Chapter 440: Not Everyone Can Live Wantonly
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Xia Lanlan didn't speak.
The nurse felt more and more that Xia Lanlan was because of her weak personality, and she babbled about how to do it.
Finally, Xia Lanlan opened her mouth.
She said in a low voice: "Thank you, but I can't do this, my stepmother has a bad temper, she is holding back the anger in her heart, if she doesn't vent it, she will find someone else to send it, I still have my father at home, and my sister, they are all honest people, I can't let her put the fire on them, she is angry with me, she won't transfer her anger to others." ”
The nurse was shocked.
She raised her eyes and looked at Xia Lanlan, and a look of surprise flashed in her eyes.
This girl looks young, she is still a college student, but she didn't expect her mind to be so deep.
She thought that this girl was weak, but she didn't expect this girl to ......
Xia Lanlan returned to the ward.
Stepmother Liu Hong was talking to Xia Lanlan in the next bed: "You still help my stepdaughter speak, hehe, you don't know what kind of person she is, I only know about the cheap goods that send x to the door, she always went to a man's house a while ago, and took care of that man, she was really diligent, and she was not so diligent in taking care of her own brother, eating things inside and out! Don't look at her pure appearance, I tell you, she's very cheap, it's not so simple as you see!"
Liu Hong's words passed into Xia Lanlan's ears word for word.
Xia Lanlan's hand hanging by her side squeezed.
She took a deep breath.
Xia Lanlan walked into the ward.
Her face was flat, as if she hadn't heard anything.
She said to Liu Hong: "Mom, I'll take care of Xiaolong at night, you go back and rest." ”
Liu Hong glanced at Xia Lanlan: "If you don't take care of anyone, it's all you, I ran to the wild man's house a while ago and didn't take care of Xiaolong, which made Xiaolong sick, and you deserve to keep vigil!"
Xia Lanlan lowered her head and did not say a word.
Liu Hong said a few words and left.
After Liu Hong left, Xia Lanlan sat silently on the edge of her younger brother Xiaolong's bed.
The little dragon was already asleep, and his little face was flushed.
To the bed is an old grandmother.
She couldn't get used to Liu Hong.
She said to Xia Lanlan: "Girl, your life is hard, what a good girl, it's too late for ordinary people to have such a daughter distressed, just her, I don't know how to cherish it!"
Xia Lanlan glanced at the old grandmother: "Grandma, you are a kind person." ”
The old grandmother couldn't help but say: "If you want me to say, you shouldn't let her, girl, although filial piety is wanted, but for such a person, don't be filial, you should scold, can she do anything to you!"
Xia Lanlan lowered her eyes.
The long eyelashes create a row of shadows under the eye sockets.
"Grandma. Xia Lanlan said in a low voice: "Everyone wants to live wantonly, but not everyone can live wantonly, just like a snail, it was born with a heavy shell, I think, it definitely doesn't want to carry this heavy shell, but there is no way, it must be carried." ”
The old grandmother who said to the bed didn't say anything.
Although she didn't understand the meaning of Xia Lanlan's words too much, she inexplicably understood the helplessness of this girl.
......
Late at night, in the hospital rooms, both the patients and the family members who kept vigil, basically fell asleep.
Xia Lanlan didn't fall asleep.
She walked out of the ward lightly, and then came to the door of Lin Haoran's ward.
The lights in Lin Haoran's ward have been turned off.
Xia Lanlan just stood at the door of Lin Haoran's ward.
She looked at Lin Haoran's ward fixedly, and some memories came to her mind in a trance.
The first time she met Lin Haoran was at Mu Yajing's dinner.
But she didn't tell anyone, it wasn't the first time she had seen Lin Haoran.
The first time she met Lin Haoran was many years ago.
She's still in high school.
Her family conditions are not good, and she started working and studying when she was in high school, and she wore a thick doll costume to hand out flyers outside on hot days.
On one occasion, the leaflets were distributed in front of a university.
She was standing just in time for a clear view of the high school court.
In between flyers, she would watch college students play basketball.
She remembered that when a boy appeared on the court, there were the most girls watching and screaming.
The boy was tall and fair-skinned.
When he laughs, he shows a mouthful of big white teeth.
And his smile is brighter than the sun in the sky.
It was very uncomfortable to send flyers on hot days, Xia Lanlan often sent flyers, and the clothes inside were all soaked, and she was uncomfortable.
But when she saw the boy appear, she was inexplicably uncomfortable.
She wore a bulky doll costume and watched the boys play basketball from afar.
She watched him score in style, watched him make the girls scream, and watched him smile brightly.
When I look at her, I laugh inexplicably.
Later, Xia Lanlan was approaching the college entrance examination, and she no longer had time to hand out flyers.
After the college entrance examination, she came to this university again.
But he never looked at the boy again.
Xia Lanlan thought that this boy would probably only exist in her memory for the rest of her life, but she didn't expect that many years later, she would see this boy.
At that time, boys were no longer boys.
He's a man anymore.
But he still had the childishness of a big boy on his face.
When he smiled, he still showed a mouthful of big white teeth, and that smile was brighter than the sun in the sky.
And she finally knew the boy's name.
His name is Lin Haoran.
A nice name.
......
The next day came quickly.
Mu Yajing decided to go to the hospital after washing.
Originally, Lin Haoran was still in the hospital, she should have been guarding all night, but it was Yu Shaoqian's actions that made her messy, and she came back last night.
The sky was still bright, and Mu Yajing woke up.
She had to go to the hospital immediately to take care of Lin Haoran.
When I got up, I happened to meet Su Xiaoru going to the toilet.
Su Xiaoru rubbed her eyes: "Yajing, I woke up so early." ”
Mu Yajing nodded: "I'll go to the hospital." ”
Su Xiaoru's sleepiness disappeared all of a sudden.
Her eyes widened: "Go to the hospital so early?"
Mu Yajing nodded: "I didn't sleep well all night last night, I was supposed to accompany Haoran in the hospital, I really shouldn't come back, I can only go over early to see how Haoran is doing." ”
Su Xiaoru immediately said: "Yajing, I went to the hospital to see Hao Ran yesterday, I see that Hao Ran has already figured it out, don't worry, he won't do stupid things." ”
"I understand. Mu Yajing said: "But I still have to accompany him, even if he doesn't commit suicide, it doesn't mean that his pain doesn't exist." ”
Su Xiaoru said: "Actually, I watched him yesterday, and I think he is in good shape, better than before, and he even joked with me." ”