"Tell you? Haha! How can I tell you? I told you, will you still be with me? Will you marry me? I am from a small place, and I want to marry a daughter like you, can I do it according to my own preferences? Do I dare to have my own personality? I don't have to revolve around you yet! Look at your face, and figure out your tone, lest I upset you and knock me down! My job depends on your father, what can I say to you? Say I don't like to listen to your damn opera? Do you say that I hate your so-called style the most? Do you say that I actually want to laugh when I see you doing yoga, and I have to compliment you on your beauty against my will? Do you say that I don't really want to see your parents at all, but I still have to go to the door every week to ask for warmth?"

Guan Zhen's voice was raised.

It seems that these words have been held in his heart for a long time.

I saw that Zhu Dan's body was trembling slightly.

It turns out that the happiness she thinks she thinks is maintained by her husband with forbearance, deception, and lies.

thought he was married to love, but who knows, but he was married to an actor.

In Zhu Dan's heart, her husband's betrayal had already stabbed her.

And the current Guan Zhen's words prove that he didn't betray recently, he didn't change his mind recently, and he may have been dissatisfied with Zhu Dan a long time ago.

In other words, he may not have loved Zhu Dan from the beginning.

It's just that he refuses to pretend anymore.

I'm not going to play with you.

I won't play with you anymore.

I'm going to let myself go.

What kind of mountain alliance and sea oath is just your Zhu Dan's own self-entertainment.

What is the case and eyebrows, it is just a mirage for you Zhu Dan alone.

What 24 filial husbands, when he keeps saying that he loves you, he may be watching from the sidelines, sneering secretly in his heart, scolding you for being a stupid woman, a fool, and a Shabi who was sold and helped to count the money!

It's really shocking.

"You don't like opera, don't you like opera, didn't we first meet at the opera house?" said Zhu Danne.

"yes, the first time we met was at the opera house, you remember! But you know what? I hate that thing! I can't meet you alone, let alone talk to you, anywhere else, in the dormitory, in the library, in the dining room, in the playground, on the grass. You have so many suitors that I can't get your attention at all! So I can only go to the opera house! I spent a month on my living expenses and a month of eating pickles and steamed buns in my dormitory to buy a ticket! So now I hear the sound of the ghost crying wolf, and I still want to vomit, you know?"

Only then did I know that the original opera house was the place where Zhu Dan and Guan Zhen officially met for the first time.

It was supposed to be a place full of memories.

As a result, when Guan Zhen talks about it now, it is full of unbearable memories.

It's like a nightmare.

"But I'm ...... I didn't like opera either, but that day ...... It was just my friend who gave me a ticket that day, and I was bored to go...... I don't understand at all...... I thought you liked it...... I'm just ...... I'm just starting to listen......" Zhu Dan said with self-deprecation.

Hearing Zhu Dan say this, Guan Zhen was obviously stunned.

But soon, he regained that cynical countenance.

"Listen to opera for me? Haha, it's the best joke I've ever heard in the world. People who don't know the truth still think that you are a good wife and mother! But I know that this is just that I am too humble in front of you, and you feel that you feel a little too sorry to go, so I have made a little compensation! But over the years, you owe me too much! I have been wronged for three days and three nights! Do you know why my parents never come to the house? Because they think you are too arrogant and afraid of me being embarrassed! Don't think that if you buy them a house, you are a competent daughter-in-law! You are far behind! The filial daughter-in-law wants to serve tea and pour water for her in-laws, and pour water for washing her feet, can you do it?" Guan Zhen asked in a heartfelt manner.

"Of course I can do it! I've said several times that you won't let them come over!" Zhu Dan retorted.

"Yes, I won't let it, why don't I let it? Because I'm afraid! I'm afraid that my mother will eat and chirp! I'm afraid that my dad will forget to flush the toilet and be disgusted by you! I'm afraid that you will be unhappy, I'm afraid that my efforts will be in vain!" Guan Zhen said.

"Including children! Do you think I really don't want to have children? It's because I heard you and your friends say that you are worried that having children will affect your body, and I am afraid of quarreling with you, so I said against my will that I would not give birth first. As a man, you can't have your own children, do you know how humiliated I am?" Guan Zhen continued, looking a little gritted in his teeth.

"I'm just a few jokes! I want to give birth later!" Zhu Dan seemed to know Guan Zhen on the first day, and he didn't seem to understand every word he said.

"Joking? Hehe, in this family, you can joke, but I can't! Where am I qualified to joke? My Miss Zhu! How did I know that sentence would make you unhappy?" Guan Zhen's tone was thick with mockery.

"But we are both married, even if we are angry, what can we do? Why are you coaxing me, deceiving me under the guise of not making me angry, and now you are starting to hurt me recklessly?" Zhu Dan really didn't understand.

"Why? Because I'm afraid, because I'm insecure, I'm worried that if you are unhappy, there will be a crack in the image I have carefully created before! Do you know how much effort I have put into achieving that kind of acting skills? I will not allow anyone to destroy it! Even if it is me! Until I have enough strength to protect myself! I can not look at the faces of your family!" Guan Zhen said viciously.

"So now is the time you think is right?" asked Zhu Dan.

"Yes, I've quit, I'm now in a foreign bank, they recognize my ability, and I became an executive as soon as I entered. No matter how influential your father is, he can't control our foreign banks!" Guan Zhen looked very proud.

"What's going on with that Xiao Fang?When did you get better??," Zhu Dan still asked the topic that he was most concerned about as a woman.

"We've been fine for three months. I admit that she is not as beautiful as you, and she is not as good as your family background, but she listens to me all, I am her king, I am her god, and if I treat her a little better, she will be grateful! Her family is the same, they all feel that Xiaofang can marry me, which is a blessing that she can cultivate in several lifetimes! I am grateful to Dade! In front of her, I feel that I am a man! I have self-esteem! In front of her family, I finally don't have to lower my eyebrows and lower my voice!" Guan Zhen said excitedly, waving his arms.

"Family, you always talk about my family, don't my family treat you badly? They treat you like a son!" Zhu Dan was very distressed.

She covered her face.

In their eyes, I am your nanny, your bodyguard, your cook, your driver, and finally your husband! Do you remember what your mother said to me on the day you got married? Say that you don't want me to be rich and rich, just ask me to take good care of you! Listen to what this is? Is this human talk? I am a man! I have an education, I have the ability, why can't I be rich and noble, I can't make meritorious achievements, but I can only revolve around you all my life? Become your vassal? But dare I say no? Because my dad found me a job, and I want to be promoted, and I have to count on your dad's support, so I can only endure it until I fly out of your dad's palm!"

Guan Zhen gave me the impression that he was gentle and introverted before, and this was the first time I saw the crazy side in him.

Maybe that's who he really is.

Because he has suppressed his nature for too long, I suspect that he is a little psychopathic.

"I must fly out of the palm of your father's hand, otherwise, no matter how good I do in the unit, it will not be my grades, and they will say that I borrowed your father's light! When those leaders saw me, the first thing they said was not to ask me how I was, but to let me bring a good message to Director Zhu! Those colleagues were polite on the surface, but behind the scenes, they all said that I relied on women to get to the top and that I ate soft rice. Why? Why can you ignore my efforts! Why should you look down on me! I want to prove to those people that I am capable of Guan Zhen! I am also a kind of man!" He was a little hysterical.

Zhu Dan, on the other hand, has slowly calmed down.

"It turns out that you have been by my side for all these years, you are so unhappy, you are not happy with me, you are unhappy in front of my parents, your parents feel that you have been wronged and unhappy, and you are not happy in the unit. Since you are so embarrassed, then why are you chasing me, why do you want to make yourself unhappy?" Zhu Dan asked.

"Why? Because I want a chance! I want a fair chance! Why do you people in big cities have good jobs waiting for you as soon as you graduate, countless people are pampered, and there are people everywhere who are convenient, and I come out of a small place where I am obviously better than you, more capable than you, more determined than you, and more ambitious than you, but you can only go back to the poor countryside as soon as you graduate, and become a broken teacher with a dead salary? And if we don't want to leave the big city, we can only lose our jobs as soon as we graduate, squeeze the bus every day, live in the basement, and live like a lost dog? Is this fair to me? Who said that everyone is on the same starting line? Yes, it may be on the same starting line, but I run with my feet, and you fly the plane! So no one helps me, I have to rely on myself!"

His words are already obvious.

Zhu Dan is the springboard for him to climb up.

It's a tool that he uses.

"Then tell me, from the beginning to the present, have you ever loved me, even if it was only for a minute?" Zhu Dan asked.

It's such a humble question.

In so many years of marriage, although it has been proven, it is full of all kinds of hypocrisy, acting skills and calculations.

But it seems that Guan Zhen said, I once loved you, even if it was only for a minute.

Zhu Dan's life is not exactly a joke.

Among the sweet words you said to me, even if only one sentence, one word, and one punctuation mark is true, then Zhu Dan's past is not a complete nothingness.

Zhu Dan was waiting for an answer.

I also want to know, Guan Zhen's answer.

The answer to the question of whether he is a human being or a brute.

Is he completely inhuman, or does he still have a little conscience that hasn't been eaten by dogs.

As a result, Guan Zhen smiled.

"Love, what is love, can it be eaten, can it be realized, can it be realized, can it make me a governor? I am a man, I am not a hairy boy, love or not, for me, it is not that important at all. ”

He didn't seem to answer Zhu Dan's question head-on.

But it seems that Zhu Dan's question has been answered.

Zhu Dan didn't want to ask anymore.

But there is another sentence, don't ask, it's really unpleasant.

"You don't believe in love, so what is this little party to you?" she asked.

"I'm a man, and although I don't need love, I need a woman, a woman who is obedient to me, who adores me incomparably, and who doesn't have a little opinion on what I do! A woman who always looks up to me and doesn't need me to look up!" Guan Zhen said quietly.

"But when I saw you and that Xiao Fang together just now, wasn't it the same as when you were with me? Aren't you gentle, considerate, thoughtful and enthusiastic?" asked Zhu Dan rhetorically.

Zhu Dan's rhetorical question was very powerful.

Indeed, when Guan Zhen helped Xiao Fang get out of the car and enter the hotel before, he was indeed like a 24-year-old filial husband.

"Is it the same? no...... It's not the same, of course it's not the same. I used to behave so gently in front of you, because that was my profession, that was my job! I had to do that, I had no choice! But in front of the small aspect, I was gentle when I wanted to be gentle, and I was strong when I wanted to be strong, it all depends on my mood. Hey, I don't know what's going on, after so many years of acting in front of you, I seem to have been a little too deep into the play, and I actually began to enjoy this feeling of being careful. I don't know if this is the so-called Stockholm syndrome?"

Speaking of this, Guan Zhen suddenly looked at me.

"Little Joe, do you know what Stockholm syndrome is?"

Don't wait for me to answer.

Guan Zhen has already explained to himself: "In 1973, two criminals with criminal convictions, after an attempt to rob the largest bank in Stockholm failed, they held four bank employees hostage, and after a stalemate of 130 hours, it ended because the gangsters gave up. Yet months after the incident, the four bank clerks who had been kidnapped still showed pity for their captors, refused to charge them in court, and even raised funds for their legal defense, all of them showed that they did not hate the gangsters, expressed their gratitude to the gangsters for their care instead of harming them, and took a hostile attitude towards the patrol. What's more, one of the female staff members of the hostage fell in love with a robber and became engaged to him while serving his sentence......"

Guan Zhen also wanted to continue to show off his knowledge.

I finally spoke.

"Don't say it. ”

Guan Zhen was a little dissatisfied with being disturbed by me.

He looked at me: "Xiao Qiao, in fact, I have always been very optimistic about you, you are very smart, you are very scheming, from the first day I met you, I knew that you were deliberately playing ugly, but I didn't expose you, because in a sense, everyone is a peer, and they all want to gain a foothold in this big city." So, I'm happy to help you, because although you are smart enough, you are not educated, so you should cherish this, and I will give you the opportunity to popularize culture......"

"No, you're wrong! I'm not like you, I'm not as cheap as you!"

I was serious about correcting Guan Zhen's words.

Guan Zhen's face changed.

"How do you curse?"

I walked over, raised my hand and gave Guan Zhen a slap.

"I'm not just scolding you, I'm going to beat you. This slap, I hit for Sister Dan. I know Sister Dan must want to hit you, but you are too dirty, and she is afraid of getting her hands dirty, so she asked me to do it for me, anyway, I am a nanny, and I am used to foul language. I can even wash the toilet, so there's no psychological burden on hitting you. ”

My spicy sarcasm made Guan Zhen a little embarrassed.

He was about to say something more.

I've already slapped him in the face again.

"This second slap was for myself, because you are so disgusting, and what you have done has made me, a bystander, feel extremely nauseous!

Guan Zhen is a man who was slapped twice in succession by me.

It stands to reason that he should fight back.

But under my gaze, he didn't move.

I don't know if it's because I'm ashamed, or if my eyes are too scary now?

I found that my personality is really constantly changing.

Experience the nightmare of a mountain village, from cowardice to stubbornness.

After fleeing all the way, from stubbornness to resistance.

And the last time I was at Professor He's house, after that desperate struggle.

My body, unconsciously, has brought a lot of murderous energy.

Maybe in front of my husband, because he brought me too many nightmares, I was always out of breath and didn't show it.

But in front of others, such as Guan Zhen, when I squinted my eyes, I was still very bluffing.

"Guan Zhen, don't show off your knowledge in front of me, because your character is too low, so every word you say is so smelly!"

"I listened to what you just said, and you have a lot of words, as if what you are doing now is extenuating, but in fact, you don't have to say that, you are a slut!"

"Even among the sluts, you are the most tasteless. Because some people, although cheap and bad, dare to act. And you, obviously become a slut, but you still don't admit that you are a slut, you are desperately looking for a reason to prove your grandeur!

"It's right for others to look down on you, because you're essentially a soft eater! That is, you rely on women to get on top! So don't say that you don't meet your talents, don't say that you don't get a fair chance, if you are really so capable, even if you start by squeezing the subway, starting from living in the basement, you can still get ahead. ”