Chapter 119: Lost
It was the only time in my life that I got lost.
Although he has reached the age of "half a child" and can be independent in some things, if he lives in a small town with a total of seven streets, he can find his way home "with his eyes closed".
But now it's completely different, Shirt Market - a strange city that only knows its name, and it is surrounded by strangers, I am not familiar with life, and I have no money, so this time it is really thrilling!
After experiencing the whole "bus incident", everyone got off the bus, and those who were closer to the gangsters went to the police station to cooperate in making records, and my father was even "embraced" by the "stars holding the moon" on the bus, but I was on the periphery of the crowd when I was squeezed out of the bus, and I didn't know that there was such a thing as making a record.
At first, I didn't feel nervous when I realized that I couldn't find my father, and I always thought that my father must be nearby. Moreover, the education I received since I was a child is that once you get lost and can't find your parents, you must wait where you are, and you can't run around, or find a police uncle!
I'll admit that I was instilled with the idea of "waiting in place" to the extreme. I knew that my father must be looking for me, so I couldn't leave.
The more this time, the less beautiful the heavens will be. Just like a child who likes to play pranks, he will create a very suitable background atmosphere for you on top of his already nervous mood.
"Boom!"
A thunderbolt shattered a trace of panic in my mind.
The sky was overcast, and the dark clouds were slowly gathering under the action of the strong winds, and the naked eye could clearly see that in the center of the sky overhead, the dark clouds had reached a dark brown color, although they did not reach the extreme, but they became more and more obvious in the rotational movement of the surrounding clouds.
The wind was getting stronger, the sky was getting darker, there were fewer and fewer people on the street, and I was the only one not far from the bus, pacing back and forth with the occasional "shivering" warning from my whole body when the cold wind blew by, anxiously longing for my father to appear in my sight immediately in the next second.
Ha, there's a man in the distance! My heart lit up with a glimmer of hope.
He's trotting in my direction!
Could it be the father?
I have never had such a longing and expectation for my father in my heart! If it weren't for my father, who found that I was not around, how could he be so anxious to trot towards me?
I was already more myopic and I couldn't see him clearly under the cloudy weather! I only had the infinite hope in my heart to keep my eyes on him intently and completely ignite the spark in my heart!
It's close, it's close!
I see it clearly!
Not a father......
An infinite sense of loss fills the heart of a true person, not a father!
At this time, a woman faintly walked in the distance in my sight, and I was happy in my heart: Will I meet my mother here? Because my mother already knows that my father and I are coming to the shirt market, if I can really meet her, it will be "stepping on iron shoes and finding nowhere to go, and it takes no effort to get there"?
It's a pity that the god of luck at this time will not be on my side as I wish, and before she can reach my sight, she turns the corner and disappears!
The wind is getting sharper and harder, the thunder is getting denser and denser, and the dark clouds are constantly spinning, and they are trying their best to converge towards the center of the cloud eye. Not far behind, lightning did not lag behind, and in the process of "scrambling" to perform exercises in the sky with gusting winds, thunder, and dark clouds, he extended the arc as much as possible and fully released his own characteristics, striving to leave irregular traces on the dark clouds that had occupied the entire airspace, as if he could really divide the sky in two.
The more panicked people are, the more likely they are to get cranky, and most people can't escape this "curse".
What to do?
But in such a stormy weather, where do I go to find the police?
There was no one on the street except speeding cars!
What to do, what to do?
Find a place to hide from the rain first or keep waiting?
To go or not to go?
Where do I go from if I want to go?
What if my father comes back and can't see me while I'm sheltering from the rain?
What if I can't see my father, mother, or sister again?
Will this separation be permanent?
I miss you, Mom! I wonder how you've been doing?
I miss you, sister, are you okay alone in the distance? Wei Dong must be very good at taking care of you, right?
I miss you, father! You who have shown so many excellent and shining points on countless non-family occasions, why can't you use one-tenth of your kindness to outsiders and strangers to your family and family? Even if it is one-twentieth of you, otherwise your family would not be so "full of holes"!
Is it goodbye? I hope not! Being with your family is the most pleasant thing in your life!
Just in case, I mean just in case!
If this separation is eternal, then I hope that everyone who cares about me can cherish their families more, and I hope that you can respect and love each other more because of my departure, and be able to cherish more because of loss, only in this way will my "being left" be valuable!
I'll think it's worth it!
What if we really can't see each other......
I hope that my mother will be healthy and happy, and occasionally stop her busy work, take time to rest, stop and enjoy a good life......
I hope my sister will be happy, joyful, filial piety to my parents, sweet love, and live a life of no longer "drifting......
I hope that the father will be open-minded and responsible, shoulder the responsibilities and burdens of the family, be filial to the elderly, love his children, treat his lover well, and take on the family responsibilities that a man should bear...... The most important thing is to stop being machismo, stop insulting and abusing your family, punching and kicking your family......
In the face of the difficulties that I can't solve for the time being, all kinds of colorful and strange thoughts and thoughts keep washing over my brain like a tide, wave after wave.
Thinking about it, tears couldn't help but gush out from the corners of his eyes, down his cheeks and into his mouth, salty, astringent, and then, suddenly thought of something, poof, and actually made himself laugh!
"Hehe!" I shook my head and smiled self-deprecatingly, and said to myself: "There is always a kind of selfless feeling that I want to be generous to righteousness, sacrifice my ego, and fulfill my big self! Lost is not the same as dying, haha......"
"Boom—"
Another thunderclap!
This time, with a little lively and lovely little raindrops on my head, on my face and body, it was really impossible to tell where there were tears and where there were raindrops......
"We must shelter from the rain!" I thought, and then trotted in on an even stranger path.
Even though, every path is unfamiliar to me.