Chapter 57: Siren Ruohong 11

The arrival of Jian Feng did not bring any essential changes to Song Yuan's life in Liangcheng, her shooting plan was still going smoothly, and Mu Qi was still in charge. After Jian Feng arrived in Liangcheng, in addition to occasionally accompanying her to walk around the street to buy some souvenirs, she spent more time in the hotel facing the computer screen, and Jian Feng had never been to the crew for such a long time.

So when I saw Jian Feng at the gate after the filming today, Song Yuan was surprised.

"Why are you here?" Song Yuan still has a volume of script in her hand, she has just finished talking to the last actor, and in two days the filming director will become Mu Qi, and she has to shoulder this handover task.

"Look at you. "It's been raining in Liangcheng in the past few days, and Jian Feng is standing in the drizzle with an umbrella, standing tall and eye-catching.

Song Kite stood with him in the rain for so many minutes, and many people came over, with a little curiosity and gossip in their eyes, but none of them took the initiative to come up to talk, and even the field lady who had the best relationship with Song Kite in the crew did not come forward.

"If this continues, I'm going to be famous. Song Yuan looked around and said to Jian Feng, "Why did you remember to come and see me today?"

Jian Feng's expression didn't change at all, "I've been busy with the work I've been busy with for the past few days. ”

The implication is that I didn't come here a few days ago because I was still busy with work.

Song Yuan and Jian Feng took two steps in the rain with an umbrella, and suddenly felt that this walk in the rain was very different from the rain half a year ago.

"What's wrong?" Jian Feng noticed Song Kite's sudden stop, a little curious.

"Not really. Song Yuan looked up at Jian Feng, "I just feel that you have changed a little." ”

"What's changed?"

She couldn't say it well, and sometimes she didn't even know if the person who changed between the two of them was him or herself.

"It's become more human?" Song Yuan thought for a while, "I remember the last time you gave me an umbrella, you didn't walk so slowly, and I followed you for a long time in sneakers that day." Today you wore shoes with high heels, and you walked at about the same speed as me. ”

Jian Feng was stunned.

"You see, sometimes you get closer to someone because you're a little bit slower. Song Yuan continued to walk forward, saying as she went, "So that others don't have to chase after you so hard." ”

In fact, whether it is in work or life, he used to be too first and didn't take others seriously.

Jian Feng admitted this, but never thought of making any changes, Song Kite's words reminded him that maybe the changes he subtly made were not only manifested in Song Kite, but also in his relationship with others. It's just that his attention to Song Kite is too high, causing him to ignore those ......

Jian Feng's hand was steadily supporting the swaying umbrella in the wind and rain, and when he looked down, he saw Song Kite's side face and the small half of the neck exposed outside the collar, and suddenly wanted to put a dress on her, he felt that he really cared about Song Kite......

"Are you cold?" Jian Feng asked.

"It's fine. ”

But Jian Feng only brought an umbrella and no extra coat with him this time, so he pointed to a coffee shop on the corner and asked, "Go and sit in the front?"

Song Yuan nodded.

Today's shooting plan ended early, and although it was dark because of the rainy day, it was indeed daytime. After sitting in the coffee shop for a few minutes, the rain outside was already getting lighter. While we were waiting for the coffee and dessert to arrive, the rain had stopped.

The city after the rain reveals a washed clean, the asphalt road is free of dust and floating ash, and the leaves of deciduous trees are washed clean, neatly stacked on both sides of the road, some are yellow and some are still a little green. The sunset finally showed half of its face from the clouds, not only shining on the ground, but also seeing the sunset rarely.

Song Yuan held her chin with both hands and looked at the scenery outside, and suddenly felt that Liangcheng was a very beautiful place, no wonder Mu Qi wanted to come here to film.

"Is it pretty?" Jian Feng asked her.

"It's beautiful. Song Yuan nodded.

"Actually, I also like to watch the glow. Jian Feng took the white water given by the café and said calmly, "I like rainy days just because rainy days are suitable for rest." The atmosphere after the rain and sunny weather is really a good time to feel relaxed. ”

"Definitely. ”

"I'm a person who loves to relax and de-stress. But I don't usually have as many opportunities to reduce stress, so I have more time to rest. ”

Song Yuan nodded, "You are indeed too busy usually. ”

"But the time I've been to know you has made me feel very relaxed. ”

Song Yuan smiled, "Really?"

"You say, I lack a reason, a reason for you to stay. But in fact, that reason has always been there, but I tacitly thought you could accept it. ”

Song Yuan's smile froze on her face, and she had an ominous premonition in her heart, always feeling that what Jian Feng was going to say next would make her break up her recent ambiguity again. After she had just thought that the other party had some ambiguous feelings for her other than friendship, he once again dismissed all her unrealistic ideas.

Song Yuan picked up the cup of coffee that the waiter had just brought over, drank half of it, and looked at death with a little death on his face, "You continue." ”

"Being with you gives me a sense of security and security, which is why I've always wanted you by my side. ”

Song Yuan withdrew a not-so-good-looking smile, "Well, that's true." "She always knew about it.

"So, I wanted to ask. ”

"What do you want to ask?" Song Yuan choked a little, and she felt that there was a little blame and grievance in her eyes.

Jian Feng looked at her eyes and felt a little worried, he lowered his head and drank the coffee in front of him, and asked with some self-deprecation: "I want to ask, are you willing to establish a relationship with me on the basis of friendship." ”

"Huh?" Song Yuan smiled.

"To put it bluntly, would you like to be my real girlfriend?"

Song Kite's brain went blank.

"I know it's a little unfair to you. After all, I don't have a girlfriend who is more than three months old. Love is a luxury for me, expensive and undesirable. ”

Song Yuan took a deep breath.

"And ......," Jian Feng threw out the last half of his sentence like a broken jar, "even at this time, I have to tell you honestly that I don't feel that I have the kind of affection for you that I think is love......"

"......" Song Yuan half breathed in his throat, "So?" "Since you don't love me, why do you say such things?

"So, I'm not sure what kind of ending we're going to go when we're together as lovers. Jian Feng pursed his lips, "That ending may not be better than it is now, it may even be worse, it may even be worse than you can imagine." ”

"Hmm. Song Yuan breathed a sigh of relief and nodded, "Is there anything else?"

"If you're okay with that, would you agree to my request?"

Song Yuan tilted her head and smiled at him, "Then what will happen if I refuse?"

If you are denied...... Jian Feng's eyes were gray, but he said, "Then I still hope that we maintain the good relationship we have now." ”

"...... like this"

Jian Feng saw that she was hesitating, seeing her hesitation and concern, but he didn't understand that Song Yuan's hesitation and hesitation were completely different things from him.

After about a century, Song Yuan asked, "Can you give me a little time to think?"

"Three days. ”

"Three days?" Song Yuan asked.

"There will be a snow in Liangcheng in three days, if you agree, you can come to me to see the snow together. Jian Feng pushed the umbrella in front of her, got up and prepared to leave, "If you don't come, I will leave directly the next day and wait for you in Kyoto." ”

It was all he could think of, a solution to the problem of the two of them at the moment.

Song Yuan stared at Jian Feng's back for a while, and suddenly began to understand why Jian Feng's previous relationship was not smooth.

This man is cold and extremely rational, and can be divided into simple right and wrong, black and white. It is also very pure in terms of emotion...... There is no room for the other party to have any back roads and choices, and all the choice routes and dominance are tightly held in his hands.

It's easy to turn off, it's easy to burn out......

After all, feelings are such a purely emotional thing, and they cannot be analyzed by reason and science alone. Maybe he studied too much science and studied his brain, right?

Song Yuan laughed to the end and drank the remaining half cup of coffee.

Of course, for her, agreeing or disagreeing is a question that needs serious consideration. It needs to be considered very seriously and seriously......

She felt like a child who had coveted a piece of candy for a long time, and suddenly she was given a huge candy house, and she was not happy at all, and her whole body was full of surprise and panic......

She is with Jian Feng, in addition to the psychological pressure after being with him and the part of life that belongs to Jian Feng, she also needs to bear the part of the risk that he leaves her.

After all, as Jian Feng said, he has a weak relationship and has never had a girlfriend who has been more than three months old. For a long time in the past, she was able to stay by his side because of her status as an ordinary friend, and he couldn't say what the sudden change of identity would bring, let alone her.

But maybe it was the excessive sunset this afternoon, or maybe the atmosphere of this shop was too warm, Song Yuan felt that she still had a great softness for Jian Feng in her heart.

She is still willing to give each other a chance to try, and will not think of denying the two of them from the beginning.

She had already begun to think about what kind of dessert she should bring with Jian Feng to watch the first snow of the year in three days......