Song Yuan felt that she still knew too little about Jian Feng, no, maybe she had never known this person......

This morning, even Jian Ziyu's children got up on time for breakfast, but Song Yuan waited at the table for at least five minutes and didn't see Jian Feng's person.

"Is your uncle out?" Song Yuan was curious.

Jian Ziyu rolled his eyes: "He should still be sleeping." ”

"......" Song Yuan looked up at the time, "It's half past nine now." ”

"yes. Jian Ziyu nodded.

Song Yuan looked at the breakfast on the table, turned around and went upstairs.

She first knocked on Jian Feng's room door, but there was no sound, and then gently pushed it, and the door was not only unlocked but even closed...... One push and it opens. Song Yuan felt that Jian Feng was not used to living alone, and his sense of self-territory was not so strong.

"Doctor Jane, breakfast is ready, do you want to get up and eat a little?" Song Yuan knocked again in front of the door that he pushed open, and said in a slightly raised voice.

There was still no movement in the house, and she began to wonder if Jian Feng had gone out early. With this in mind, she looked around the room and saw Jian Feng sleeping in a ball......

"Dr. Jane, get up. Song Yuan walked to his bedside a little helplessly and said.

Jian Feng moved slightly, and slowly opened his eyes, looking a little confused.

"Breakfast is ready, and it will be ten o'clock if you don't eat breakfast. ”

He stared at Song Kite's face for at least twenty seconds before he reacted and said "oh".

Song Yuan couldn't cry or laugh, "Then I'll go down first, you can clean up and come over for dinner." ”

Ten minutes later, Jian Feng walked into the restaurant wearing cotton slippers, as if he was awake. Song Yuan began to doubt himself a little when he saw him, maybe he shouldn't have been asked to wake him up on the day when people were finally resting.

"What time did Dr. Jane go to bed?" Song Yuan asked.

Jian Feng took a bun with chopsticks and dipped it in vinegar, "Three o'clock." ”

Hiss...... I really stayed up late. Song Yuan thought for a while, "Then I won't ask you to have breakfast next time?"

"No, I don't. Jian Feng yawned, Jian Feng, who didn't wake up, was completely different from his usual cold appearance, and he even looked a little cute.

"Huh?"

"He'll find time to rest on his own. Jian Ziyu, who had already finished drinking preserved egg and lean porridge, was stubble next to him, "My uncle often finds a place to sleep when he is idle." ”

"Really?" Song Yuan wondered.

"Yes, you don't usually play with me. Jian Ziyu was quite resentful, and after breakfast, he wiped his fingers clean and leaned next to Song Yuan, "Auntie, let's go out and play together." ”

Song Yuan thought about it and nodded.

Jian Feng threw a warning glance at Jian Ziyu, "Have you finished your homework?"

"I'm done. Jian Ziyu stiffened her neck.

"You can play nearby for a while and find time to do your homework in the afternoon. Song Yuan felt that Jian Feng was too strict with Jian Ziyu, this person himself was a little cold, and if he didn't do well with children, he would scare people out of the psychological shadow.

In Jian Ziyu's eyes, Aunt Song Yuan is simply an angel, he happily accompanied Song Yuan to wash the dishes, expressing his desire to go out to see the flowers and plants and go to the amusement park.

"These places are a bit far away, right?" Song Yuan scraped his nose with his frothy fingers, "Botanical gardens and amusement parks will take at least an hour to go by car, and you won't be able to eat lunch in time, and you have to do your homework in the afternoon......"

"Don't you want to go to an amusement park?" Jian Ziyu was a little frustrated, but still tried to convince Song Yuan, "My dad never took me to an amusement park, I haven't been there since I was so old." And the last time I went to the Botanical Gardens was when I was five years old!"

Song Yuan listened to his words and couldn't help but be stunned, in fact, she had never been to an amusement park since she was a child. Song Yuan's family is in a very small town in the city, the family is not very wealthy, she is the only daughter in the family, it stands to reason that she should get more care from her parents, but in the family that is not rich, her parents only hope that she will be sensible as soon as possible, and teach her to be diligent and thrifty since she was a child, buy things and pick up cheap ones, and make more money in the future, because she is the only child in the family, and the problem of parental pension is a problem in the future......

The amusement park is an unattainable place for the underage Song Kite, and the adult Song Kite devotes herself to Zhang Chen's diet and daily life...... Sometimes she feels that she is not a person but a tool, she lived for her parents before she grew up, and she lived for her husband and family when she grew up. However, the world is not kind to her, and she can't even get the favor and trust of others when she lives for others.

"So we're going?" asked Jian Ziyu, tilting her head.

Song Yuan was moved, she calculated the money she had left this month, and it was still affordable to take the children to the amusement park for a while.

"Okay, let's go to the amusement park. Song Kite smiled at him, she felt that she was not saying this to Jian Ziyu, but to Song Kite who had wronged herself for more than 20 years: Let's go to the amusement park.

"Yay!" Jian Ziyu jumped up happily, "I told my uncle to drive!"

Only then did Song Yuan react, he was not playing alone with Jian Ziyu now, and Jian Feng was also resting today.

"He probably didn't have a good idea of sleeping so late, otherwise let's take a taxi. Song Yuan quickly put the bowl away and caught up with Jian Ziyu and said.

"I'll send you there. Jian Feng didn't know when he appeared at the door, looked into Song Yuan's eyes and said.

Song Yuan was stunned by his solemn and serious eyes, and then said, "Don't drive us to the mountains anymore." ”

"No, it won't. Jian Feng shook his head.

"And ......," Song Yuan lengthened her tone, "I only pay for my adult ticket and Jian Ziyu's child ticket." If Dr. Jane were to go to the amusement park, I wouldn't invite you, please pay for it yourself. ”

Jian Feng reacted for two seconds and immediately understood what she meant and the warning behind her, and nodded with a sigh, "Okay." ”

"Jian Ziyu, have you changed your clothes?" Song Yuan walked out of the kitchen door to find Jian Ziyu.

Jian Feng's eyes chased after Song Kite's back for a while. His behavior yesterday was indeed not very polite, or rather, Song Yuan actually minded that he paid the bill for her.

Jian Feng added two items to the personality analysis table he prepared for Song Yuan: strong self-esteem and desire for independence.

Song Yuan felt that helping Jian Feng take care of Jian Ziyu was not much easier than being a nanny for Zhang Chen...... What kind of evil did she fall for Jian Ziyu, who is too old to be a dog, to have the idea that he is so well-behaved and cute.

Jian Ziyu behaved well-behaved and cute in front of her at first, just to win her favor and provide conditions for his presumptuous future......, right?

This is the conclusion that Song Kite came to after chasing Jian Ziyu for two streets in the amusement park.

But there are still people in this world who can cure Jian Ziyu, Jian Feng appeared on the route of Jian Ziyu's crazy run with two paper bags with ice cream balls, Jian Ziyu hit his thigh with an ordinary bang, looked up in a daze, and then met his uncle's cold eyes.

The husky was too frightened to move.

Song Yuan caught up with Jian Ziyu at this time, covered his chest, and didn't say a word for a long time.

"Go and apologize. Jian Feng said.

Jian Ziyu turned around slowly, pitifully pulling the hem of Song Kite's clothes, "Auntie, I'm sorry, I won't run around anymore." ”

"It's dangerous for you to run like that. Song Yuan raised her hand and lightly knocked a chestnut on his head.

Jian Ziyu hid behind Song Yuan with a grin, and quietly looked at Jian Feng, he had now found someone to take refuge in.

Jian Feng frowned and sent the ice cream ball over.

"Did you buy it for us?" Song Yuan took the bag, the three ice creams were placed in two bags, and at first glance they were three servings, she pointed to the three flavors of ice cream and asked Jian Ziyu, "What do you eat?"

"Chocolate. Jian Ziyu did not hesitate.

Song Yuan handed him the whole bag with a single chocolate, Jian Ziyu took the spoon and obediently took it, and ran to the rest chair.

Song Yuan looked at the remaining two ice cream balls, looked up and asked Jian Feng, "Doctor Jian, what do you choose?"

"You choose. Jian Feng said, "There are only three flavors, I don't know what you like to eat." ”

That's why I bought the remaining two for her to choose.

Song Kite's outstretched hand retracted again, feeling that she was a little moved, she doesn't have many friends, the only two friends are the kind of people who have too much self-consciousness and like to make choices for others, and they will be so considerate to let her choose freely when it comes to eating, almost only the one in front of her.

But when she faced these two ice cream balls, she couldn't help but think about which one Jian Feng would like. After realizing this kind of thinking of herself, Song Yuan found that her people-pleasing personality was indeed a bit serious.

"Is it hard to choose?" Jian Feng found that she had been choosing for a long time.

"No, I like vanilla. Song Yuan smiled and took out her share of ice cream and smiled at Jian Feng.

"Hmm. ”

"Do you hate milk?" Song Yuan asked, "Actually, I like milk a lot, if you don't like it, we can change it." ”

"I don't have a very nasty taste. Jian Feng took the bag.

"That's good. Obviously she just made a multiple-choice question, but Song Yuan felt that the stone pressed on her heart had been removed, and she should live for herself in the future, do what she likes, like a girl of this age.

Song Yuan went to find Jian Ziyu with her own ice cream, and by the way, she pulled out a tissue to wipe off the cream sticking to Jian Ziyu's face.

Jian Feng held the milk-flavored ice cream ball, scooped a spoonful and put it in his mouth, it was very fragrant and sweet.

Song Yuan sat on the Ferris wheel with Jian Ziyu and Jian Feng, she took a lot of photos with her mobile phone, and after a while, the message of insufficient memory was displayed. So during the time when the Ferris wheel was down, she deleted all the photos of herself and her ex-boyfriend.

Song Yuan felt that it was a good thing to know Jian Feng, Jian Feng's appearance not only helped her life, provided her with a place to live and rest, let her have enough space for her later life, but also diverted her attention from Zhang Chen.

But Song Yuan felt that it was difficult for her to have any thoughts about Jian Feng, who was more like an object of admiration and admiration to her. After all, the other party is young and already has the life he will pursue for the rest of his life: a successful career, financial independence, and a free life.

Now that I have barely achieved the freedom of life, I hope to make more money in my next step...... Maybe he can become the next successful person, thinking of this, Song Yuan couldn't help laughing, and then the phone snapped and the power went out.

"Hiss......"

"What's wrong?" Jian Feng noticed her anomaly.

Song Yuan spread his hands helplessly: "My phone is out of battery." ”

"Huh?" Jian Feng thought for a moment and handed over his phone, "You can play with mine first." ”

“......”

"What's wrong?" Jian Feng asked.

Song Yuan looked at him indescribably: "Doctor Jian, don't you think you are a little too blind to me? After all, mobile phones are a very private thing...... It should be as tightly covered as your wallet. ”

"I don't have a lot of privacy in my phone. Jian Feng said as a matter of course.

"Huh?"

"Our hospital is special. Jian Feng said calmly, "Communication devices such as mobile phones have a listening system, so they won't put anything private, you don't have to mind." ”

"......" Song Yuan once again doubted the hospital background where Jian Feng worked.

"My phone is just a communication tool for me. Jian Feng put his silver-white phone in her hand, "And the wallet." ”

"Ah......" How does it feel weird to add the next sentence.

"But you can watch the news or watch videos. Jian Feng said.

Song Yuan nodded, the other party said so, and took the initiative to hand it over to her, so she was embarrassed to refuse again.

"I'll take a picture of you. Song Yuan thought for a moment, "You lean against the window over there." ”

Jian Feng leaned against the window of the Ferris wheel for some reason, supported his chin with one hand and concave according to Song Kite's request, turned his head to look at her, and wanted to ask if this was okay.

Song Kite's shutter was pressed quickly, her photography skills were very good, and she was known as the best photographer in the choreography department and the best choreographer in photography in the academy at that time......

"Good. Song Yuan smiled with satisfaction, and took advantage of Jian Feng's inattention to use his social account to send the photo to her chat box, ready to receive it when she went home.

Although he verbally said that he would go home to do his homework in the afternoon, Song Yuan and Jian Feng still took Jian Ziyu's children to play until the evening, and ate beef noodles at a small restaurant near the amusement park for dinner.

"Okay, I spent the last hundred dollars on me for this dinner. Song Yuan rubbed Jian Ziyu's head, "Now we're going home." ”

On the way back, Jian Ziyu, who had been crazy all day, was already asleep in the back seat, and Song Yuan handed the phone back to Jian Feng after packing today's photos into an email for herself, "Thank you, Dr. Jian." ”

"It's fine. Jian Feng casually took it and replied.

"I really appreciate you. Song Yuan couldn't help but say.

"Huh?"

"Honestly, I don't know why you're so nice to me. Song Yuan said, "But I can feel that your kindness to me is not malicious and simple, so it is commendable......

"Really?"

"Dr. Jane, you really are like an angel. Song Yuan laughed, "I used to think that doctors were angels in white, but I felt that you and angels were about the same pair of wings." ”

“......”

"I didn't mean to curse you to death. Song Kite reacted.

"I know. ”

"Well, anyway, from more than half a month ago until now, I really bothered you to take care of it. Song Yuan let out a long sigh.

"It wasn't very much trouble. Jian Feng said, "You didn't cause me a lot of trouble. ”

"Ah, I'm not being polite or saying goodbye. Song Yuan stretched out his hand to Jian Feng, "You can also see it, today I spent the last change on my body, and now I have no money and can only continue to rely on your house......"

Jian Feng turned his head to look at her.

"Don't look at me, look at the road. Song Yuan pointed to the front.

Jian Feng cast his gaze back to the front, his eyebrows furrowed slightly, and he didn't quite understand what Song Yuan meant.

"After getting to know you, I thought a lot about it, and I felt that there was a big problem with my way of life in the past. Song Yuan said bluntly, "You only know that I broke up with my ex-boyfriend, and you know that after I left him, I had neither money to pay for medical bills nor money to rent a house, but I don't know what I have experienced, right?"

Jian Feng hesitated for a moment and shook his head.

"You may not be able to understand my past behavior, but in fact, I am very suspicious of my past self now, and I can sacrifice my freedom for five whole years to be with a man. Song Yuan sighed softly.

"You're not happy with him?"

"Once happy. Song Yuan thought for a moment, "He used to be the whole of my life." ”

Jian Feng pursed his lips, "...... like this"

But after a woman gives everything for him, what she gets may not be all the rewards of the other party, and after a long time, it will even be taken for granted, or even disgusted. Unfortunately, I was disgusted by my own man......"

Jian Feng still couldn't help but look sideways at Song Yuan, she wasn't very sad when she said these words, it seemed that as she said, she herself was actually disgusted with the past self, so now she can look at it coldly.

"We didn't have much affection for the first two years, and if you think about it, it seems that the relationship between us faded just when his career was on the rise, when he bought a house here. The car just turned into the door of the community, Song Yuan said, "As soon as he graduated, he was hired by the company where he had interned, and he had a strong ability to work, served as a small supervisor, saved a few months' salary and rented a villa here, and two years ago the owner sold the house at a low price, and he took it." At that time, he was full of beauty, and I thought that he could be regarded as a bitter and happy life, and they could live a good life together in the future. ”

Jian Feng nodded.

"But the gap between the two of us is even bigger. Song Yuan smiled at Jian Feng, "He is a native of Kyoto, and his family has a small amount of savings. I'm just an ordinary girl in a small town in the city, and my family is even poor. ”

Jian Feng's car stopped in front of the lawn in front of his house, and sat quietly in his seat to listen to her continue.

"Two people with too big a family gap will not end well, my parents themselves are against us being together, but later I saw that I had been with him for so many years, and my concept changed. Liu Jingjing is right, after seeing him soar, I suffered from his gains and losses, and even chose to sacrifice all my self to keep this person. Song Yuan turned her head to look at Jian Feng's face, "Doctor Jian, do you know the pleasing personality?"

"Yes. ”

"I wasn't actually born a people-pleaser, but the days I spent with him, those days turned me into a slave and a dog to please my master. ”

Jian Feng didn't speak, he felt that it was not appropriate for him to say anything at this time, and he should let Song Yuan say what he had always wanted to say in his heart.

"When a person doesn't value herself, others are even less likely to cherish her. Song Yuan smiled and cried, "I despised myself, so I don't blame others for looking down on me." ”

"I don't think it's your problem. Jian Feng raised her hand to wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes.

Song Yuan was startled by the cold touch of his fingers, and looked at him in a daze.

"No one should blame someone who is good to them, it's not your problem. "It's his fault, it's none of your business." ”

Ah, though it looks cold...... But Dr. Jane is such a gentle person. Song Yuan thought.