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"Go to the urban village, there is a small clinic, very reliable and nosy. I said.
This clinic, strictly speaking, should be a black clinic.
No license.
There are no signboards.
Not even the main entrance.
Access can only be through the back door, and you have to have a code.
It is convenient for those people in the rivers and lakes, including Li Pingping and her peers before, to come to the door.
I was also told by Li Pingping.
But the level of the doctors in the clinic is still good and trustworthy.
It is said that this doctor was a doctor in a large hospital in the provincial capital before, and his level was very high.
But when evaluating job titles, I was always squeezed down by various related households.
He got angry and beat the leader.
That's when he was fired.
......
Wang Yuan listened to my words and drove to the black clinic I was talking about.
On the way, Sister Zheng's mobile phone rang.
When Sister Zheng saw the caller ID, she hurriedly signaled Wang Yuan and me with her eyes not to make a sound.
Then Sister Zheng picked up the phone.
"Hey, Mom, I haven't slept yet...... Well, now go to the unit to work overtime...... I'm fine in town...... My husband and mother-in-law are very good to me...... You can rest assured...... The third cousin wants to go to the city to work as a worker? The second cousin will be arranged...... Okay, I'll ask...... Okay......"
waited for Sister Zheng to hang up the phone.
She said to me, "Huanxi, you must want to ask, why don't I get a divorce? You just heard it, and that's why." We are very backward there, and in the village, we are outsiders, and we have always been very ostracized. But do you know that since I married into the city and got my hukou in the city, the people in the village have looked up to our family and spoken politely, and many distant relatives who had not been in contact with us before have started to move around, and even when the land was divided in the village, our family could only take the worst land before, but now we can get the fertile land. Yes, my mother-in-law is very rude, and my husband likes to do it, but it's also because I don't have children, but my husband is a person who wants to save face, and he still gives me face outside. And because he is a face-loving person, he can't agree to my divorce......"
When Sister Zheng said this, I saw that Wang Yuan's face turned gray.
Sister Zheng said again: "Of course, I didn't say that I would not leave in the future, but now is not the time." Ah Yuan, now Huanxi is here, she is not an outsider, in front of Huanxi, I will make it clear to you that I can't divorce in a short time, because marriage is not a person's business, but a family's or even a family's business. But I'll get divorced later. If you want to wait for me, you can wait, and if you don't want to wait, I won't force it. After all, it's not good for you and me that we're so sneaky. ”
Wang Yuan sighed and said sullenly: "Yanhua, I'm waiting for you, waiting for the day you divorce." ”
After giving Sister Zheng medicine and performing a simple bandage, it was already more than an hour later.
I went back to the rental house by myself.
As for whether the two of them are going to open a house or what they are doing, it has nothing to do with me.
I don't want to ask them anymore.
Because now their relationship is like tying a dead knot.
Sister Zheng will not divorce in a short period of time, whether it is for the sake of household registration, for the sake of face, for her husband to be able to do things, or for other reasons.
I don't even think I'm going to get a divorce.
And Wang Yuan is obviously sincere to Sister Zheng again.
Say yes wait.
What could you be waiting for?
It's nothing more than Sister Zheng's divorce, and they get married.
Sister Zheng broke up with him.
They were caught and raped.
......
I'm still busy with my own business.
It wasn't until a month later that Sister Zheng suddenly called me and said she wanted to meet with me.
I arrived at the place agreed with Sister Zheng.
It's a small bar.
Sister Zheng had already ordered the food and asked for the wine.
See I've arrived.
Sister Zheng filled me with a glass of wine.
"Rejoice, have a drink with me, I'm happy today. ”
"Okay. ”
I sat down.
......
Before I came to town, I didn't drink a single drink.
After arriving in the city, especially after meeting Li Pingping, I only drank a few times.
At the beginning, when I was eating with people, Li Pingping was afraid that I would suffer a loss, so she helped me block the wine.
I also thought I couldn't drink.
But the next time, when Li Pingping and Xu Chaochao were fighting for custody of the child, Li Pingping borrowed alcohol several times to kill her worries because she had something on her mind.
On the contrary, I was afraid that she would hurt her body by drinking too much, so I took the initiative to drink several glasses for her.
I was surprised to find that I was able to drink.
You won't get drunk even if you drink a pound of liquor.
Li Pingping teased me, I may be the kind of person who is born with a lot of money and is not drunk with a thousand cups.
......
Sister Zheng took a sip herself.
Then he raised his glass and said to me, "Please rejoice that you have come to dinner today, because there is a good thing to tell you, I am pregnant." Come to think of it, this matter can only be shared with you. ”
When I heard it, I was a little surprised.
"Really? That's great, congratulations. ”
I congratulate you from the bottom of my heart.
Maybe Sister Zheng's pregnancy is the best ending.
On the premise that she doesn't want a divorce.
Since her husband and mother-in-law want a child so much, now that Sister Zheng is finally pregnant, she will naturally change her attitude, right?
At the very least, it won't be beaten and scolded, and you will be blamed at every turn.
"Yes, you should indeed be congratulated, because this child has not come easily. Sister Zheng covered her lower abdomen, and the look on her face was very complicated.
I should have thought of the suffering I suffered for this child.
"Then you can't drink?" I suddenly realized.
A pregnant woman is not allowed to drink alcohol.
"It's okay, I'll just have a drink, I don't drink much, I can't drink any more. I really want to get drunk today, because after all these years, I have been overwhelmed by the inability to have children, and now I am finally relieved. Sister Zheng said with emotion.
I nodded.
Yes, although I can't say that I can empathize with Sister Zheng's feelings, I can completely understand it.
Because she had no children, Sister Zheng suffered too much insults and torture.
This child also came in time.
When her marriage is in jeopardy, will the arrival of the child make her husband restrain herself?
To be honest, by looking at Sister Zheng's husband's previous performance, I expressed my doubts.
I think that person has a psychological problem.
But hopefully, he can really repent.
"What about Wang Yuan......?
I asked Sister Zheng.
"We broke up, I broke up with him. If I have children, I can't divorce anymore, so I'm really a bad woman, I failed Wang Yuan in vain, in fact, he is really a good man. ”
Sister Zheng laughed self-deprecatingly.
Then take a glass of white wine in front of you and drink it all.
I don't have much to say.
That's what I expected.
Actually, I found out that time.
Wang Yuan's feelings for Sister Zheng are definitely deeper than Sister Zheng's feelings for Wang Yuan.
For Wang Yuan, Sister Zheng is a woman he wants to protect, take care of, and live a good life together.
But for Sister Zheng, maybe Wang Yuan is just a temporary emotional sustenance.
In other words, like wine, it is a tool for her to forget her troubles for a while.
But the wine woke up.
Sister Zheng also wants to maintain her marriage.
Probably it has nothing to do with love.
But it has to do with reality.
To be honest, I'm a little unworthy of Wang Yuan.
But he also feels that he is a third party himself.
Inherently morally tainted.
It seems that he is not even qualified to be sympathetic.
It's okay to break up.
Good to him, good to Sister Zheng, good to everyone.
......
I thought that with the breakup of Wang Yuan and Sister Zheng, Sister Zheng's pregnancy and childbirth, Wang Yuan and Sister Zheng would have no intersection in the future.
According to Sister Zheng, her husband and mother-in-law did not know about her and Wang Yuan.
Then time will eventually overwhelm everything.
But that night, Sister Zheng was drunk.
When I sent her home, she was still saying over and over again that she was sorry for Wang Yuan, she was a bad woman.
I thought it was just Sister Zheng's guilt for breaking up with Wang Yuan.
And it didn't go to the heart.
But what surprised me was that when we got into the taxi, Sister Zheng suddenly said to me mysteriously: "Huanxi, I'll tell you a secret! My child belongs to Wang Yuan, not my husband." ”
This secret really shocked me.
Then Sister Zheng continued: "Do you know? Actually, I secretly went to the hospital for a check-up, and I couldn't have children, not because of me, but because of my husband." But he loves face so much, how can he be willing to go to the hospital for a check-up? How can he accept the fact that he can't have children? I was so beaten by him that I had no choice but to find a man to have a baby, and I hid it from my husband and my mother-in-law. Because I can't get a divorce, I've finally become a city guy, and if I get divorced, I'll have nothing, nothing. Is that worth all the suffering I've endured for so many years?"
Sister Zheng was drunk.
This is the drunken confession, right?
"Does Wang Yuan know about this, does he know that your child is his?" I asked.
Sister Zheng suddenly smiled.
"Hahahaha, how does he know? He doesn't know anything, he's a big fool......! Actually, I had long planned to seduce him and let him have a baby with me. That's why when he was on duty, I deliberately hid in the corner and cried, I knew that he would definitely find me, and then I pretended to be pitiful, and I won his sympathy. I know that he was dumped by his girlfriend, although he didn't say it, but we have his fellow countrymen in the factory? I knew he was in pain, and he was taking advantage of it. In fact, we slept together, and I took the initiative, hahahaha, do I hate scheming? I finally have children now, they finally don't beat or scold me, I succeeded, hahahahaha. ”
The driver in front of him forgot to drive.
Stopped at a traffic light intersection and did not move.
It caused a horn to sound in the back.
I didn't have time to pay attention to the driver's eavesdropping.
I asked a question that was of great concern to me.
"Then do you love Wang Yuan?"
"Love, what is love, I don't believe in love, I just use him...... Who made him look handsome? Since men are all about the same, why don't you find a handsome one? Yes, he did treat me well later, but he didn't have any money. If you don't have money or a house, do you want me to fight with him? No, I don't want to! I've struggled for so many years, and I've finally struggled from a country man to a city person, and I don't want to do it again. I'm tired, I don't care if there is love or not now, I just want a house, I just want the identity of a city person, I just want those eyes that envy me when I go home for the New Year......"
Speaking of which, Sister Zheng finally fell asleep.
I looked at Sister Zheng's face and felt as if I didn't know her at all.
It's so strange.
What Sister Zheng said really shocked me.
I thought that even if Sister Zheng couldn't get a divorce, she still had feelings for Wang Yuan.
It's just that at the wrong time, in the wrong identity, fell in love with the right person.
I thought that Sister Zheng was just not as invested in this relationship as Wang Yuan.
But she must love Wang Yuan.
But now, Sister Zheng told me plainly.
It turned out to be a deception, a show.
To put it more bluntly.
Where is this love?
It's not even cheating.
This is actually borrowing.
It was Sister Zheng who used Wang Yuan and managed Wang Yuan to borrow seeds.
I really sympathize with Wang Yuan too much.
I met two women before and after, why is one scheming deeper than the other?
After falling asleep, Sister Zheng had tears in her eyes.
I don't know if it's a tear of guilt, or a tear of joy, or a crocodile tear.
This woman, I really can't see through it.
......
The next day, Sister Zheng, who may have woken up from drinking, realized that she had said the wrong thing.
She called me and asked if she had said something when she was drunk.
I was silent for a moment and didn't answer directly.
Instead, he told her, "Don't drink anymore." ”
Yes, I know her secret, and at most it makes me feel cold about her.
If it was known to her husband and mother-in-law.
I really don't know what the consequences will be!
Sister Zheng was silent for a moment: "Huanxi, thank you, please don't tell Wang Yuan." ”
Even if I don't need to be reminded by Sister Zheng, how can I take the initiative to tell Wang Yuan?
That would be too cruel.
......
After that, I met Wang Yuan again.
He had already resigned from that factory.
His friend came back, so he returned the car to his friend as well.
Now I am doing wholesale business of vegetables and fruits with a few fellows.
It's hard.
Get up early and be greedy for darkness.
It also needs to be moved up and down, which is a physical work.
I know why he resigned from his old factory.
I definitely don't want to meet Sister Zheng again.
I was afraid to see sadness.
But I think if he knew the truth about Sister Zheng's pregnancy, he would definitely be even sadder, right?
"How is she now? Have you seen her lately? Have her mother-in-law and husband treated her any better?" Wang Yuan also asked me.
Until now, Wang Yuan, who was kept in the dark, still cared about Sister Zheng.
It's just that it's inconvenient for him to contact Sister Zheng, so he can only ask me.
What does this make me say to him?
Tell you, don't be stupid, people just want your species, and they have no feelings for you as a person.
You save it.
But I can't say that.
I could only tell him, "It's good, her husband and mother-in-law are good to her, don't worry." But I advise you on one word, the best blessing is not to bother. So in the future, not only should you not contact Sister Zheng, but also don't inquire about her news. ”
Wang Yuan nodded.
......
Sister Zheng's derailment is a conspiracy to borrow seeds.
She never really wanted to be with Wang Yuan, and she never thought about divorce, this fact is shocking enough.
But this is not the most jaw-dropping part of this bloody drama.
It has been said that life is always better than a movie.
But I think, even the most clever screenwriter can hardly make up such a bizarre story, right?
Because of Sister Zheng's derailment, it is not only Sister Zheng's conspiracy.
It's even a conspiracy of Sister Zheng's husband!
......
Three months after Sister Zheng was pregnant, she called me again.
Originally, since I knew that she was using Wang Yuan, the only sympathy I had for her disappeared.
I didn't want to reach out to her at all.
But the voice of despair in her words was so desperate that I couldn't bear to refuse.
I'm worried that something will happen to Sister Zheng.
I still met her.
Or at the same small bar where I drank last time.
But this time Sister Zheng didn't drink.
When Sister Zheng saw me, the first thing she said was, my husband already knew.
Knowing that the child in the womb is not his.
I'm a little surprised, but I'm not surprised, it's just that paper can't contain fire, right?
"How did he know?
Sister Zheng shook her head: "No, I've always been very careful, I didn't show a little bit of my feet...... I was pregnant, my mother-in-law was not so me, and my husband stopped beating and scolding me, so I thought my good days had finally come. But that day, when I was cleaning, I suddenly found a document, and my family's real estate certificate, which clearly stated that our house and all the property had nothing to do with me, nor did it have anything to do with my children. If we get divorced, my children and I will be cleansed out of the house, you know? My husband beats me, and I can bear it. Scold me, I can bear it. My mother-in-law is making things difficult for me all day long, and I can bear the same, but I can't do this to me!
Yes, these material conditions are the reasons why Sister Zheng refuses to divorce.
It is also the reason why she would rather cheat on a man who really loves her and choose to be with that psychopathic husband. Although I despise Sister Zheng's approach in my heart.
But comparing my heart to my heart, I also understand her to a certain extent.
After all, Sister Zheng is in her thirties, and she is not a girl who only thinks about love all day long.
She has a lot of practical issues to consider.
"And then, did you go ask your husband?" I asked.
"Yes, I went and asked him, why did you do this to me, why did you rob me of all my property without my knowledge? Such a document is illegal, it is invalid, I can go to court to sue. Sister Zheng said.
"And then your husband said, he already knew about your cheating, that he knew that the child wasn't his, and that's why he did it?" I asked, guessing.
It seems that this is the most plausible explanation.
The wife cuckolded, and the children are not their own, so it is understandable not to share their property with them.
Although I am very disgusted by Sister Zheng's husband's domestic violence, I think he is right from the point of view that he protects his property.
"Yes, I told my husband, he said the same as you, he said that he knew that I was cheating, and he knew that my children were not his, so even if it was a lawsuit, he bit me to death for cheating in marriage, and I was at a loss, and I couldn't take any advantage, so he persuaded me to accept this fact. Sister Zheng said.