45. Contradictory feelings
"Mother, sell him, sell him and we will have a lot of silver, and I can buy more things. ”
Xiao Fat Dun didn't know Wang Zhaodi's plans, he only knew that if he sold Gu Ancheng, he would get a lot of silver, and he could buy a lot of things.
As for whether Gu Ancheng, who is going to be sold, will have any opinions, and whether he will be sad and sad, this is not within the scope of Xiao Fat Dun's consideration.
"Okay, good, sold and sold......"
Wang Zhaodi was dizzy by her son's shaking, but she didn't want to blame him.
Her son, she has been looking forward to it for many years, and finally she is looking forward to it, Wang Zhaodi is naturally eager to hold the best things in the world in front of his eyes.
It can be said that the little chubby dun was spoiled by Wang Zhaodi, but unfortunately Wang Zhaodi himself didn't realize this, and he just felt that no matter how much he was spoiled, it was not enough.
Right now, it's just selling Gu Ancheng, if you sell it, you sell it, anyway, it's not her family's people, if you sell one less person to eat rice, you can still make a profit, and there is nothing bad about it.
"Yes, just do as you say. ”
Wang Zhaodi thought for a while, "I want to get the cash, otherwise, I won't sell it." ”
"No problem," she didn't have to argue with Wang Zhaodi on this matter, "When you get to the shore, I'll let someone accompany you to the government office to complete the formalities." ”
After speaking, Yun Qingzhi pulled Gu Ancheng and left together.
"Wait," Wang Zhaodi hurriedly shouted when she saw that people were leaving, "I can't move now, you can't go!!"
"When the time comes, you can naturally move," Yun Qingzhi said without looking back, "Wait for a while." ”
If you need to solve the acupoint to move, Xiang'er would have helped to untie it a long time ago, since Xiang'er didn't do it, it means that as long as the time has passed, you can move.
As for the matter of Xiao Fat Dun pushing Gu Ancheng into the water, Yun Qingzhi no longer troubled him.
With a mother like Wang Zhaodi, Little Fat Dun will reap the consequences sooner or later, in that case, why dirty his hands?
"Zhi'er, where did you just go, why can't I find you?"
Yun Qingzhi had just taken Gu Ancheng back, and Lin Boya came over and asked anxiously.
"I'm fine. ”
Yun Qingzhi didn't know, how much of the anxiety on Lin Boya's face was true and how much was false?
"I just thought the cabin was a little stuffy and went out for a walk. ”
"It's okay," Lin Boya breathed a sigh of relief, noticed the boy beside Yun Qingzhi, and asked suspiciously, "Who is this?"
"The person who happened to come back, I think we are destined, and I plan to recognize him as a younger brother. ”
Yun Qingzhi didn't hide it, after all, the ship was so big, if Lin Boya had the heart to investigate, he would naturally know what was going on.
"I see. ”
Lin Boya said with a light smile.
This kid was lucky, he climbed onto the big ship of the Jin Palace, and in the future, he directly lived the life of a human being, which was very different from the past.
"Where's Sister Wan'er?"
Yun Qingzhi looked around and found that Lin Wan was not there, so she asked.
"My sister was a little seasick so she rested in the cabin. Lin Boya replied with a calm expression.
"Seasickness?"
Yun Qingzhi nodded, indicating that she knew, "Then the next time you take Sister Wan'er, don't swim in the lake, lest Sister Wan'er feel uncomfortable." ”
has known each other for many years, since she doesn't know that Lin Wan is seasick, she doesn't know whether this excuse is true or false.
"Well, I know. ”
Lin Boya responded without blinking, and was still a little unhappy with Lin Wan's actions this time.
Knowing that Yun Qingzhi couldn't be offended, and knowing that what he had just done was indeed eager, he was still stubborn and refused to come over to admit his mistake.
It hurt him to have to find an excuse, lest Yun Qingzhi feel upset when he found out.
He wasn't angry at Lin Wan because he needed to bother to curry favor with Yun Qingzhi, what he was really angry about was that Lin Wan didn't see his situation clearly from beginning to end.
She is not qualified to be willful at all, and she has her own temperament to do things that should not be done.
My father's current official position looks at the scenery, but in fact, it is just a mirror, the heirs of the Lin Mansion are thin, once my father reaches the age of returning to his hometown, everything they have now will no longer exist.
If you want to make the current scenery of the Lin Mansion, there are only two ways to go, either after he enters the official career, the official road will be smooth, rise step by step, and grow into an heir who can support the Lin Mansion.
Either Lin Wan marries well and will be able to carry her mother's family in the future, she will naturally be prosperous and rich in the future, and she will enjoy it inexhaustibly and use it endlessly.
Yun Qingzhi is a ladder to the sky and a shortcut for both him and Lin Wan, as long as he can make friends with Yun Qingzhi, then naturally he doesn't have to worry about whether he will be able to continue to enjoy everything in the future.
Lin Boya has always been very clear about what Yun Qingzhi means to him, so whether he likes it or not, he will firmly tie Yun Qingzhi and will never let her escape, which he has always done very well.
No matter what he says, Yun Qingzhi will never doubt that even if Rong Anhui hurts Yun Qingzhi, as long as he lowers his head slightly, Yun Qingzhi will take the initiative to open this chapter, as if nothing happened.
He knew that everything he was enjoying now was because of Yun Qingzhi's love, intellectually speaking, he should be grateful to Yun Qingzhi, but emotionally speaking, he actually hated Yun Qingzhi.
Because Yun Qingzhi's behavior, whether intentional or unintentional, will always hurt his self-esteem, even if it is not intentional, it is just as unacceptable.
Coupled with his mother's dislike for Yun Qingzhi, he always said bad things about Yun Qingzhi by his side in the past, intentionally or unintentionally, which also led to his conflicting feelings for Yun Qingzhi.
He was grateful to her and hated her, he liked her and didn't like her.
He has always tried his best to find a balance between these two contradictory feelings, but he often always lets one of them prevail, resulting in sometimes he will be good to Yun Qingzhi, but sometimes he will connive at others to hurt Yun Qingzhi.
Such contradictory feelings made Lin Boya very difficult to accept, he hated himself who couldn't control his emotions, but he couldn't get rid of such a self.
"I'll take Anjo back to change his clothes first, he just fell into the water, if I don't change his soaked clothes as soon as possible, I'm worried that he will suffer from the cold. ”
Just because of the argument with Wang Zhaodi, the child's clothes have not been changed until now.
There was no place to buy anything on the boat, so she could only send Xiang'er to ask if anyone had extra clothes to borrow. If you don't, you can only temporarily grieve Ancheng for wearing clothes that don't fit.