Chen Amei already felt Xia Meihan's intentions from various details, but she knew that if Xia Meihan opened his mouth to confess, it was almost zero chance.

This kind of torment of not being able to love and not being able to love, like a needle, is pierced in Chen Amei's heart every day.

Sometimes Chen Amei is afraid of taking the initiative to confess to Xia Meihan, and after being rejected, she will be embarrassed, or she will be very shocked.

Don't look at Chen Amei's daily life, she walks like the wind, she is very aggressive, her inner emotions are still quite delicate, and she is fragile.

Those who have been divorced should be very strong. But she can't do it, the people who have been on it once, know that the emotional pain is terrible, so she can't confess easily.

Moreover, she once told her mother about her confusion, and her mother actually hit the side: "You said that he is from the countryside, and the countryside cares more about whether a woman has ever been married, and is generally very cautious about second marriage." ”

Chen Amei thought from the positive side and thought that her mother, as a person who had come over, must have some truth.

If you think about it from the other side, Mei Han was born as a rural person, and older men are not allowed in the countryside, otherwise he will laugh at the fact that he can't find a daughter-in-law, but Xia Meihan is over forty years old and hasn't found a daughter-in-law yet, so how can he comment on it?

According to Chen Amei's understanding, don't look at people with old eyes, she said to her mother: "Xia Meihan is dragged into an older young man because he is busy studying and taking college exams. Maybe people don't think that the second daughter-in-law is contrary to common sense, as long as two people love each other, no matter those old concepts in it, do you think I'm right?"

Chen Amei's mother said: "We don't understand what young people think now, the key is to see the depth of the relationship between the two people." ”

"Mom, after talking about it for a long time, I think your words make the most sense. ”

"When did Mom speak again and it didn't make sense!" Chen Amei's mother glanced at her "dissatisfied".

After all, it's really nerve-wracking when it comes to emotional problems.

Chen Amei, who returned home, was very lonely, and there was a lyric called the loneliest in the depths of love, and now it has really reached that level.

Chen Amei, who was holding her chin, was thinking wildly, how to go further with Xia Meihan, she used to think that as long as she could see his glorious figure every day, she would be satisfied, but she really hoped that was like that, it seemed to be a little self-deceptive. It is selfish to love someone, who does not expect to be with a loved one for a long time.

Chen Amei was very painful in her heart, she was tortured by this feeling to death, and she was not happy to live.

Chen Amei thought about resigning, but after resigning, she may become an unemployed person, her status is not equal, and she has no chance to contact Xia Meihan.

Chen Amei is not inferior because she is married and has a child, she is confident that as long as Xia Meihan is interested in her, these factors are secondary. If you are in love, why care about other factors.

Chen Amei was thinking for no reason, and her mobile phone rang. It was Tian Lu who had not been seen for a long time to call, although Chen Amei did not take the initiative to call Gu Lu, Tian Lu was very enthusiastic, and occasionally called, and the topic was nothing more than talking about Sila and chatting.

Tian Lu has no friends in Xinkai District, and Chen Amei can be regarded as a friend in distress, and when she was most depressed, Chen Amei extended a helping hand, so, no matter what, Tian Lu is very grateful to Chen Amei and regards her as her best friend. No matter how "cold" Chen Amei is, Tian Lu will always call to greet her whenever she has time.

In addition, Tian Tian has gone to the training paradise, Tian Lu's thoughts are empty on weekdays, and she can't walk around the world at will like before marriage, all kinds of boring and boring, and she knows that women still have to do something meaningful.

So this time Chen Amei called to ask for her opinion. Unexpectedly, Chen Amei was listless and extremely depressed.

Tian Lu hung up the phone with interest, but she didn't expect to be stopped by Chen Amei, saying that she had something to say to Tian Lu. Tian Lu's eyes lit up, and it was rare for Chen Amei to take the initiative to have something to say to her Gu Lu.

On the other end of the mobile phone call, Tian Lu took a sip of tea and listened attentively.

Chen Amei is nothing more than an emotional problem, and Tian Lu is nothing more than a problem of idleness. The two complained to each other, hoping that the other party could help solve it.

When people reach a certain age, they will always have such and such confusion, probably because of the anxiety of the year of establishment. And Chen Amei and Tian Lu are at this age.

Chen Amei's advice to Tian Lu is that when you don't find a suitable job, or you don't have a favorite entrepreneurial path, you can consider returning to Shenglan International Optoelectronics to work.

Chen Amei's words were full of compliments, saying that with your intelligence and expertise, you can definitely work in many departments.

Tian Lu raised her inner question and said to Chen Amei: "Doesn't the company system prevent internal employees from falling in love or getting married? ”

Chen Amei is very calm, don't you just enter Shenglan International Optoelectronics to give yourself a stage name or something? Change your name and surname, who in a company with thousands of people still notices the surname of an ordinary employee.

Tian Lu felt that her suggestion was very referential, and said casually: "Let me think about it again." ”

Chen Amei continued: "Why don't you come to the planning department, the planning department will know the true identity of Akye's wife as Mei Han and me, and we can take care of you when you get to the planning department." ”

Tian Lu thought for a moment and replied, "What you said seems to have some truth. After a while, a serious conversation turned into a joke, Tian Lu said: "Seeing that you and Xia Meihan obviously have feelings, but no one wants to pierce that layer of paper, it's really abusive." I hope my visit will help you in your love. ”

One sentence went straight to Chen Amei's heart, maybe she dared to say this when she was familiar with the relationship, otherwise she said the "little abacus" in Chen Amei's heart, which is a taboo in communication, and some words are called seeing through and not saying it.

Of course, Tian Lu will naturally know these words. But in front of Chen Amei, she is not so angry.

Chen Amei smiled knowingly, and said: "Yes, yes, please come and be Zhuge here, if you don't help me, how can I catch up with my Xia Meihan as I wish." ”

Tian Lu on the other end of the phone could imagine that she must have glanced at Chen Amei's expression.

Chen Amei's confusion said that when Tian Lu listened, she cut off her words halfway, if Tian Lu came to the planning department, everything would be easy to do, and she was worried about not being an assistant for herself. However, Chen Amei was full of "blame": "You, the one who called you, abolished the company's bullshit system, how many employees should have mistaken the good marriage!"

Tian Lu retorted ridiculously: "As far as I know, it seems that many listed companies in the newly opened area have this kind of regulation, and the annual salary is several million, but it is not for love, and money does not support idlers, okay?"

Chen Amei is afraid that she will hurt her feelings too much, she is the wife of the leader, what can she say, it is wrong to say too much, and it is tears if she says too much.

In fact, what Chen Amei wants to say is that it can be more humane, such a rigid system is not conducive to the vitality of employees, the annual salary of several million is more than middle-level cadres, and there are not so many small employees. But no matter whether the system is aimed at middle-level or ordinary employees, their love is still limited.

"Distressed, distressed!" Chen Amei and Tian Lu finished chatting, put the mobile phone aside, inserted her fingers into her hair, and muttered with a bitter face.