Chapter 15: Bright as the Stars 15
On the plain tablecloth is a plate of steamed sweet potatoes, vermicelli mixed with wild vegetables, and a portion of braised pork.
Song Yuan calmly picked up sweet potatoes, and Jian Feng on the other side did not speak.
Since a conversation in the kitchen just now, the atmosphere that had eased up has reverted to stiffness, and even more completely. At least that's how Song Yuan understands it.
Of course, Song Yuan didn't know exactly what Jian Feng was thinking, and she couldn't understand everything Jian Feng promised her. As Jian Feng himself said, he did do a lot for Song Yuan, and to a certain extent, it was unscientific to do this...... There should always be a reason for everything, Song Yuan didn't know what that reason was, and she looked at Jian Feng seriously for a while, she felt that Jian Feng might not be willing to say or understand.
Jian Feng is a person who lacks feelings.
Song Yuan felt that Jian Feng was not a person with low emotional intelligence, he was just a simple lack of feelings. It's not that he doesn't know what to do about many things, on the contrary, he knows better than many people what to do to maintain the relationship between two people, how to have a good relationship with his colleagues, and more often, he just doesn't bother to do it.
Yes, he is a very proud person, and proud people can live their lives well, and they never need to care about what others think.
If he had never been like this in his life, would she not have to be caught up in this self-entangled contradiction now?
Song Yuan put the sweet potato she had peeled on the plate and sighed.
But if she had never met him, where would she be at this moment?
"Let's eat first. Jian Feng heard her sigh and pushed the sweet potato in front of him in front of her.
"I peeled it. ”
"Hmm. The meaning in his eyes is probably that the peel is your own, and it does not conflict with what I peeled for you.
Song Kite hesitated for a while, but still took a sweet potato from his plate, and then handed his own to him.
"That way, even if we change it. "We don't owe each other.
Jian Feng let out a soft "um".
Song Yuan frowned while eating, she felt that after knowing Jian Feng, she frowned and was melancholy more often than in the past.
"I'm sorry for the trouble. After lunch, Jian Feng sat on a wicker chair and repeated the question to her again.
"......" Song Yuan decided to calmly talk to Jian Feng about this question, "So I can take the liberty of asking, is it the reason why Dr. Jian wants to be friends with me so much?"
"I don't know. ”
Oh, I knew it would be the answer. Song Yuan couldn't help but laugh in her heart.
"I really don't know. Jian Feng's eyes looked at her sincerely, "You are a very special person, and my world will be very peaceful after meeting you." ”
"Huh?"
"Yin Ci attributed it to a psychological factor, so let me have as much contact with you as possible. Jian Feng said honestly, "And your state at that time was not very stable, so I invited you to live in my house." ”
"Oh. ”
What Jian Feng didn't say was that Yin Ci had told him as early as the beginning that Song Yuan would unconsciously transfer his feelings for his ex-boyfriend to him at that time, and he knew the entanglements in Song Yuan's mind.
Jian Feng held his teacup and looked at Song Yuan quietly: "But since you don't like to stay with me, I respect your decisions and choices." ”
Song Yuan suddenly felt a little weak and guilty, after all, Jian Feng did not miss anything, but she was alone in order to make herself more comfortable, and she didn't want to have too much to do with Jian Feng.
"I will keep every promise I tell you. The words he said were like broken jade hitting the tip of her heart, "In the future, I will not take the initiative to enter your world and bring you trouble." I will always be your friend if needed. ”
I don't need a friend like you, and you're probably just a creditor who needs me to pay my rent and medical bills.
Song Yuan finally breathed a sigh of relief, she wanted to ask Dr. Jian how to calculate the debt relationship between them, but as soon as she looked up, she found that Jian Feng's mood was not very good.
"Dr. Jane......"
"You can go. He said lightly, "If you don't feel comfortable staying here." ”
“......”
That's another day. Song Yuan left with her vegetable basket.
Jian Feng sat on the rattan chair for a long time, finally opened the window to calm his breathing, and then called Yin Ci.
"Doctor Jian, how is life in Zixiang?" Yin Ci was curious on the other end of the phone.
"It's ok. ”
"Why did you call me all of a sudden?"
"I encountered something. ”
"What's the matter?" Yin Ci frowned slightly on the phone.
"Song Kite, I let her go. ”
"Huh?" Yin was stunned, "Song Kite, have you seen Song Kite?"
Jian Feng felt that he had made a mistake on the phone today, but there was no one to say about this matter except Yin Ci, and Yin Ci was also his attending doctor no matter how much he counted.
"Yes, I came to Zichuan to find her. Jian Feng said.
“...... Are you sure?" Yin Ci took out his notebook from the drawer, found the page of Jian Feng, picked up the brush on the table and recorded the next line of dates and keywords.
"Yes, you're right, I'll have a lot of time with her. Jian Feng said.
"Well, then what?" Yin Ci continued to ask, "You just told me that you had some problems, so you quarreled with Miss Song?"
"Not really. ”
"What are you doing?" Yin Ci asked Jian Feng what he had done, because he felt that Song Yuan was a normal person and should not take the initiative to stir up the conversation.
"She didn't want to be my friend anymore because I was so close to her and it was a problem for her life. ”
“...... What bother?" Yin Ci frowned.
"She felt that the two of us were not suitable to be friends, the gap in social status and economic power made her feel unequal, and my kindness to her was like a handout. Jian Feng said bluntly.
"Wait, I think there's something wrong with ......"
"She thinks ......"
"I don't want her to think, did you listen to what I said before?" Yin Ci asked.
"What?"
"You've chased people to Zichuan, aren't you going to pursue her?"
"No, I want to be friends with her again. Jian Feng looked at the vegetables left by Song Yuan, "It's better to resume the cohabitation relationship, I like her by my side." ”
"You think people have to give her a name by your side!" Yin Ci felt that he was going to be angry with this guy, "I asked you before if it was impossible for you to fall in love, and you told me that it was impossible." But now that you're sure she's making you happy, and you're relaxing with her, why don't you get along with her?"
"She's not the kind of person I would choose. ”
"Huh?" Yin was stunned.
"I don't love her, and she's not my ideal mate. Jian Feng said.
"May I ask you what your criteria are?"
Jian Feng was silent for a long time.
"Actually, you don't have that standard yourself, do you? Are you going to use the same excuse to prevaricate me now, why are you not suitable for her, and she is not suitable for you...... Jian Feng, you mentally handicapped child don't know love at all, you ......"
Jian Feng deducted the phone, not wanting to listen to Yin Ci on the other side and continue to scold him.
He just didn't want to treat her as a medicine to treat himself, but in the end, he wanted to use his partner's status to seduce others, which was too ugly.
Song Yuan is like an addictive drug to him, and he should learn to quit.
"Are you back?" Chen Nuo was waiting for Song Yuan at the dining table on the first floor of the hotel.
"Hmm. Song Yuan nodded, "I made it clear to Dr. Jian, and it will have nothing to do with paying him back in the future." ”
Chen Nuo let out an "oh", unable to tell whether he was relaxed or a little regretful.
"He really doesn't mean that to you?" Chen Nuo asked.
"Nope. Song Kite said.
"Alas...... These people really can't figure out what they think every day. ”
"Don't think about it, it's hard to be friends with Dr. Jane. Song Yuan shrugged his shoulders indifferently, "But it's more difficult to be a competitor with Song Bolun, my dear, what did Mr. Song say?"
"He? he agreed. Chen Nuo said, "He also picked a small unit at random, it seems that the female protagonist and the male protagonist had just fallen into the Xia Realm." ”
Song Yuan nodded: "It's good, the other party is much better than I imagined." ”
Instead of putting his energy into thinking about Jian Feng, Song Yuan is more willing to seize every minute of his current life to study and enrich himself, and work hard to form his own style while filming.
What Song Bolun said is very reasonable, she has no connections and no resources now, if she doesn't follow Chen Nuo's line to enter Xinghong Media in the future, she can only go to a small company to shoot some scripts with more investment restrictions in the future, and she may never get ahead. However, according to Song Kite's current state, she feels that even if she goes to a small company, it is a good choice. After all, there may be a day when there will be no future, it doesn't mean that you really will never be able to come out, now that the network communication is so developed, you can make a fortune as a video anchor, and a person like her who is a film and television director should have more advantages.
Song Yuan thinks simply, but many things in the world are not just something to think about. Film and television program production is a very complex process, and any link may go wrong, and any problem in any place may put people down and never turn over.
Zhang Yi left Fengqi Entertainment with his suitcase.
"Director Zhang!" a small assistant who used to be in Zhang Yi's team couldn't help but stop him, "Is there really no other choice?"
Zhang Yi looked up at her, "What choice?"
"If you agree with Mr. Jane's suggestion......"
"No way. Zhang Yi said.
"But ......"
"And even if I agree to his conditions this time, there will be other more demanding demands on my head in the future. Zhang Yi said, "My senior sister is Pei Mandarin and Liu Xichen's wife, I will naturally be simply assigned to Liu Xichen's faction, and it is natural for him to suppress me." ”
"But Director Zhang, you're so important......"
"I didn't really matter. Zhang Yi said, "I used to think that I was a very talented person, and I had the courage to shoot some scripts and films that I didn't like at all, thinking that these would not lower my grade, and I felt that sooner or later I could become a very successful director with my ability." But in the end it was me who was wrong......"
“......”
"What I think is just what I think, and what others say about you is what society widely recognizes. Until now, their evaluation of me directly determines my value......" Zhang Yi sneered, "The kind of bullshit value that I don't recognize." ”
"Director Zhang......"
"I can't make bad movies all my life, I can't never pick up good scripts, and I want the first step in transformation is to leave Fengqi Entertainment. Zhang Yi said.
"But where are you going to leave Fengqi Entertainment?"
"What's wrong?" Zhang Yi grimaced.
The assistant then remembered that although Zhang Yi opposite her was just an ordinary director in Fengqi Entertainment, he was also a well-known figure in the Kyoto Film Department after all...... There is no shortage of connections, resources, money, and status.
"I want to go with you. The assistant said.
"Let's go?" Zhang Yi asked her when he turned around.
"Yes. Ren Xue smiled at Zhang Yi, "I think what you said is very right, I may be a nameless little assistant for the rest of my life if I stay in Fengqi Entertainment, so I want to leave with you." ”
Song Yuan said goodbye to Jian Feng this afternoon, and didn't know when they would meet again.
Zhang Yi left Fengqi Entertainment with Ren Xue, and turned his head into a friend's entertainment company, not knowing how he would disrupt the entire circle in the future.
"Have you listened to me properly?" Liu Jingjing slammed the plate in front of Zhang Chen.
"I hear you. Zhang Chen reluctantly cleaned up the mess on the ground.
"Why don't you go to country A with me?" Liu Jingjing was recently sent by the company to country A for inspection, she wanted to take Zhang Chen with her, anyway, the company was opened by her family, and it was easy to transfer Zhang Chen, the little supervisor.
"I'm going to be busy with work. ”
"Don't make this kind of garbage excuse, I told my dad a long time ago that you pushed your job away, you just don't want to go to country A with me!" Liu Jingjing said angrily, "Why?"
Zhang Chen frowned slightly: "As you said, I just don't want to go." ”
"You don't like me anymore!" she continued.
"I didn't. Zhang Chen didn't know why Liu Jingjing was arguing about this question of liking or not every day, he never liked her, but she said all day long that he didn't love her, and he empathized and fell in love with other girls.
"You lied to me!" Liu Jingjing raised her hand and slapped Zhang Chen.
Zhang Chen was stunned by her.
"You've been cold to me since I saw your ex-girlfriend in the supermarket and got a new boyfriend! Do you still like her? What's so good about her? Is that fat woman as young, beautiful, and understanding as me?"
“......”
"Zhang Chen, you speak!"
"I have nothing to say. Zhang Chen still has a good temper, he knows that Miss Liu Jingjing has a temper, and her personality is not very good, so he has always been very tolerant of her.
"You!"
"I just don't want to go to country A with you, even if I'm not busy with work lately, I want to have a little free time of my own. Zhang Chen looked at Liu Jingjing and said, "Jingjing, I also need to be alone sometimes." ”
"Why?" she couldn't understand.
"It's easy for two people to get tired if they've been together for too long. Zhang Chen sighed, "I need to find a suitable time to relax, drink tea, fish, and rest in a place without you, so as to ensure that I can still love you gently when I face you again." ”
"What did you say?"
Zhang Chen raised his hand and gently stroked the side of her face: "Didn't your previous boyfriend often quarrel with you?"
Liu Jingjing was stunned for a moment.
"If it goes on like this, I'll fight with you, but we shouldn't be like this. Zhang Chen said, "I love you, and I shouldn't stop loving you because of your arrogance and willfulness." So, I need to find some time and space to rest and adjust my emotions...... Can you understand that?"
"Oh......"