190 lukewarm
This kiss, of course, is different from the original kiss.
At that time, Wen Shaonian did not wake up.
I'm shy.
So just on his lips, with a gentle touch, they hurriedly parted.
Stop studying after learning just a little.
It's not like this time.
At this moment, although Wen Shaonian is confused, he is also sober.
And this contact is not a dragonfly.
Instead, under my guidance, it was deliberately entangled.
I don't have much experience though.
But compared to Wen Shaonian, this seemingly inexperienced rookie is still more sophisticated.
So he went from being completely passive.
It became that there was a little initiative to begin.
It's even a little reckless.
Hurt my lip.
I endured the pain, but I didn't make a sound.
We hugged each other and kissed each other.
I don't know how long it has been.
At a time when I feel as if we have exhausted all the air in the world and neither of us can breathe.
We finally parted.
Wen Shaonian's face was already red.
I don't know if it's suffocating, or shy.
He looked at me.
Suddenly, his expression became cramped: "Huanxi, why are you crying? I'm sorry, I was too reckless, I offended you." ”
He looked at a loss.
Started apologizing to me.
It turns out that I don't know when it started, and I was already in tears.
"Fool, I took the initiative to seduce you?
I hugged Wen Shaonian tightly.
yes, now I'm crying.
But I'm pretty sure.
These are tears of joy.
These are tears of relief.
I can finally hug my lover.
At this moment, I don't want to go past and don't think about the future.
Only the present.
At this moment, I am not sentimental about my life experience, and I am not entangled in the family.
Only love is enjoyed.
Wen Shaonian gently touched the tears on my face with his hand.
His movements are gentle and careful.
It's as if I'm the most loving woman in the world.
It's as if my tears are the most precious treasures in the world.
Every drop counts.
Then, on his own initiative, he leaned down.
Kissed me.
This kiss started by him for the first time.
20 minutes later.
Lacking oxygen again, we were forced to separate.
Then he looked me in the eye and said very seriously, "Huanxi, I like you." No, I love you, I love you very much. Actually, I've been in love with you for a long time, and I'm going to be with you. ”
I nodded.
He shook his head again.
I stretched out my finger and sealed it on Wen Shaonian's lips, stopping Wen Shaonian's words.
"Wen Shaonian, you are wrong, compared to the time when you fell in love with me, I fell in love with you earlier, in fact, I want to be with you more. ”
Wen Shaonian listened to my words, and there was a look of surprise in his eyes.
"Huanxi, what you said is true?"
I buried my head in his arms.
I said, "Of course it's true, if I don't love you, why would I give such a testimony in front of the patrol?
Wen Shaonian smiled stupidly.
My fingers rubbed against Wen Shaonian's face.
"Wen Shaonian, let me tell you another secret, in fact, I told you before, I have a childhood boyfriend, how much we love each other, I went to the city to work for him, I am not even afraid of being beaten for him, that is all lying to you. That's when I loved you. In fact, I told you at the beginning, don't believe women's words casually, the more beautiful a woman is, the more she loves to lie. Am I pretty? That's why I lie a lot. ”
Wen Shaonian looked a little stunned: "Huanxi, then why did you lie to me? You don't know how sad I was at that time." Yes, you said that, and I think you're the most beautiful woman in the world. But I always subconsciously believe every word you say. Now, do you say you love me?"
"Because...... Because your family is so rich, you are so high, and I am so humble. I am not from the same world as you, and I am afraid of falling in love with you and then being sad. I've told a lot of lies, but I don't include the 'I love you' sentence. Wen Shaonian, I really love you, more than you think, more than I think. I said softly.
"You fool. ”
Wen Shaonian pinched my nose with his hand.
He said dotingly: "Rejoice, as long as you love me for the truth, I can forgive the rest of the lies you say." It doesn't matter if we are not people of the same world, you don't have to come, I can pass. ”
Wen Shaonian didn't say anything about the mountain alliance and sea oath.
But this sentence, you don't have to come, I can pass, in my opinion, but it is better than countless beautiful promises.
Wen Shaonian understood my concerns.
I'm worried about the differences in the family that keep us from being together.
So he said, even if his family doesn't accept me.
Then he will be with me too.
Give up those glory and wealth, and be willing to be as plain as water with me.
......
"Your clothes are wet, change them quickly...... I...... I'll be waiting for you outside ......."
After Wen stored for a while, Wen Shaonian said to me.
My room was just a one bedroom.
Nothing to obstruct.
In order to avoid suspicion, Wen Shaonian wanted to go outside.
"It's still raining outside, so you're in the house. I said.
Wen Shaonian turned around when he heard this.
also blindfolded his eyes with his hands: "Huanxi, don't worry, I won't open my eyes and peek." ”
I sneered.
But nothing was said either.
I changed out of my wet clothes.
And then.
I gently walked over from behind, stretched out my arm, and hugged Wen Shaonian gently.
His body shuddered slightly.
He felt it.
I whispered in his ear: "Wen Shaonian, I love you, in order to prove that I love you, tonight, I will be your woman, be your real woman." ”
My face flushed.
This isn't the first time I've seduced a man.
In order to protect myself, I once deliberately seduced Ma Dashao.
Even from there, I realized that I had the potential to be a vixen.
But at that time, although my mouth was speaking beautiful words, my heart was cold, and my blood was cold.
I knew I was acting.
Whatever I do, it has nothing to do with my soul.
But at this time, I was seducing Wen Shaonian, and I finally experienced the feeling of shaking my heart and bumping into the deer.
That's what love feels like.
......
He turned.
I continued to move forward.
Before we forget about it completely.
Wen Shaonian suddenly said to me: "Huanxi, you ...... Have you prepared that ...... Want...... ...... who want to use contraception That's the ...... for girls."
......
When I was locked up by my family because I didn't want to get married.
My first love.
Wang Xiucai rescued me at night.
He took me to his dorm.
He begged me for pleasure.
At that time, I thought that Wang Xiu and I were in love.
I thought Wang Xiucai was a man to rely on.
So I didn't resist making out with him.
I just don't want to have children so much.
So I asked Wang Xiucai to buy a condom.
He was a little reluctant, but went anyway.
Later, Wang Xiucai bought it back, and my family also broke in.
Then, when I was expecting this man with a mouth full of love to protect me.
But he showed his cowardice to the fullest in front of me.
Later, although I always hated my parents, my brother.
I hate them for fiddling with my life.
But I'm grateful for their presence that night.
Let me see Wang Xiucai's personality clearly.
I didn't have the most intimate relationship with him.
......
Tonight, Wen Shaonian, who I faced, is the second man I fell in love with.
But it's my first man worth loving.
At the critical moment of mutual affection, it was not me who proposed it this time, but Wen Shaonian proposed to take contraceptive measures.
Just rush this one.
Don't say anything else.
Wen Shaonian is a thousand times, ten thousand times, ten million times, and countless times stronger than that Wang Xiucai.
At such a moment, all Wang Xiucai thinks about is to get me quickly.
And all Wen Shaonian wants is to protect me.
......
"I wasn't prepared, and I didn't know you were coming tonight. I said with some grumbling.
I'm a single woman, would I prepare that at home?
But then, I read an article that said.
In fact, even a single woman should also prepare a few.
It is good to think that it is to be prepared for emergencies, so as not to be caught off guard by people who are suddenly excited.
On the bad side, in case of gangsters, having this is also the greatest protection for yourself.
......
After Wen Shaonian finished speaking, he also knew that his words were very problematic.
"Then you wait, I'll go out and buy it. ”
"No, it's raining so hard outside, don't go. It's okay if you don't use it, I don't mind. "I stopped Wen Shaonian.
On the one hand, I don't want Wen Shaonian to go out in the rain.
The main reason is that I don't want Wen Shaonian to leave, and I don't want him to be separated from me, even if it's just for half an hour.
Even if I was really pregnant with Wen Shaonian's child.
I'll be happy too.
Even if we can't be together in the end, I'm going to raise this kid.
Because this is my child with Wen Shaonian.
It is the crystallization of love.
"No, I don't have a girlfriend, but I still understand this. Because I love you, I want to protect you, I can't hurt you!"
Wen Shaonian insisted.
In this regard, he is quite persistent.
I was helpless.
I could only watch Wen Shaonian push open the door alone and break into the wind and rain.
But soon.
The door opened.
Wen Shaonian rushed in again.
I thought he had changed his mind and was about to say to him, you're finally not so serious.
But I saw Wen Shaonian running in front of me.
He took my face in both hands and kissed me the forehead.
"Rejoice, as a man, it's your responsibility to take safety measures, that's as it should be, but it's not the most important thing. The most important responsibility is that I will marry you! I will marry you! In the future, we will be together in the name of justice!"
After speaking, without waiting for me to answer, Wen Shaonian opened the door again and ran out.
I'm a little crazy.
Until I felt a chill on my body.
After all, I have too little clothes on me.
But my heart is hot.
This man said he wanted to marry me.
I believe in his sincerity.
I believe in his sincerity.
But I also know that it's not that simple.
Because marriage is never a matter of two people.
If I want to be with Wen Shaonian.
There are bound to be many hardships, dangers, pains and ups and downs ahead.
But at the moment, none of that is a problem.
Because at this time, I felt the most fiery love.
No matter what the future holds, as long as Wen Shaonian is with me, I am not afraid.
It's just that I suddenly remembered, where did Wen Shaonian go to buy condoms?
Of course, this thing has to go to the pharmacy.
For example, the small clinic I once took Sister Zheng to sold it.
Li Pingping and her peers are frequent visitors there.
But that clinic doesn't have a signboard, so Wen Shaonian shouldn't be able to find it, right?
Then he could only go to a few pharmacies further afield to buy them.
Such heavy rain.
It will take at least half an hour to go back and forth.
I certainly can't stay the way I am forever.
So I put on my clothes.
I sat on the edge of the bed and waited for him to come back.
But I'm also always on the safe side.
When I'm alone in the house, day and night, I lock the door inside.
After all, there is indeed some chaos here in the urban village.
Everybody.
More than 20 minutes later.
There was a knock on the door outside.
I got off the ground and opened the door with a look of joy and anticipation.
"Wen Shaonian, you're finally back!"
......
Three days later.
Night market.
Business was good tonight, but I wasn't in the mood.
Just after selling a blouse.
Wen Shaonian came to me.
"Huanxi, I'm going to talk to you about ......"
"I'm sorry, I don't have time right now, don't bother me with business. I didn't even talk about it, I said lightly.
Wen Shaonian stopped speaking and stood aside silently.
There was a middle-aged woman who had been fiddling in front of my stall for a long time.
One will pick up a piece of clothing, and the other will put it down.
After a while, it was said that the workmanship was not good.
After a while, it is said that the color is not right.
Actually, I know it's all an excuse.
The purpose is still to bargain, it is to bargain.
It's something I'm used to doing business every night.
If you want to make money, you have to be patient and tireless.
Repeat a sentence hundreds of times.
"Look at this sleeve, I think the left one is narrower than the right one?"
If this had been done before, I would have been kind enough to talk to her.
In the end, it was cheaper for ten or eight yuan, and she felt that if she picked it up, I would not suffer a loss, so I made this business.
For those of us who do small business, on the one hand, there is room for concessions in natural prices.
For example, if a dress is priced at 50, I sell it for 90.
Then you bargain, generally speaking, above 70, I can talk.
But below the psychological price level of 70, I won't talk about it.
It doesn't matter if you're soft grinding hard bubbles.
You deliberately turned around and pretended to leave, waiting for me to call you back.
I won't shout anymore.
But if the dress has been in for a month and has not been sold.
Then 60, 50 or even 40, I will sell.
Although there are some losses.
But it's better than having a backlog in your hands that affects liquidity.
Doing business is a process of fighting wits and courage.
Although I do business, I will never put the price very high, and I will be more honest with customers, and I will not fool and shoddy.
But I'm going to make money too.
There is also a certain amount of skill.
......
But tonight, I had no patience to deal with customers.
I saw that the middle-aged woman was still chattering.
I finally lost my patience.
I dragged the dress back.
"Sister, this is an imitation, what kind of one are you going to buy for 200 yuan? Do you believe in buying a Chanel that is the same as the model catwalk? It's almost enough, take it if you think it's suitable, you don't think it's eye-catching, please go to the boutique, or fly directly to Paris to sweep the goods? Let's have a trip that you can just do? Don't waste time here with me! You're not tired, I'm still tired!"
My merciless words made the middle-aged woman's face unbearable.
She stood up.
He pointed at me and reprimanded, "How do you do business? What kind of attitude do you have!"
I'm also on fire.
Tell you, I'm not a bad customer, I've put up with you for a long time! Have you washed your hands? Look at you, you pick and choose, you touched more than a dozen of my clothes, I don't know? After a while, you pat your ass and leave, and I still have to sell them to others! I'm here to make money, not to be angry!"
The middle-aged woman was annoyed.
"Oh, I've never seen you such an arrogant seller, I have to reason with you today ......"
"Eldest sister, eldest sister, you dissipate your anger, my sister is not in a good mood tonight, and her speech is not very good, so I am in charge, 180, if you don't 160, you will take it!"
Chun Tao hurriedly came over to play the round.
Now she has gone through a period of experience and is much more mature than she was at the beginning.
It can handle many different types of customers.
The middle-aged woman heard that it was so much cheaper.
So he didn't bother with me, paid the money, took the clothes and left.
"Chun Tao, thank you for your hard work. ”
I'm really not in the mood to do business anymore.
After I explained a few words, I got up and walked to my rental house.
Wen Shaonian followed me.
I didn't speak.
He didn't speak.
Until I walked to the front of my rental house.
I opened the door.
I walked in.
Wen Shaonian wanted to follow in.
But I'm already closing.
Wen Shaonian held my door with his hand.
"Huanxi, I want to talk to you. ”
I didn't look back.
My voice was as cold as ever.
"What to talk about, what is there to talk about? I'm tired, I want to rest. Men and women don't kiss, it's so late, it's inconvenient for me to let a man in, please go back. ”
Wen Shaonian was very embarrassed by my attitude.
His voice became muffled.
"Why, rejoicing?"
"Why?" I pretended not to understand.
"Why did you do this to me? Why did you change your attitude like this? Why did you come back that day when you were no longer in the house. Where have you been for the past three days? I've been looking for you for a long time, I've called you so much, but you've turned off your phone until I met you tonight. But your attitude towards me is still so cold, what's wrong? Huanxi, are you angry? I was angry that I came back late that day? But I really looked for a long time in the pharmacy and finally bought ......."
Wen Shaonian is explaining.
I can understand his feelings.
His heart must have been filled with incomprehension and confusion right now.
Why is it so good?
Obviously, the two are happy.
Obviously, I took the initiative.
Obviously I said that I would wait for him to come back, why did I lock the door when he bought a condom and came back, and then played and disappeared.
I didn't see anyone for three days, and I couldn't get in touch.
When I saw him again, it was such a cold look.
I understand it in my heart.
But my words were still so ruthless: "Yes, I'm angry, who told you not to listen to me, you have to go out and buy condoms? If you don't come back, I'll feel bored, I'll lose interest. Why not?"
I asked rhetorically.