Like represents fear, and love is the loss of strength.

Marin had forgotten that he had seen it from that magazine, and he couldn't remember which philosopher had said it, but he didn't seem to be damn right at all. He was afraid of Zhang Xiaonan. It always has been.

At the moment, even more!

That whole afternoon, as long as he thought of what Zhang Yunqi said, his blood would coagulate, as if he had been bitten by a poisonous snake, his head was in a state of dizziness, and his whole body was a tremor similar to a pendulum!

However, what really made him desperate was that when his emotions slowly calmed down, he had to painfully admit that no matter what insidious purpose Zhang Yunqi had, no matter whether what Zhang Yunqi said was deliberately aimed at attacking him, Zhang Yunqi was right in one sentence: If you try your best to catch up with a woman who doesn't like you, it is better to try your best and not be able to catch up. Because your people and your love are destined to be humble and future in her eyes!

Marin's heart was already cold.

At that time, he had already taken turns to get off work, and several friends from the traffic police team knew that Ma Lin had not been happy in the love field recently, and when he walked, he looked at him hooking his head and looking like he was lost in his soul, and they all understood, changed into civilian clothes, and dragged him to the song and dance hall of the new department store on Yunhai Road, looking for girls, dancing, and drinking.

Got drunk and came home late at night.

What does it feel like to love without being able to love?

Is it a reverberation, no repercussions?

Is it to take the key and stick it in a thick wall?

Do you know that she is lying under the knees of other men, and she wants to vomit when the sun comes, but you still have to get drunk for her, and come home late at night, lying in bed, thinking that her thighs are wet, and her heart is full of sorrow?

The next day, the sun did not rise as usual.

Marin went to work as usual.

An adult man, always knows that love but can't do such a thing, just like eating sand and and pulling out anal fissures, he is accustomed to it, no matter who he likes or who he loves, the ultimate essence is just to become a partner after the prosperity and passion subside.

Marin's life is still the same as usual, commuting to and from work on time every day, on duty on the street, and on weekends instead of playing basketball with his buddies, he sits at home to watch "Yanjing People in New York", except for the bitterness in his heart, his life has no waves.

However, after a long time, Ma's mother, who was bent on hugging her big fat grandson, had an opinion, she couldn't see her son nesting at home and being lazy, and nagged next to his ear every once in a while: "How can there be a person who talks about love like you, stays at home all day, and doesn't go out on weekends to date, why don't you go to accompany Xiaonan......?"

In the face of his mother's nagging, at the beginning, Marin would find all kinds of excuses to prevaricate, sometimes after work, he would deliberately stay in the police force and stay up until late at night before returning home, and solve dinner casually in a small restaurant outside, pretending to be out on a date, however, these acts are perfunctory and superficial after all, and they can be concealed for a while, but they cannot be concealed for a lifetime.

After a long time, his nervous mother began to nag him again: "Why don't you take Xiaonan home to do it? How is the relationship between you and Xiaonan going? Every time you say it's good, you just can't see anyone!"

Ma Lin is an adult man after all, he has his own cognition and ideas, and he is really tired of his own mother supporting him on emotional problems every once in a while, giving him so much pressure, and being nagged too many times, once he really couldn't help it, and said impatiently: "What to bring! Zhang Xiaonan has already had a good man! Don't mention her in the future!"

This sentence is tantamount to a bolt from the blue for Ma Mu!

She opened her mouth wide in surprise: "This, what's going on? Zhang Xiaonan has a good relationship? Who said that? You saw her with other men? Then why did her aunt introduce you to you? Isn't this bullying?!"

Ma Lin was even more depressed when he heard this, but he didn't want to be angry with his mother who cared about him, so he could only say in an almost pleading tone: "Mom, the twists and turns in this will not be innocent for a while, this matter has no other complaints, it's all my problem, I know how to do it, don't worry about it." ”

How could a mother not worry?

In the past, when others introduced girls, Marin disliked and looked down on her, but now she finally met someone she liked, where do you know that it is a chicken feather!

It's just that the impact of Marin's words on her was too great, and it took a long time for her dizzy brain to sober up, but she still couldn't figure out her innocence, since Zhang Xiaonan had a good relationship, why did she still complain about her son? !

Isn't that a bitch?

The more Ma's mother thought about it, the more uncomfortable she became, but looking at her son's uncomfortable expression, she didn't dare to continue to ask, so she had to put that lump of anger in her heart, and boiled to cook and stir-fry vegetables and do housework, until her son went out, sitting in the empty house and couldn't figure it out, and finally ran to Zhang Xiaonan's uncle Zhang Guoxiang's house to ask for an explanation.

At that time, Zhang Guoxiang and his wife were at home, and they didn't know what to do in the face of the menacing mother Ma, because it was difficult to clarify who was right and who was wrong in this matter.

In their opinion, since Ma Lin's heart is like this, it would be excellent if Zhang Xiaonan could change his mind. But what made Zhang Guoxiang's mother-in-law puzzled was that since Ma Lin accepted the fact that Zhang Xiaonan had someone in his heart, why did he let his mother come to the door to ask for an explanation for this matter at this time?

Most of this is something that has happened again.

Zhang Guoxiang's mother-in-law repeatedly pondered these embarrassing things in her heart, and it was not good to ask Ma's mother directly about the situation, she racked her brains to find some words on the face and chattered, and finally said that she would inform Xiaonan and his father of this matter, and waited for him to give an answer, so that Ma's mother's emotions were stabilized. In fact, they have a very good relationship, and they often play Jiangchuan cards together on weekdays, otherwise they would not have introduced their niece Xiaonan to her son Ma Lin, but they didn't think that she would be a person inside and out.

After Ma's mother left, Zhang Guoxiang's mother-in-law immediately got up and went to the bedroom, she called the Yunxi Village Village Committee and asked someone to notify her eldest brother Zhang Guorui to answer the phone. The niece is just a niece after all, she can persuade, but she can't say it, she can't scold, how to deal with this difficult matter, after all, it is up to Zhang Guorui, the father, to decide.

After Zhang Guorui received a call to understand what happened, his first decision was to rush to Jiangchuan City immediately.

He was already full of resentment towards his daughter, after talking to Zhang Yunfeng once in the city last time, the kid had obviously retreated from some difficulties, so he told his daughter and Zhang Yunfeng not to interact anymore, get along with Ma Lin well, and settle the marriage as soon as possible, one is a traffic policeman, the other is a teacher, and the young two are both public families, live a stable life together, what a beautiful life!

Oh, what a wickedness!

When Zhang Guorui arrived in Jiangchuan City, it was already noon.

The weather is cold and the north wind is very strong, and in such weather, his laryngitis will run out to make trouble.

This is an old problem, decades of uncontrolled smoking, like him from the old society came over the hard work, all day long to do hard work, do cigarettes to paralyze the mental emptiness and physical exhaustion, but now that he is older, the body is not as good as before, when the weather is cold, all kinds of diseases will come to the door to torture him, especially the throat is the most fond of trouble, coughing from morning to night, no smoke at all, otherwise it is like pouring lead water into it, the whole lung will cough up, sometimes he can't wait to cut his throat with a knife and take out the pile of dirt！

However, Zhang Guorui, who was in a gloomy mood at this time, couldn't care about this, and after leaving the station, he lit a dry tobacco stick, carried a bag of fresh pig-killing vegetables, and rushed to the house of his second brother Zhang Guoxiang while smoking.

The road is not far, about ten minutes by car.

After arriving, Zhang Guoxiang's mother-in-law was not in a hurry to tell him about the matter, and was busy making hot tea and cutting fruits for him, and said, "Big brother, I'll call Xiaonan over for dinner together." ”

Zhang Guorui smoked a dry tobacco stick and coughed for a long time before he said, "Call that kid Zhang Yunfeng too." I'm going to get things straightened out with the two of them!"

Zhang Guoxiang glanced at his eldest brother Zhang Guorui, who was coughing and his face was red, and put away the dry tobacco pouch he had put on the table and his Furong King: "Give me this dry tobacco to smoke, I'll call Zhang Yunfeng, don't be so angry, children and grandchildren have their own children and grandchildren, and they are so old, taking care of their own bodies is the most important." ”

After finishing speaking, Zhang Guoxiang got up and walked into the bedroom.

Last time he called Zhang Yunfeng's house, the phone number was specially recorded in the phone book. After finding the number, he called the phone, and when he connected, he said, "I'm Zhang Guoxiang, are you?"

"Hello Uncle Zhang, I'm Zhang Yunqi, is there anything wrong?" It was Zhang Yunqi who answered the phone, he was at home this weekend, under normal circumstances, Zhang's mother and Zhang Yunfeng were both in the fishmeal shop, and the phone at home during the day was either answered by him and Chunlan, or no one answered.

Zhang Guoxiang was very direct: "Is Zhang Yunfeng here?"

Zhang Yunqi replied, "No." ”

Zhang Guoxiang asked again: "Can you please inform him to come to me?"

Zhang Yunqi said: "I can't notify him, he's very busy, and I guess he won't be able to go today." ”

"Busy with what?"

"Busy with business. ”

"Xiaonan's father is here, I want to see your brother, can the fishmeal shop be closed for an afternoon?"

"My brother is not in the fishmeal shop, he seems to be in the Liansheng Company in Yanquan Building, Uncle Zhang, if you are in a hurry, where can you go to find him. ”

After Zhang Guoxiang on the other end of the phone heard this, he was silent for a long time before saying, "Okay, thank you." ”

Zhang Yunqi said: "You're welcome. ”

Zhang Guoxiang hung up the phone.

Zhang Yunqi didn't put down the microphone in his hand, he pressed a few numbers and dialed a call.

The phone is Ma Shi's.

Ma Shi asked on the phone: "Boss, what's the matter?"

Zhang Yunqi said: "I'm at home, drive over and take me to Liansheng." ”

Ps. I'm sorry, a few days ago I was sick and rushed to work, yesterday Saturday was supposed to be a holiday, but sitting in front of the computer from nine o'clock in the morning to do PPT to nine o'clock in the evening, tired into a dog, doubting life, but this can't be helped, my job is like this, I came to work in a hurry, very rushed, but yesterday it was finally done, and I will try to update it in the next few days.