Chapter 64: Siren Ruohong 18
Jian Feng seemed to have been resting a lot recently, and Song Yuan felt that he had a feeling that he was being stared at by Jian Feng and had nowhere to hide.
"Can you not look at me all day long?" Song Yuan stopped what he was doing and turned his head to look at him.
"No, you can't. ”
Song Yuan frowned, a little strange, "You look a little strange......"
"I think it's normal. Jian Feng said to her.
"I think you're supposed to be a desireless guy. Song Yuan seriously thought about Jian Feng's various performances, and found out what he had always felt was wrong, "But why do you think your desire to control is obviously increasing now......
Jian Feng was noncommittal.
Not...... Song Yuan thought about it carefully, she didn't think right. Jian Feng can be called desireless about many things, but Jian Feng really pays a lot of attention to her world. The distance contradiction between her and Jian Feng is not a day or two, Jian Feng likes to stay by her side, likes to stick to her, it seems that the two of them have known each other since the beginning. Come to think of it, that's true......
"Are you ......" Song Yuan said hesitantly, "You stared at me all day and night when I was just hospitalized last year?"
Earlier than that. Jian Feng didn't answer the question, he chose to solve the problem directly.
Song Yuan looked at Jian Feng who was walking towards her, she didn't know what the other party was going to do, and her heart was weak for a while, "I'll tell you, don't scare me." Although she is very bold, but Jian Feng has really made people feel hairy recently, and she feels that her dizziness has increased after getting closer to Jian Feng, does this man have any magic potions?
"Did I make you feel scared?" he lowered his head, making eye contact with her.
"......" is indeed a little, but what he said made Song Yuan feel a little apologetic, Song Yuan shook his head, "I just hope you will be honest with me." ”
"Hmm. ”
"I think you have a lot of things to hide from me, and I tell you everything, from small to big...... But you never said anything to me. Song Kite looked at his face very close to him, this man has a beauty that can be said to be earth-shattering, how could this kind of man be met by himself? And why was he caught up by himself in a daze? Wait a minute, has she ever chased this person? Oh, if silent companionship is also a kind of pursuit, she is probably quite inspirational, right?
Jian Feng raised his hand behind her ear and gently kneaded her earlobe, "Do you feel that we are so close, but the distance between our hearts is very far?"
It's poetic and not like a straight man like Dr. Jane said it. Song Yuan was stunned for a moment before shaking her head, "No...... I just wanted to get to know you a little better. ”
She's lying. Jian Feng felt the temperature under his hands and shook his head silently in his heart.
"You can make a list for me. Jian Feng let go of his hand and said to her gently.
"List?"
"You want to know something about me, what you want me to tell you, make a list, and I'll tell you everything. ”
“......”
"Can't you?"
Song Yuan was a little entangled, "It's not." ”
"Why do you seem so embarrassed?" Jian Feng asked, "I'm not angry. I know you're curious about everything about me, and I want to tell you a lot too. But I'm not a person who is naturally good at introducing myself and expressing myself, and I don't know where to start, so I ......" Jian Feng straightened up, his tone was a little helpless, "If you have any questions, list them directly, and I will answer them, so that it is easier to solve the problem." ”
"Not everything can be solved in this streamlined way. Song Yuan felt that even if she made such a list and let Jian Fengzhao answer all her doubts, it would not improve the distance between the two of them. It wasn't until this moment that Song Yuan understood what Jian Feng meant by saying that he might not love her, "I think maybe there is a lack of trust between the two of us." ”
"Don't you believe me?"
"Believed. Song Yuan said distressedly, "But it's not the kind of trust ......."
"I trust you too. Jian Feng took Song Kite's hand and clasped the fingers of the two, "I can give you everything I have." ”
“......”
"You're going to say I'm not love again. ”
"Hmm. ”
Jian Feng smiled, he rarely laughed, and his current laughter inevitably meant something self-deprecating, "You see, love is such a difficult thing to understand and express. ”
Song Yuan nodded.
"It's not enough for me to like you, there's always something missing, right?"
"That's right. Song Yuan felt that Jian Feng was not emotionally lacking at all, or that he was lacking in feelings, but that he saw all the emotions in the world too clearly, and he could see at a glance what family love and friendship should look like in the eyes of others...... He was able to clearly understand his dependence on her, but it was not exactly the same as love.
"So, do you know why I'm your boyfriend?" Jian Feng asked her.
"I don't know. Song Yuan was really puzzled.
"I want to give it a try. Jian Feng said.
"Give it a try?"
"You're already the closest distance I can reach...... It's also the closest I can get to love. I want to give it a try, will I fall in love with you. ”
He was arrogant in saying this, but he did have the capital to say it.
"Then has your attempt yielded results?" Song Yuan couldn't help but ask.
"It's just getting started. Jian Feng tilted his head and smiled.
Dr. Jane...... Your demonic attributes are now more and more obvious, which is not good. ”
"Is there one?"
"Did I say before that you are only one wing and an aura away from an angel?"
"I said it. ”
"But now ......"
But angels and demons are inherently one and the same...... so how bright a person can be, how dark he can be, this is a reality that can not be correct.
You admit it, right? You really admit that you are a devil, right? Song Yuan couldn't help but think.
When Song Yuan received Gu Mingxi's call, she felt like she was in a different world.
"What's the matter, brother?" Song Yuan tapped on the keyboard with his mobile phone.
"What are you doing?
"I'm changing the script!" Song Yuan said.
"You actually change the script?" Gu Mingxi smacked his tongue, "Is it so powerful?" I don't remember that you can program......
"Did you play the game and fight the madness? I changed the shooting script!"
"Oooh oh. Gu Mingxi suddenly realized.
Song Yuan doubted Gu Mingxi's professional ethics as an idol star, and sighed deeply, "What are you looking for me?"
"I haven't seen you for a long time, I heard that you're back in Kyoto, let's have a meal together. ”
Song Yuan keenly smelled a sour and serious breath from Gu Mingxi's tone that seemed to have happened, "Is there something wrong?"
"Come out to eat!"
The other side was very irritable, and it didn't seem to want to talk to her on the phone, so Song Yuan had to compromise, "You can't eat." ”
"Song Kite, you forgot your brother when you have a boyfriend!"
You're not my own brother...... I am an only daughter, thank you!Song Yuan rubbed the corners of her forehead helplessly, "I recently have to accompany Dr. Jian ......for three meals a day."
"Doesn't he go to work at noon, and he comes back from the end of the city to eat with you?"
"......" Song Yuan showed frustration when her words were interrupted, and was speechless at Gu Mingxi's IQ and short temper, "Don't you know that there is a thing in the world called video call?"
"......," the other whispered, "Oh." ”
"And don't interrupt me, I said I don't have time to eat, but we can have tea together tomorrow afternoon. Song Yuan looked at the time, "Let's go to Cui Jin's for a dessert tomorrow afternoon." ”
"I don't like to eat sweets. ”
"Jian Feng likes to eat sweets, I'm going to pack them for him. ”
"......" Gu Mingxi still didn't hold back, and emphasized to her in a cold voice, "I have something very important to tell you, you should be mentally prepared." ”