Chapter 28: The Abyss Is Like the Sea 8
Song Kite's gaze had just moved away from the eye-catching red on her clothes, and for the moment she looked at Jian Feng's eyes, she was a little overwhelmed, and stammered, "Yes, are you resting this afternoon?"
"Hmm. Jian Feng nodded.
"Why did you come back suddenly?" Song Yuan asked, "I mean, you didn't seem to tell me this morning that you would be back at noon...... Have you eaten?"
"I've eaten it. Jian Feng said.
Song Yuan pursed her lower lip: "So, why did you come back suddenly?"
Jian Feng's gaze shifted a little, this was a sign that he didn't want to answer the question, but today Song Yuan was extremely persistent, and he must ask for this answer to the bottom of the question.
"I went to a friend. Jian Feng finally said.
"Huh?" Song Yuan was stunned.
"Went to his house for lunch and just came back. ”
The questions in Song Yuan's stomach did not decrease, but increased, what friends did he go to eat with? Where did he go to eat? Why was the first thing he did when he came back in such a mess was to go back to his room to take a bath......
Maybe what Ran Yandai said to Song Yuan today really alerted her, and Song Yuan felt that she couldn't look at Jian Feng very calmly now.
"I'm going to boil some sugar water. Song Yuan walked in front of him with his head down.
"That's right. Jian Feng suddenly stretched out his hand to stop her.
"What's wrong?" Song Kite asked as she tried to make herself look natural, looking up into his eyes.
Jian Feng organized his language for a moment before asking, "What color do you like?"
"Huh?"
"Red, blue or green......," he asked.
Song Yuan thought for a while: "Green, green looks good this year." ”
"Good. Jian Feng left after asking.
Song Yuan stood in place for a while, feeling that Jian Feng's inexplicable operation had increased again. Forget it, let's go and prepare the sugar water first.
After opening the refrigerator, Song Yuan seriously rummaged for a while, and found that the types of sugar in the refrigerator had increased significantly, all of which were bought by Jian Feng. Song Yuan discovered that Jian Feng was actually a person who liked sweets, but that kind of liking was not very obvious, or because he didn't show a special liking for everything, but his kind of liking for sweets was very valuable...... Anyway, it has reached the normal level.
Song Yuan put the quick-frozen yellow peaches aside to thaw them and went to get the coconut meat on the top of the refrigerator.
In fact, if you think about it carefully, Jian Feng's care for her seems to be similar to that of sweets. Maybe it's just because she is too cold and indifferent to other people, so Jian Feng's attention and help to her are extraordinary.
Song Kite's heartbeat slowly eased from the restless heartbeat just now, and she sighed at the coconut meat and coconut milk in the kitchen, thinking that what she was doing with all this? Jian Feng had never regarded her as a female object that she could date, and she would not be with Jian Feng for the rest of her life, the two of them were just two people who needed to rely on each other.
"Hmm......" Song Yuan leaned on the cooking table, feeling that she was now similar to Jian Feng's psychiatrist.
It's a bit powerful to think about it this way, and you can act as Dr. Jane's doctor...... But after learning about Jian Feng's past from Ran Yandai, Song Yuan felt that he might need to consult a professional again for Jian Feng's explanation and counseling. For example, if you have the opportunity after a while, you should go to Saint and ask Dean Yin if what he said before is still counted, and ask in detail how he should help Jian Feng.
A knock on the door came from outside.
Song Yuan opened the kitchen door and saw Jian Feng standing at the door. He changed into an off-white turtleneck cardigan, wore baggy dark green trousers, and his hair seemed to have just been blown dry, with a hint of mint shampoo.
"Is there something wrong?" Song Yuan asked.
"I see you with the door closed. Jian Feng said, "I'm a little curious about what you're doing." ”
Song Yuan let out an "ah", and Jian Feng's pure black eyes seemed to be a little puzzled: In the past, you obviously wouldn't have closed the door.
"I ......" Song Yuan felt that she shouldn't have eaten this lunch, and after returning from a meal, there was an inevitable gap between herself and Jian Feng.
"I'm just a little worried about you. Jian Feng said, "I think you're a little weird today. ”
Well, Song Yuan also felt that he was a little strange today, mainly because he had heard too many anecdotes...... Thinking of this, Song Yuan felt that maybe she should take the initiative to ask Jian Feng and let him tell her about the past, at least the truth from the mouth of the person concerned was better than hearsay.
At four o'clock in the afternoon, the sunlight poured into the room through the glass window, and Song Yuan and Jian Feng sat face to face and ate the boiled yellow peach syrup. The air was quiet and the atmosphere was good, and Song Yuan felt that this was a good time to talk.
"Today I went to see Nurse Ran. Song Yuan said.
"Hmm. Jian Feng nodded.
"Nurse Ran has been promoted. ”
"Hmm. ”
Song Yuan felt from Jian Feng's words that the other party didn't care about Ran Yandai, and couldn't help but shake her head: "As Nurse Ran's top boss and friend, won't you look bad like this?"
"Will it?" Jian Feng stirred the sugar water with a spoon.
"Nurse Ran cares about you very much. Song Kite said, "She knows that we live together today......"
"And then?" the spoon stirring in Jian Feng's hand suddenly stopped, he intuitively felt that Ran Yandai should say something unfavorable to Song Yuan, after all, to the vast majority of people in the world, he was a weirdo. Although Ran Yandai has regarded himself as his friend for so many years, it is difficult to say whether the favor between friends is Ye Gong and a good dragon.
"She told me a lot ......"
Jian Feng began to think about how he should warn Ran Yandai to take care of his affairs, or directly find an opportunity to send this woman away from Kyoto, and distribute it wherever she wants. Geographically, of course, the farther away the better, in short, to reduce the chance of Ran Yandai speaking ill of him directly in front of Song Yuan.
"I think it's good that you can have such a friend, Jian Feng, you should find more people around you who are good to you. ”
"Huh. Jian Feng couldn't help laughing.
"What's wrong?" Song Yuan frowned slightly.
"Not really. Jian Feng shook his head, "What else did Ran Yandai say?" Song Yuan said good things in front of him just now, but it was absolutely impossible for Ran Yandai to say this only in front of Song Yuan.
"She told me that you went to Ax Medical Aid, and that the environment there was very harsh, so you don't like to interact with people very much now. ”
Jian Feng's eyelashes drooped: it turned out to be this.
"This topic may be a bit presumptuous, but I still want to know what Dr. Jian has experienced there......" Song Yuan put down the spoon in her hand and raised her head to look at Jian Feng, "Of course, you have the right not to tell me, and I don't have to know." I just think that getting to know you a little bit more will make our relationship a little smoother in the future. ”
Jian Feng didn't know which word he heard and suddenly felt that he was in a good mood, and his left index finger tapped a few times on the table, and then met Song Yuan's puzzled gaze: "You really want to know?"
“...... It's a lie to say you're not curious. ”
"There's a lot going on, and I don't know where to start. Jian Feng said.
Ah, does that mean a refusal to answer?
"But there are also a lot of interesting things. Jian Feng began to bow his head and eat peaches again, telling her as he ate, "The war on Ax's side is not like the artillery fire in the war movies, Ax is a fairly wealthy place, and there are more skirmishes, and there are some violent incidents of fruit stalls on the streets......"
Song Yuan was dumbfounded when she heard this.
"I felt that Ax was young and inexperienced, and when I was shopping for lunch on the street, a violent person suddenly appeared...... The whole street was under martial law, and when the government troops fought with the violent elements, they turned off the oven of the scones, and there was no food at noon on the first day. ”
"Hmm. Song Yuan didn't know where the joke of this story was, but Jian Feng seemed to be enjoying it.
"After that, I was invited to tea with the violent people, and I was still in the same prison......" Jian Feng suddenly laughed.
Song Yuan listened carefully to Jian Feng's stories, these stories are very daily and ordinary stories in Jian Feng's mouth, basically they were all sent flowers by the neighbor's little sister when they went out for consultation today, and the grandmother next door cooked deliciously......
From these stories, there is no sense of any war-related haze......
Ran Yandai found Yin Ci when she was on night duty and told him about Jian Feng and Song Yuan living together.
"I know. Yin Ci propped himself up on the table with one hand, and slowly tapped the keyboard with the other hand to type the report.
"Do you know, wouldn't it be too dangerous for Song Yuan to live with Doctor Jian like this?" Ran Yandai frowned.
Yin Ci took his eyes off the computer screen and looked at Ran Yandai seriously: "You're too worried." ”
"Huh?"
Yin Ci smacked his tongue lightly: "Many people in the hospital think that Jian Feng came back from Ax, and because of his previous employer, they think that he is also a cold-blooded and ruthless demon king, and he can't wait to drink blood...... Do you think so?"
“...... No. Ran Yandai retorted, "I just think that although Dr. Jian is not a high risk for us, Song Yuan lives with him every day after all, and maybe he will be affected by some things......"
"That's why I said you're overthinking. Yin Ci said calmly, "Jian Feng's psychological state rating is excellent. ”
"Huh?"
"I did the test myself, and there is no way that there is no psychopath in this world who can fool me. Therefore, many people in the hospital reject and dislike Jian Feng, just because of stereotypes, and Jian Feng has never cared about this. ”
"Oh...... You just mentioned that you did Dr. Jane's psychometric assessment?"
"Yes. Yin Ci nodded, "As you think, I met Jian Feng when I was in Ax, I admired him very much, and I wanted to get him back to my hospital." At that time, I had to do a psychological assessment of the people who came back from the Ax War Zone, and Jian Feng was the only one with a good rating. ”
"Hiss......" Ran Yandai gasped.
Yin Ci smiled: "Yes, our dear Dr. Jian's psychological tolerance is so strong, it is innate. He was born unaffected by the separation of life and death, the carrion of stumps and corpses in the war. ”
"You mean, Dr. Jane's cold personality is innate?"
"It also has something to do with the growing environment. Yin Ci looked at the small book he had set up for Jian Feng alone.
"So...... Now Song Kite is with him. ”
"I can assure you that Song Kite will definitely not be in danger of his health when he is with him. Yin Ci pointed to the sky with four fingers together.
"Oh. Ran Yandai nodded.
"However, what I am more concerned about is whether Song Yuan and Jian Feng will have any emotional entanglements. Yin Ci let out a long sigh.
"Huh?"
"I've warned Jane Feng many times, but just as he is not easily influenced by external emotional factors, he himself is an extremely cold guy. Yin Ci held his cheeks, "If Song Kite really falls in love with him, he may not fall in love with Song Kite as well." ”
Ran Yandai suddenly said: "This is the reason why you have been trying to get Song Yuan in contact with Doctor Jian before?"
"yes. Yin Ci was not ashamed, "I just want the two of them to deal with each other." ”
“......”
As soon as Song Yuan asked Jian Feng about his past, he listened to Jian Feng's experience in Ax for several hours. There is no dark department as she imagined, nor does she drive people crazy as she imagined, but it is more like going to a place where social order is relatively disordered to save the life and help the wounded......
Dr. Jane is indeed an angel.
"That's it for now. Song Yuan interrupted Jian Feng's words.
"Huh?"
"We're going to have dinner. Song Yuan was helpless, "If you continue to talk about it, you can only eat supper." ”
Jian Feng, who finally opened the chatterbox, reluctantly closed his mouth, and pitifully followed behind Song Yuan to prepare vegetables.
"By the way, I seem to have lost weight again recently, can my training plan end early in the next two months?" Song Yuan asked.
"You've been a lot more relaxed lately, don't you think?" Jian Feng asked her.
Song Yuan looked at the pot where the sugar water had been boiled in the afternoon, and silently closed her mouth.
"But it's true that it could have ended early. Jian Feng didn't discourage her enthusiasm, "When it comes to summer, people will naturally lose weight, your current body fat rate is already very normal, and it is not easy to be too ......."
Song Yuan tilted her head.
"What's wrong?" Jian Feng felt that her action was a little cute, and her throat was dry.
"It's okay, I just thought that after a while, Dr. Jian won't have to accompany me to eat vegetable leaves, which is a great thing......" Song Yuan nodded as she said.
"By the way, are you going home for the Spring Festival at the end of the month?" Jian Feng's eyes darkened.
"Ah, I haven't been home for a long time. Song Yuan said.
"Huh?"
"My parents were a little stiff because ......of my relationship with Zhang Chen," Song Yuan said.
"But aren't you breaking up now?"
"After a breakup, it's going to be more stiff. Song Yuan smiled, "They weren't optimistic about the two of us, and they desperately opposed me quitting my job for Zhang Chen." Later, after Zhang Chen was promoted and bought a house, he made a lot of demands to me and asked me to trap him...... Then one day there was a sudden quarrel, and they never contacted each other again. ”
Jian Feng stood in front of her for a while, feeling that he couldn't say anything to comfort Song Yuan, because he lacked family affection and had no experience in contacting or communicating with his parents, so he could only pat her head lightly: "It's always going to be fine." ”
"Hmm. ”
"This is my home, and I usually spend the New Year alone. Jian Feng said.
"Ah, that Jian Ziyu and Jian ......"
"They are a family, and they celebrate the New Year on their own. Jian Feng said.
Oh, yes. It seems that there is no reason for a family of three to call an uncle alone for the New Year......
"So you can accompany me this year?" Jian Feng asked her.
"Huh?" Song Yuan was stunned.
"It's been a long time since I've celebrated the New Year with anyone else. He said so.
Dr. Jane's image suddenly softened and became pitiful...... Song Yuan felt her heart pounding: "It's okay!"
Jian Feng, who was lying alone in bed at night, felt that today was a good day, especially when Song Yuan told him that he could accompany him for the New Year.
But I don't know if it's because I talked about Ax a little too much in the afternoon, and the dream at night is rare to drift back to the war-torn place a few years ago.
When he told Song Yuan about Ax, he said half-truths and half-truths, and many things were directly omitted or brushed aside......
For example, on the first day he worked in Ax, he encountered the local rebel leader who was arrested by the police, the stall in front of him was torn up, and the rebel leader Richi was arrested and shot twice. And because he was a doctor, he was taken back directly, it was the first time he operated on this rumored big guy, the operation was successful, and then Richi took him away when he left.
"Jane, do you want to try to work with me?"
"If you can open enough chips. ”
"Oh?" Richi was a little curious that the doctor was a little different from what he had imagined, but he was even more interested, "How much do you want?"
"Billion. ”
"Yes. ”
In Jane's story, he does not mention the rape and murder of the little girl in his neighbor who gave him flowers, and since then he refuses to accept any bouquets from patients, nor does he mention that the mother-in-law, who cooked well, later died in an armed conflict, and that he has not eaten sweets for a long time since.
Ax isn't a great place, but it's not a place without good memories at all......
Life has to go through a long, long road, meet many, many people, not all the scenery and characters can stay in your life, most of the things are fleeting.
Jian Feng didn't like Ax, he didn't like the turmoil there, he didn't like the many people there...... This is the first time that Dr. Jane, who has a very high emotional threshold, has found that he does not like a turbulent life, and he prefers to find a peaceful place to stay.
When Yin Ci stretched out his hand to him, he accepted it without hesitation. When Yin Ci asked him what direction he wanted to develop in the future, he said that he wanted to do academic research......
One day, two weeks later, Song Yuan suddenly received a box handed to her by Jian Feng.
"What is this?" asked Song Yuan, holding the Nanmu box.
"Open it and take a look. ”
Song Yuan opened the wooden box and found a red lacquered wooden hairpin lying inside, and jasper fell from the position of the hairpin head.
"This is too expensive for me to accept. Song Kite resolutely retreated.
Jian Feng seemed to have expected her to say this: "Not precious." ”
"Huh?"
"I went to a friend and made it myself, and the paint was all on my own, not a very expensive thing. Jian Feng pushed it over, "You can take it." ”
Song Yuan opened her mouth.
"This red paint also ruined two of my clothes. Jian Feng said seriously.
Yes?