Chapter 121: Summer Day, Winter Night

Summer days, winter nights. After the age of 100, he returns to his home.

Winter nights, summer days. After the age of 100, it will be returned to its chamber.

The summer is scorching, the winter night is long, my beloved, don't worry, a hundred years later, I will definitely meet you, and after this day and night is the time for you and me to reunite;

Should we be born together and die together?

What an affectionate and obsessive promise!

Wan'er gently pushed me away, but her eyes stayed on the short two inscriptions on a painting, and she was reluctant to move away for a long time.

I turned around and noticed the truth of this painting, which was probably the last of all the paintings, the original cheerful and innocent girl has become a graceful and luxurious, beautiful and virtuous noble woman in this painting, and the smile that the girl often hangs on her lips gradually turns into a slightly raised arc at the corners of her mouth, restrained and charming, subtle and charming......

That is the truest smile from the heart, but at this time, she has already become a queen of a country, and she is the mother of two children, she can no longer laugh as carelessly as she did when she was a girl, just because every word and deed has to respect the norms of the mother of the country, and she can't go beyond it lightly.

The queen mother in this painting is also the most impressive queen mother in Wan'er's memory......

This painting was really painted by the first emperor for the first empress when Wan'er was born at the time of the full moon, and it is also the last painting painted by the first emperor for the first empress.

The touching smile of the first queen was smiling at Wan'er who was still in her infancy, and it was the most loving and happy smile of a mother to her child who was born with a full moon.

And in her eyes, there is no longer only the husband who once loved her, but the man who painted for her still thinks that the affection in the smile and the tenderness in the eyes still belong to her......

Take off the immature coat of a girl, the growth and transformation after becoming a mother, as well as the unique charm of mature women, just like the rough stone that has been polished, but also like a butterfly out of the cocoon, glowing with a charming and gorgeous style, in his eyes, this is the most beautiful and charming stage of a woman.

Therefore, among so many paintings, he chose this painting alone, and mentioned those two words that were so affectionate and obsessive?

"Do you think this painting is beautiful?"

Wan'er walked up to the painting, couldn't help but reach out, gently stroked the face of the woman in the painting, and then asked softly.

I stared at her back in a daze, and I couldn't help but feel sad for her, the woman in this painting is her mother, her deceased relatives, the sound and smile are still in front of me, but it has long been separated from heaven and man, as if separated from the world, the sadness and feelings in her eyes and hearts are more from this!

"It's beautiful......

I sincerely appreciate it, this painting is indeed the most beautiful of all the paintings, all the reverie and love of a man for a woman are vividly expressed in this painting.

Wan'er heard my answer, but she smiled bitterly, and looking at the two sentences, Wan'er asked again:

"And what about this oath?"

These two lines of poetry were mentioned by the emperor after the death of the first queen, and the first emperor did not mention these two sentences on other paintings, but only on this painting, you can imagine how much he liked this painting.

Presumably, at that time, the queen he missed day and night was what this painting really looked like!

......

"It's beautiful too......"

Life and sleep together, death in the same cave, such an oath, how is it not beautiful?

Wan'er suddenly laughed twice, then turned around briskly, and walked back to me briskly, the corners of her mouth showed a beautiful arc, but her eyebrows were not shocked, and she asked in a somewhat playful tone:

"So, if you had to choose one of many paintings, which one would you like best?"

We looked at each other silently, and although she was smiling, I knew that it was not her real smile, and when my eyes looked through her at the most beautiful picture, I could clearly see the look of disappointment in her eyes.

I looked into her eyes, and suddenly smiled stupidly, and then stretched out my hand to point at the picture of the girl playing with her feet, and then withdrew my hand and gently held her in my arms, and said in her ear with a red face, saying:

"If you smile at me like that one day, I'll faint with joy. ”

I thought, if that were the case, I would have fainted on the spot, and my nosebleed would not stop......

Wan'er was slightly stunned when she heard this, and then she couldn't help but laugh, and her body couldn't help trembling, thinking that this sentence really amused her.

Wan'er stretched out her hand and hammered me, pursed her lips, tried to hold back a smile, pretended to be angry, and said:

"You can't help it, you just said that it was beautiful. ”

Hey, my daughter-in-law was so happy to hear my answer, but she deliberately interrogated like this, and it was really hard to guess such a contradictory mind.

No wonder, I often hear people say, don't guess this woman's mind!

Although I'm also a woman, I don't have such a complicated mind, so it's easier to be straightforward.

But even so, I love her tightly, and naturally I have to spoil her tightly!

Holding her shoulders and meeting her eyes, I replied with a serious expression:

"That painting is really beautiful, but you asked which one I liked, and I didn't say I liked the most beautiful one!"

Wan'er heard the ridicule, and her face flushed slightly.

As soon as I saw her somewhat coquettish appearance, I waited for her to come back with a 'poor mouth' as usual, but I didn't expect her to tighten the corners of my clothes, look at me with a suddenly serious expression, and ask:

"Why?"

Why don't you choose this most beautiful painting? If you want to tell me why......

I shrugged my shoulders slightly, and after a moment of silence, said:

"Because this painting is beautiful, but it is distorted. ”

Wan'er asked suspiciously, and said:

"Really?"

"Well, when I saw this painting, I saw the most charming and beautiful woman in the eyes of a man! But in another painting, I saw a person in love looking at a girl he was looking for......"

The heart is true, if you lose your original intention, no matter how beautiful the painting is, you can't find the true heart in the painting.

The brilliance in Wan'er's eyes suddenly rose, and her heart was infinitely grateful and inexplicably gratified, she smiled at me quietly, this is her real smile, because as long as she smiled at me from the bottom of her heart, I would be like now, my cheeks would be red, and then I didn't know what to do!

Wan'er lowered her eyes slightly, her eyes were soft, and I scratched my chin a little shyly, thinking that even if the two of us were already a legitimate husband and wife, sometimes there would still be a situation of blushing and heartbeat when staring at each other, and I didn't know what was going on, probably because when I fell in love with someone, my mood would become very strange.

But I don't hate this peculiarity, on the contrary, I feel that it is very useful.

Looking at the splash picture, I seem to be able to slightly understand the feeling of that person when he painted for his beloved woman for the first time, in his eyes and heart, there is only room for such a person, her gestures, a smile are deeply imprinted in my mind, and I can no longer linger, it is a moment of heartbeat, but also an unreserved love of the original heart, because of this deep love, even if the painting was not exquisite at that time, but also can paint this love so vividly!

I think the love in this painting is also one of the reasons why it can impress the girl back then!

As soon as I thought of this, I didn't feel a little worried, no matter how sharp the peaks were, the sharp edges and corners would be polished by the wind and rain, and how should a person who is in a world of flowers and flowers keep the promise he once made very firmly?

People who are immersed in love, will always be in the case of self-thought, made the most beautiful promise to each other, but people's lives are both short but also long, maybe after waiting for a qiē passion to precipitate, life is dull, and the years are getting farther away, the years are gone, can you still remember the promises you have made, and whether you have really done it?

In the most beautiful painting, the eyes of the woman in the painting have changed, and the mind of the man who made this painting has long since ceased to be what it was at its beginning.

Such a lesson from the past made me suddenly feel scared, at this time, aren't we just like the first emperor and the first queen back then, but their ending is ......

"Wan'er, are the world's feelings so changeable?"

I'm really confused, I thought I knew what love was, but now I realize that maybe I haven't really understood what love in this world is.

Wan'er looked back at me with a sad look in her eyes, and I felt a pain in my heart, and I regretted that I shouldn't have asked this, and gently took her hand, wanting to comfort her softly, but seeing her smile at me, she immediately replied:

"The situation in the world will not change, but people's hearts are changeable. ”

I stretched out my hand to caress my chest, feeling the beating of my heart, Wan'er said that it is not love but people's hearts that are changeable, so my heart, will one day also change?

"After the death of the queen mother, the father often came to this Tongtian Pavilion to draw the true painting of the queen mother over and over again, but no matter how he painted, he could not draw a more beautiful queen mother than this painting. Because he suddenly realized that since then, the queen mother could no longer find a smile on her face, and he gradually forgot what the queen mother looked like when she smiled. At this time, he came to his senses, but it was already too late!"

Hearing this, I couldn't help but panic in my heart, I looked at Wan'er's demeanor and demeanor were a little strange, and I was uneasy, I clenched her hand and said:

"Wan'er, I'm ......"

Wan'er suddenly reached out and pressed her hand against my lips, signaling me not to worry with a gentle gaze, and then said lightly:

In fact, the queen mother did not hate her father, and the moment she became the crown princess from Princess Kang, she knew that his husband could not belong to her alone in the future. She said that she loved her father, as long as her father had only one in his heart, and she was willing to seek perfection for him. ”

"The father also loves the queen mother, but the father is not only the husband of the queen mother, but also the king of this country, and also a talented and affectionate man, the flowers gradually become charming, and gradually from the beginning of single-mindedness, to the later half-heartedness, he thought that as long as he was firm in his heart that the queen mother was his only wife, it would not be regarded as living up to the mother's affection. ”

Wan'er paused and said sadly:

"In the end, nothing was held. The queen mother became a virtuous and virtuous queen, respecting her father and the emperor as a guest, maintaining the majesty and model that the emperor and queen should have. They are emperors and queens, but they are no longer husbands and wives. ”

"That is, on the day of my full moon, my father painted this picture for the queen mother, and the queen mother never smiled again, so far the emperor's heart gradually lost. In front of the officials and palace people, she is a noble, elegant, generous and benevolent queen, but in the dead of night, she weeps alone and secretly sad. Over time, she was exhausted, her blood and tears withered, and her heart was discouraged. ”

"In my childhood memories, my mother was pampered and sick, lingering on the sickbed all year round. At that time, I didn't understand why the queen mother would always cry inadvertently until she died that night......"

I hurriedly hugged Wan'er, who was trembling, I knew that she must be very sad and sad now, but she never gave herself a chance to be weak, because tears are the things of the weak, even if her heart is painful and sad, she can't shed tears. So, I've never seen Wan'er cry.

My heart hurts, if Wan'er can't shed tears, then I will shed it on her behalf, and I am willing to bear her pain and sorrow.

"Wan'er, Wan'er......"

Holding her tightly, I gently stroked her back, trying to give her the greatest comfort, and tears had already fallen involuntarily in my eyes.

Hearing my soft call, Wan'er couldn't help hugging me tightly, her face was extremely suppressed with a painful look of her feelings, she was really sad and sad in her heart, but why, why couldn't she cry?

"I'm so sad, Tatsu, I'm really sad, but why, why can't I cry......"

Hearing her painful struggle, my heart was instantly torn into pieces, tears had already blurred my eyes, caressed her face, kept kissing her eyebrows, choked and said:

"Wan'er, don't push yourself, okay? Please, please don't push yourself anymore, you make me so heartbroken like this!"

Tears wet Wan'er's face, and also made her deeply feel the deep love of the fool in front of her, the two of them are destined to be entangled together in this life and can no longer be separated, no matter how much worry and hesitation will only become an obstacle to her progress!

She Xiao Wan is not a saint, she has her own *, she has her own desires, she is like her own mother, she has a kind of almost extravagant attachment to feelings, the relationship she wants is the love of a couple for a lifetime, this love, selfish can not tolerate a third person to share!

It is precisely because this love is extremely difficult to find in this world, so she is willing to devote her life to the person who gives her this love, if one day, this love loses its original purity, even if it will be painful, she will not hesitate to choose to let go.

However, providence made her meet this enemy, and she lost her heart and fell in love with her!

If one day in the future, there is a person who loves her more than herself, or someone who is more suitable for her than herself, then can you really let go of her hand at that time?

No, she can't.

Wan'er had to face her heart honestly, she couldn't calmly hand over the person in front of her to anyone, let alone let go of her hand......

Can you be selfish and trap her by your side forever, love is selfish, isn't it?

But what if she falls in love with someone else?

Wan'er grabbed me by the collar and said with some excitement:

"I won't bless you...... Whether you're in love with someone else, or someone who loves you more than me, I won't bless you, never!"

I was stunned, but I couldn't hide the ecstasy in my heart, Wan'er she just said, a person who loves me more than her, what does she mean - she loves me?!

Did I hear it wrong?

I was busy stroking her face, with tears in my eyes, and said with some excitement:

"What did you just say? You say, you ...... me."

"I love you, Gao Chen!"

Wan'er can no longer suppress this surging love, she can't escape anymore, even if she will be hurt in the end, she has to grasp this long-awaited love with her own hands, she doesn't want to regret it, let alone leave regrets.

Wan'er said, she loves me, she says she loves me!

My mood at this moment can only be described as ecstatic, for fear that I am hallucinating, and hurriedly said:

"Say it again......"

Wan'er's fiery eyes were firm, grabbed my collar and pressed me to the pillar behind me, I have never seen such a domineering and a trace of madness Wan'er, how can I see it, not only is there no fear in my heart, but there is also a little infatuation?!

Am I really a masochist?

I only heard Wan'er pronounce the sentence on me in the tone of giving an ultimatum:

"Gao Chen, you have no choice, because I Xiao Wan loves you, so, you can only love me in this life, and you can only marry me alone in this life, I won't let go, if you dare to be half-hearted, I will definitely kill you with my own hands, do you understand?"

This time I heard it clearly, clearly, such a domineering and direct confession made me blush so much, the happiness in my heart had already overflowed, I thought that even if I die now, I have no regrets!

I know that Wan'er loves me, you see that she loves me so much that she loves me and wants to kill, isn't this not that she loves me to death?

I began to laugh stupidly again, my body twisted and moved, my face was red and my cheeks were puffed out, I met her burning eyes, looked at her seductive red lips, and used all my strength to control myself, so that I did not lose my mind and immediately rushed over and hugged her, and then some thieves turned their eyes to the side, wanting to distance themselves a little first, leaning against the pillar a little tighter, and replied hesitantly:

"I ...... I listened, understood. ”

"Do you think I'm joking?"

Wan'er saw that I didn't dare to look at her, angrily pulled my face in front of her, and was about to say something but was slightly stunned by my shyness and flushed face, and only reacted after a while, and she was forced to lose control and said something incredible, and immediately her cheeks were crimson with shame, and her heartbeat was like a deer.

Wan'er was so ashamed that she hurriedly retracted her hand to block her hot face, and that shy appearance made my heart move, and she stretched out her hand and grabbed her wrist, following the truest call in her heart, and said:

"There won't be any more ......"

When Wan'er heard this, she looked at me in a daze.

I took a deep breath to allow myself to calm down a little, or I would have been drained away by what little sanity she had left effortlessly.

Looking at Wan'er with a look of expression, I took her hand like this, and got closer and closer to her body, and there was no need to hide the persistence in my eyes, I stared at her seductive red lips like a fascination, and said slowly:

"There will be no more people who love me more than you, and the only one who can make me so crazy and love regardless of one qiqi is you Xiao Wan. ”

Unable to endure the flames that tormented the dead, for the first time we put aside all our considerations and hesitations, accepted each other wholeheartedly, and indulged our innermost desires in spite of each other, and kissed each other tightly......