Chapter 59: If there is no beginning, there is no end
"I have already decided in my heart that the person in my heart is actually your ......"
These words exploded in my heart like thunder!
In fact, I had already guessed in my heart the reason why Fangfang brought her classmates to find me, and I also knew from the gossip of the classmates about the "preventive shots" and her words that she cared about me and cared about me, and from the fact that she did not object to the title of "brother-in-law" and her cowardly demeanor when she heard the title, she faintly deduced her true thoughts in her heart.
(Voiceover: In such an obvious situation, if you can't see Fangfang's heart for you, you're a fool!Two hundred and five! You must have eaten your brain by taking medicine indiscriminately when you were a child!)
However, all these inferences and conjectures are far less shocking than the intuitive feelings that come out of Fang Fang's mouth, and they come directly!
At this time, I was still immersed in what Fang Fang said.
The excitement that wells up from the bottom of my heart is like the energy that accumulates when a volcano "will not erupt" or an earthquake "will not shake", preparing for the greater fluctuations that are about to come.
"Can you say that again?"
I forcibly suppressed my body that was about to jump up, looked at Fangfang very seriously, sat as straight as I could, and asked with anticipation in my eyes.
The "confession" just now seemed to have summoned up great courage, which made Fangfang shy to the extreme, and then hearing my request, Fangfang suddenly "secretly" glanced at me, and then quickly turned her gaze away, plucked up her courage again, and said in a voice that she could barely hear:
"I just said that when you asked me that day, the choice in my heart was your ......"
Although her voice was only faint, I heard the beauty I wanted to capture in her gentle and lovely voice!
"Roar!"
"Teng", jumped up directly from the seat, and it was three feet high!
"The girl I like has confessed to me!"
That's all the excitement is on!
Immediately learned from the appearance of those sour Confucians in ancient times, shook his head and said: "I want to recite a poem in this situation......
In the past, it was not enough to boast, but today it is debauched.
The spring breeze is accompanied by a proud beauty, and you can see all the Chang'an flowers in one day.
Qin, chess, calligraphy, painting, poetry, wine and tea, at this time the vassal literati are elegant.
Now Yiren comes to persuade each other and win the crown again to win the world.
"A talented man deserves to be a talented man, and he really didn't disappoint me. ”
Looking at my excited face, she smiled so sweetly and so fancy......
"Come and see, come and see, the pier is jumping!"
"What's going on?"
"Shaking his head, he recited a poem to Fangfang......"
"Poetry?"
"Hey, Xueba's thinking is really wonderful, if you fall in love, you will fall in love, hurry up and get to the point and let us learn to learn is serious, and we still have the heart to chant poetry!"
"If my boyfriend is so sour, I'll kick him hard!"
......
It's really strange to think about the feelings at that time, one person has another person in his eyes, just one look, just one look.
Mencius mentioned in the first sentence of "The Righteous and the Unrighteous and the Unrighteous and the Unjust" that the time is not as good as the place, and the place is not as good as the people.
That day coincided with the "time", "location", and "people".
My parents seemed to have made a decision, and we didn't return home until a long time after we left.
It just happened to give me a chance to be alone with Fangfang, and the two of us talked a lot that day and talked for a long time.
Had a great time chatting and had a good conversation.
At that moment, it seemed to me that the two of us were married for a long time, harmonious, harmonious, and peaceful......
I look forward to the kind of life we aspire to together in the future: when we are busy, we have our own work and struggle direction, and when we are free, the two of us sit together, talk about the sky, talk about the ground, talk about the children, and talk about firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea......
When we were students, we jointly formulated the "strategic development plan" during junior high school, everything must be based on the premise of excellent learning, we supervise each other, support each other, help each other, make progress together, and use our academic performance to win the pride and glory that we should have in our student days, and once again win the ranking and laurels that we should have in our student days!
The ideas of boyhood are beautiful after all, but of course they are also unrealistic, and it is difficult to stand the test of time.
To put it bluntly, it is a "love" and "marriage" that has not started and never ended.
Facts have proved that the person who struggles with me, chats with me, accompanies me to be plain, chats with me, shares hardships with me, and suffers with me is not Fangfang after all, but Mu Yi.
This is the meaning of the word "fate"!
The Buddha said that hundreds of times in the past life can be exchanged for a look back in this life.
So, I am grateful to everyone who has appeared in my life, because meeting is a kind of fate.
People who are good to me will make me happy, and people who are not good to me will make me grow.
The people who are good to me make me remember the good in my heart, and the people who are not good to me will engrave the lessons in my mind.
The appearance of each person is the best arrangement of God, and the life experienced with him or her is the best wealth that God gives us.
The world is impermanent.
After my father and parents came back that day.
From their chat, I learned the news that my mother's shoe factory had closed down.
The only thing left for the employees was a few dozen pairs of "outdated" leather shoes.
At this point, the family's source of income is completely lost.
The days of "gloomy clouds and bleak thousands of miles" unfortunately hit my family with a precise target. Except for the "Command Headquarters", all the dispatchable "mobile forces" were annihilated, and all that remained was the "Light Pole Commanders" in the Command Headquarters.
The family, which was already crumbling, overstretched, and barely maintained, seemed to be falling into the sky at this moment, making matters worse.
Like a flat boat in the waves, capsizing is only instantaneous.
Zhou Yi's hexagram "Dictionaries" said: If you are poor, you will change, and if you change, you will be able to do it for a long time, which is not disadvantageous to the auspiciousness of God's blessing.
The wave of layoffs that year spread widely and widely, and the same was true throughout the country.
"We're going to live no matter what!" said to my mother one day, after a low point of discouragement, "I don't believe that as long as we work hard and do something, we can support the family and support ourselves." ”
This time, my father didn't refute anything, and nodded vigorously, just positively.
My mother thought that the family had undergone such a big change, and at this time of "life crisis", my father would have a fundamental change, longing for him to change the bad habits of being lazy when he was young, and shoulder the responsibilities of a man for the sake of life and family, but she never thought that this was just her wishful thinking.
At first, my mother's idea was to let her father carry the "outdated" leather shoes that the factory gave her on bicycles, walk around the streets and shout and sell, and then use the money from the sale to buy leather and tools.
My mother already has the skill of making leather shoes, so she can order leather shoes at home and sell them again.
In this way, it is also an entry for the family, how can you not let such a craft be wasted, right?
On the same day, my father listened to my mother's words - go out and sell shoes!
Mother began to do door-to-door publicity, telling the neighbors that they needed to order leather shoes or repair leather shoes, they could find her, and the villagers in the village must be much cheaper than the outside.
Father went out for a day, uh, it should be a morning to be exact.
Although I don't know what he went through, not only did he not sell a pair of shoes, but when he returned home, he cursed:
"You deliberately let Lao Tzu go out and embarrass people, don't you? Get back a bunch of tattered shoes, and no one will buy them at all!"
The father pointed to his mother's nose: "Today Lao Tzu clearly told you that Lao Tzu will never go out to sell shoes again, you want to go yourself! Lao Tzu is not the one who does this work." ”
When my mother heard this, she was anxious: "Hero, hero, go and take a good look in the mirror and tell me what you do? What can you do? What will you do? I can't afford to eat, and I still think about shame all the time, thinking about that 'ethereal' face all the time? Is eating more important or is your damn face important?"
"If you're a man, go trade your face for money now, and let me see how much your dog-like old face is worth!"
The mother also pointed her nose and scolded back.
Without waiting for his father to react, he turned around and left, fully knowing that he could not count on this so-called "careful and responsible" husband in the eyes of outsiders.
"What are you going to do?" my father may also be a little self-aware, knowing that his face is indeed "not very valuable" as my mother said, and he has never refuted it. Seeing that his mother was going out again, he asked casually.
"Sell shoes, didn't you say you can't sell them? I'm going to do this with you today. I'm like seeing, you said I couldn't sell the shoes I couldn't sell with all the difficulties!"
The mother was excited and full of confidence to wait for the father to return.
I wanted to encourage my father and tell him that when I went out to do publicity today, I not only told my neighbors that they could order leather shoes, but also took over a few leather shoe making businesses, and some even paid a deposit!
I didn't think it would be such an ending, is a man's face more important than eating? Or does this person not change in the slightest and grow or progress? Do you care about face, can you use it as a meal?
I really can't understand my father's thoughts at that time, is he arrogant and unambitious, or is he "empty and talented and unrecognized"?
The sun will always play "naughtily" in the sky for a long, long time, and in the evening, it will sprinkle farther and longer with the afterglow of "unfinished".
When it reluctantly descends the mountain, it will do everything it can to let the beautiful sunset tell people that it still exists.
When my mother dragged her tired body home, it was already around 9:00 p.m., and she left with only three pairs of twenty pairs of leather shoes.
When my father saw that the shoes were sold a lot, he immediately came to his mother with a smile on his face, and said with a flattering smile, "Are you back? You must have made a lot of money by selling so much? I just cooked all the noodles, and now I'm going to cook for you." ”
The mother glanced at her father fiercely, she didn't take a stubble at all, she went to sleep without eating, of course she knew, and her father would not cook for him at all.
Why did you have to do it earlier, but still have to wait?
The father took advantage of the mother's "deep sleep" to take away all the mother's hard-earned day's income as usual, and quietly hid it at home, a place that only he knew.