The sky has been bright, on the Hanshui River, the air leaves of the mist began to drift away gradually, and the fishing boats on the river to and from the sea to fish began to gradually increase, at this hour, many fishing boats have already been fully loaded, and the boats docked on the shore are busy sorting out the fishing nets of fishermen, the bow is full of cormorants, chirping and flapping their wings, or each combing their feathers, it looks very leisurely and natural.

Fishermen occasionally catch a few small fish from their nets to treat the cormorants, and when they catch the small fish, they throw them away, and the more alert cormorants will stretch their necks and swallow the small fish neatly into their mouths.

Man has gradually integrated into the nature of heaven and earth and has become a part of natural harmony.

Standing at the stern of the boat, the captain saw that today would be a beautiful day, thanking the world for moistening all things, and praised Hanshui for its tolerant and fraternal mind, like a mother, feeding the people on both sides of the strait, all of which depend on the protection of the goddess of Hanshui!

Immediately, the old man opened his tone and began to sing a simple and moving ballad, and the boatmen or fishermen of the passing boats, as long as they could sing, would invariably join invariably to join in, and use their singing to thank the goddess of heaven and earth \ Han water, and also sweep away the fatigue of the tireless sunrise work every day.

I was touched by this kind of singer, and the desire to pursue a peaceful life in the countryside was also aroused by this atmosphere, and I could no longer stay in the cabin, just because I had slept on the bed for three days and three nights, and then recuperated in the cabin for three days, and today I can finally get out of bed and walk around.

I struggled to get up from the bed, changed myself into a robe, tied my loins, and tied myself a headscarf, and then slowly walked out of the cabin and onto the deck of the big ship.

The fresh sea breeze blew in my face, slightly raising the hem of my clothes, and the sky gradually brightened, making all the qiē around the river more and more inventive.

The surrounding boats will stir up ripples on the calm river, and the emerald green on both sides of the river has begun to gradually turn yellow, but also because of the moisture of the Han water, the emerald retreat is later than other places, seeing that it is about to enter the winter Tibetan festival, the fishermen plan to take the last round of fishing, harvest and store more food that can allow the family to survive the winter safely.

When I listened carefully to the lyrics in their mouths, the corners of my mouth couldn't help but rise slightly, and my eyebrows and eyes began to be dyed with a touch of drunkenness.

I only heard the old man sing:

There are arbors in the south, which cannot be contemplated; Han has a wandering girl, unthinkable.

The breadth of the Han is incomprehensible; Jiang Zhiyong is incomprehensible.

The wrong salary, the words are clear; The son of Yu is home, and his words are his horse.

The breadth of the Han is incomprehensible; Jiang Zhiyong is incomprehensible.

warped the wrong salary, and said that it was bad; The son of Yu is home, and he is a horse.

The breadth of the Han is incomprehensible; Jiang Zhiyong is incomprehensible.

What he sang was actually "The Book of Songs, Han Guang"!

This is a love poem, in which the protagonist is a young woodcutter who is in love with a girl who is as beautiful as the goddess of Han Shui, but he never gets his wish. Entangled, unable to be relieved, in the face of the vast river, he sang this moving poem, pouring out his melancholy sorrow!

Legend has it that the goddess of Han water often haunts both sides of the Han River, she is extremely beautiful, not beautiful, unforgettable, but at the same time she is also unattainable, conceivable but unseek, she is reserved, proud, noble, no matter how you are in love, how to pursue, even if you call for thousands of calls, it is difficult to get her response.

And the woodcutter in this poem has been expecting a love affair that will not come to fruition, and his pain is that no matter how much he loves the girl, this affection has never been reciprocated.

Just like ordinary people in the world are obsessed with the beauty of the goddess of Hanshui, but they have never been able to get the favor and review of the goddess, because the goddess of Hanshui belongs to heaven and earth, belongs to the entire Hanshui, but never belongs to only one person, never!

At the thought of this, my eyes moistened a little, and I suddenly felt like that silly woodcutter, in love with a "goddess of Han Shui" who could never belong to me alone, but I was much luckier than the woodcutter, at least my feelings were reciprocated by the goddess.

But the more this happened, the deeper the pain in my heart became, and I pulled my hands into fists in my sleeves, and suddenly I had some complaints in my heart.

Wan'er, why did you make that decision for me!

"You can't go back to the Northern Wei Dynasty anymore. ”

That night, my sister said this to me.

I don't want to, and I have even figured out how to deal with all the persuasion and lobbying of my sister, I want to return to Wan'er's side, I must return to Wan'er's side, because I feel that Wan'er needs me!

But when my sister said the reason, I suddenly lost the reason and courage to refute......

"When I was in the capital of the Northern Wei Dynasty, I had a gentleman's agreement with the eldest princess, if she put you in danger and hurt again, I would take you out of the Northern Wei Dynasty, and I would never let you return to the Northern Wei Dynasty!"

When my sister said this, I couldn't stop shivering, and suddenly felt so cold and cold, even if I had vaguely guessed the ending in my heart, but I still refused to give up, I wanted to know clearly and refuted loudly, as if this would prove my conjecture wrong.

"She won't say yes!"

I said this in trembling words, but as soon as I said it, I realized how pale these words were.

My sister's short silence made my heart feel like a knife, no, no, what I have clearly said, what I have promised, I will always be by each other's side, love each other, and never separate!

Liar, liar, she's the biggest liar!

At that moment, my tears were like springs, and there was a voice in my heart constantly reminding myself that she didn't want me anymore, she really didn't want me anymore, so what was the point of me running back to her?!

"The eldest princess is a good girl, and the reason why she agreed is only because she cares about you too much......"

My sister's relief came to my ears, I didn't understand Wan'er's hardship, but I understood Wan'er's good intentions, she loved me, and she didn't want me to be embarrassed between her and her sister, so she agreed.

I can understand the reason why she made this decision, but I can't accept this result lightly, why didn't she say to me, why didn't she ask me to make this decision on my behalf, am I the kind of person who can be lightly abandoned?!

Wan'er, you're a liar, you're a hateful liar!

After experiencing the sweetness and bitterness brought by love, for the first time in my life, I tasted the pain and torture brought by love, at that moment, all my persistence and obsession seemed to collapse in an instant, I no longer know what I worked hard to do what I was for, I didn't even know who I was when I left the Northern Wei Dynasty, away from Wan'er, who I am, where can I go, and what should I do......

My sister took my hand at the moment when my heart was at its most vulnerable, and said to me gently:

"Chen'er, go south with my sister, let's go home, okay?"

Go home......

Yes, I'm a wanderer from now on, maybe it's a good choice......

"You don't have to reply to me in a hurry, when you arrive in Xiangyang tomorrow morning, you can tell me your decision. ”

“......”

That night, I kept looking at the phoenix pendant in my hand.

And the next day, I told my sister about my own decision, I continued to take a boat with her to go south to Gangneung, I wanted to leave this sad place, I wanted to give up Gao Chen's identity, and be Ye Chen again, I should be Ye Chen, but why should I want to be Gao Chen?

Gao Chen will only become a burden to Xiao Wan......

Some of the big ships that stayed at the Xiangyang wharf for a short time continued to go south along the Han River to Gangneung.

......

Standing on the deck, looking at the pleasant pastoral scenery on both sides of the strait, and hearing the song "Han Guang" sung by the old man, my mind can no longer return to calm, no matter how quiet and pleasant the mountain scenery is, it can no longer enter my eyes, just because as long as I think of myself getting farther and farther away from her, my heart is like a big hole, and the blood does not stop.

The heart is dying, is man still alive?

I can't do it, I really can't do it, without her, I will die, I am not as free and easy as I imagined, I can't do it without thinking about her in my heart, I can't not remember her safety, I can't leave her alone, and I can't stop loving her!

In the midst of my lost soul, I remembered the qiē I saw in my dream, her pain and silent screams, and the tears left in the corner of her eyes when she suddenly looked back, and at this moment I really understood that my heart had already made a decision for itself.

I can't leave here, I still have a lot of important things to do, I can't leave her alone in that cold, treacherous court, no matter what the future, even if she is in hell and never recovers, I must not let go of her hand, just because she is my wife, my lover, and my woman!

This is a fact that can never be changed, and it is also a bond that she cannot cut lightly......

I'm going back, back to her!

When I wanted to turn around and return to the cabin with firm faith, I found that my sister behind me was standing there with a cloak in her hand for a long time, and I was a little ashamed and overwhelmed by my sister's deep gaze, but after all, I had to make it clear to my sister that I couldn't run away, and I didn't allow myself to run away anymore!

"Sister......

My sister looked at me quietly for a moment, saw the determination and determination in my eyes, just sighed softly, and then slowly walked over and put the cloak on my shoulders, and then gently helped me tie the cloak.

"Your wounds have only healed recently, and the wind is strong on the deck, and you are worried about catching a cold. ”

My eyes are slightly red, in the past six days with my sister, I have been lying on the sickbed for three days, and my sister has always been by my side to take care of me, and in the three days after I woke up, all I thought about in my mind was the affairs of the Northern Wei Dynasty and the thoughts of Wan'er, and the time to get along with my sister calmly was really rare.

I'm an incompetent sister!

After reining in the decadence of the past few days, I want to make myself more energetic, because I want my sister to know that I made this decision not on a whim or a helpless forced choice because of my children's private affairs, and I still have promises that must be fulfilled and a career that I need to work hard to complete all my life!

"I'm sorry, sister...... I still decided to go back to the Northern Wei Dynasty!"

"Have you really decided?"

"Hmm!"

I nodded firmly and continued:

"I went back, not only for Wan'er, but also because I had more important things to do, because this goal, not only me, Wan'er, but also many other people did almost everything for it, even at the cost of their lives, I can't live up to their expectations, let alone selfishly ignore their sacrifices. From the moment I became Gao Chen, this matter has become my life's mission, even if it costs me my life, I will not hesitate to do it!"

As I spoke, I slowly knelt down in front of my sister, and tears quietly fell, and said:

"Sister, please forgive Chen'er, this time, I can't go home with you......"

My sister's body trembled slightly, and she stretched out her hand to stroke my head, and asked softly:

"Then can you tell Sister Sù, what exactly are you going to do?"

I was slightly stunned, knowing that what I said next would definitely hurt my sister's heart, but I still had to say it.

"I wish the world was peaceful!"

Hearing this, her sister's body suddenly staggered, she knew that it would be like this, from the moment she saw Chen'er in the Xianhe Tower in the capital of the Northern Wei Dynasty, she vaguely saw the child's innate sense of mission and responsibility for the family and the country, and that feeling, just like seeing Aya back then, he was dedicated to the world's major events as his own responsibility, and he did his best to die!

Does Chen'er want to use the body of a daughter to change the trend of division between the three kingdoms of the world that has lasted for a hundred years, end the turmoil and unrest of the past hundred years, and let the world return to a stable situation? !

Could this be the fate that the Xuanyuan Ye family will never be able to get rid of? Even if the Ye family has paid an extremely painful price for this, and the family is almost ruined, now the Ye family is only left with her and Chen'er, why is fate so unfair to the Ye family?

Ye Han really wanted to stop her sister, but she was also the daughter of the Xuanyuan Ye family, so she understood and couldn't stop it!

Hugging his sister, Ye Han shed tears for the first time in so many years, and said excitedly:

"It's really worthy of being the child of my Xuanyuan Ye family, if Aya and A-Niang knew, they would definitely be proud of you!"

Xuanyuan Ye family......

I'm the daughter of the Xuanyuan Ye family?! So, our Ye family has already been ruined?!

I couldn't bear this blow unguarded, and for a while some bloody memories that had been sealed by myself flashed in my mind, and I shook my head in horror and hugged my sister tightly, and suddenly howled loudly, and cried bitterly:

"Sister, sister, are Aya and A-Niang gone, is our home gone......"

My sister was suddenly grief-stricken, tears flowed down her face, and she also knelt down and hugged me tightly, comforting her sister, who suddenly became out of control, and said:

"Chen'er, Chen'er is not afraid, you still have your sister, your sister is by your side, don't be afraid......"

At this moment, the memories in my mind suddenly became a mess, all I saw was a blood-red color, I was trembling with fear, my face was bloodless, and my head suddenly cracked, and those bloody fragments suddenly kept pouring into my mind, so that I suddenly fell into a state of madness and loss of reason.

I shouted frantically, and then I desperately broke free from my sister's embrace, pushed my sister to the ground, and then fell backwards uncontrollably, and then moved backwards without hesitation, as if there was a flood in front of me, until the whole person hit the guardrail next to the boat, and there was no way to retreat, so I began to wave my arms helplessly, and curled up as hard as I could, trying to get farther away from those things.

"Sister, a lot of blood, a lot of blood, Aya and A-Niang are dead, Uncle Qiu is also dead, everyone is dead, why am I still alive, why am I still alive?"

I repeated these words like a nightmare, and then the thought of dying suddenly filled all my thoughts, and I stood up violently by the guardrail, and jumped over the guardrail without hesitation, wanting to jump into the river, as long as I died, I should be free!

"Chen'er!"

My sister rushed over and pulled me back, and then pressed me firmly to the deck, no matter how I struggled, I couldn't break free from the hands that bound me, and this scene overlapped with some images in my mind, in that terrible memory, a helpless child was also pressed to the ground like this, she saw a big man with a big knife in his hand opposite, leaned down and lifted the head of another child, this helpless child seemed to know what this big man was going to do, she kept crying and pleading: No, don't, don't......

In the end, the big knife was cut down in the hands of the big man without hesitation......

The blood flowed all over the ground, as if it could not be exhausted, and the bright red blood flowed all the way along the stone path, and instantly stained half of the child's body red.

At this moment, all the feelings and thoughts of this helpless child were wiped out, and he no longer felt anything except the scene in his eyes where the big man brandished a big knife and dismantled the body one by one......

......

I roared and screamed in frenzy and pain, tears had already blurred my eyes, and the extreme pain forced me to have a sharp pain in my chest, and a mouthful of blood spurted out of my mouth, and my whole mind was like a kite with a broken string, and I fell into a dark and unknown realm in a moment!

Ye Han was so frightened by the qiē in front of her that she was flustered, and when she saw her sister suddenly lose her mind and wanted to die, she was in pain like a knife and remorseful.

Chen'er will never become like this for no reason, she must have personally experienced the tragedy of the year, and what happened after she was exiled so that that painful memory became the most important thing she wanted to forget.

But today, it is the identity of the daughter of the Xuanyuan Ye family, and she inadvertently reopened the memory that had been sealed for a long time, and Chen'er couldn't bear that blow, so she became so crazy and painful!

What happened when she was nine years old, and why did she become like this?

Ye Han hugged her sister painfully, and her eyes suddenly became sharp and cold, remembering the bloody massacre that happened in the Ye family back then, she was saved because she was not in the Ye family at that time, but her sister was not so lucky!

When Ye Han rushed home, a fire burned the Ye family, and the once living family members became charred corpses one after another in front of her, and she couldn't even tell who was who?

On that day, Ye Han became an orphan, she lost all her relatives, grief and despair instantly crushed the child who was only twelve years old at the time, she lived like a walking corpse, and she was in pain!

But when someone told her that her sister might still be in the world, Ye Han regained hope of life, and after that, there were only two things left in her life, the first was to find her outcast sister, and the second was to find the long-cherished enemy who ruined the Ye family!

In any case, she will find the murderer who killed the Ye family back then, and let them repay the blood debt they had committed one by one!

Now, Ye Han has found his sister, and originally thought that all the qiē were slowly getting better, but he didn't expect that all the qi ē would be irreparable when the tragedy occurred that year!

It's already been a long time, and I can't go back!

Thinking of this, Ye Han cried out in pain and helplessness......