Zhang Moxuan's sudden crying and his collapse made Zhang Tong, who was hiding in the shadows, a little confused.

Zhang Moxuan: What's wrong with this? Why did he suddenly cry when he was very happy just now? Could it be the feeling of guilt that arises after the pleasure?

Zhang Tong used his own speculation to speculate about Zhang Moxuan's current situation. But it's hard to say whether his own speculations are accurate or inaccurate.

Could it really be that Zhang Moxuan cried loudly because of the guilt after the pleasure? Under Zhang Tong's covert observation, Zhang Moxuan continued to cry for two or three minutes. After that, his mood became a little better.

After tidying up the countertop, Zhang Moxuan took out a small box from his drawer, which contained some pills. He took one out and swallowed it.

After taking the pill, Zhang Moxuan's whole person seemed to be really calm. And Zhang Tong looked at him in the dark, thinking to himself what the hell is this kid doing now?

And after taking the medicine, Zhang Moxuan went to the bathroom to wash his face, and looked at his own appearance in the mirror.

Yes, this incomprehensible impulse is actually a by-product of his abilities. Or it is a kind of Zhang Moxuan's own ability. Zhang Moxuan's ability is an instinct of an ability radar warning on the surface, but this is only an appearance. In fact, it is more accurate to say that Zhang Moxuan has the ability to communicate with all things.

In addition to what is generally believed to be life with signs of life activity, such as various animals and plants, which can be understood by ordinary people. Zhang Moxuan can also communicate with many things that look like dead things, no, to be precise, it is not communication but a special kind of [communication].

Wherever you walk by, you will leave traces, and what looks like a dead thing may not really be a simple dead thing. Even if it is a real dead thing, there are still many living beings attached to its surface. It's just that ordinary people may not be able to see it, and the so-called animism is like this.

There are even gods, gods, ghosts and ghosts in this world, so what's so strange about a spirit of all things?

Zhang Moxuan's ability is to unconsciously communicate with these spirits, and then through the various information and feedback provided by these spirits, he finally derives various early warnings.

In fact, if Zhang Moxuan's ability is really developed, it will be far more than what he is showing now, just giving himself a warning. Of course, this requires continuous tempering of his ability, and any ability needs to be constantly tempered to become stronger and stronger. No one is born to be incredibly powerful without any exercise.

It's like Superman Clark Kent. He also needs to recharge himself in the sun frequently, and then learn how to pick up the noodles with chopsticks and eat them without bursting the utensils and noodles. It doesn't seem like anything, as if Superman is naturally strong, just bask in the sun. But many people forget how powerful Superman is.

For Superman, pushing the moon back into a predetermined orbit is not much more difficult than eating noodles with chopsticks. Because his strength is so strong, everyday life is actually a workout for Clark in any matter that ordinary people think is commonplace. The so-called lifting lightly and lifting a thousand pounds and splitting four or two, many of Superman's seemingly inadvertent behaviors are actually exercises. That's why he can perfectly control every bit of the power in his body.

If Superman wants to learn martial arts, which is based on strength, then the progress will definitely be rapid and rapid. Because he has mastered his power.

But Zhang Moxuan has never exercised his ability, he hates his ability. For animistic nature will control him in a certain situation, so that he cannot act according to his own will.

In particular, this trait of "animism" makes him feel in heat for almost everything, no, no, it's not accurate. To be precise, he has a liking for everything, and this liking is uncontrollable.

It is also because of this kind of feedback between [love] and [love] that those spirits are willing to share all kinds of information and then pass it on to Zhang Moxuan. Let him be able to warn himself and avoid all kinds of dangers.

But Zhang Moxuan's control over his ability is too poor, and even now it is still just a passive early warning. He just thinks of his ability as a passive skill, and a passive skill with a very big flaw. The flaw was so big that he wanted to gag.

In fact, he didn't know that in fact, many abilities could be mitigated and controlled through exercise. If he resists and denies at the beginning of the fight, and thus refuses to train his ability, then the result will only be what Zhang Moxuan is now.

Zhang Moxuan looked at himself in the mirror, his expression slightly distorted: "Damn! Damn!"

He roared under his breath, because the house wasn't particularly soundproofed. So if he yells, most of the neighbors next door will be able to hear him.

"Damn the world! Damn the ability to awaken! I don't want this ability at all, I should have become an idol-type best-selling author like Guo Xiaosi!" Zhang Moxuan's expression distorted, and Zhang Tong, who was secretly observing, was silent, as if he had guessed something.

"I don't want this so-called early warning ability, it's going to do me more harm than good. I'm like I'm mentally ill right now, and I have to take pills every day to suppress all kinds of impulses, otherwise I'm done!"

"I want to end this damn era, all the returnees and the Awakeners, let's all end it! I don't want this ability, I just want to be an idol author like Guo Xiaosi!"

Zhang Moxuan was roaring or pleading in a low voice, his life should not have been like this. But having come to this point, then there is nothing left to do.

He joined the jihadist organization to end it all, and he had told himself that he had been found by the boss of the organization. After the jihad is over, everything will start again. You can start your life again, and you don't have to carry this cursed ability again.

Zhang Moxuan yelled in the bathroom, wanting to be a long time before coming out of the bathroom. He needs a little sweet cake to calm his mind.

As soon as he returned to his study, he saw a guy dressed like Magneto from the movie sitting in his chair. And he took the chocolate cake that he hadn't had time to open and ate it spoonful by spoonful.

As he ate, he said, "Well, the chocolate flavor is too strong." It's a little too bitter, is this bitterness similar to your life?"