Chapter 39: Difficulties

There is a way, men don't flick when they have tears, they just hate not to be sad.

This statement is absolutely true.

On this day, Ning Weimin witnessed a thick and strong old man.

How did he throw away his dignity in public and shed tears of grievance in the alley where pedestrians were busy and passers-by were constantly passing.

Bian Jiangong definitely didn't want to cry.

But the problem is that it's hard to suppress yourself!

It was precisely because he tried his best not to cry that his face was twisted very ugly, that Ning Weimin once misunderstood that he was going to be angry.

Just when Bian Jiangong's lips trembled sharply, he didn't hold on for a while, and the pain in his heart had crushed him.

In an instant, he was as weak as a child.

He crouched on the ground, trying to hide his head.

The tears in his heart were like blood released by a knife, and he couldn't hold it back if he wanted to.

Eventually, it turned out to be a drain.

To be honest, seeing this scene, Ning Weimin was stunned at first, and even felt a little ridiculous.

But soon, he couldn't laugh, and even his eyes began to turn red.

Why?

He couldn't tell himself, maybe it was because this kind of crying was so contagious.

Although Bian Jiangong's cry was very low, it was more touching to suppress the tremor in his throat and eyes.

Maybe it's also because some of men's emotions are common.

Bian Jiangong's tears reminded Ning Weimin of the time when he was memorizing words.

I remembered that in his previous life, when he was a child, he was pressed to the ground by a group of children and beaten, insulted, and spat on......

I remembered that I had just entered the society in my previous life, and I encountered walls everywhere when I was looking for a job, and I was blinded......

remembered that when I set up a stall in my previous life, I stood in the wind for a day while gnawing on cold steamed buns, and I was caught and fined......

remembered the first big business of 100,000 yuan he did, and thought that he would never run away with the handle in his hand, but he was deceived by someone he trusted......

Therefore, when Bian Jiangong, who was squatting on the ground, attracted the curious eyes of passers-by again.

Ning Weimin not only showed a fierce look in his eyes to show a warning meaning, in case those who had good deeds did not know how to come over again, but also took the initiative to come over to comfort Bian Jiangong.

"Second Brother Bian, what's your situation? Why don't we have a good chat with the two of us in another place? You see this person coming and going, it's not good-looking......

Bian Jiangong shook his head and didn't respond.

But the cry began to shrink as hard as it could, and gradually turned into a choked voice.

Ning Weimin sent out another invitation.

"Let's go. It's better to meet by chance, just a meal. Let's find a place to drink. ”

"No, no," Bian Jiangong rubbed his dry red eyes with his hand, pushed away Ning Weimin's arm to help him, and stood up from the ground.

"Weimin, I'm not aiming at you, I'm making you laugh today. I'm not a person who doesn't know what to do, I know your feelings, and I understand it. Actually, I'm just a little depressed, so you can leave me alone for a while. It's okay, I'm crying, crying, crying......"

After saying that, he lowered his head and wanted to leave.

But where could Ning Weimin let him leave like this?

He knew in his heart that Bian Jian's crying was obviously not just a bloody case caused by a sip of loose beer, it must be a real difficulty.

So whether it is for the relationship between the neighbors in the street, or out of sympathy between men, he can't leave Bian Jiangong alone.

So in the end, he dragged Bian Jiangong to a corner, Langfang Ertiao's stewed restaurant.

opened his mouth and asked for a bottle of two pots, two bowls of stewed and boiled fire, and chatted while eating.

To put it bluntly, ordering such a thing is not Ning Weimin's slamming the door.

Because this shop doesn't sell anything other than boiling and roasting.

They came here from the actual situation, and there was really no other place to go.

It's downtown and it's crowded.

That is, it is out of season to eat this thing, so you can have a seat.

Isn't it just for the convenience of speaking, just stay close and clean, and the rest doesn't matter.

Not to mention, wine is really a good thing, and it has a great effect on people's desire to talk.

Bian Jiangong drank a little or two, and he was not afraid of the cold, and the grievances in his heart poured out like pouring beans into a bamboo tube and placed them in front of Ning Weimin.

Speaking specifically about today's matter, in fact, all the troubles of Bian Jiangong have to be attributed to his return to the city.

It stands to reason that it is indeed a good thing that I have suffered for several years and finally come back.

But when I came back, I didn't have to go back to the household registration to draw a happy end.

Because it's not like the past, it's just that people come back for the New Year's holiday, and the more people there are, the more lively it is.

You can make do with it, and when the excitement is over, the people will leave.

Bian Jiangong did not leave at all this time, which brought more practical problems to his family that needed to be solved.

Not to mention anything else, there are many brothers and sisters in the family these years.

Bian Jiangong is no exception, he has both his sister and his brother.

The eldest sister Bian Aihong has married and moved out, while the elder brother Bian Jianjun has a girlfriend, but he has not yet started a family.

Right now, we are at the stage where we have almost talked about the marriage between the man and the woman, and we are preparing for the marriage.

But this not only requires money, but also housing.

Aunt Bian has no job, Uncle Bian is retired, and the old couple together are less than 50 yuan a month, and it is not easy to save some money on weekdays.

handled Bian Jianjun's marriage, in addition to using the eldest son's salary and the savings of the old couple.

I'm afraid I have to rely on the help of the eldest girl Bian Aihong to deal with it.

The house above the house is also barely in the balance.

The old couple lived in one room, and the remaining one had to be cleaned up and used as a wedding room for the eldest son.

But the second son can't come back this time.

He didn't have a job, he could eat more than anyone else, and he couldn't wear enough clothes.

Not to mention the extra daily expenses, the marriage room has to think of another way.

It is equivalent to all the previous preparations in vain, and the matter of the eldest son's National Day marriage scheduled for this year can only be shelved.

For this reason, the Bian family is a mixed bag.

Everyone has their own unique taste in their hearts.

As parents, the palms and backs of their hands are full of meat, and the old couple must have a bowl of water.

You must not lose the small for the sake of the big one.

But what is the old man looking forward to all his life?

Don't you just hope that your children will start a family as soon as possible?

The key has to be solved one by one, the eldest son can't get married, let alone the younger son.

How to coordinate the affairs of the two sons one by one has become a big stone in the old man's heart.

Bian Jianjun is even more unspeakable.

His job is to burn boilers in a bathhouse, and his salary is low, and his salary is poor, and it is not good to say.

After so many years, it was not easy to get a girlfriend

The other party is also old and in a hurry to get married, so he doesn't pick it much.

When my brother came back, the matter was put on hold.

The woman's side must not be happy, and if this thing is not good, she will blow the lamp and pull out the wax.

But he also feels really sorry for his younger brother who has been suffering outside for a long time, and his brother is like a brother.

He would never be able to do anything to get rid of his younger brother in order to marry his daughter-in-law.

It's called a dilemma.

And all this, as the core of the contradiction, Bian Jiangong himself, is even more in his eyes and hurts in his heart.

He never dreamed that he was looking forward to going home day and night.

finally came back, but it became a delay in the family, adding to the blockage of all relatives.

Knowing this, he might as well have stayed in Inner Mongolia to let the horses go.

So he is very diligent at home, and he rushes to do any work.

But even so, I still feel that I am a superfluous person in the family, a person who eats white rice.

As a result, he couldn't sit back and wait for the assigned work at all, and his heart was like a fire every day.

Not to mention a regular job, as long as there is a temporary worker.

Whether it's digging dung or sweeping the streets, he's willing to go.

If nothing else, just pay for the family's meals.

This is the bitterness in his heart, the difficulty at present.