Guo Yin of the Song Dynasty once wrote in "The Second Rhyme Zheng Ji Jian Yi Zhi Shi":

The solution came back to the whirlwind residence, and the body was safe and the ring was blocked.

The coarse soup and rice are partial to the taste, and the cold light of conversation is better than reading.

The love sinus wants to open and suffocate itself, and the heart has been purified and hoeed.

Relatives and friends have wine and call, so everything is broken.

This is the origin of the term "love for the first time".

The original meaning of the word is to describe an ignorant young girl who has just understood love, which can be understood as a yearning, expectation and desire for love.

The first time I knew about the "love letter" was because of my brother Lao Yan.

One day, Lao Yan sneakily pulled me to the toilet.

Our toilets at that time were all open-air aqua toilets, and friends who have had similar life experiences must know that it is a place full of smell.

If you haven't seen it, then I suggest you take a walk in the countryside of the north and experience the real rural life. However, aqua toilets are rarely available now, and only in remote areas are still preserved.

When we were younger, all the toilets were like that.

Many students who smoke cigarettes also often secretly "party" there and "dance" with various flies and insects.

I once remembered that the "School Newspaper" also published a cartoon like this: a boy was smoking on the toilet, surrounded by many flies, and the author deliberately drew poop in the toilet for the sake of image...... The name of this cartoon is "Smelly Likeness", and it was a sensation at school.

Then again, apart from there, we don't have any private space to talk about topics like that.

Lao Yan "looked around" and "scouted" the surrounding environment, looked mysterious, and said, "Dunzi, come, show you something." ”

As he spoke, he took out a long time from the inside pocket of his clothes before pulling out a piece of stationery with various animated patterns. It can be seen how carefully he hid this love letter in order not to be discovered by others.

The kind of letter paper with various animated patterns is called "ceremonial stationery" according to him, and it is used to write "love letters".

Well, it's true that I haven't seen the world, and once again with his help, I have gained a little more knowledge.

However, at that time, I was very puzzled, and I said in my heart: "What has to be seen in the toilet, with such a bad smell, will I vomit?"

"And, even if you write it on some etiquette letterhead, can't you smoke it after reading it?"

My "out of tune" brother is indeed weird enough.

But what I saw next really subverted my outlook on life, worldview and values for more than a decade.

The acupuncture point called "Love Dou", which made me sleep in my body, was forcibly penetrated by this martial arts secret book called "Love Letter" like "Daigo Empowerment", with the powerful content recorded on it, in a simple and crude form, which was deafening and deafening, and made my inner world suddenly open up.

It made me suddenly understand that there could be such a wave of operations.

Just as I was about to take the love letter and read it, Lao Yan suddenly pulled back the etiquette letter that was about to be handed to me.

"Huh?" I still wondered.

I saw him babbling and saying, "You must not tell others, you know, you can only see!"

"Hey, what's mysterious, take it!" I snatched it unceremoniously, and the neat lines of text came into view, and I couldn't help but sigh in my heart, and the writing was really good:

"Dear Fangfang,

Since I saw you for the first time, the small universe in my heart was ignited by you in an instant, you have been a bright light in my study and life, illuminating the direction of my progress, whenever I see your pín smile, let my body be filled with infinite strength.

Today I finally muster up the courage to confess to you, I want to tell you out loud: 'Fangfang, I like you! I want to be with you forever!' I can't wait to negotiate with Mustache right now and let him move our seats together, I just want to sit next to you.

Even if I don't do anything, just look at you quietly, and let me be satisfied to the extreme.

Because only when I see you, I will have an inexplicable excitement and excitement in my heart, and if I can't see you, I will be disappointed as if the end of the world has come, and I will be bored.

Lin Huiyin once said that if there is fate, even if you miss it, you will come back, and if you don't, even if you meet, you will leave. There is a reason to get together, and there is an excuse to leave. There are no ifs in life, only the results of the experience. Like a person, you will be humbled to the dust, and then blossom.

I love this passage.

Moreover, I am willing to be the seed that is humble to the dust, waiting there silently for you to water. Whether you come here or not, I want to say that I have been waiting there quietly......

I like your fleshy little face, I like your toothy smile, I like the happiness and humor when you talk to me, and I like the serious way you look when you are sitting at your desk and doing your homework.

Whenever I see you chatting with the other boys in the class, I get very jealous and always fantasize about how nice that boy would be if I did!

God's arrangement allows us to meet in a class, and I believe this is destined fate.

The ancients said that two people who love each other, it is not enough to have fate, but also to have a share.

And I feel from the bottom of my heart that this is our fate.

I really like you, I really want to be with you, would you like to be with me?

Signature: Like your boss Yan"

is just such a short love letter, although Wen Cai does not dare to agree. In fact, it really completely changed my perception of the word "student", and it seemed to open the door to another world for me.

"Haha, my brother's writing is not bad!" I teased him "with bad intentions": "Who is Lin Huiyin? and who is the ancients who said 'fate and share'?"

"Don't talk nonsense, how do I know who are who?" The elder brother blushed and said very embarrassedly: "You little doll, why do you ask so much?"

"Hahahaha! You smile and smile '颦' is still written in 'English', you are amazing!" I didn't answer his stubble at all, and continued to tease unscrupulously.

"What English, today the Chinese teacher just taught us that idiom, I used it, not bad, right? It's just that the word '颦' can't be written a little, marked with a pinyin, just to show that I listened carefully to the class, right?" Lao Yan boasted triumphantly.

"Yo he, then you are now learning and selling!" I complimented, and reluctantly asked the question he had just ignored again: "What about Lin Huiyin? Don't you know who wrote it?"

Speaking of this, he was even more proud: "Haha, who knows who this surnamed Lin is?" But this passage she wrote happened to have such a profound meaning, so I copied it down, on the back of the etiquette letterhead, you see!"

As he spoke, he flipped the love letter to the back.

When I looked at it, it was indeed transcribed word for word!

"It's yours!" I hammered him with a pretending "hard", "Let me see what the purpose of the love letter you wrote to Fangfang, tell me!

"Hehe!" he was still a little embarrassed at this time, "You help me give it to Fangfang, but you can't let others see it." ”

"I'll go, it's best for you to send your own love letters, let me send them? People think I like her!" I was a little reluctant, after all, I didn't know who the female classmate named Fangfang was in his letter at that time.

"An ice cream. ”

"Deal!"

I was going to hesitate, but I still agreed to him "reluctantly", and confidently played the package ticket, "Don't worry, I will definitely hand it over to her personally!"

After returning to the class, Yan told me where his favorite girl, Fang Fang, was sitting, but Fang Fang had not returned to the classroom, so the matter had to be postponed.

At that time, of course, I was not very mature, as long as there was something in my heart, I would inevitably feel restless, and I was afraid of delaying things, let alone this kind of "life event".

Nervousness filled my heart, as if I wanted to confess to that girl that it was me, what was going on?

As a result, this incident caused me to not listen carefully to all my lessons, and would always peek at Fangfang's locked position in the class from time to time.

When I first saw her, I thought she was a very delicate-looking, big-eyed, cute girl, and a "beauty mole" at the corner of her mouth. “

It seems that my out-of-tune brother has a lot of vision, and if she becomes my sister-in-law in the future, we will all be classmates, which is interesting. I was in a reverie, and now it seems that I was out of tune at that time.

But I guess it's only at that age that I have a weird idea.

I finally got through until the end of class, and I had to hurry up to help Brother Yan complete this very "difficult" task.

Before the end of the class bell was completely over, I didn't bother to put away the books and stationery on the desk, and immediately ran to the door of the classroom, waiting for her on the way out of school.

It's coming, it's coming, it's getting closer!

I collected my nervousness: "Fangfang!"

I called out to her.

"Do you have a problem?"

Her big puzzled eyes blinked at me, the first time I had been so actively close to a girl!

The first time I noticed that her voice was so sweet, and when I looked at it so closely, I immediately felt that her eyes were as clear as the tide, and she also had a certain attraction to me.

This strange feeling made me reluctant to take my eyes off her face.

Being stared at up close by a little boy like me, she looked a little shy, "If you're okay, I'll go first!"

Pulled back to reality by Fangfang's words, I came back to my senses, carefully took out the love letter and handed it to her, and stammered: "This, this, this is what Lao Yan gave you!"

Before she could say anything, I shoved it into her hand and ran home with all my strength.

On the way home, I still have some regret and chagrin in my heart.

I regret it, why didn't I write that love letter?

I was annoyed that such a good opportunity for close contact, why didn't I have to talk to her more and ran away, secretly scolding myself for being a big fool!

Is this what it feels like to be in love for the first time?