Chapter 61: Misfortune

Time flies, time flies.

I always want to leave the beauty of "that moment" and make it eternal and permanent.

Always want to walk on the road of "taking it for granted", let the flies camp dogs.

I always want to live as I think I am, so that I can be free enough.

I always want to show the pride of "in an instant", and call it a white cloud and a dog.

Time is like the sand at your fingertips, "urging" the changes of the times, "forced" the world to change, no matter how you keep it, you will always "rack your brains" to quietly leave from the cracks and scatter the world.

Never stay in wandering and waiting, never waiting in hope and expectation, unless you can control time like Doctor Strange and "Moonlight Treasure Box", the only way is to learn to be strong in the midst of repeated hardships, learn to grow in repeated setbacks, learn to move forward and be positive in the midst of repeated tribulations, and the same is true of life.

When you suddenly find that your time is getting shorter and shorter, and you are getting less and less, it is not that time is going too fast, but that you unconsciously feel that time is more important than before......

For a long time, I longed to go to school, to learn, to do everything related to school and learning.

It was for the decision in my heart that my mother lived a happy life to study, and it has unconsciously become the spiritual pillar of my learning. Of course, there is also the agreement with Fangfang hidden in the bottom of my heart.

It is also a wonderful thing to be able to see my mother when I go home and see Fangfang at school.

In addition to studying, I occasionally use the more fashionable at the time, with cartoon characters, to express my thoughts to Fangfang, I can't remember the specific content, but the main idea is to encourage the other party to study hard and the like, of course, there will be some words of admiration for boys and girls.

The days of exchanging envelopes were the most exciting.

will always find an opportunity for someone else to "not care", and secretly put the envelope in the palm of her hand.

At this time, he will not be as unscrupulous and unscrupulous as the exchanger, transmitter and messenger of Lao Yan. When it was really his turn, he was a little shy. Of course, this is the so-called love letter in the eyes of our peers, and it has become a habitual way of communication between us.

When Lao Yan knew that I also liked Fangfang, he would not create such an opportunity for me again, for fear that I would "pry" Fangfang away.

Of course, Yan didn't know about Fangfang going to find me, this was my secret with Fangfang, so naturally I wouldn't tell him.

Every time I get Fangfang's letter, I always hold it tightly in my hand, and with my heart beating faster, I hold it tightly with my hand and hide it in my trouser pocket.

Can't wait to find a place that no one else can find, and secretly giggle while reading. If someone passes by, they will definitely see me at this time with the appearance of "Brother Pig":

Dunzi, how are you?

How's your studies lately? Midterm exams are approaching, so keep up for it! I've always been optimistic about you.

Last time you wrote to say that you miss me, in fact, I am too, and I will always look at you secretly.

Okay, without further ado, my mom told me to go to bed quickly, good night.

The inscription is: I miss your fragrance in my heart

"Hey, hey!" I smiled stupidly at the letter, saliva kept flowing down the corners of my mouth like a "trickle", "ticking", a drop of naughty saliva got out of the control of the corners of my mouth and fell on the "precious" letter paper!

"Shhhh

I quickly sucked the saliva back from my mouth, quickly wiped the residue on the letter paper and the corners of my mouth with my sleeve, and sat there imagining what Fangfang would look like when she saw the love letter.

Dear Fangfang,

Every time I receive your letter, it always makes my heart excited and excited, beating like a deer crashing, like a treasure.

You have to rest assured, I must study hard, make progress every day, and let our dream of being together become a reality as soon as possible.

The exam is coming, and we can't afford to delay our studies and make progress together.

The inscription is: like your pier.

At the age of the beginning of love, ignorant boys and girls entrust their seemingly real but hazy "youth love story" of "seems to be true but not true, seems to be false and not false".

Just like the famous poem "Guan Ju" in the pre-Qin period:

Guan Guan Ju Dove, in the river island.

My Fair Lady, Gentleman.

xìng (xìng) dish, left and right flow.

My Fair Lady, I covet it.

I can't ask for it, but I can't think about it.

Leisurely, tossing and turning.

Jagged wattles, picked left and right.

My Fair Lady, Friends of the Piano.

Jagged 荇菜, left and right 芼 (mào).

My Fair Lady, bells and drums.

The love in the poem is so beautiful......

That day, in order to express his longing, the young man wandered at the door of the broadcast studio on campus for two recesses, and finally mustered up the courage and made up his mind to do one thing as a young man for the so-called love - on Fangfang's birthday, order a song for the Fangfang in her heart.

"Are you sure you want the lyrics to say that?" asked the boy with a character like Jiajia in the broadcast studio, who was "half male and not female", with a hint of excitement and eagerness.

"Well, I'm sure. Dunzi said affirmatively.

"Haha, it's so exciting, you're the first boy who dares to express his early love so openly since I did campus radio for 2 years! I like to dare to love and hate like this!" he said, and moved his body with an orchid finger, "If I were a girl, I would definitely chase ...... backwards"

The previous sentence was quite good, but when I heard the end, I couldn't help but shudder, and before he could finish speaking, I interrupted him: "Senior, I think you better help me order a song first......!

"Hmm!" I saw him close his eyes and nodded, and threw me a wink!

Before he could speak, I quickly pushed the door open and ran out. The fun of this senior is unbearable for ordinary people.

When I went out, I heard a very masculine voice that was completely different from the picture just now came from the campus radio:

"Fang Fang, Class 198 of the second grade of junior high school, hello! Your good friend Dunzi is ordering a song "I Really Love You" for you on the occasion of your birthday. I believe that his mind at this moment is also like the title of the song, I wish you a happy birthday and always be happy. ”

I believe that if I haven't seen him in person, thousands of girls will be fascinated by his voice. "As I walked and listened to his broadcast, I couldn't help but make up my mind.

"I wonder if Fangfang heard my blessing?"

"What if I don't hear it?"

"Shall I go and talk to her again?"

"Isn't it a little too obvious?"

"What if the teacher hears it?"

"The cost of ordering songs, but I saved 5 days of breakfast and the 'pocket money' given by Leizi to make it up!

All sorts of thoughts flashed through my mind.

Then in the loudspeaker, a familiar melody was released:

The bell rings the signal to return home,

In his life, it seems to be a little embarrassing-

What black skin means to him,

It's a lifetime of dedication, in the struggle of skin color—

Years and months turn possession into loss,

Tired eyes with anticipation!

Today there are only remnants of the shell,

Welcome the glorious years and hold on to freedom in the wind and rain......

beyond's song was a very popular staple music at that time, and the boy who was "stupid and stupid" was listening to it and singing alonging for the fragrance in his mind:

"Wouldn't you be happy to hear such an open confession?"

"Is there a sense of romance?"

In his heart, he was like a cat's paw scratching, and he thought of the various expressions that Fang Fang might have, and smirked.

Running in the direction of the classroom.

I want to urgently see Fangfang's beautiful, shallow smile and shy appearance.

I haven't arrived at the classroom yet, but I found that the more I listened to it, the more wrong it became, and I suddenly heard the key point of this song: Welcome the glorious years, hold on to freedom in the wind and rain!

What the hell is "Glory Days"? Where is "I Really Love You"?

What is hateful and ridiculous is that he actually ran back to the classroom listening to the song.

Mainly because the lyrics are too familiar, I can't remember what the lyrics of "I Really Love You" are for a while!

The excitement and excitement took a turn for the worse, so I returned to the classroom with resentment, thinking that I must settle accounts with the "sissy" senior in the broadcast studio and ask him to return the song ordering fee collected privately to me!

The young man who was ready to be cheekily ridiculed by his classmates, the expected "song storm" did not appear, like a mud cow entering the sea, and did not make any big waves, but in the end, it was gratifying that Fangfang sent a small note to Dunzi during class:

"Dunzi, thank you, remember my birthday, I'm so happy! Thank you for your birthday wishes, I received it, hehehe! But the song "Glorious Years" you gave me means that let's study hard together, struggle together, and pursue our 'glorious years' together? ”

After reading this, I only have the feeling of crying and laughing and feeling sad and joyful.

Shaking his head and laughing helplessly, I really want to tell her, what I actually want to give you is "I Really Love You"!

When he was wandering and going to skip class to go to the broadcast studio to settle accounts with that guy, the head teacher came to the classroom with a mustache, "Dunzi, come out!"

"Oh, I don't see it, you guy is really a bit 'hidden'! I think I'm going to have to get to know you again!" I lowered my head and didn't dare look directly at the mustache.

The mustache circled around me several times, looking me up and down several times as he spoke, "Listen to what song you ordered, and "I Really Love You"!Ahh

"No, teacher, I just order a song...... of course, you can't admit this kind of thing, and you can't kill it.

However, as long as you can't die......

"Shut up!" The mustache obviously didn't have the patience to listen to me: "Tell you, fortunately, you kid changed the song temporarily, count you smart!"

The mustache seemed to be a little satisfied with this: "Fortunately, you changed to an inspirational song, do you know? Otherwise, Lao Tzu would have to peel off your skin!

"I hear you. I nodded obediently in agreement.

"The midterm exam is coming soon, if your grades are still so bad, you still can't explain, let's settle the new accounts and old accounts together, and Lao Tzu will let you have a good taste of 'stick fried back seat'! Go back!"

"Whew-" I breathed a sigh of relief. Knowing that this is a step down for himself from the sake of his previous good grades, then I have to take the opportunity to make a good statement: "Thank you, teacher, thank you." I'll definitely try my best!"

When I returned to the classroom, I thought about it, and with the cultivation of a mustache, he could open and close his mouth "Lao Tzu Lao Tzu", it seems that he is indeed angry. But the rhythm of the "sissy" senior's song is still wrong, and it "saved my life"!

It seems that children with goals and ideals are not bad luck!

But what happened after returning home added a thick gray to my mental journey!

I really want to grow up!