"Isn't Gu Yu already ......" dead?

"Jian thought that Gu Yu was not dead. Jian Feng didn't sell it, and said directly.

"......, this ......

"I went to see Gu Yu's uncle today. Jian Feng sighed, "For some personal reasons, I haven't seen him for a long time. This time I went to visit suddenly, and I found some clues. ”

"What clues?"

"There are clues that Gu Yu may really be alive. ”

Song Yuan's expression also became solemn, and she said, "Gu Yu is Jian Ziyu's biological mother. ”

"Hmm. ”

“...... If Gu Yu was still alive, I don't believe she wouldn't come to visit Jian Ziyu. Song Yuan said.

"Yes. Jian Feng smiled, "So, you can probably know why you can easily determine that Gu Yu is still alive, right?"

“...... From Jian Ziyu?"

"I don't think Jian Ziyu himself may have known that his mother had come to visit him. Jian Feng said, "But there are definitely not a few people who are simply placed next to Jian Ziyu, and if there is anything wrong in the middle, he will definitely know." ”

"So many years ......"

"It should be that Gu Yu's state has not been right recently, and the frequency of coming to visit Jian Ziyu has increased, so she was simply discovered. ”

Song Kite held the pillow and didn't speak for a long time.

Jian Feng looked at her suspiciously, "What's wrong?"

"Why did Jian Jian get into trouble with Gu Yu like this back then?" Song Yuan asked.

"Do you really want to know?" Jian Feng's tone was unclear.

"Wondering. Song Yuan nodded.

Jian Feng smiled, the frequency of his sighs today seemed to be a little high, "Have you heard......" Jian Feng's voice was a little helpless, "Psychosis?"

Song Yuan shook her head.

"In layman's terms, it's schizophrenia. ”

Song Yuan nodded.

"Gu Yu has a family hereditary psychosis, congenital. Jian Feng said, "The main manifestation is thinking disorders. ”

Jian Feng used a lot of words in order to explain Gu Yu's details clearly, and Song Yuan was ignorant when she heard it, but she could roughly understand. Gu Yu's mental state is a bit problematic, and it is hereditary.

"So...... She's with Jane, does Jane know?" asked Song Yuan.

"Yes. Jian Feng said, "I know all the things, how can Jane, as her husband, not know." ”

"What about Gu Yu herself?"

"I don't remember. Jian Feng said.

“......”

I don't know if it's self-protection or self-condemnation, Gu Yu doesn't remember what she looked like when she got sick. ”

"So, is it because of this that I broke up with Gu Yu?"

Jian Feng shook his head, "Gu Yu had this condition because she wanted to break up with her. ”

Song Kite was dumbfounded.

"Not long after Jian Ziyu was born, Gu Yu's father Gu Yuanqi, that is, my simple enemy, went bankrupt. ”

"Hmm......" Song Yuan could imagine that the two brothers would definitely go back to seek revenge, and the result of seeking revenge was probably to treat others in their own way.

"Gu Yuanqi didn't end well. All this is inseparable from Jane, who didn't know whether it was out of guilt for Gu Yu or for his own relief, so he chose to divorce Gu Yu. ”

"But Jian Ziyu ......"

At that time, not long after Jian Ziyu was born, Gu Yu had absolute control over this marriage, and if Gu Yu did not agree, this marriage would not be divorced. Jian Feng's expression was indescribable, "But at that time, Gu Yu agreed, so Gu Yu became a simple ex-wife." ”

"......" Song Yuan blinked in confusion.

"Gu Yu is a very good and proud woman, and her self-esteem does not allow her to continue to struggle to keep a man when he decides to abandon her...... That's my guess about what she did at the time. ”

"So ......"

"According to the original plan, after Gu Yu divorced Jianjian, she would go abroad, away from Jianjian, away from everything here. This was a simple plan, and it was also the best choice for Gu Yu at that time. Jian Feng rubbed the corners of his forehead, "For so many years, we have also coaxed Jian Ziyu like this. ”

"Not only Jian Ziyu, but those of us who don't know also think so. ”

But in fact, Gu Yu did not leave Kyoto, and her mental state has changed a lot since the day she divorced Jane. Psychosis, sometimes she is very attached to Jane, splits into another personality and falls in love with Jane, sometimes she falls into the pain of her father's death, and sometimes she ......"

"You know so well, are you ......"

"When I first returned to China, I was invited by Jian Feng to see Gu Yu. Jian Feng pursed her lips, "At that time, I brought back a medicine from Ax that could help Gu Yu suppress her mental problems. ”

“......”

"The apartment where Gu Yu committed suicide was the last place where Jian Feng locked her up. ”

“......”

"She was there, she chose death, she chose liberation. ”

There was no sound around, Song Yuan didn't know what words to use to comfort Jian Feng, she couldn't even understand why Jian Yu was treating Gu Yu like this.

"I've always thought that simple things were wrong. At that time, Gu Yu's state should have been sent to Saint or other medical institutions for formal treatment, instead of locking her in one place and relying on sedative drugs to maintain her sobriety and peace. He advised Jian Jian countless times, but Jian Jian was indifferent at the time.

Jian's indifference to Gu Yu revealed a hint of revenge, after all, the marriage between the two of them back then was forcibly obtained by Gu Yu. Simplicity is Gu Yu's trophy...... Now that the identities and status of the two people are reversed, it is impossible to be good to Gu Yu.

After listening to this story, Song Yuan was silent for a long time. was so silent that Jian Feng began to doubt whether he was right or wrong to tell her all the truth like this, according to his usual code of conduct, he should not tell Song Yuan this, those things were in a string one after another, and each piece of patchwork ended up with ......

"If one day I become Gu Yu, will you treat me like this?" asked Song Yuan.

This was the question he had been trying to lead her to ask tonight, and it was also the question he had asked himself countless times in his heart, many of whom had asked similar questions, and even had answers based on what they knew about him. I asked him briefly, Yin Ci asked him, Gu Mingxi asked, and he himself gave all kinds of answers.

But each answer is not an answer from his heart, or rather, he has not yet reached that point, and he himself ......

"I don't know. Jian Feng covered his eyes, his voice tired, "I'm sorry, I really don't know." ”

“......”

"I'm not easy. Jian Feng put down his hand, the consequence of the uncovering of the black history was that those unbearable memories came one after another, he was exhausted by the memories of the past during this time, and there was no luster in his eyes at the moment, it was a rich black, "Even if you think that I am similar to Simple in many ways, I want to tell you that I am not Simple." ”

Song Yuan raised her head to meet his eyes, and sincerely wanted to hear him pour out her emotions.

"I don't like the brilliant colors, I don't like the turbulent life. Sometimes I can't figure out what I like, but when I see you, I think I like you. ”

He likes to covet that peace and tranquility, even if it's just a solace in his post-traumatic stress.

He ushered in a hug with a faint scent of grass and wood, the woman who hugged him was gentle and soft, and her voice was calm and solemn, "I believe in you." ”

"Hmm. ”

"I'm sure you like me. So if it really comes to that day, she will choose to believe him.

It was already two o'clock in the morning when Jian returned home, and instead of going to his new home, he returned to the place where he had lived for nearly ten years. This house was purchased when he married Gu Yu, and the decoration was designed by Gu Yu according to his preferences.

Gu Yu is a design genius. When they first met, Gu Yu showed him a good impression of him like the fanaticism she showed for her own design, and he had never experienced such fiery feelings. Even after so many years, there are all kinds of people who like him, and there are not a few people who have done crazy things for him, but there is no one who loves him as pure and fiery as Gu Yu.

When Gu Yu was sick, he really realized that this woman loved him to the point of madness...... However, he didn't realize anything, or rather, when Gu Yu was normal, he never paid attention to what kind of woman Gu Yu was. It wasn't until she needed care and care that he realized what he had been wrong all along.

The last time he quarreled with a normal Gu Yu was the day before the divorce, and he said to her angrily: "I'm not your collection!"

"You're not ......" Gu Yu's face was full of stunned, she never realized that Jian Jian would think like this.

"But in your eyes I am. His eyes were cold and sharp, "You look at me no different than you look at your designs." I'm just a beautiful and beautiful collection that you think you can give a lot for this thing, you can say you love me, but you can't accept this love for me. ”

“......”

"It pains me. ”

"So, you're leaving me now?"

"If you lose me, you will find that there are more people in the world who are better looking and prettier than me. He calmed himself down and exhaled a few times, "I have chosen a new place for you to settle, the art capital of Ar, the city you like very much." ”

“......”

"Where can you have a new life, start a new life, without me, without the entanglement and strife between Jane and Gu. That's good for you. ”

After saying these words, he left the divorce agreement and left, and the next day he returned home and found the signed and neatly arranged agreement on the table. Gu Yu's handwriting was scribbled, and the thick pile of paper was neatly folded, and she didn't think about how seriously he divided most of her property.

But artists...... I don't care about that.

If Gu Yuanqi could be as careless about financial interests as Gu Yu, maybe all the tragedies would not have happened.

Jian Jian picked up the agreement with his hands a little trembling, he didn't even think that things would go so smoothly, maybe his opinion all along was right, Gu Yu really always liked him as an object.

"Uncle Gu, Gu Yu left, well, she signed, but I don't know where she went, I always feel ......" He always felt that Gu Yu would not follow his plan and go to Ar to retire and spend his life in peace, "You help me find Gu Yu, I ......" He was a little worried about her.

The simplicity of the whole person buried in the bathtub felt the familiar feeling of suffocation, but this suffocation and oppression were not as strong as the suffocation when he couldn't find Gu Yu. Of course, it was not as tragic as when he really found Gu Yu.

So, if she hadn't been asked to sign that agreement in the first place, would everything have been different?

He is not the kind of person who is absolutely emotional about love, love is dispensable to him, and it doesn't matter. Although the days with Gu Yu were not very happy, they were not very sad.

After a long, long time in the past, when he watched Jian Ziyu grow up slowly, when he went to the city that Gu Yu longed for again and again, he began to slowly understand what kind of thing his concept of love was.

After washing off the smell of cigarettes and alcohol, he changed into a set of pajamas, picked up a bottle of red wine in the living room, poured two glasses, and then called Jian Feng.

"You're home so late?" Jian Feng's voice couldn't tell the tiredness, maybe he was working overtime.

"Arrived home half an hour ago and took a shower. You didn't sleep at such a late hour. ”

"I'm so annoyed by your business that I can't sleep. ”

"I heard that you went to Gu Yuansheng today. ”

"Yes. ”

"How?"

“...... What kind of answer would you like to hear. ”

"Gu Yu is still alive. He stared at the goblet in front of him calmly, reflecting his grim face.

"Yes. ”

"Hah!"

"Do you know that Gu Mingxi is Gu Yuansheng's nephew?"

"Yes. Easy smiled.

"Then why didn't you tell me?"

"What are you doing with this? After telling you, you will stay away from Gu Mingxi, or do you want to find an opportunity to kill him?"

“......”

Jian suddenly smiled playfully, "Or, do you think Gu Yuansheng will persecute you and Song Yuan like he did when he persecuted me?"

"Get out!"

"Don't be sentimental, brother. Jian put down the cup in his hand and resisted the urge to drop it, "Gu Yuansheng's resentful hatred has always been our mother. ”

“......”

"Because I'm so much like her, he'll transfer that resentment to me, and you're just a dispensable person to him. Simple sneered, "The madman of the family!"

Jian Feng sighed softly on the other end of the phone, "So what are you going to do now?"

"Force Gu Yu out. "As he had planned.

"Use Yao Tao?" Jian Feng still felt incredible.

"Yao Tao is only part of it. Jian said, "Yao Tao is the best partner, after all, the person she likes is you, not me." ”

“......”

"If it weren't for Cheng Linzhi's high uncertainty, Cheng Linzhi would actually be more suitable for Yao Tao. ”

"What kind of deal did you make with Yao Tao, and can she listen to you like that?"

"You don't need to know that. ”

Jian Feng clenched the phone, "Are you trading with me again?"

"Hmm......"

"Easy, you scumbag!"

"Tsk......"

"Simply, I'll emphasize to you again, if everything between us involves Song Yuan......

"I will try my best to ensure Song Kite's safety. ”

"I won't trust you at all. Jian Feng felt that the relationship of trust between him and Jian Jian had long come to an end.

Song Yuan couldn't sleep in the middle of the night, and when he opened his eyes, he saw that Jian Feng was not around, did he run to work overtime? Song Yuan put on his slippers and pushed the door open, ready to go to the third floor to have a look.

There seemed to be light in Jian Ziyu's room, and Song Yuan curiously pushed open his door.

"Jian Ziyu?"

Jian Ziyu didn't seem to expect that the person who came in was Song Kite, and raised his head to look at her.

"Why don't you sleep so late?" Song Yuan walked up to him.

"Can't sleep. He shook his head.

Song Yuan saw Jian Ziyu holding a book in his hand, a fairy tale book.

"Do you want me to tell you a story?" Song Yuan smiled.

"Is it okay?" Jian Ziyu's eyes were dark and spiritual.

"Yes, my dad used to tell me stories when I was a kid. ”

"Where's your mother?"

"She's busy at work, so our storyteller is a dad. ”

"My dad wouldn't tell me stories. ”

"Hmm...... Maybe it's because he's busy. Song Yuan keenly bypassed the topic of Jian Ziyu's mother, "Which story do you want to hear?"

"I want to have a star. ”

"Huh?" Song Yuan rummaged through the entire fairy tale book but couldn't find the story.

"On the bookshelf, in the second row, a picture book. Jian Ziyu said.

Song Yuan nodded and went to the bookshelf to find the picture book.

Jian Ziyu, who finished telling the story, still didn't fall asleep.

"Is it that I didn't speak very well?" Song Yuan asked a little embarrassed.

Jian Ziyu shook his head, "No." ”

"That ......"

"Aunt Song is very good. He said, "I like you very much." ”

"Ah, thank you. ”

"I just ate a little too much for dinner and couldn't sleep. Jian Ziyu said, "You go back, I'll fall asleep in a while." ”

"Would you like to find you some stomach and appetite tablets?"

"No need. Jian Ziyu continued to shake her head, "It's much better now, I'm starting to get a little sleepy, good night, aunt." ”

"Good night. Song Yuan touched his forehead.

Song Yuan turned off the reading light for Jian Ziyu, and the wall light in the room was dim.

"Aunt Song Kite. Jian Ziyu stopped Song Kite, who was about to open the door and leave.

"Anything else?"

"Do you know anything about my mom?"

Song Kite's heart thumped......

Jian Ziyu waited for a long time and didn't wait for her reply, and said to herself: "I just miss her a little, nothing else." I slept, good night. ”