"By the way, did she know that you came here this time?"

"Who?"

"Ouyang Lan. ”

"Yes. ”

Ji Linyuan stopped the spoon in his hand, looked up and asked, "Didn't she let you meet me?"

Qi Dongsi looked at Feng Jun on the hospital bed and said, "I said that I came to see Feng Jun, and she had no reason to stop me." ”

"Then she must not know about you making lunch for me. ”

"Yes. ”

"Actually, I think that since you have chosen her, don't break her heart anymore, I thought about it, if my existence will affect the relationship between the two of you, I will choose to withdraw. I don't want to see you in a dilemma. Ji Linyuan struggled for a long time in her heart, and finally chose to say these insincere words, her heart obviously didn't think so, she wanted to work hard to win Qi Dongsi, but she still changed her mind at the time of exiting, and in hesitation, she made a decision to sacrifice herself to fulfill others, and the reason was still because of her love for Qi Dongsi.

Hearing Ji Linyuan's words, Qi Dongsi was stunned, he sat on the chair, his hands on his knees, and his expression couldn't see any emotion, both like calm as water, and like turbulent waves, but one thing is for sure, he was very conflicted.

"What do you mean by that?" Qi Dongsi didn't know how to face it, pretending that he didn't understand Ji Linyuan's words.

"I ......" Ji Linyuan's insincere words just now, it took a lot of courage to blurt out, let her repeat it again, she was speechless all of a sudden, after all, the true thoughts in her heart can't be avoided.

Qi Dongsi stood up suddenly, took out a cigarette from his pocket and stuffed it in his mouth, and walked to the window while touching the lighter, "I'll smoke a cigarette." ”

Qi Dongsi didn't ask Ji Linyuan's consent, just a notice, which is very abnormal, judging from the interaction between the two, Qi Dongsi is very respectful and cares about Ji Linyuan's feelings, and this time, he made his own opinion, and it was in a place like a hospital where smoking is prohibited.

Ji Linyuan blinked, stopped the chopsticks in her hand, she could clearly feel Qi Dongsi's abnormality, he was unhappy, very unhappy, he must have listened to what he said just now.

Ji Linyuan felt a strong sense of remorse in her heart again, she thought that she had made a decision that reflected her generosity, she never expected that it would cause trouble to Qi Dongsi, she thought that she would only suffer the pain alone, but she didn't expect that it would be the pain of two or even three people in the end.

Knowing this, it is better to have a good time, the entangled feelings will only bring pain to everyone, Ji Linyuan stood up, dragged heavy steps to Qi Dongsi's side, and followed him to look at the scenery in the distance.

"Are you angry?" asked Ji Linyuan softly.

"Nope. Qi Dongsi squinted and spat out a faint puff of smoke.

Ji Linyuan raised his head and looked at Qi Dongsi, "Your emotions are already written on your face." ”

Qi Dongsi paused, wanting to say something, but never spoke.

Although Qi Dongsi had already said that he chose Ouyang Lan when he was at Ji Linyuan's house, judging from his subsequent performances, she knew that Qi Dongsi had not made a real choice deep down.

"You have to make a choice. Ji Linyuan said meaningfully.

Qi Dongsi stretched out his hand to hold the cigarette, looked down at Ji Linyuan, and argued: "When I was at your house, I had already made my choice. ”

"No, you don't, you're still hesitating and even regretting, it's just the two of us here, you don't need to say something against your will, confess to me. Ji Linyuan thinks that he clearly feels Qi Dongsi's inner hesitation, although he is not very sure, but this is also a gamble, no matter how Qi Dongsi chooses, at least he can get a clear and clear answer, even if he loses, he must lose clearly.

Qi Dongsi snuffed out the cigarette in his hand and took a deep breath heavily, his expression was very embarrassed, his heart was struggling, he didn't want to face his heart so bluntly, thinking about it so vaguely, but Ji Linyuan was so determined to want a clear answer, or that sentence, what should be faced, must be faced.

"Actually...... Do you have to say it at this time and on this occasion?" Qi Dongsi propped his hands on the windowsill, his eyes fixed on the direction of forty-five degrees downward.

"Because I don't know when the next time we're going to be alone will be. Ji Linyuan's face showed deep helplessness and deep sadness.

Qi Dongsi knew that he couldn't escape, he turned around and faced Ji Linyuan, who had become a little weak and pitiful in front of him, his lips trembled unconsciously, and after thinking for a moment, he said: "I like you, but I choose her, maybe there is no perfect love in this world." ”

After Qi Dongsi said his decision, he didn't feel a burst of relief, but a huge pressure pressed on his shoulders, his eyes became no longer clear, there were all kinds of emotions, there were regrets, debts, responsibilities, and sorrows, he didn't know what kind of consequences he would bring to the two girls if he said this, but this was the truest thought in his heart at the moment, and he now understood how much courage it took to face his heart.

Ji Linyuan finally heard Qi Dongsi's mouth say the long-awaited words "I like you", but it was not in the scene of her dreams, the emotions in her dreams, and she was not as excited as in her dreams, because the later sentence "I choose her" shattered her dream fantasy, an ideal is an ideal after all, and reality will eventually be reality.

Ji Linyuan didn't control her emotions like Qi Dongsi, she couldn't help it, the tears struggled in her eyes for a long time, and finally fell, and the big tears ran down her cheeks and chin, dripping to the ground, and at that moment, it was broken.

"Why can't I always get the love that should belong to me, why is God always so cruel to me, why ???" Ji Linyuan couldn't help but burst out, she cried and complained.

"I'm sorry. Qi Dongsi was stunned, he didn't help Ji Linyuan wipe away the tears he was crying, he felt that he was no longer qualified to wipe his tears for Ji Linyuan, so he could only say useless sorry on his lips.

Ji Linyuan doesn't like to hear the words "sorry" the most, because when these three words appear, it means that the other party has hurt himself. She continued to vent her grievances and sad feelings, tears are her best way to vent, and at this moment, it seems that even tears are more warm than Qi Dongsi's heart.

And Qi Dongsi, like a piece of wood, stood there silently, watching Ji Linyuan cry and cry, as if all this had nothing to do with him, but he felt that there was an inextricable relationship, and everything started because of him.

Qi Dongsi looked at the half-eaten lunch on the table, and compared to the current scene, he actually felt a kind of hypocrisy and irony, which was particularly dazzling.

Gradually, as Ji Linyuan's mood gradually stabilized and he stopped crying, there were no more tears on his cheeks, only cold tears.

"You...... Are you alright?" Qi Dongsi asked quietly.

Ji Linyuan blinked vigorously and raised his head, his eyes were already very red and swollen, which made Qi Dongsi feel a strong sense of distress, he wanted to reach out and touch it, but as soon as he stretched it out, he retracted.

was originally a surprise and romantic moment, but it turned out to be a turning point in the relationship between the two, Qi Dongsi sighed helplessly, not to mention regrets, but felt that this moment came quickly, and it was not the right time.

"I'm fine, I know that you like me too, that's enough, in this world, not every pair of people who love each other will come together and grow old together, I understand, hehe. Ji Linyuan forced an embarrassed smile with a smile, and the word "also" made her words even more sad and regretful.

Qi Dongsi's heart seemed to be stabbed by a bayonet, he could even feel it dripping blood, and the intense pain suddenly flowed all over his body, stimulating every cell in his body, and there was a tearing feeling that it was about to break through his body at any time.

"I'm sorry for you. ”

"You didn't feel sorry for me, the choice you made may be right, I always thought that I couldn't meet my beloved, because there was the best waiting for me behind, in fact, even if I met the best, I couldn't get my own love, this is God's will, it's fate, I can't blame you. Every word of Ji Linyuan depicts her scarred lonely and lonely emotional world, when she is powerless to pursue and dominate, everything can only be attributed to the tricks of fate, what a helplessness and desolation.

The sadness spread to the entire ward, the two were silent against each other, a dark cloud hit outside the window, suddenly blocking the light of the world, and then a cold wind blew in, blowing up Ji Linyuan's hair that was clinging to his face because of tears.

"It looks like it's going to rain. Qi Dongsi broke the silence and walked over to close the window.

Ji Linyuan sobbed, wiped away the cold tears that still remained in the corners of his eyes with his hands, and walked over to help close another window.

It seems that the two still have a tacit understanding in this plot.

Miss Nurse knocked on the door of the ward, opened it and saw that Ji Linyuan and Qi Dongsi were closing the window, and said with a smile: "It's going to rain heavily, close the window." ”

"Hmm. Qi Dongsi responded to the road.

The nurse walked into the ward, observed Feng Jun's situation on the bed, and said optimistically: "The patient is in good condition, all indicators are normal, and he will be able to wake up today at the earliest." ”

"That's great, thank you, nurse. Qi Dongsi smiled and thanked.

This is good news, which makes the ward with a sad atmosphere become a little more positive, and the sad faces of Qi Dongsi and Ji Linyuan gradually faded.