Chapter 1131: I'm really tired of living this life
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"My mother had no choice but to take me to Ji Shaoqiu's side, hoping to find his protection, but she didn't expect to push herself deeper into the abyss. ”
"I was fifteen years old. Ji Ziming's teeth twitched when he said this.
Fifteen.
He will never forget this number.
"The same group of people who had raped my mother came again, they locked me in the room, they raped my mother in the living room, I heard my mother's voice in pain, I crashed into the door like crazy, I wanted to break the door open to save my mother. ”
"But the door was so strong, so strong that I couldn't open it when I hit my head and broke the blood, and my clothes were soaked with blood, but the door still couldn't be opened, and I could only hear my mother's painful voice coming into my ears, again and again!"
"Then my mother hit the wall in humiliation, and when I saw her in the hospital, she only had her last breath left, she,"
"Ziming, don't say it!" Fang Caiwei suddenly stepped forward and hugged Ji Ziming tightly.
Her face turned pale.
She didn't know, she really never knew that Ji Ziming had such an experience.
How can there be such a thing in this world!
Are those people the devil?
Ji Ziming is in the bedroom, how can they rape his mother outside, is this still human!
Ji Ziming was still talking, but a bone-chilling coldness flashed in his eyes: "Later, I took revenge on these people one by one, and none of the people who raped my mother are still alive." ”
"The man who raped my mother behind my back, I made her suffer the same treatment as my mother, and that man, who caused my mother to do all this, I will make him live in pain for the rest of his life. ”
"And the manufacturer, the manufacturer who made the door, that used to be a furniture factory with infinite scenery in the local area, and I let it go out of business. Ji Ziming's voice became colder and colder, so cold that it almost froze into ice.
Fang Caiwei hugged Ji Ziming's body tighter.
She felt Ji Ziming's pain, but she didn't know how to comfort Ji Ziming with words, so she could only hug him tightly like this.
And Ji Ziming didn't speak again, he just let Fang Caiwei hold him.
I don't know how long it took, Ji Ziming finally pushed Fang Caiwei away.
He said, "Caiwei, let's go home." ”
Fang Caiwei's mouth trembled.
She didn't say anything she wanted to say after all, she nodded.
......
The two of them went home.
Fang Caiwei lay on the bed first and got into the quilt.
Ji Ziming asked her, "Don't you want to drink tonight?"
Fang Caiwei shook her head.
Ji Ziming smiled: "I want to drink." ”
When he told about his mother by the river, Ji Ziming lost his temper, and this would seem to be back to normal.
"Good. Fang Caiwei said softly.
She knew that Ji Ziming's alcohol consumption was very good.
Ji Ziming brought the wine, drank it cup after cup, and seeing that Ji Ziming had drunk a few bottles, Fang Caiwei finally couldn't help but speak: "Ziming, don't drink it, it hurts your body if you drink too much." ”
Ji Ziming glanced at Fang Caiwei: "Does Caiwei think I still care about hurting my body now?"
Fang Caiwei carded, and then a sour pain soaked in her throat.
However, Ji Ziming still put down the wine glass.
He said, "Now it's my wife, I'm listening." ”
......
Ji Ziming went to bed.
Although both of them were wearing cotton pajamas, Fang Caiwei was still so nervous that her body stiffened.
She was at a loss.
Ji Ziming felt Fang Caiwei's stiffness.
He hugged Fang Caiwei: "We've been husband and wife for so many days, and we're not used to it?"
Fang Caiwei forcibly squeezed out two words from her mouth: "Habit." ”
Actually, I'm still not used to it.
After all, they were all drunk before.
And today it is indeed sober.
But she chose it herself
At the moment when she was hugged by Ji Ziming, a figure flashed in Fang Caiwei's mind, but she was quickly forcibly suppressed.
She bit her lip so hard that blood was pouring from her lips.
I thought that Ji Ziming would make the next move after hugging her, but I didn't expect the man to not.
He hugged Fang Caiwei tightly, and then said, "Caiwei, I've never been a good person." ”
"No, it's a good guy. Fang Caiwei retorted.
Ji Ziming laughed.
There was sarcasm in the laughter: "Maybe I was a good person before I was fifteen, but not after fifteen, Cai Wei I have seen the darkest side of human nature, experienced the most desperate side of life, how can I still be a good person." ”
Fang Caiwei's heart tugged.
She felt sorry for Ji Ziming.
"After I turned fifteen, I was tired all the time. Ji Ziming said: "Looking back now, I am really tired of my life, I am full of scheming, and I am very tired of treating life as a chessboard and everyone as a chess piece." ”
I've been playing chess all the time, and after playing for so many years, how can I not get tired.
"Even, in the beginning, I was just a pawn. ”
Fang Caiwei's breathing stopped slightly.
"It's a pity that I found out later that this chess piece was out of control, and even affected me. Speaking of this, Ji Ziming suddenly kissed Fang Caiwei's forehead: "Caiwei, I like it very much." ”
Fang Caiwei wanted to say something, she also liked Ji Ziming and wanted to make Ji Ziming happy, but she couldn't spit out the words when they came to her mouth.
It turns out that it's so hard to say that you like someone.
She can easily say to Yu Shaoting that she likes him, but she can't say it to Ji Ziming.
Even if she was so grateful and sympathetic to this man.
After Ji Ziming finished kissing Fang Caiwei's forehead, his lips slowly moved down.
Fang Caiwei knew what Ji Ziming was going to do, she subconsciously wanted to push Ji Ziming away with her hand, but she put it down again the moment her hand was just stretched out.
She closed her eyes tightly.
Ji Ziming's lips were still moving down, and finally moved to his neck.
Fang Caiwei's body became more and more stiff.
Soon she heard Ji Ziming's muttering: "Cai Wei, I'm really tired from life, and I've been tired all the time." ”
Then there was no sound.
After waiting for a long time, Fang Caiwei couldn't feel any movement, she couldn't help but open her eyes, but saw that Ji Ziming's head was actually asleep on her chest.
Fang Caiwei: "......"
This was the first time she had seen Ji Ziming fall asleep so closely.
He sleeps very well, and he won't be like some people who open their mouths wide as soon as they sleep, and they won't talk nonsense in their dreams because they drink too much alcohol.
Maybe it's because of the insects in his body, Ji Ziming's skin is whiter now.
It looks almost morbidly white.
And because of his almost transparent skin, his eyebrows and eyelashes became more and more dark.
It looks like it's thrillingly handsome. This reminded Fang Caiwei of Yu Shaoting, who was lying on the hospital bed and had not yet woken up.