Chapter 21: The Abyss Is Like the Sea 1

Jian Feng's car stopped in front of Song Yuan after more than ten minutes.

"Ah, Dr. Jane. Song Yuan rubbed her cheeks.

"Let's go. He didn't ask her anything more specifically, he raised his hand and picked up her suitcase, and then opened the car door for her, "It's cold outside, go in and wait." ”

Song Yuan got into the car wordlessly.

The temperature of the air conditioner in Jian Feng's car was just right, Song Yuan felt a warmth in his heart as soon as he sat down, the things around Jian Feng had a mint smell all year round, Song Yuan suspected that Jian Feng didn't like the smell of disinfectant water, so the things around him would choose to replace them with other fragrances.

"Let's go. Jian Feng put his things away and got into the car, carrying the breath of the cold winter wind on his body.

"I'm sorry for you. ”

Jian Feng glanced sideways at Song Yuan, her usual smart and transparent eyes lost their luster for the first time, her eyes were red, and her eyes were blue, which was a little distressing.

Not snooping on other people's secrets and privacy is a rare work ethic that Jian Feng remembers, he is not interested in what Song Yuan has experienced, he only pays attention to when the people around him can return to normal.

"Don't you ask what's going on?" asked Song Yuan halfway through the car.

"You don't want to say it. Jian Feng replied.

"You're wrong, I'd love to say it. Song Yuan rubbed her eyes, "But I don't know who to tell me, because there are many things that don't make sense, they don't help, they only increase my pain." ”

"Then it would be a little better to say it. Jian Feng said, "I can listen to you. ”

Song Yuan looked at Jian Feng quietly.

"I don't know anyone around you, I won't tell them, I have no interest in you, I won't add to your pain. He said.

Song Kite, don't overdo it.

"If you don't want to tell your family or friends, you can tell me. Jian Feng's tone was calm and cold, and he said these words lightly.

"Tell you to increase your sympathy for me so that you can treat me better?" Song Yuan asked.

"You don't need to rely on this to win my sympathy. I've always been here and won't leave, you can come to me if you need to. ”

Song Yuan felt that the communication between herself and Jian Feng had been separated by something she didn't understand, and she was silent for a long time, "Doctor Jian, can you tell me seriously, why can you be so unconditionally good to me?"

"The answer I gave you before was no. ”

Song Yuan nodded.

"Then I thought about it, and I think you're right. ”

"What's right?"

"I'm richer than you and know more people, so I'm exposed to a different world than you. ”

"Ah, yes. ”

"So these so-called care for you are of little importance to me. Jian Feng said.

Song Yuan clenched her palms, Jian Feng probably meant that the kindness he gave her was no different from a rich man's alms to a beggar. But the relationship between the two of them is different from simple giving and giving.

Song Yuan was more afraid of what Jian Feng wanted from her...... But what did she have to ask for from the other party?

"Zhang Chen's current girlfriend is the daughter of the largest investor in our crew. Song Yuan propped her head with one hand and said, "She doesn't like me very much and wants me to leave the crew." ”

"That's it. ”

"I drank so much at the last party to apologize to her, but the other party didn't accept it, and the crew with me will make trouble for me in the future. ”

Jian Feng glanced at her lightly: "Does she have that much ability?"

"I won't say if it's not, but it's something I don't want to delay the filming of the crew because of me. Xinghong Media has high hopes for this drama, because my act of spoiling a pot of porridge with mouse feces outweighs the loss. Song Yuan said.

"You decided to circumvent her this time and leave the crew?"

"Yes. Song Yuan said so.

"Then what will you do in the future?" Jian Feng asked.

Song Yuan was stunned: "Prepare well for the exam first, study for two more years, and then decide depending on the situation." ”

Jian Feng nodded: "Very good." ”

Song Yuan laughed: "Doctor Jian, is there anything else you have expressed besides good or bad?"

"Because the vast majority of things in the world are judged only by what is right and wrong. Jian Feng said.

Song Yuan was surprised by his way of thinking at first, but after getting along for a long time, he accepted this logical model. Indeed, there are so many things in the world, and the final result is nothing more than right and wrong, and judging whether a thing is good or bad is enough to make a judgment on one's own choice.

"Actually, I don't behave in a good way. Song Yuan couldn't help but say her dark thoughts, "Liu Jingjing said that my past life relied on Zhang Chen, and my current life relied on Chen Nuo, and my future life may need to rely on you." ”

"Really?" Jian Feng said nonchalantly.

"Do you still think that the help you gave me is nothing?"

"Yes. Jian Feng said.

Song Yuan smiled: "Doctor Jian, you can't help but be too proud. ”

"You're putting yourself too low. Jian Feng commented.

"Oh?"

Jian Feng's eyes looked at the road, and began to think about some people and things he had seen, "Because past experiences and lack of sufficient social experience make you feel that you have achieved nothing, you will not be confident in yourself." When people start to dismiss you, your first reaction is that she is right in everything. ”

Song Kite acquiesced.

"But the person in the world who shouldn't deny you is yourself, because of your hard work and hard work, no one knows better than you what others don't know. You are denying all the seriousness and hard work you have put into the past 25 years, and you should apologize to yourself, not to the people who have said you are bad. ”

Song Kite was a little enlightened.

However, the vast majority of people in the world will take the opinions and evaluations of others as the criterion for their own actions, and more people do not know how to love themselves. You are a person who does not know how to love yourself, very typical. ”

"It's ...... like this," Song Yuan couldn't help but laugh self-deprecatingly, "It seems that I really failed a little bit as a person." ”

"You don't fail as a human being. Jian Feng said, "I won't be friends with everyone. ”

"Huh?"

"You're someone I think I should recognize, and I think you're good, from start to finish. ”

"Thank you. ”

Jian Feng felt that Song Kite's mood seemed to be better, and the little worry he had originally mentioned finally came down, but after regaining his composure, Jian Feng realized that he had just acted as Song Kite's psychological adjuster......

When was he such an enthusiastic person?

"You were very human when you were with the kite, maybe you didn't feel it yourself. Ran Yandai once told him so.

Maybe what Ran Yandai said was right, he and Song Yuan would indeed be more like normal people together. Although Jian Feng feels that he never takes other people's standards as the principle of his own survival, sometimes his relationship with the world is a little closer, which makes him feel a little less lonely, and he has a sense that life is meaningful.

Song Kite's room was the same as when she left, after sorting out the contents of the suitcase, Song Kite looked around this transparent room, as if she had never left.

"For the next period of time, you're going to change yourself. Song Kite said to the ordinary-looking woman in the mirror.

In fact, Song Yuan has always felt that she is very good and excellent...... But I don't know when she slowly lost her sense of superiority and began to become like all living beings, living every day.

Song Yuan once felt that love makes people talented, and love also makes people mediocre......

So what can make a person grow again?

It's reality.

When Chen Nuo knocked on the door of Jian Feng's house, Jian Feng was making coffee in a Moka pot.

Chen Nuo came to Xingshi to ask for guilt, but after pushing open the door and facing Jian Feng's cold face, he got stuck.

"Is Song Kite here with you?" asked Chen Nuo as he reorganized his language.

"Yes. Jian Feng stood at the door with his hands folded, looking at Chen Nuo condescendingly.

"I ......" Chen Nuo felt an inexplicable hostility coming from this person, she didn't understand why she had no grudge against this Dr. Jian in the past, why he was hostile to her.

Jian Feng himself could read his own emotions, he was not hostile to Chen Nuo at all, just a little revenge, after all, the last time Song Yuan was taken away from him by this woman, and now it is a reincarnation.

"Can I meet her?" asked Chen Nuo.

"She doesn't want to see you. Jian Feng said lazily.

β€œ...... I have something I want to make clear to her, and I think there was some misunderstanding between us. ”

Oh, misunderstanding, no need to explain, it's better to misunderstand for a lifetime.

Jian Feng continued to block the door: "This is my home. "I'm not welcome to you, so don't even think about getting in.

Chen Nuo felt that this person was really targeting her, and she looked up in disbelief: "I'm looking for Song Yuan, Doctor Jian, you can't stop me from talking to Song Yuan." ”

"I can. Jian Feng lifted his chin.

"What did you say?"

"I said I could stop the two of you from talking. ”

"???" Song Kite, this is the angel-like Doctor Jane in his mouth?

Just when Chen Nuo thought that he had discovered Jian Feng's unknown bad behavior, the handsome gentleman spoke again.

Song Kite was very unhappy. He said, "I've seen her when she was abandoned and most depressed, and she wasn't as unhappy as she is now." She told me that she was banned and asked to stop joining the crew, is it true?"

"......" Chen Nuo nodded.

"I remember that you are the chief director of your crew, and you can't protect her, right?"

Chen Nuo nodded weakly.

"Then what are you going to do with her?" Jian Feng leaned against the door, he was wearing a dark blue knitted shoulder heel and a pure white woolen sweater, and the whole person was sven, "She has already seen the current result clearly, and decided to stay away from you, lest you be implicated, what can you change if you go to her now?"

"......" Chen Nuo was a little unconvinced, "Then what can she change when she is with you?"

"Me?" Jian Feng suddenly laughed.

Jian Feng has a filter when he laughs, he looks seven or eight points similar to Jian, Jian Feng is a well-known blue-faced disaster in the entertainment industry, Jian Feng's degree of evil is much more than his brother's, and when he laughs, he is particularly eye-catching, and people can't help but look at it twice.

"I can change a lot of things as long as she wants. ”

Chen Nuo's hand unconsciously touched her chest, she felt that Jian Feng had something to say, she looked at Jian Feng seriously again, his still calm and cold face, as if the dizzy smile just now was just her illusion......

"You go, when Song Yuan calms down, she will go to you. Jian Feng said.

"You ......"

The response to Chen Nuo was a closed door.

Song Yuan came down from the upstairs after packing up his things and heard the sound of the time after the coffee was brewed, and when he turned his head, he saw Jian Feng standing at the door.

"Dr. Jane, your coffee is ready. ”

"Hmm. ”

"What are you doing at the door?"

"Someone just delivered the wrong one. After Jian Feng finished speaking, he raised his hand and quietly cut off the power supply to the doorbell and the display screen.

"Oh......"

"The coffee is ready, do you want to drink it?" Jian Feng walked over and asked.

Song Yuan always felt that Dr. Jian's attitude was very strange today, but Jian Feng was originally different, it was normal to be strange, she didn't have time to delve into what Jian Feng was different from, and nodded: "I think I should drink some coffee to refresh myself." ”

"Good. Jian Feng turned his head and went to the kitchen to pour coffee.

Song Yuan took the pillow in the living room and looked at the pendulum in Jian Feng's house for a while.

After a while, Jian Feng came over with two cups of coffee with milk foam and gently placed them on the coffee table in front of her.

"What are you thinking?" he asked.

Song Yuan still hugged the pillow and said to the shadow of herself reflected on the pendulum glass: "I'm thinking about whether I'm really not good-looking." ”

"Huh?" Jian Feng was stunned.

"Liu Jingjing thinks I'm ugly. ”

"That's her. Jian Feng's indifferent evaluation.

"Is that so......"

"Evaluating a person's appearance is the most superficial and uneducated way to judge. Dr. Jian said coldly and nobly.

"But what modern people see the most is still good-looking skins. Song Yuan said, "Doctor Jane, do you think if I go for plastic surgery and change my name, will I be able to go back to revenge like in the novel or TV series?"

"......" Jian Feng rubbed the corners of his forehead, "Are you serious?"

"Ah...... Quite seriously. Song Yuan thought about it again, "Is plastic surgery expensive now?"

"You can't afford it if you can afford it. ”

"That's ......"

"You're beautiful. Jian Feng said.

"Thank you for comforting me. Song Yuan put down the pillow and was about to pick up the coffee cup, but her fingers were blocked by Jian Feng, "Doctor Jian?"

"You're beautiful. He looked at her earnestly and said.

"Ah, is it?"

"If you just want to make yourself look good, I can help you. Jian Feng's eyelashes fluttered.

"Huh?"

"Yes. Jian Feng raised his eyes and continued to look at her, "It's actually very simple. ”

Song Yuan had some doubts about Jian Feng's words, but when he asked if he was sure, he nodded as if he was tempted.

"Good. ”

Song Yuan felt that the corners of Jian Feng's mouth were almost inaudible, but the time was too short, which made her feel that it was an illusion.

"Then I can't drink this cup of coffee today. Jian Feng turned her cup of coffee to herself.

"Huh?"

"Starting tomorrow you will have a rigorous nutrition and health plan. Jian Feng drank it and took a cup of coffee by himself, and said slowly.

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"The implementation time of the plan ranges from three months to six months. Jian Feng thought for a moment, "It depends on your situation......

Song Yuan felt as if she had clicked on a menu of magical functions of the intelligent AI robot Dr. Jane......

Jian Zai Fengqi Entertainment frowned at his newly signed popular actress, and the assistant next to him was a little puzzled by Jian Jian's face: "Boss, isn't this person good?"

"The popularity is OK, but the foundation is too poor. Simply commented.

"Ahh......h

"It's okay for this kind of person to be an Internet celebrity and fool netizens, but if you really want to move it to the screen, you can't see it at all. Jian Yi flipped through several tables in a row, and finally sighed helplessly at this one, "Is this already the best of this quarter?"

"Yes...... Now good seedlings are not easy to dig. ”

"I suggest that you go to libraries and museums in addition to film and television schools and webcast rooms. Jian Jian said based on past experience.

"Huh?"

"It's easier to dig up good seedlings. "Summarize the information of these two people, find a physical teacher to prepare for a physical class, and I will go to the contact person to make a meal nutrition plan." ”

The little assistant Nono nodded.

Jian Jian called Jian Feng before getting off work.

"Hey, what are you doing?" asked Jane.

"Busy. Jian Feng flicked the vegetables in the colander.

"Didn't go to work today?"

"I've been on vacation lately. ”

"Make a health form for the people under me. ”

"You contact the dietitian yourself. ”

"You're the best nutritionist I can contact, and this resource doesn't need to be in vain, is it?"

Jian Feng was silent on the other end of the phone for a while.

"What's wrong?"

"I don't really want to do this for your people. Jian Feng said.

"Huh?"

"I've been busy with my people lately, and I don't really want to open a small stove for the people under you. ”

"Wait?"

"Nothing else, I'm hanging. ”

"Jian Feng, you ......"

Jian Feng deducted the simple phone, put the colorful boiled vegetables on the plate, and sent them to Song Yuan, who had just finished a yoga class.

"Doctor Jane, I think you're feeding rabbits......" Song Yuan looked pained.

"Hmm. ”

"Dr. Jane, I think you really ...... It's a bad taste. Song Yuan always felt that Jian Feng seemed to be in a good mood when she watched her gnaw on vegetable leaves and suffer.

"Really?" Jian Feng curled the corners of his mouth, "I'm really embarrassed." ”

You actually admit it?

"Eat more. Jian Feng pushed the plate in front of her a little.

β€œ......”

Yin Ci asked him about his future development direction when he was recruiting Jian Feng for work.

"Internal Medicine. Jian Feng replied to him.

"I remember that you were very skilled in surgery, don't you think about it?"

"Not considered. I prefer the process of adjusting the human organism to the manual work of using a knife, and I feel that this is the direction in which I should continue to develop. ”

Jian Feng felt that it was difficult for him to control his desire to manipulate, which was hisβ€”inferior nature.