194. Look at your performance

Huo Chengxiang saw that Gu Pan's eyes dimmed instantly, his heart jumped, and he hurriedly took her into his arms, and his slender porcelain white hand gently patted Gu Pan's back, comforting her silently.

No need to ask, he can guess that eight or nine is not far from ten, in fact, no matter what the result is, Huo Chengxiang can accept it, but he feels a little sorry for the child who may be abandoned.

The room was suddenly terrifyingly quiet, Gu Pan looked at Huo Chengxiang cautiously, and it took a long time before he mustered up the courage: "I want to ask for a peace charm, is it okay?"

When she spoke, she was a little lacking in confidence, because she knew in her heart that Huo Chengxiang was very taboo about these actions.

"Okay!" Huo Chengxiang agreed to Gu Pan's proposal very quickly with a hoarse voice.

Gu Pan rested his hand on his abdomen, and his white hand gently stroked his still flat lower abdomen, as if he was caressing the fragile child.

"Don't think about it so much, if he is reluctant to be a parent like us, he will naturally work hard to live in it. Huo Chengxiang raised his hand to hold Gu Pan's slightly cold hand.

People can grow some meat when they are pregnant, and Gu Pan is already nearly three, and he is much thinner than before pregnancy.

"Still vomiting so badly, can't you eat much? You've lost weight!"

"It's just that I look thinner, and the weight is still so much the same. Gu Pan felt that he was playing with his hand, and withdrew it a little shyly.

"But she did vomit a lot, and she made me a lot of delicious food, but she always didn't have the right appetite. Gu Pan's eyebrows twisted, thinking of Shen Wanqing's distressed appearance, which made her always feel that her attitude seemed to be too bad.

In any case, Shen Wanqing is her mother, even if she has abandoned herself for twenty years, but it is because of her.

In order to repay the life-saving kindness for herself, Shen Wanqing once disfigured her appearance and collapsed in bed for many years. Although she has recovered a lot after many surgeries, her proud mother can no longer touch the career she likes, and her heart should be very bitter, right?

Gu Pan didn't know why, he understood it in his heart, but he always couldn't get out of that hurdle, and when he saw Shen Wanqing, he was so sour that he couldn't say much, and his mother couldn't shout.

Every time I saw Shen Wanqing's expectant but disappointed eyes, the powerlessness in Gu Pan's heart increased day by day.

Seeing her like this, Huo Chengxiang raised his hand and scratched Gu Pan's nose: "Don't think so much, for mothers, children can always be tolerated and forgiven, and aunt she won't blame you." ”

Gu Pan pursed his lips when he heard this, still a little unhappy.

She would rather Shen Wanqing blame or be angry with her, and the two of them would have a good time.

This kind of silent indulgence is the most tiring.

"If you really don't want to go, you can let Niannian have more videos with her, and children are the best bridge. Huo Chengxiang thought of a compromise.

"I still don't want it, I want to solve it myself. Gu Pan didn't want her to let Nian Nian get involved.

Originally, Gu Pan had always felt indebted, but now that she is back, she just wants to compensate her children well, and the children should enjoy their childhood when they are young.

"Okay, it's all up to you, as long as you're happy. In short, don't put pressure on yourself, everything is still with me. ”

Huo Chengxiang is not good at comforting people, so he can only say what he can think of.

Gu Pan nodded, remembering Han Shuyan's appearance of making trouble downstairs before, he felt a little sorry for Huo Chengxiang.

He has no father since he was a child, and he finally has a mother, but he turned out to be such a person, and he probably hasn't caused trouble for him all these years, right?

Huo Chengxiang couldn't stand Gu Pan looking at himself with such eyes, he changed direction and sat next to Gu Pan: "Do you want to listen to my story?"

In fact, all the things have been pressing on his heart all these years, Huo Chengxiang just wants to say it, but there is no one who is suitable to listen, and now Gu Pan is appropriate.

"Can you really say it?" Gu Pan paused, carefully turned around Huo Chengxiang's legs, and stretched out his hand to wrap around his thin waist: "If you feel uncomfortable, you can say it to me, if it makes you miserable, then don't say it." ”

Huo Chengxiang hooked the corners of his lips, and his long fingers played with Gu Pan's long hair for a while.

The light in the phoenix's eyes gradually blurred, and the cold face was slowly dyed with a little unbearable sadness.

More than ten years ago, Huo Chengxiang was just sixteen or seventeen years old, because the old man suddenly fell ill, and Huo had no one to manage his father, while he had to carry out the task, he had to work hard to support the Huo family, and he had to deal with Han Shuyan, who was full of tricks every day and made the family into a miasma.

After all, his father, who worked with black eyes every day, was sacrificed by Old Man Han in a mission.

And his mother, not long after his father died, remarried with the real estate, jewelry, and all valuable things in her name, and also took away a lot of Huo's funds.

At that time, his grandfather was seriously ill, his father died, his mother remarried and took away all the working capital, and Huo Chengxiang was forced to grow up overnight.

In the shopping mall like the Shura field, he walked out of Huo Shao's reputation step by step, and he knew how warm and cold he was.

But no matter how much bloody baptism he has experienced, now that he can stand at the top of the pyramid, he needs to thank those who gave him a purgatory-like youth.

Today he dealt with Old Man Han, and he looked like he should be happy, but the belief in his heart that had supported him for a long time also completely collapsed at that time.

Life is a battle on thin ice, and if you can't live a well-calculated life, you can only live in exile, and he does it, only to find that he doesn't seem to be satisfied with himself now.

Feeling his low mood, Gu Pan rubbed in Huo Chengxiang's arms.

"Actually, you can try to stop and just be yourself. Gu Pan gently wrapped his arms around Huo Chengxiang's waist.

Her head rubbed against his palm, and at this moment she let go of all her uneasiness, like an old friend or an old couple who had been with her for many years, hoping that she could comfort her and let him not push herself too hard.

"It's so easy, there are so many people standing behind me, if I relax for a moment, I'm afraid it will be doomed. ”

Old Man Han dealt with it, but there were not many jackals, tigers and leopards behind him.

Huo Chengxiang can't ignore everything just because he wants to rest.

Those brothers who followed him were entrusted to him with complete trust in their wealth and life, and Huo Chengxiang had to tell himself all the time about his responsibility.

Gu Pan understood his concerns, and felt so distressed about him that he couldn't be more distressed: "Then you are here now, just take a break in your busyness, I promise that I will never break the news!"

"Heh!" Huo Chengxiang chuckled: "Do you want to see Niannian, I haven't seen you for so long, the child should miss you." ”

Looking at the man who was looking at her with a smile, Gu Pan nodded vigorously, she knew that Huo Chengxiang had already been brushed by her.

Seeing her nodding, Huo Chengxiang's eyes rose slightly: "Then I want to see how you perform?"