've met have had a change in their attitude towards me because of the change in my appearance.

Wen Shaonian is the only exception.

When we first met on the side of the road, I was ugly with soot on my face.

When we met for the second time at the restaurant, I was working in the restaurant and I had a lot of cotton bales stuffed into my body, like a bucket waist.

When we met for the third time at the bar, I was wearing oversized black-rimmed glasses and dressing myself up in a tacky manner.

The fourth time we met, it was in line at the amusement park.

At that time, in order to stimulate Liu Qian, of course I would not pretend to be ugly, but showed my true appearance.

But I found that no matter how I dressed, Wen Shaonian could recognize me.

None of the attitudes towards me were noticeably different.

He never looked down on me because he thought I was ugly.

I didn't have any thoughts of thinness because I saw that I had become pretty.

In fact, because at the entrance of the amusement park, his expression when he saw me was so natural that even I didn't realize that it was the first time Wen Shaonian saw his beautiful self.

I didn't realize the problem until now.

He's such a special man.

Maybe it's face blindness?

Don't look at the face, rely on other characteristics to remember people?

Or the aesthetic taste is strange.

I was lost in thought.

......

I'm contemplating.

My words also made Yang Jie silent for a longer time.

It took a long time for him to speak: "Qiao Huanxi, you are right, indeed, if I hadn't seen your beautiful appearance later, maybe I wouldn't have been so hesitant now." But you have to believe that I really like you as a person...... It's just that now, I don't even dare to chase you. Because you're too sensible, too calm. I don't understand, why can you be a girl who can see the world, love, and men so thoroughly?

"You even give me some scare. ”

"I don't think I can hide any secrets in front of you. ”

"When I first felt that I liked you, I even felt that you were far inferior to me in terms of conditions alone, and I was still a little wronged with you. ”

"But now I understand that it's not that you're not worthy of me, it's that I'm not worthy of you. ”

"Sorry to interrupt. ”

Listening to Yang Jie's words, I smiled bitterly in my heart.

Do you think I'm too calm to be a normal woman now?

Yes, a normal woman, when she is confessed by a man, or a man whose conditions are much better than herself, will be heartbroken and ashamed, and then imagine love, right?

But I'm different from them.

Although I am not very old, I have long passed the days of spring flowers and autumn moons.

I'm realistic.

Because of my experience.

You don't understand, because you really don't understand me.

So you're right, you really don't deserve to love me.

Not because of how great I am, but just because you and I are not on the same frequency at all.

......

"Can you have someone fix the elevator?" I asked.

Yang Jie was obviously taken aback.

"You...... Do you see that?"

Yes.

I didn't pay attention at first, but when Yang Jie began to confess to me, I could already see it.

This elevator failure is too coincidental!

It's not bad early, it's not bad late, but it was broken when I was in the elevator with Yang Jie!

It just creates an opportunity for us to be alone and not be disturbed.

And Yang Jie's appearance here today is also very unusual.

If he wants to take wedding photos and dress up so handsomely, what will he do at noon?

Did you come to me on purpose?

In addition, he was not surprised at all when the elevator broke down, which made me even more suspicious that it was all deliberately designed.

Yang Jie, don't forget, I taught you how to act.

Although your acting skills have improved a lot compared to when you were in the amusement park, in front of me, you are still a little immature.

So I nodded: "Yes, I can see it, I was almost deceived by you." ”

Yang Jie bowed his head in shame: "I'm sorry, I just wanted to find a suitable environment, I didn't mean anything else." ”

I waved my hand: "You don't have to apologize, after all, I taught you acting, and now you are tricking me, does it mean that I am a good teacher?"

Yang Jie couldn't catch my joke, silently took out his mobile phone, and dialed a number: "Master Xie, please turn on the elevator button." ”

When we all got out of the elevator, we came to the gate of the factory.

Under the blue sky, the sunlight was a little dazzling.

"That'...... I...... I'm going to take wedding photos......" Yang Jie said to me.

I could read his eyes.

He's making the last ditch.

Hopefully I can keep him.

All I had to do was say a word, and he stayed.

But that, of course, is not possible.

So I smiled at him brighter than the sun.

"Yang Jie, don't think too much about love, then you will be disappointed. But don't think about love too trivial, because life will also surprise you. Maybe going through this incident has made you realize that you and Liu Qian are not perfect people, which can make you more tolerant of each other and live a good life from now on. ”

"Whatever you decide, I wish you well. ”

I still haven't said a word.

Liu Qian did have an unfaithful behavior towards her relationship, which can be regarded as a mental derailment.

But today, you Yang Jie is also mentally derailed.

You're even.

Maybe you can really let go of the past and be together.

Of course, whether you get married or break up has nothing to do with me.

Because from the moment I stepped out of the elevator, I had already decided to quit my job.

Even though I'm skilled now, even though I've become a group leader, I'm earning more than I used to.

But because of Yang Jie's confession, I can't continue to stay here.

Otherwise, how will I face Yang Jie in the future?

How to face Liu Qian?

Don't think about it, there's bound to be a lot of trouble.

And I'm most afraid of trouble.

......

I took out my phone and made a call to Yangmei first.

I didn't have anything to hide, and I told Yang Jie what he confessed to me, which also showed my refusal.

On the other side of the phone, Yang Mei paused, and then sighed leisurely: "Huanxi, although my sister is very sorry, I support your decision." It's my stupid brother who wasn't blessed, he woke up too late. ”

"Sister Yangmei, after I leave the factory, I won't contact you too much, you have to take care of yourself. I said with some emotion.

Now that I have planned to stop getting into trouble with Yang Jie, then naturally, I will also deliberately keep my distance from Yangmei.

I'm definitely not ambiguous.

That's my principle and my bottom line.

Yangmei understood what I meant, and didn't say anything more.

......

After hanging up the phone, I went to the factory office in the afternoon to go through the resignation procedures.

The leaders of the factory office were still a little reluctant to me, and in order to keep me, they even offered to give me a salary increase.

But I politely declined.

The sisters in a dormitory were very reluctant to me, and Xiaofen was red-eyed.

Although I don't like parting.

I don't like this sensational atmosphere even more.

But when Xiaofang proposed to have a casual meal together in the evening, I still agreed.

From the moment these people told me to come on that night, before I went to special training, they were all my Jo Huanxi sisters.

......

In a Sichuan restaurant, we all drank alcohol.

The eldest sister in the dormitory said to me through the wine, in fact, Director Yang is good, you can really think about it.

It is not easy for a woman to work hard outside, and having a man is equivalent to having something to rely on.

It turns out that the matter between me and Yang Jie has been seen by someone with a heart.

I knew that my eldest sister had good intentions, but her words strengthened my idea of resigning and leaving.

I didn't tell my eldest sister that it's really not easy for a woman to work hard outside.

But this is not something that can be solved by finding a man.

Because a man may be your dependence, but it may also be a sharp knife behind your back.

In fact, women can't rely on anyone, but on themselves.

After a full meal, watching the other seven sisters reluctantly return to the factory, I walked in the opposite direction with my simple luggage alone.

On my fingers, I have been a factory girl in this factory for more than three months.

Leaving now, I am actually a little reluctant in my heart.

After all, here, I have paid countless sweats.

But I leave now, not for nothing.

I already have a deposit of $10,000.

Although this money is not worth mentioning to many people in the city, for me, it is heavy.

What can you do with 10,000 yuan in the city?

After my observation during this time, I already know in general that I can buy the latest Apple phone.

It's incredibly expensive to buy a dress in a big shopping mall, but I really can't see where the beautiful designer clothes are.

Of course, it is only possible to buy a square meter of toilet in the provincial capital.

But half a year ago, if I had this 10,000 yuan, maybe I would have been able to save myself from being replaced.

......

What is the way forward?

I already have a general direction in mind.

Originally, even if there was no Yang Jie, I didn't plan to be a factory girl for the rest of my life.

I'm not afraid of hard work, it's just that it's too slow to make money like this.

I need to change to a job that earns more money, and I have to find a way to go to school.

So it's only a matter of time before you leave.

Found a hotel on the side of the road and settled in.

It was late at night and I hadn't slept yet.

With my phone in hand, I was looking for a job.

I didn't understand it before, but now I know that looking for a job is not only about going to the job market or job fairs, but also about finding a job online.

Even though my second-hand phone is very slow to surf the Internet, it is still so-so to watch.

I'm a woman, I'm not very old, and that's all an advantage for me to find a job.

But I have more disadvantages.

For example, I don't have a culture, I don't have a skill, and I don't have a lot of work experience.

So there aren't many jobs that work for me.

In addition to being a factory girl, there are only supermarket cashiers, salesmen, restaurant waiters, shopping mall guides, etc., and the recruitment conditions are not so strict.

But whether it is a cashier or a salesperson, the remuneration provided is not as much as I earn on the assembly line.

Naturally, it's not the position I'm going to choose right now.

I didn't lose heart and kept looking.

Finally I found a humble but lucrative job.

Be a babysitter.

Although it sounds like being a nanny is far less good than being a clerk and a shopping guide, in fact, the salary of a nanny is far higher than that of a clerk and a shopping guide.

In the provincial capital, the average salary is about 5,000 yuan.

As for why this is the case, I saw some people commenting on the Internet, because there are too few nannies, fewer people do it, and there are more people who need it, so it is naturally expensive.

But equally, while receiving a higher salary, nannies are also under tremendous pressure, both physical and mental.

Because the nanny is going to live in the employer's house.

Although it is said on the surface, people are equal, only the division of labor is different, and there is no high or low.

But in reality, how can there be no distinction between dignity and inferiority?