Yang Jiang, a famous Chinese female writer, said——

In fact, those who torture you are not anyone's desperation,

rather, the expectation that you have been fantasizing about and longing for in your heart,

Instead of thinking about becoming sick, it is better to give deep regret to the years,

One day, those hurdles that you can't cross will be filled in as you walk,

What you can't forget is memories,

To go on is to live.

......

Lin Huiyin also once said-

In the end, any relationship is just an acquaintance,

Those who have a heart are tired,

Those who have no heart, it doesn't matter,

Many times, it's not someone who keeps you awake at night.

It's all the good things you once dreamed of,

Collapse in an instant,

Only then did I understand that

It turns out, and the best ending for some,

There is no news of each other,

Only in the depths of memory, leave the most profound intersection with a certain moment with him (her).

On that day, the three of us immediately took this as our goal, forming a "short-lived" community of interests.

What I am doing is the impulsive revenge of my own hormones when I am "poached into the brain", but what they are doing is the pleasure of begging for mercy when others "feel terrible when they are bullied".

The purpose is different, but the way is the same.

But the words and deeds of the three of us are inevitably seen by some "people with hearts".

Between classes, Fangfang desperately called me out.

He asked me in person, "Dunzi, what do you want to do?"

"I heard that Zhao Lei is pursuing you, is there such a thing?" I knew what she wanted to ask, so I deliberately didn't answer, but diverted the topic and said preconceivedly.

Hearing my question so straightforward, Fang Fang's expression immediately became a little flustered, her eyes suddenly shifted to other places, her face turned blue and white for a while, and she was silent for about a minute, and asked rhetorically, "How do you know?"

Looking at her "cloudy" face and spitting appearance, the fool also understands that there must be something hidden in it.

"You don't care how I know, I just want to hear you say if there is such a thing?"

"I, I...... Dunzi, I'm sorry, I ......" Fangfang's face kept changing, obviously this question also stimulated her cranial nerves.

I forcibly suppressed the ups and downs of my chest, the amplitude of my breathing increased sharply, the speed increased significantly, and there seemed to be a force burning at a rapid speed in my heart, as if the small universe was about to explode, regardless of the coming and going, the eyes and pointing of groups of classmates, I jumped up and down in anger, and shouted out desperately: "You say! You answer me! Do you still like me or not, do you really like him?"

Seeing the way I yelled at her for the first time also inspired Fangfang's awakening of "resistance consciousness".

She looked down and nodded inadvertently, the moment of hesitation in her heart seemed to be completely crushed, as if she had made up her mind, and then looked directly at me and said, "I'm sorry, Dunzi, I do like him." ”

"I do like him!"

"I do like him!"

"Love him!"

......

This phrase was repeated countless times in my brain in an instant!

"Ahh

All the indignation, anger, indignation, resentment...... All of them converged into a meaningful roar and vented out!

Then, he turned around and punched the cement red brick wall behind him, all four knuckles were red and swollen, and at the same time, the skin was broken, and bright red blood seeped out of the cracked skin.

This scene suddenly reminded me of "Charlotte's Troubles", in front of his favorite girl Qiu Ya, Yuan Hua "pretended" to punch the trunk of a tree with his fist, which was very funny.

But the difference is that I "hammer" the wall and have bleeding knuckles.

Fangfang is like Qiu Ya in that scene, "Don't fight, don't fight, don't fight......"

While persuading me with a weak voice mixed with tears and magnetism, he pulled my arm vigorously, for fear that I would do something similar again.

Looking at her "sad for me", my heart softened, and I was about to follow the arrangement of the development of similar plot stories, staring at her with an expression, and then holding her hand and giving her a "wall knock" after emotional exchange.

It backfired, of course!

Before I could touch her hand, she quickly pulled back the pink little hand very sensitively, not to mention practicing the plot of "Wall Dong".

At this moment, I really sigh from the bottom of my heart: it really has the same plot as the plot in "Charlotte's Troubles"!

It can be said that this drama really made me involuntarily "sit down" many similar plots in it.

So I've watched that movie more than 20 times since it was broadcast.

Of course, it is not only the part of my first love that "sits in the right seat", but also the scene where I am in the game hall with Lei Zi and the madman, as well as fighting with people in society, playing basketball at school, and ordering songs in the broadcast studio...... Even my lover Mu Yi and I, the two of us "started from scratch" together and worked hard bit by bit.

All of this can resonate greatly with the beauty that I hide in the bottom of my heart.

After venting, my mood seemed to have eased a lot, and I asked stupidly, "Are you stumped to break up with me?"

It is said that girls mature earlier than boys, and when Fangfang asked me a few questions, I instantly understood that in fact, it was not unreasonable, and I was indeed very stupid and naïve.

She said to me very seriously: "Dunzi, if you look back, in fact, we never started, so we can't talk about the end, right?"

"At that time, I just liked you a little, and I didn't want you to delay your studies because of 'messing around' with Zifan and the two of them!"

"And my choice was only between you and Darwin, wasn't it?"

"What about our feelings? What about our agreement? What about our mutual encouragement?" I still stupidly asked questions that only I felt were "important".

"Dunzi, have you ever seen a pair of boyfriends and girlfriends who are in love only rely on the medium of 'love letters' to maintain their relationship? Do they rely on mutual agreements and encouragement to maintain their relationship? Which couple doesn't need to chat face-to-face, hold hands, and pick up ...... Or even something more intimate that only couples can do?"

"Boom!"

After hearing these words, my heart felt like a bolt from the blue!

"I see, it turns out that these are the most important things, because you have ...... Hehe......"

This remark made me wake up like an enlightenment.

Seeing that my expression was already wooden, Fangfang said to me seriously: "Dunzi, we are still good friends, good friends for life, our agreement to encourage each other, and the oath of common progress still exists." ”

The authorities are obsessed.

If I heard something similar now, I would definitely reply to her with the most popular sentence on the Internet: "Lao Tzu believes you are a ghost......

But at that time, after all, he was still young, still very immature, in fact, he was very stupid and naïve.

I don't know if it's the man's face or what the reason is, obviously I have recognized Fangfang's statement and expression in my heart, and of course I agree with her point of view in my heart, but the resentment has always shrouded my heart.

So I said viciously, "Zhao Lei, the head of the 'Four Great Fortresses', right? Let's wait and see, after the self-study class tonight, I want to try for myself how strong his fortress is!"

When Fang Fang heard this, she immediately became anxious: "Dunzi, what do you want to do?" She obviously knew about my previous bad deeds, and she also knew that I could do what I said, so she panicked for a while.

"What do I want to do? Hmph! You'll know when the time comes. "I continued to threaten.

"Dunzi, I know all about your previous ...... However, Zhao Lei is a very ordinary, ordinary and no longer ordinary good student! There is an essential difference between him and you......" Speaking of this, Fang Fang seemed to feel that something was wrong, so she changed her words: "Dunzi, didn't you promise me that I would no longer mix with Zifan and Xu Hui?"

"Now I'm telling you plainly, you can't touch him!" Seeing that I was indifferent to her words, Fang Fang's tone suddenly became stiff, and she threatened me in turn, "If you don't go back to the way you were before, we won't even be friends." ”

With that, Fang Fang walked away.