Chapter 196: Reflection

The first time she talked about her heart with a stranger, Chen Amei did not shy away from it, as if she was a family, and she was full of confidence, extroversion, and optimism. She begged for praise: "You watched my live broadcast so attentively yesterday, how is it, is it okay?"

"That's good. Tian Lu stopped the skin care on her hand and sat down with her.

"Don't you say it, live broadcast is a kind of modern e-commerce model, which spreads quickly and generates income quickly. Chen Amei continued her opening remarks.

"Yes, I also discovered this problem, and I still secretly admire you in my heart?" Tian Lu replied with appreciation.

"Actually, I'm not here to tell you this today!" Chen Amei sat on the chair and propped her arms, naturally shaking "tui", unrestrained and grinning.

"Oh~, what do you want to say, it won't be to teach me the secret of making money!" Tian Lu also replied with a hippie smile.

"You're so young, you look like a smart person, and you still use me to teach you?! Chen Amei gave her a blank look.

Chen Amei continued: "I see that you are very sincere, and at first glance you are the kind of person who can be trusted, we are still the same age, right? I saw a copy of your ID card that you left on my rental record." ”

can make people so trusted, Tian Lu is happy in his heart, who wants to slander the person who is praised. can remember the age of her ID card, which also shows that Chen Amei is not a confused person, she is attentive everywhere, rough and meticulous, and it is rare to be confused, which is to describe such a woman.

Chen Amei put away her smiling face, and her appearance became much quieter. "Actually, I have an emotional problem, you see that there is no one around me who can confide in me, but I see that you have a special eye, and I want to confide in you as a close friend. ”

Tian Lu sneered, turned serious, cooperated with her, and said, "Yes, I will listen to the boss lady who is rare and golden, I feel very honored." ”

Chen Amei glanced at Tian Lu straightforwardly, and her mouth pursed, which did not affect the meaning she was going to express next.

"Actually, my ex-husband and I are childhood sweethearts, and we are college classmates, in love and married, everything seems to be logical, our family is an urban village, his family was demolished, and he also received more than 10 million demolition fees, it is right that a man becomes bad when he is rich, I was pregnant at the time, and I got married under the pressure of the elders, otherwise I want to play a few more years while I am young. But he still couldn't keep him, he cheated on the model in the Yihai nightclub, plus, I gave birth to a daughter, and the preference for sons is not valued, so it is natural that I failed to keep him, and I left in the second year of marriage. ”

Chen Amei's eyelashes collapsed when she spoke, her eyes looked at the ground, and she was able to say such a private thing, and she really regarded Tian Lu as a bosom friend.

"Alas, scumbag, the past is over, you are doing well now, angry with him. Your current house is also sitting on the ground to make money, leaving a way back? Tian Lu replied.

"This is my mother's family, to be exact, my brother's is in prison for fighting, I am helping him take care of the house, how can my mother's house be left to me!" Chen Amei was sad.

Tian Lu suddenly felt that Chen Amei was a person with good experience, how hard and difficult, beyond the same age, both lucky and unlucky. This is the experience of most rural girls.

Tian Lu felt empathy and sympathy.

Chen Amei sighed and said: "I won't mention the past, I'm also a college student, I can still live without my ex-husband, you are right, but the relationship is very hurtful, I was not so fat before I got married, I was especially able to eat during the period of falling out of love, I can't go back when I get fat all of a sudden, and I have a very good appetite, plus I do live broadcasts, so I don't manage my body much." Chen Amei looked at Tian Lu with an apologetic smile, as if she was pushing away the lazy fitness caused by "delicious".

Tian Lu looked at her casually, with big eyes, a round face rich in collagen, and a very simple smile, looking like a beautiful embryo. Read a book for a long time

Chen Amei searched out her wallet, and there was a plastic photo of her in the wallet, thin and sweet, not looking at the past photos she took out, I really couldn't see that Chen Amei was once so beautiful and cute, and she didn't flip through the pictures on her phone, probably having a soft spot for that real photo.

"Don't mention the past, what I'm telling you now is that I met a netizen on the Internet, who was very fanatical about me, and he asked me to give up everything here and go with him, just for this matter, I have been entangled and kept keeping me awake at night. Do you think I might, it's too risky. Chen Amei said.

"Yes, it's risky, you already have the answer and still ask me?" Tian Lu replied casually.

"He is working as an iron rice bowl for the State Grid, in Suzhou Province, more than 300 miles away from us. I especially appreciate that he has a high, stable job. Chen Amei was immersed in fantasy.

"No matter how profitable his work is, you can't make any money, besides, did he promise you anything?" Tian Lu asked.

Chen Amei's head shook like a rattle. "He said he could support me, and now he is not married, and he doesn't mind that I was married and had children. Chen Amei introduced, while exaggerating his striking advantages.

Tian Lu thought for a while, to tell the truth, she has never experienced love, and she has to be responsible for others when she comes up with ideas, so she can only look at the problem from a woman's point of view, or from her own point of view, which is a bit one-sided, but she told Chen Amei in a consoling tone, analyzing with subjective intuition: "Wake up, don't be carried away by the so-called love, that's very unrealistic." There is a kind of ethereal, unrealistic, you give up everything here, in case it is not what you imagined, if it is not what you think, you will be defeated, there is no way back. ”

Tian Lu expressed his opinion, paused, and continued: "But fate is not easy to say. ”

Chen Amei listened very carefully, she was really confused now, and she urgently needed someone to explain. After listening to Tian Lu's opinions, the first half was dead, and the second half was full of hope. "You talk about both advantages and disadvantages, so should I go or not?"

"My intuition tells me that it's an unreliable relationship, you'll be crushed, you don't want to block this, there's no chance of winning at all. Let's live a good life, besides, why can't the man give up his job and come to you, the money you earn in one year is worth his money in ten years. Tian Lu helped her analyze realistically.

Unexpectedly, Chen Amei actually cried and said: "No one has cared about me for a long time, and he will call me every few days to ask for warmth." ”

It turned out to be attached to the man's kindness to her.

When a woman is empty, once a man "cares" about her, it is especially easy to enter the heart, and it is easy for an empty woman to get distracted, especially a divorced young woman, who is especially easy to fall into a love hole.

Tian Lu thought to herself, Ah Mei is trapped deeply, otherwise she won't cry, how can it be good now, a good help is a good marriage, and if you don't help well, you will blame me in the future. So he expressed his opinion and hit the nail on the head: "I personally think that this is an unreliable thing, you slowly realize it." ”

"You think I'm going to give up, don't you? Chen Amei pear blossom with rain said that the pain, as if it was difficult to give up the man's "goodness" to her.

"You can grasp it yourself, fate is a thing that can't be determined, but there is one thing I want to remind you that it is more practical to find a reliable person to live with, and if you find an ethereal love, you will be hurt in the future. Tian Lu clarified her views, and she still had a sense of accomplishment, thinking that her views were very correct, and the more she spoke, the clearer her thinking became.

For a long time, Chen Amei stopped talking, as if she was sorting out this relationship, or she thought that what Tian Lu said had some truth.

Slowly stood up, different from the peach blossom face when he came, and said goodbye to Tian Lu with a sad face: "Thank you for helping me untie the knot, I seem to understand something, I'll think about the relationship again." ”

After speaking, he opened the door and walked away.

Tian Lu's room was silent, and she also fell into deep thought, which was a deep reflection on life. I never expected that Chen Amei, who looks like a lot of gold, is so bumpy on the road to the most pursuit of love and happiness, probably God is so willful, give you half of the good, don't expect all the good to be taken by you, don't be greedy, stop in moderation.