Chapter 346: Secret

What ......" Hearing Xu Jiaoran's words, Li Nan couldn't help but be stunned.

"Original...... It turns out that you already have a boyfriend......" Li Nan said in a daze.

"Well, it's not quite, because it's just my wishful thinking now, and I don't know if he likes me or not, haha......" Xu Jiaoran said a little shyly.

Hearing this, Li Nan's heart couldn't help but feel a deep sense of loss.

To be honest, Li Nan's feelings for Xu Jiaoran now are no longer as hot as the previous crush, and his feelings for her are more like the feeling of an old friend who has known her for many years.

But when Li Nan heard Xu Jiaoran say this, Li Nan's heart still involuntarily rose with an inexplicable sadness and unwillingness.

He knew that he shouldn't be like this, at this time, he should congratulate Xu Jiaoran on finding his happiness, but Li Nan just couldn't help but be disappointed, and he couldn't say anything about the congratulations.

After hanging up the phone, Li Nan couldn't help sighing, and there was a feeling of emptiness in his heart, as if something important had suddenly disappeared.

The scenes in my memory flashed back like a slide.

On the playground, in the early morning glow, the girl was covered with beads of sweat on her forehead after her morning run.

In the hallway, during recess, the girl and her companion were holding arms and talking with a bright smile.

In the restaurant, in the crowd, the girl finished her meal and sat down not far away, her hair falling down, and she casually picked her hair behind her ears.

......

This past scene after scene surged into Li Nan's mind like a tide, making Li Nan's heart more and more sour.

Speaking of which, Li Nan and Xu Jiaoran are just classmates in the first year of high school, and they were already separated when they were in the second year of high school.

And this year's time has allowed this girl to occupy his entire teenage time.

Li Nan remembers very well that Xu Jiaoran actually has one of her biggest hobbies, that is, she likes to sing.

This girl from an ordinary family has always had a dream of stardom.

The connection between Li Nan and Xu Jiaoran is actually very poor, and it can be said that it is pitiful.

At that time, Li Nan had low self-esteem in his heart, knowing that he was not worthy of such a good girl as Xu Jiaoran on his own terms, so he never dared to express his emotions.

In fact, in retrospect, Li Nan realized that the connection between him and Xu Jiaoran was more just on the virtual network.

At that time, Li Nan inadvertently learned about Xu Jiaoran's penguin number from a classmate's classmate, so Li Nan had the courage to add the other party's friend.

It's just that Li Nan was very timid at that time, he didn't dare to use his real penguin, but applied for a trumpet to add Xu Jiaoran's friend, and, from beginning to end, Li Nan never explained his identity to the other party.

It was in that kind of online chat that Li Nan learned a little more about Xu Jiaoran, he knew Xu Jiaoran's love and obsession with music, and also understood the hot star dream in her heart.

Li Nan really didn't expect that this girl, who seemed to be introverted and quiet on weekdays, still had such big dreams and ambitions in her heart.

For Xu Jiaoran's dream, Li Nan has naturally always encouraged it.

At that time, Li Nan was thinking, even if he couldn't get together with such an excellent girl as Xu Jiaoran in the end, if he could chat with Xu Jiaoran on the Internet all the time, he could feel her joys, sorrows, and sorrows, which was also a very good feeling.

It's a pity that later, the summer vacation after graduating from high school, Li Nan's penguin trumpet was suddenly stolen, and Li Nan also tried to appeal, but unfortunately, only Xu Jiaoran was added to the trumpet, and the appeal was not successful.

At that time, Li Nan felt that maybe this was also God's arrangement.

Even God doesn't want to see himself so stupid to have a crush, and he doesn't want to see himself wasting his time for a girl who will never be possible, so he will let his Penguin be stolen.

Slowly, Li Nan accepted this fact.

It was from that time that Li Nan slowly forgot about Xu Jiaoran.

At this time, in the BMW, when Li Nan was recalling these in his mind, he suddenly found that a tear slipped down from the corner of his eye.

"No......" Li Nan couldn't help but smile bitterly as he looked at the tears wiped off the back of his hand.

Immediately, Li Nan shook his head with a wry smile helplessly, so he stopped thinking about these messy things, stepped on the accelerator, and went directly back to Jiulong Mountain.

At the same time, on the street near the Heavenly Food Pavilion.

Xu Jiaoran looked at the phone that hung up, and a shy smile couldn't help but appear on her face.

She didn't expect that she would tell the secret that had been hidden in her heart to such a person as Li Nan, who was not too familiar.

Maybe it's because that secret has been buried in her heart for so long, even she has the urge to tell someone.

Didn't someone say that a secret has value because it will be discovered?

Then, Xu Jiaoran took out another mobile phone from the pocket of her clothes.

This mobile phone is Nokia's, the style is very old, and the appearance is already very worn, but for Xu Jiaoran, this mobile phone has extraordinary significance.

She pressed the keyboard, and the old phone screen lit up directly.

On this phone, her previous Penguin number has been logged in, and the reason why she keeps this phone is because this phone still retains the chat history she had with someone before.

That person was very important to her, the person she was talking about, the one she had been wishful thinking.

It's just that it was a long time ago, and that person hasn't contacted her for years.

But Xu Jiaoran didn't give up, she wanted to keep this phone all the time and log in to the penguin.

She always felt that that person would contact her again sooner or later.

Xu Jiaoran opened the penguin number of the old mobile phone, and a name that was extremely familiar to her appeared in front of her again.

I saw that the name displayed on it was only four simple words.

Nan Ke is a dream!

"Where are you now...... Xu Jiaoran murmured softly, and on top of her beautiful face, there was also a sadness that could not be concealed.

But then, Xu Jiaoran sighed and put the phone back into her pocket.

With that sunflower-like smile reappearing on her face, Xu Jiaoran continued to walk forward.

The next day, Li Nan went to school as usual.

After school, Li Nangang was about to leave with Wang Fatzi and them.

And at this time, a figure suddenly stood in front of him, it was none other than Nie Lingchun.

Seeing Nie Lingchun with a gloomy face in front of him, Li Nan's heart couldn't help but chuckle.

He knew very well that although he escaped by luck yesterday, how could this woman's temper just give up.

When she came to find herself now, she must have come to settle accounts with herself!

"Sister Chun, you must have come to Li Nan for a date, then we won't bother you, let's go first!"

"Stop!" Nie Lingchun snorted coldly.

"Today, our Taekwondo Club has an event, and you two must participate as members of our Taekwondo Club!" Nie Lingchun said coldly.

"That, Sister Chun, I was about to tell you that I had already decided that I would quit the Taekwondo Club in the future. Li Nan hurriedly said.

He could see that with Nie Lingchun here, the place in the Taekwondo Club was a fire pit, so he didn't dare to jump into it anymore.

"Quit?" Nie Lingchun's face sank, "What kind of place are you and I in the Taekwondo Club, is it a place where you can come and leave if you want!"

Hearing this, the corners of Li Nan's mouth twitched, this woman was too domineering.

"Okay, don't talk nonsense, you two, come with me now!" Nie Lingchun shouted coldly.

"Well, I wasn't feeling well, so I left first......"

Li Nan said, pulling his legs and about to run, however, before Li Nan could run a step away, his ears were already grabbed by Nie Lingchun.

"You're not feeling well, it's a little early......"