Chapter 53: Music Fades Sadness

This sentence woke up Lilac at once. In her life, there will often be a dream in which a beautiful little white horse will appear, and it will always call her. The little white pony runs all the way through the world, and struggles westward in the setting sun, and finally ends at a graveyard overgrown with lilacs. This makes the name "Lilac" suddenly have a poignant meaning. She loved the name from the bottom of her heart.

Since then, the clove has become a beautiful and sad clove in the online world.

Lilac became an expectation in Tang Lei's heart. He came to the "Voice of Meiwen" almost whenever he had time, and when he saw Lilac, he would inexplicably feel a burst of warmth in his heart.

But he never imagined that Lilac was a terminally ill patient, a dying life listening to the countdown to his life. He still jokes with Lilac, giggling and laughing, making Lilac laugh out loud. In fact, her smile was forced, and when the pain was unbearable, cold sweat flowed down her pale face, but there was still a trace of a difficult smile. In fact, Lilac fainted in front of the computer many times and coughed up blood on the keyboard many times.

Tang Lei couldn't understand Lilac either, he was obviously talking, but he suddenly coughed, and then disappeared inexplicably. Once, Tang Lei was very unhappy, and a record company said that he would sign a contract with him, but he suddenly changed his hexagram, which made his heart "dark". He said a lot of grievances to Lilac, and at the end he asked more than a dozen "whys". Lilac listened to him with a smile all the time, and didn't say anything, but sent him a little poem called "Be Grateful for All Things": "Be grateful to the one who hurts you, because he sharpens your mind, to be grateful to the one who trips you because he strengthens your legs, to be grateful to the one who deceives you, because he has increased your wisdom, to be grateful to the one who despises you, because he awakens your self-esteem, and to the one who abandons you, because he has taught you to be independent." Be grateful for everything, learn to be grateful, and be grateful to everyone who makes you grow!"

After reading this poem, it was like a ray of sunshine through the window lattice, and Tang Lei's heart suddenly brightened up a lot. He suddenly had the idea of meeting this woman as wonderful as "Lilac". He hurriedly asked where she was, Lilac chuckled, "I'm online." Tang Lei didn't hesitate, and asked again: "How old are you?" "You can think I am as old as you want." "Then you're an old woman, 80 years old. ”

This sentence silenced Lilac and did not answer for a long time. She was already in tears in front of the computer, she really wanted to live to be 80 years old, even if she lived half of it, but fate would not give her such a long time. Doctors asserted that she would not live to be 20 years old.

In the later contact, Tang Lei obviously felt that this girl was not ordinary. Often on the phone, she would suddenly stop talking. Tang Lei waited for a long time, QQ sent countless ones, and UC also sent countless ones, but there was still no response. And her QQ and UC have never been offline, and they are still brightly placed there.

Tang Lei vaguely felt that something big was happening. After that, Lilac did not appear on the Internet for a long time, and she disappeared inexplicably like a gust of wind.

During this period, Tang Lei's singing and creation have gradually improved. On behalf of the company, he participated in the National Campus Music Pioneer Original Song Competition, and also held a concert of his personal works in Yuhua Music Western Restaurant, and some record companies have frequently contacted him.

"The grave is full of flowers, how beautiful you desire"

Lilac suddenly sent Tang Lei a greeting on the Internet, and asked him where he was embarrassed.

Tang Lei was recording a new song in a recording studio at the time.

"I want to meet you. Tang Lei felt strange and hurriedly asked her where she was.

"I'm at the university hospital. A sense of foreboding surged into Tang Lei's heart, and he hurriedly asked, "Are you sick?"

"When you see me, everything is clear. Afterwards, Tang Lei learned that Lilac came to him specifically. Originally, she didn't agree with her parents to send her for treatment, but later, when she heard that Tang Lei went to record a song, she obeyed her parents' wishes. In fact, she just wanted to see Tang Lei in person at the end of her life.

Meeting in a hospital room overflowing with the smell of lilacs, there were no hugs, no affectionate greetings, and no shyness when they first met, they shook hands like old friends who had been reunited for a long time. Lilac has a faint smile on her pale face, her eyes are beautiful, and her gaze is clear. Tang Lei looked at her with mixed feelings, and he had thousands of words in his heart, but he didn't know where to start.

Lilac's mother quietly told Tang Lei that Lilac was no longer good, the doctor issued a critical illness notice, and death would come in the next few days. Looking at Lilac's smiling face and looking at those clear and transparent eyes, Tang Lei felt a pain in his heart.

As if talking to herself, Lilac comforted Tang Lei: "I'm not afraid of death for a long time." Today's all kinds are like water without a trace. I will go to heaven because I have your blessings and your songs. This sentence made Tang Lei burst into tears.

In the following days, Tang Lei went to the hospital to visit Lilac whenever he was free. At that time, he was planning his first album, and many plans were not ideal, especially the title song of the album had no eyebrows, and he was very busy. Lilac felt very sorry for Tang Lei and was anxious for him. She asked her father to go to the bookstore to buy a lot of books, hoping to provide some inspiration for Tang Lei's brother. One day, she found a story in a couplet book, and after reading it, she was very emotional, and hurriedly called Tang Lei.

She told the story in the book: In ancient times, a young scholar fell in love with a shopkeeper's daughter on his way to Beijing to take the exam, and the two fell in love. Unexpectedly, the shopkeeper was very angry and scolded his daughter for corrupting the doorway, and the girl cried that the two really loved each other and begged her father to fulfill it, but the shopkeeper insisted on refusing. The girl had a strong temperament and died of anger immediately. The shopkeeper regretted it and buried his daughter on the back hillside. Soon, the girl's grave was covered with lush lilac trees, full of flowers and fragrant. The scholar was amazed, and since then he has been carrying water and watering the flowers every day, never stopping, and has been accompanied by lilacs for life.

After telling this story, Lilac burst into tears: "Aren't you worried about the title song......? Actually, simplicity is the best. ”

This sentence suddenly made Tang Lei wake up like a dream, yes, simplicity and simplicity are the highest realm. An acoustic guitar, a campus ballad, a poignant story, how good it is! He was so excited that he grabbed Lilac's hand and shouted, "Whoever knows me, Lilac also!" The title song of my album is called "Lilac Flower." I'll have to write it and give it to you. ”

In the boundless darkness of the night, Tang Lei forced himself to be silent by a lonely light, and his interaction with Lilac was as clear and broken as black and white film, and he could not imagine what kind of state of mind a girl would have when she "heard the ticking of the countdown of the clock of life". Life should be brilliant and bright for her, but she can only smile, calmly, and even greet the arrival of death with a little carelessness. Thinking about it, Tang Lei's tears rolled down again and again.

At dawn, Tang Lei, who was full of emotion, wrote a poignant and mournful song "Lilacs" in one go:

You say you love lilacs the most

Because your name is what it is

What a melancholy flower

Sentimental people

When the flowers wither

When the picture freezes

What a delicate flower

But he can't hide from the wind and rain

A life of floating, shaking, and shaking

How many beautiful dreams have become into them

Just like that, I came in a hurry

Leave me to worry about for the rest of my life

What a beauty you long for when the grave is full of flowers

Look at the mountains and fields, do you still feel lonely?

Listen to someone singing your favorite song

How much complexity is in the world, I don't have to worry about it anymore

The yard is full of lilacs and beautiful purple flowers

I'm here to be with her, to protect her for the rest of my life

The warm winter sun shone into the ward, Tang Lei plucked the strings and sang for the lilacs, moving in each other's hearts, at that moment, the music subsided sadness.

"Lilacs" was quickly recorded, and the simple orchestration captured the hearts of the audience. Tang Lei put this song on the Internet, and it immediately became popular. For a time, the entire Internet was full of lilacs, and "Lilacs" became popular in the imperial capital.