However, I never seem to have heard you say that you love me. When I found out that you had a fiancée, I was actually very scared, I was afraid that our relationship would end anytime and anywhere.

We had a little knight, and when I knew I was pregnant with a baby, I was also afraid that you wouldn't let me have a baby. Our feelings are like a rope in your hands, which will be cut by you at any time. I don't know if it's because I've been stupid for three years, but I really can't see your feelings for me.

After the Lord was born, you told me that you would marry me, but I don't seem to be able to wait for that time. I can't imagine what we're going to be like at that time, I can't see the future.

I'm just an ordinary person, but I'm with a very extraordinary you, and sometimes I seem to experience the constant growth of depression and inferiority. We shouldn't be together, I don't deserve you. You deserve a better wife, not a burden that you can support you. I hate myself like this, but I used to haunt you inextricably.

So, it's time for me to leave. I'm already very satisfied with being with you for two years. I've only had you for a short time, and I'll be an unimportant passerby in your life.

My biggest regret is that I want to marry you, but this is a regret after all. I am very relieved that Xiao Jue looks like you, and I believe that without me, you can also take care of him and let him grow up healthily.

Ah Shen, I'm leaving, don't come to me. In my absence, you have to work hard, live well, and live a brilliant life that should belong to you. Maybe in country H, there is my future.

---- love your Lin Yu

Finally, Gu Tingshen put down the letter with trembling hands, quickly picked up the car keys and went out, ignoring the shouts of Zhang's mother behind him.

He was speeding down the highway, and the airport was soon there. However, when he found the nearest flight to country H, he found that the flight had already taken off 5 minutes ago.

Gu Tingshen sat on the chair weakly, his eyes were empty, his girl was really gone and left him.

There seemed to be some strange liquid slowly dripping from his cheeks in his eyes, and he blinked, not crying like this in years.

After Xu Nan knew about this, he immediately asked the director for leave, and it happened that there was no surgery for him today. He left the hospital and hurriedly drove to Hongyue Bay, and when he came to Gu Tingshen's nest, he didn't expect Gu Tingshen to show an unexpected decadence.

Gu Tingshen was like a salted fish that had lost his dreams, his red eyes were lying on the sofa with dull eyes, his hair was still a little messy, his shirt was untied, and his tie was nowhere to be found.

Xu Nan sighed, went up and pulled his arm, and said, "Don't you like people? Go chase it! What are you doing lying here? It's just going abroad, you can just find it again." After all, you all have children, and if you find someone to be patient and coaxed by the Bodhisattva, maybe people will be soft-hearted and will accept their fate and come back with you. ”

"She said let me not go to her......" Gu Tingshen reluctantly glanced at Xu Nan, and returned to that decadent appearance.

"Hey, she said that if she doesn't want you, you won't go, you're her licking dog!" Xu Nan was helpless and anxious for him, it was really the emperor who was not in a hurry and the eunuch was in a hurry.

Whoosh~ Gu Tingshen's cold eyes made Xu Nan shudder, and he didn't give up pulling him out of the door while saying, "Hey, if you fall out of love, you should go drinking." Let's go, take you to a good place!"

After a while, the extremely decadent Gu Tingshen sat quietly in the bar and drank a lot of wine, the content of the letter kept echoing in his mind, and he was almost able to memorize it after reading it a few times.

Until he fell drunk on the table, tears fell silently and automatically to his ears. Xu Nan didn't miss his tears, sighed at the sleeping Gu Tingshen again, called the waiter to pay, and then helped him to leave.

Alas, maybe it will be better after crying.

Xu Nan looked at Gu Tingshen who was getting drunk, and his eyes became deep. He really didn't expect that a person like Gu Tingshen, who was wooden and sullen, would be so emotional.

Speaking of which, this relationship should be his first time, first love! Alas, the first love almost always has no good results, why is this sentence so smart?

In the early hours of the morning, the night sky was full of dark clouds, and the light that should have been shining was completely obscured.

In the dark bedroom, Gu Tingshen opened his eyes after Xu Nan left, feeling the breath left by Lin Yu in this bed, and the emptiness in his arms made him very uncomfortable and couldn't sleep.

The emotions of longing come quickly, enter the brain, and go deep into the bone marrow.

Lin Yu and Zhou Zhenjie's family lived together, and gradually she adapted to the environment here. She stays at home every day with nothing to do, idle, as if she can't find the motivation to live.

Every night, when she was lying in the room, Gu Tingshen's face would always flash inadvertently in her mind, and she would always secretly hug his shirt and cry.

Lin Yu felt that maybe he really loved him too much, so he couldn't let go of it, thinking about him every night that he couldn't sleep. and her child Xiaojue, I don't know if I can adapt to being without my mother, and if I will always cry like my mother.

It's just that what she doesn't know is that the person she misses is also thinking about him.

Song Yiren and Zhou Zhenjie naturally knew that Lin Yu had just come here and was a little sad, but they felt that this state seemed to last a little long.

Zhou Zhenjie also chatted with Lin Yu at home, but she still looked lifeless, living like a year. He can't help it himself, time will dilute everything.

Zhou Hao went home every night, and when he passed by Lin Yu's room, he heard her crying intermittently, and she never stopped every night, which really made his head big.

In the end, he was moved by the girl's pitiful appearance, and it was all fake to ask her for trouble.

After a few days of dull days, Lin Yu found that the advantage of staying at home all day was that he had gained a lot of weight, and his face had become fleshy. obviously doesn't have any ambition to fight for life, but his appetite is much better than others, and he has become a lazy pig.

The TV programs in country H are all spoken in H Chinese, and she can't understand it, so she can't do it. Gradually, Lin Yu watched TV more often to pass the time, and naturally learned some daily expressions of country H. Usually, if you really need something to buy, you will go out, and you can use the translation app if you can't understand the speech of the H people.

Everything was normal, but the anomaly happened very quickly.

On this day, Lin Yu found that the red rope he was wearing on his wrist was inexplicably missing. It was the red rope that connected her and Ah Shen, and it was also the gift she once gave Ah Shen.

She searched for a long time, from the room to the living room, from the villa to the street where she had been, until nightfall she still did not find it.

Lin Yu returned to the room after finishing dinner, closed the door tightly, and tears desperately burst out of his eyes.

She cried for a long time, and the shirt she held in her arms was completely soaked with her transparent tears.

Suddenly, Lin Yu felt a burst of pain in her abdomen, which made her feel weak, and she fell softly to the side of the bed.

Lin Yu had a hunch, after all, she was pregnant with a child and had experience, and she might be pregnant again this time. Worried that something would happen to the baby in her belly, she quickly endured the pain and sat up and crawled to the door with difficulty.

Zhou Hao was indulging in work in the room at this time, and there was silence around him, only the sound of papers flipping. In a few moments, there was a soft knock on his door.

He put down the papers with a frown, and walked straight to the door with his slender legs unpleasantly. After opening the door, I saw his sister Lin Yu sitting on the floor in front of his door with a painful look on her face.

Lin Yu's lips were pale, and his entire face was wrinkled. She clutched her stomach and said to Zhou Hao weakly, "Please take me to the hospital, my stomach hurts so much......"

Before Zhou Hao heard what Lin Yu said, he immediately bent down and picked her up horizontally, and strode towards the stairs.

At 2 o'clock in the middle of the night, in the hospital closest to Zhou Zhenjie's villa, several people stood anxiously outside the door of the operating room.

After Zhou Hao sent Lin Yu to the operating room, he immediately called his parents to explain the situation, and the couple rushed to the operating room after a while.

Now they can only join Zhou Hao's anxious waiting camp, Song Yiren started to worship Buddha uneasily, and Zhou Zhenjie kept pacing back and forth. Only Zhou Hao is peaceful, he is sitting in a chair holding his head in contemplation at the moment.

After another half hour, the door to the operating room was finally opened. The attending doctor happened to be an old friend of Zhou Zhenjie, and after he nodded slightly to Zhou Zhenjie with a calm face, he called all three of them to the office.

Zhou Zhenjie and the others naturally knew that the doctor had something to say, so they hurriedly followed the doctor to the office.

After arriving at the office, the attending doctor did not sit down, but turned around and put his hand on Zhou Zhenjie's shoulder, and asked solemnly, "Old Zhou, is your daughter in love?"

Because he has a very good relationship with Zhou Zhenjie, he can't do it, so he naturally knew early on that he brought back a girl two months ago. That girl is still his biological daughter, and it is Lin Yu who is now in the operating room. He didn't expect that Zhou Zhenjie actually had a daughter who was outcast, and naturally felt sorry for this girl.

But what he didn't expect was that this girl was actually more than four months pregnant.

Zhou Zhenjie looked confused, thinking that Lin Yu had basically stayed at home for the past two months, and there was no sign of falling in love!

He paused for a few seconds, and then replied, "No, my daughter has been staying at home all day lately and rarely going out. ”

The attending doctor didn't hear the answer he wanted, frowned, looked at Zhou Zhenjie deeply, and said, "Your daughter has been pregnant for more than four months. ”

"What did you say?" the three of them said in unison, so surprised that they didn't know what to say.