"Are you sure you want to go to work with me?" Jian Feng confirmed again.

"Hmm. Song Yuan tied a scarf for himself and looked up at him, "Let's go." ”

Jian Feng's eyelashes twitched slightly, thought about it, didn't say anything, took her hand and walked out together.

"Nurse Ran and Dr. Ji are still on duty today, I will prepare New Year's gifts for them, and this trip is just right to send them over. ”

"I can bring them too. Jian Feng said.

Song Yuan shook her head firmly, "What you brought is different from what I bring." ”

What's the difference?,Jian Feng was puzzled.

"What I brought over was a New Year's gift, and I'm afraid it's not overtime compensation if you bring it. Song Yuan said seriously.

“......”

"Why, so you don't want me to go to Saint?"

"Nope. Jian Feng shook his head, "I just think it'......"

Song Yuan put the gift box in the back seat, opened the mobile phone and began to write a memo, and said by the way: "You don't think I should stay at home all the time and read the script, no socialization and no life, right?"

Jian Feng's hand paused slightly and shook his head.

"Jane Wind. Song Yuan said to him earnestly.

"Hmm. ”

"I'm your girlfriend now. "She's serious.

"Hmm. ”

"I'm involved in your life, and I might even start a family with you in the future. ”

"Hmm. "It's not possible, it's certain. Although rationality occupies an absolute position in his personality, in the choice of this question, he does not want the person next to him to be Song Yuan in the future.

If he loses Song Kite, he may go crazy. He had this realization for a long time.

But what kind of position Song Kite should be in by his side, Jian Feng himself couldn't say. He had no such experience.

Jian Feng glanced at the woman beside him who was busy typing memos with her mobile phone, Song Yuan was a special existence for him, before her, he had never been so alone in his life, and no one could let him try to take the initiative to approach.

Song Yuan told him while typing a work diary: "We should run in with each other in life and give each other enough freedom and respect. ”

"Hmm. ”

"I think you still have enough respect for me, but on the issue of freedom, I think we have a dispute......" Song Yuan didn't raise his head, and said while typing, "I think we still have a lot to continue to run into." ”

"Good. Jian Feng nodded.

Although there are indeed many aspects that need to be continued, he is willing to cooperate with her unconditionally. Being with Song Yuan can unconsciously alleviate his anxiety and depression, and can make him unconsciously start to like the world.

All this is a very novel experience for Jian Feng.

And, it's not bad.

Song Yuan carried the gift box and followed Jian Feng into the duty room together.

Ji Lanyu in the office was flipping through the documents, with a tired face, he said hello to them, and was surprised when he saw Song Yuan.

"Happy New Year. Song Yuan handed over the gift box, and then looked around, "Where's Nurse Ran?"

"Thank you. Ji Lanyu took the gift and thanked her, "She went to sleep." ”

Song Yuan let out an "oh".

Jian Feng cleaned up a vacant space for Song Yuan in front of his desk full of documents, and then said to her, "You can play here." ”

Song Yuan thought to herself: I'm not here to play.

Ji Lanyu opened the box of the New Year's gift and found that it was a snack and took it out directly.

"Ji Lanyu!" The door of the duty room was slammed open, and Ran Yandai rushed in violently.

Ji Lanyu was startled, choked on the scum, and coughed desperately.

Only then did Ran Yandai realize that there were other people in the office and quieted down. All that remained in the entire office was Ji Lanyu's coughing......

Song Yuan glanced at Ran Yandai, and Ran Yandai reacted and brought Ji Lanyu a glass of water.

"What do you do so weakly. Ran Yandai's tone unconsciously lowered a lot.

"I'm not weak-hearted, I'm scared by you. Ji Lanyu finally breathed a sigh of relief, and he didn't have any temper with Ran Yandai anymore, "What happened again?"

“...... It's okay. Ran Yandai was awkward, she didn't bother Ji Lanyu when she saw that Song Yuan was there, and pulled Song Yuan to go around elsewhere.

"You remember to go home early. Ji Lanyu said with a frown before she went out.

"What does it have to do with you whether I go home or not?" Ran Yandai glared back at him.

“...... Well, it doesn't matter. Ji Lanyu held his forehead weakly.

Ran Yandai felt that her anger was on the cotton, and she walked away angrily.

Jian Feng watched Song Kite leave with Ran Yandai, and only then did he understand why Song Kite suddenly wanted to come to Saint with him today, if there was really something else. Thinking of this, Jian Feng turned his head to look at Ji Lanyu, "What's wrong with you and Ran Yandai?"

Ji Lanyu choked on dim sum for the second time.

Jian Feng was very understanding and handed the water cup over again, "What are you lacking in?"

“...... I don't have a weak heart!"

"And what are you afraid of?"

“......”

Jian Feng nodded and asked again, "What's wrong with you and Ran Yandai?"

"It's nothing to the two of us!"

"Oh. "Duplicity, Jian Feng understands.

As a top private hospital, Saint not only has first-class medical facilities, but also has a good hospital environment. Ran Yandai has been in Saint for many years and is familiar with every corner of Saint, and at this moment she pulled Song Yuan to whisper in her secret base.

Song Yuan sat on the fabric sofa and quietly watched Ran Yandai operate the coffee machine over there.

"This is our dean's lounge, but that guy Yin Ci is generally too lazy to go this way, and it will be used by us when he is idle. Ran Yandai explained.

"Oh. Song Yuan suddenly thought to himself that Yin Ci's playfulness as a young dean was still very heavy, and the construction of the rest area was more exquisite than the other. She used to stay in the lounge of Jianfeng's office, which was almost equivalent to a small apartment, with all kinds of small household appliances. It is said that Jian Feng has a special laboratory in Saint, which is larger and more advanced than the secret laboratory on the third floor of his house.

Song Yuan often feels that her boyfriend and her don't seem to be in the same world. But the reality is so mysterious, and she herself is sometimes confused about how she got to where she is today with Jian Feng.

It turns out that the question of her walking with Jian Feng is not only curious about Song Yuan herself, but also about others, but what Ran Yandai is curious about is not the same as others.

Ran Yandai skillfully frothed the milk froth and pulled the flowers, and handed the latte to Song Yuan, with a solemn face, "Can you tell me how you interacted with Dr. Jian?"

Song Kite was a little at a loss.

"I don't mean anything else...... I'm just a little curious. Ran Yandai's tone was a little frustrated, "Although I encouraged you to have more contact with Jian Feng at the beginning, I honestly didn't expect the two of you to go so smoothly......"

"Hmm. ”

"I sometimes feel like I'm a very mean person who doesn't deserve to be your friend. ”

“...... It's not that serious. "You all like to degrade yourself so much, and you don't deserve it at every turn.

"Sometimes I do look down on you because of your background. Ran Yandai smiled, "You may not know, I encouraged you to associate with Jian Feng at the beginning, half of it was with the mentality of watching the excitement." ”

Song Yuan smiled: "It's understandable. ”

“...... Jian Feng is not very likable, although we have known each other for a long time, and I am one of his few friends, but many times...... Watching him interact with people is also a pleasure that we enjoy seeing. Ran Yandai pursed her lips, "It's actually not good." ”

Song Yuan looked at Ran Yandai good-naturedly: "It's understandable." ”

Ran Yandai covered her eyes with one hand and sighed softly, "You......"

"If you really think of me as a good friend at first sight, starting from me and thinking about me in everything, it will make me feel strange. Song Yuan took a sip of coffee and continued, "You are so honest now, I think you are a real friend to date." ”

"Has anyone ever said that you see the human heart very well? Ran Yandai put down her hand and looked at Song Yuan helplessly, "If I were Jian Feng, I would also fall in love with you." ”

"Ha, don't compliment me so much. Song Yuan smiled.

"It's true, you're the kind of ...... It seems to be a very ordinary person who has been smoothed out by life, but in fact it is very clear. Ran Yandai thought for a moment, "At first, I thought I was touching a zircon, but when I got closer, I realized that you were as dazzling as a diamond." ”

"Huh?"

"It doesn't matter how much you're worth, at least not to us. And the warmth and emotions you can bring are things that we can't ask for. Ran Yandai said, "You are like this to Jian Feng. ”

Song Yuan was speechless.

"Ji Lanyu is the same for me. ”

Song Yuan finally understood what Ran Yandai wanted to talk to her.

"Do you want to talk to me about Dr. Ji?" asked Song Yuan.

"Hmm. Ran Yandai nodded, "I want to ask you, if you really pursue someone who doesn't match your identity and status, how likely is it to be able to impress him and let him be with you." ”

Song Yuan didn't answer her question immediately, she tapped her fingers on the coffee cup a few times, and her tone was helpless: "I think this question is different for different people." ”

Ran Yandai frowned.

"If you want to ask me and Jian Feng, I can tell you that there are many coincidences between us......" Song Yuan tilted her head, "But if you want to ask you and Doctor Ji, I can tell you that you can't completely take the story of the two of us." ”

"I know that the specific problem is analyzed on a case-by-case basis, I just want to ask, if I try my best to pursue Ji Lanyu, do you think he will be impressed?"

"Ah......" Song Yuan held her chin, "Let's put it this way, whether you and Ji Lanyu can be together depends on whether you pursue him hard or not." ”

"What does that depend on?"

"It depends on how much you can give up for Ji Lanyu, and what kind of status Ji Lanyu is in your heart. Song Kite said.

"What do you mean?"

"Do you know Dr. Ji's past experience?" asked Song Yuan.

"Yes. "Ran Yandai and Ji Lanyu have known each other for a short time, and Ji Lanyu is recognized as a straight man in their hospital, and his emotional experience is transparent," His parents died early, but he had a strong medical talent, and he lived on state subsidies and college subsidies in college, and he was sent all the way to a doctorate when he was studying, and then traveled abroad several times, and Saint, who entered at the same time as me, is a very good and excellent person. ”

"Hmm. Song Yuan nodded, "What about the others, such as personality......"

"He has a very good personality, he has a soft temper, he rarely loses his temper, and when he is provoked, he is just a silent sulk. I've known him for so many years, and I've never seen him angry, he's the kind of person who doesn't have a heart and doesn't know how to stumble people. Sometimes I even feel that he needs to be protected......" Ran Yandai said and talked about her opinion of Ji Lanyu, "I have never seen anyone more stupid and silly than him." I have lived to be in my thirties now, I have never been in love with anyone, and there is such a goddess who has been thinking about it until now, and has done so many ridiculous things. How does that woman match?!"

It's really a rival in love, and it's very red when they meet...... Song Yuan thought to herself.

"I ......" Ran Yandai bit her fingers anxiously, "I feel that I am in love with him, I hope to be with him, and the person who will accompany him all his life is me." I would find it unacceptable to think that he would be with someone else in the future, and I would want it if I could. ”

Is this really a common disease of the upper class? Whatever you like and fall in love with, you have to have it as a premise.

Song Yuan shook his head, "I still say that whether the two of you can be together or not depends not on how much you love him, how you want to get him, but on what you can do for him." ”

"I can do anything for him. ”

"Including abandoning him?"

Ran Yandai was stunned for a moment, "Why?"

"You thought of all the things you could do for him, live for him, die for him, give everything you have for him. These are things that you think you can really do, but the conditions of being with him are the opposite of your romantic and unrealistic ideas. Song Yuan sighed, "Ji Lanyu is a person who seems to be careless, but in fact lives a very real life, he needs to live realistically...... As you can see from his past experience, he is not only an excellent person who has climbed out of the abyss of suffering, but he is also a person who is constantly fighting against life. ”

Ran Yandai nodded.

"He doesn't have as romantic feelings as you......" Song Yuan actually sympathized with Ran Yandai and Ji Lanyu, "You are the person he yearns for, and he is the heaven and moon that he can't hope for, but he can only live in the mortal world." ”

“......”

"So I said, the two of you can be together not depending on how much you like him, or whether he can fall in love with you. It depends on whether you are able to deal with your future problems objectively and rationally. ”

"Your objective reason is to make me give up on him?"

"It's not. Song Yuan stretched out her finger and tapped Ran Yandai's forehead, "I want you to stand on the starting point of giving up and losing him at any time to manage your relationship." ”

Ran Yandai was a little speechless.

"You don't want to get, you want to avoid losing. ”

"I seem to understand...... but I don't seem to know anything.

Song Yuan didn't say that Ji Lanyu told her that she was sent by Ran Yandai's father to take care of Ran Yandai, she just asked Ran Yandai to cherish Ji Lanyu's time by her side from the side, and let Ran Yandai pursue him with what she has now as a precondition.

"Has anyone ever said you're fit to be a philosopher? Ran Yandai said after slumping on the sofa and thinking for a long time.

"After getting to know Jian Feng and you, I feel that I should change my career to become a psychologist. ”

"I think you can try, listening to your words is better than reading a book for ten years. I think you're better suited to enlighten others than Yin Ci......" Ran Yandai snorted.

"Ha, I think I'm different from Yin Ci. ”

"Huh?"

"It's different. Song Yuan leaned back on the sofa and thought about the conversation she had with Yin Ci.

"What you can bring to Jian Feng is different from what I gave him. Yin Ci said this when Song Yuan first consulted him on how to provide psychological adjustment for Jian Feng.

"So, what should I do?" Song Yuan knew that Yin Ci was the best psychological expert, and she was eager to solve Jian Feng's problem, but she didn't know how to start, and wanted to get some conceptual and technical support from him.

"So, you shouldn't come and ask me for advice. Yin Ci said calmly, "The biggest advantage of the psychological adjustment you can provide is your naturalness, and you are different from us professional psychologists." Ever heard of psychometrics?"

"I think I've heard of it. Song Yuan thought for a moment.

"The human heart can be measured, and we so-called experts have our own set of measurement methods, not to mention the accuracy of measurement, but there is a real problem that every measurement will have an impact on the person being measured, whether it is good or bad, it has an impact. ”

"Huh?"

"You're different. Yin Ci said, "You don't use psychological evaluation and psychometric measurement to interact with people, you stand in your own point of view, through your own understanding and views to influence him, this influence is imperceptible." ”

"I ......"

In short, identity is actually a very critical aspect for psychomodulators. My own profession determines that it is impossible for Jian Feng to have absolute trust in me, but you are different, you are his cohabitant, his rare good friend, and he has an unconditional trust in you...... I don't know if you've found out. ”

"It seems like ......" is like this.

"The last thing you need right now is professional training and guidance. The more unprofessional the better, the more natural the better, any so-called professional guidance will only increase his anxiety and pain, you just need to keep your original intention. Yin Ci paused, and did not say the second half of the sentence, "That's enough." ”

"Okay, I got it. ”

Song Yuan actually didn't know what Jian Feng's friends and bosses were at the beginning. For Ran Yandai, Song Kite is a background character who watches the excitement. And for Yin Ci...... Yin Ci actually thinks that Miss Song is the most suitable tool for Jian Feng's psychological rehabilitation......

Yin Ci knew that Song Yuan had a good impression of Jian Feng, and could even guess that the other party would fall in love with Jian Feng in the future, but he needed to take advantage of Song Yuan's favor and kindness, and only in this way ...... Maybe you can impress that ruthless person.

There is never any absolute blessing or fairy tale in the world, and the first interaction between people may just be something of interest......

But human nature is actually a measurable, beautiful thing.

Everyone has their own scale, and everyone wants to get a happier and more perfect result in their own scale as much as possible. Things that are between scales will be allowed by default, and things that exceed the scale will be forbidden by human nature.