At this moment.

It seems to be in a black mist,

The soldier's tears kept dripping, but he never dared to look back.

He just gritted the root of his teeth, and then resolutely carried his old mother on his back and walked into the distance.

Because the distance is a very safe place, even if it is not safe, it is at least much safer than Chang'an City, which is very chaotic now, and even a dignified general does not manage it, so if you want your mother to survive and enjoy her old age in peace, then you must do this.

"Mother, you scolded me just now, I know, I heard it, why didn't I explain it just now, it's because there is an unprecedented and tragic war behind us, I don't want you to turn back, because this matter is really a very sad result for you, especially our house, most likely, has been destroyed. ”

The soldier's mood was very heavy, like a kite with a messy string, swaying randomly in mid-air, but in the end, what fell was only a cold face that no one remembered.

But it doesn't matter, as long as my mother is okay, I'm very happy.

Although I was scolded, I was very happy in my heart.

Sure enough,

After hearing her son's explanation, the mother was extremely angry and angry at first, but now, she began to be a little skeptical.

She wondered, is her son just making up a reason to fool herself?

But if you think about it carefully, it shouldn't be, after all, at this time, the son's loyalty and filial piety are well known.

Even if he is in front of others, he will have any bad actions, but in front of himself, his son does not dare, after all, this voice comes, in fact, his lies are not more than three sentences at all, therefore, the old mother is more willing to believe her son, and he will not lie to himself.

But now there are still troubles, one after another.

Because now, there is no home behind her, and there are a lot of valuable things in it, which makes the old mother very distressed, so she immediately said: "Son, do you want you to put me down first, I want to go home and clean up, after all, a lot of valuable things can be exchanged for food." ”

Although the old mother has now agreed that the war in Chang'an City has begun, she has not fully understood the seriousness of this matter, so she will say this, but she has not thought that since her son has worked so hard to carry her out, it is obvious that there is only one thing, that is, this Chang'an City is about to be destroyed by the enemy.

If you want to continue to go back, then it is undoubtedly a dead end, what nine deaths, obviously 100% death, okay?

Therefore, the son's attitude was very resolute: "No, Mother, I used to listen to you in everything, so I also said, but this is the only matter, you must listen to me, because no one knows better than me how great the risk of death is, because I have seen the terrible things of the enemy! Their damage, combat power, all are incomparable, it can be said that it only takes about half a pillar of incense to make our house disappear, and if you go home at that time, I am afraid that you will not see a home at all, but a gloomy ruin. ”

"Ah, that's right. ”

After hearing her son's patient explanation, in fact, the old mother's mood suddenly began to feel a lot more relieved, but it didn't matter, after all, she was still a relatively positive attitude at this time.

Even if your home is gone, but your life is still alive in this world, then you are actually quite satisfied.

And for some people, if they can make their mood slowly become very strong in some way, then there is no doubt that they can take their old mother and live again.

Like what:

Rebuild in a safe place and build a new home.

At that time, the old mother may have some nostalgic aspects, but after a new home for a while, the old mother will inevitably live a very comfortable life, and the memories will be just a good memory.

Therefore, the soldier's current idea is actually very simple, even if he is not in this world, he hopes that his mother will live well.

After all, the mother was pregnant for a few months, and then gave birth to herself, and she struggled to pull herself and grow up.

Such a thing seems very small, after all, every woman in the world will do this.

But the other women have nothing to do with soldiers.

In the eyes of the soldiers, the mother is the greatest woman in the world, and no one can replace her.

Even if he died on the battlefield, the guilt he missed in his heart was the white-haired old mother at home, and he died, not to say that he was the enemy in front of hatred, but he was ashamed of his conscience, why should a white-haired person send a black-haired person, this is an unfilial son.

The soldier wept, and then continued to carry his old mother on his back, although he did not know where his new home was.

But that's enough.

Staying away from the war and living is already a very beautiful thing.

"Son, do you want to rest first, I see that you are tired, let's hurry later." The old mother could feel that her son was tired and sweating, in order to survive.

But

The enemy is right behind him.

The speed at which they chase and kill, is very fast.

If you just rest like this at this time, then even if you run quickly when they chase them, then it will definitely not work.

So because of this, I must forget all the hatred and exhaustion through my own efforts, even if my whole body has no strength, even if I am injured and my legs are unable to walk, I must let my tenacious perseverance become my last potential to explode, and escape with my old mother.

"Son, you can rest, I know that you are carrying me on your back, very tired, all these years, it is because of you, I eat seafood or something every day, and I have eaten more than 100 catties. ”

The old mother was very distressed.

Or the soldier didn't say much.

"Mother, I'm not tired. ”

The soldier just turned around and smiled at his old mother.

Then continue to walk forward, facing the cold wind.

He was happy, he didn't have any smirk, it was just a smile from the bottom of his heart.

Because

Seeing Mother,

It's like seeing spring blossoms.

If the mother leaves this world early, then the spiritual pillar will collapse.

After all, from childhood to adulthood,

A soldier is a son without a father.

A mother is not just a mother, but also a father.

She was tired.

But all these years, my mother has been working hard and complaining, and she has never said anything.

But suddenly one day,

The soldier still saw it in an unknown corner.

Mother was in the kitchen, secretly crying.

She was holding a suicide note from her father.

The suicide note has long been rusty and boring, like a piece of waste paper.

The traces of the folds can determine that the suicide note has been there for almost ten years.

But for the old mother, this suicide note is extremely valuable.

So in a way, she cried, but it became the only pain in the soldier's heart.

If at this time, if I let my old mother continue to cry, then it will be a great disrespect to her.

Therefore, I still have to make my mother smile through my own strength.

The mother couldn't cry anymore.

You can't cry because of your cowardice!

After more than 20 years of nurturing grace, he must complete this road!

Walking legs, has lost sensation.

The paralysis has become numbness.

But what does it matter?

For the sake of the mother, everything is worth it!

Thinking of this, the corners of the soldier's mouth suddenly raised a shallow smile.

Although the cold wind is cold, at this time, it suddenly becomes sweet, which makes people have a suitable aftertaste.

"Old Mother, I know where we've been. ”

The soldier thought of a relatively remote place, which was naturally not near Chang'an City.

Because of the harm to the pond fish, this truth, as a small soldier, in fact, he still understands it very well, so he is still willing to make himself very witty to a certain extent.

When you can let yourself slowly know from a certain aspect, the so-called family affection is just born through some kind of detail, then it must be like this.

In his mind, he actually had a very perfect and safe plan.

This is a place that the enemy can never find.

"Son, you should speak, where is the place you want to find? Tell me, I'll listen, and give you a reference?" the old mother was very curious.

But at this time,

I'm afraid the walls have ears.

The enemy's ears are very keen, and if the news leaks at this time, wouldn't it be a disaster of death at hand?

therefore

The son deliberately said a wrong place name: "Mother, let's go to the nearby Lin'an City." ”

After saying that,

The old mother nodded, very relieved: "Well, Lin'an City, this place is good, I just don't know the current Lin'an City, or is it the same as ten years ago, it was because I came to this place with your father to catch the market, Lin'an City at that time was really prosperous." ”

Prosperity is inevitable.

Lin'an City, which is known as the second largest city, is second only to Chang'an City.

therefore

The soldier nodded his head and said that he agreed with the old mother's opinion.

"Well, Mother has said a lot, but at this time, please remember that we must not make any mistakes at this juncture, so if Mother wants to sleep, she should rest on my back for a while, and talk less, because there is no water to drink. ”

The soldier's words were very gentle, and he really had a kind of Li Xinghe's gentle demeanor.

But there is no water to drink,

Mother may be able to believe it,

But in his heart, this is just a trick and a trick to deceive people.

As a great mother in her heart, if she didn't say that, she would definitely continue to speak.

Saying something like "If you keep talking, you're going to be heard by some people and then hunt us down" won't work.

Not only is there a hunt, but it will also cause some unnecessary doubts about the mother.

therefore

He had to be very clever enough to fall in love with traps and lies.

Although when I tell a lie, my heart is very painful, especially when I tell nonsense in front of my mother, my conscience is really uncomfortable.

But there is nothing to be done, in such a desperate environment, I am afraid that lying is the only way to survive.

I hope that if my mother finds out later, I also hope that she can know that in fact, doing this by herself can be regarded as a lie of love.

"Yes, I see. ”

The old mother was very obedient, and in order to save some water, she stopped talking.

After all, it is a very difficult thing to travel, not only to consume physical strength, but also to consume a steady stream of water.

Therefore, it is clear that talking less is undoubtedly the most correct choice.

Of course, if there is anything wrong with this, then neither myself nor the old mother will be able to make myself feel some forgiveness in some way.

So

In order to avoid all the risks of death,

He had to do it.

Even if you die of thirst and starvation, you have to use your soul to support the old mother and continue to walk forward!

If you really fall down at this time, then it is not only your own life, but also the life of your old mother, so to a certain extent, even if there are some small problems, there will be a spark that can start a prairie fire.

In fact, I don't want to see such a problem.

Soldiers must do this if they want their dreams to come true.

subsequently

The old mother really fell asleep obediently and lay on her back.

It's a good night's sleep.

At night, it was very quiet, and there was no sound of footsteps when a pin dropped.

Breathing a sigh of relief, he continued to move forward, now there are no suspicious enemies around him, and it is precisely because he needs everything powerful very much, and he feels a very powerful existence in his heart.

Of course, if you find some clues in some things, you won't stay.

Just like now,

Suddenly there was a kind of life around me.

"Ahh

It's a voice from a girl.

But indifference is a soldier's duty to live well for his mother.

If it was in the past, when I was working, I saw a woman who fell into the water and committed suicide, then I would definitely go to the hero to save the beauty without any doubt.

But now, it's different.

For the sake of my mother, then the other women, get out of the way!

"Ahh

In the darkness,

Maybe this girl's eyes are more powerful,

At once, it was clear that the soldier was a man.

But the soldier was like deaf in both ears, he couldn't hear at all, and he continued to walk forward without the slightest hesitation, perhaps doing so was actually the best rejection for her, and a very, very powerful reward for his mother!