Chapter 14: The Scene of Large-scale Confessions
Fei Yuan hooked Cen Xi's neck with one hand and put his arm around Ding Yi with the other, "Do you know, my Xi Bao'er is very popular at school, I'll do the math for you," Fei Yuan raised her head and rolled her eyes, "10, 11, 12, 13...... It's amazing, I think the male security guards at our school are interesting to her!"
"Shut up!" Cen Xi didn't expect her to drink too much to come here, so she quickly reached out to cover her mouth, feeling extremely embarrassed.
"Really, I'm serious, our Xi Bao'er is such a cute girl, beautiful, well-behaved, with good grades, and empathetic, so many advantages, how can no one like it?" Fei Yuan hugged Cen Xi tightly, and suddenly cried as she spoke.
"You say, she is so good, so well-behaved, why is fate so unkind to her? Since she was a child, her parents died, and she finally had an older brother, and she was busy all year round, but now it is good, completely gone. The more Fei Yuan spoke, the more excited she became.
Since junior high school, we have been in the same class, and every time I celebrate the New Year's holidays, I look at her, really, really distressed! Everyone else is happy to be picked up by her family, and she is always the last. Do you know when I was so good with her? Once at a parent-teacher conference, Cen Xi actually came to beg me to lend her a parent!"
"That damn Cen Chen, does anyone love her sister so much? If you love her, you don't care about her? Isn't it just to be a broken policeman? What's the big deal! So many people like her, and those little kids in our school, like her, chase her, but what's the use of these likes? Isn't she still a lonely person from beginning to end?! Only I understand her! She is well-behaved on the surface, but she just doesn't want to cause trouble to anyone, she is afraid that others will think she is ignorant, and she won't even give her the last liking!" Fei Yuan said this, and she couldn't cry anymore.
Cen Xi cried, she had never heard Fei Yuan tell her this, and she never thought that Fei Yuan, who was usually nervous, understood her so much and loved her. But Fei Yuan also uncovers her disguise and scars, which embarrass her and makes her unable to face herself in an instant.
What Cen Xi didn't expect was that there was more than one round of large-scale "confession" at tonight's scene.
Ding Yi listened to Fei Yuan's confession to Cen Xi, and immediately felt his blood boiling.
So, you sang and I appeared.
"Who said those likes are useless?! Yes, of course the likes of those little broken children are useless, but my likes are useful! I like Cen Xi for so many years, can't you feel it?! When she was young, I thought, I will wait for her to grow up, play with her, laugh with her, and I will support her whatever she wants! I don't want to accept my dad's business, so I will be so busy that I don't have time to accompany her, but I can't figure it out, my dad originally acquiesced to me, but in the past two years, he has desperately sent me abroad. Xiaoxi is now grown up and an adult, and I finally don't have to wait any longer!" Ding Yi said with a smirk, as if the picture of Cen Xi becoming his girlfriend had appeared in front of him.
Cen Xi was overwhelmed by the sudden "confession" of the two. Ding Yi has been yelling since she was a child to marry her when she grows up, she only thinks he is crazy, and feels that he is still like a child who has not grown up. But now that he is no longer a child, he seems to be still stuck in the dream he knitted for her and does not want to wake up. She is grateful to this big boy from the bottom of her heart, and always treats her well in the simplest and silliest way. But she's grown up and she's not that little girl anymore.
At this time, the most sober person is Han Shu. He listened quietly to Fei Yuan and Ding Yi's confession to Cen Xi. I have known this little girl for more than three months, and he does feel that Cen Xi is cute, simple, and well-behaved. Cen Xi also began to slowly release his true self in front of him. If the initial care for Cen Xi was entirely because of Cen Chen's entrustment, then now she has completely become his concern. He admired her optimism and felt sorry for her strength.
Fei Yuan should have been tired of crying, her eyelids were getting heavier and heavier, and she was lying on the table without moving. Ding Yi was still talking to himself on the side.
"Help them back to their rooms. Han Shu said to Cen Xi.
Cen Xi nodded, and the two of them took Fei Yuan back to the room first, and when he came back, Ding Yi also fell asleep on his stomach. It took a lot of effort to finally settle them down.
Cen Xi and Han Shu said goodnight and returned to their room, Cen Xi, who was originally very tired, remembered what they had just said, and suddenly fell asleep. She put on a coat and went up to the roof of the house alone.
The stars are so bright tonight, the evening breeze blows, and the face is cold.
"Give. Han Shu took a can of beer and handed it to Cen Xi.
Han Shu returned to the room and couldn't sleep, came out to breathe, and saw Cen Xi on the roof. She must be very uncomfortable today, Han Shu remembered that Cen Xi told him on his birthday that he wanted to drink once, but he refused at that time, maybe today, she should be allowed to try it, maybe she can feel better.
Han Shu went to the proprietress to ask for a bottle of beer, but after thinking about it, the first time she drank it, a bottle was too much for her, and she went to replace it with a can.
"Thank you. Cen Xi turned his head to take it, opened it, and took a sip. A cold and bitter taste suddenly filled the taste buds, not good, but I really wanted to drink it.
"You can only drink one can," Han Shu looked at her, "Drinking too much is not good for your health." ”
In the quiet of the night, only the chirping of insects can be heard. Time seems to stand still in this moment, there are no superfluous words, only quiet companionship.
Han Shu stood beside her, waiting for her to take a sip, a sip, and drink the bitterness in the bottle.
It was her bar mitzvah. There is still a long way to go, she may have to face more, and there are some things that she can only slowly accept, get used to, come out, and then be relieved. He had this confidence in her, he believed that her sorrow would disappear with the night, that she would still be able to usher in the sun tomorrow, and that this night road, if she wanted to walk quietly alone, he would stand not far away and watch her, and if she was afraid, he would walk with her all the way.
Most of the little princesses in fairy tales have a tragic and similar experience, but they all choose to grow up strong without exception. Life is bumpy, with twists and turns along the way, but in the end, they will always become a strong self and meet their own heroes, and then live a happy life, and their own inner path will eventually come out on their own.
Cen Xi, who drank for the first time, didn't cry or make trouble, he was still so well-behaved and quiet.
"Han Shu, can I borrow your shoulder and use it. Cen Xi turned his head and looked at him quietly.
Han Shuleng paused, but did not hesitate, sat down beside Cen Xi, and gently hugged her into his arms.
Cen Xi rested his head on Han Shu's shoulder, "The wine is not that good, and it makes me a little dizzy, but I feel good now." ”
"I know," Han Shu leaned sideways, trying to make her more comfortable, "Actually, you don't have to suppress yourself so much all the time, you're good, really good, you don't have to bury your inner thoughts and what you want deep in your heart." You are surrounded by a lot of people who genuinely care about you and love you, and you are not alone. ”
"I often wonder if my life is too hard, my parents, my brother, I'm afraid I'll still be friends. Anyone who has anything to do with me will be hurt or unlucky because of me. Cen Xi said pitifully.
"Silly girl, you are 18 years old, and you still say such stupid and stupid things, I see that the people around you are very good, you see how good Ding Yi and Fei Yuan are, and Cen Chen is just not heard from for the time being, don't think like this all the time, put pressure on yourself. ”
"Why not, I think Fei Yuan and Ding Yi's brains are stupid by me. Cen Xi smiled.
It seems that she is okay and can still joke. Han Shu also laughed and quipped: "What about me, I'm not stupid by you." “
"Then you will stay with me all the time, and you will know if you will be stupid. "Always with you?" Why did this sound so wrong, Cen Xi regretted it after speaking.
"Okay, we'll see. Han Shu gave her an affirmative answer.