Chapter 37: What is a human being?
After checking in the central square, the two of them immediately came to the children's amusement park.
Naturally, the tickets had been booked in advance, but it still took two people some time to get the tickets like this. And because it's a holiday, there are a lot of people at the amusement park, and no matter which one you want to play, you need to spend a lot of time queuing.
But fortunately, both Su Xia and Ye Han are very patient people in a sense, and they don't feel bored at all when they chat while queuing. Su Xia also bought ice cream and other snacks halfway, and the two of them ate and played, completely like the most ordinary couple.
Carousel, bumper cars, water park...... After getting off the roller coaster again, Su Xia rubbed his eyebrows slightly, and looked at Ye Han, who was not at all strange next to him, but said indescribably for Ye Han, who had just experienced it: "There won't be much time to play other projects in line up to play the roller coaster, let's go ride the Ferris wheel!"
Well, that's right, it's a matter of time.
It's really not that he couldn't bear it after accompanying Ye Han on the roller coaster six times.
Ye Han blinked when he heard this, looked at Su Xia, who was a little weak next to him, and couldn't help but feel a little weak for a while, so he simply followed Su Xia's words and said, "Okay!"
"Speaking of which, it's been a long time since we've ridden the Ferris wheel, and the last time we sat on it was a year ago. Ye Han folded his fingers and calculated.
As childhood sweethearts who grew up together, Su Xia and Ye Han naturally did not come to the amusement park for the first time, and they had also sat on the Ferris wheel more than once.
However, when she was on the Ferris wheel before, she and Su Xia were not officially a couple after all, although they were not much different, but they were still different in the end.
For the first time to ride the Ferris wheel after the official relationship, Ye Han is still looking forward to it.
After all, this is the Ferris wheel, one of the three sacred places of dating!
"It's been a long time since I've sat down, let's go!" Su Xia couldn't see what Ye Han was thinking, he raised his eyebrows, took Ye Han's hand, and led her in the direction of the Ferris wheel.
The two smoothly passed through the crowd and came to the Ferris wheel, and after a period of queuing, they successfully boarded the Ferris wheel.
In the completely transparent room, Su Xia and Ye Han sat facing each other, as the Ferris wheel slowly rose, everything on the ground became small, and the beautiful scenery of the entire Fengcheng slowly appeared in front of the two.
Su Xia's gaze looked through the transparent glass, looking down at the city below.
He has become an apostle, and in a sense, he should be called a good master of the city, but there is still a difference between seeing it through Fengcheng's eyes and seeing it himself.
Su Xia admits that on this Ferris wheel, Fengcheng can be seen through his human eyes than he can see through Fengcheng's non-human eyes, much more beautiful.
It's not that cold, it's not so overwhelming.
No, it can't be said to be at a loss...... Su Xia couldn't help but laugh at herself a little and hooked the corners of her mouth.
He's obviously very well adapted to those eyes!
It's so good that it's scary.
Let him be afraid.
Don't even dare to think deeply about it.
"What are you doing in a daze, Suxia!"
The obscure thoughts were suddenly interrupted, and Su Xia came back to his senses and saw Ye Han's face too close.
The girl was almost half-pressed on him, her hands grabbed his hand, and her beautiful blue eyes were full of anger, yes...... Worry.
Su Xia could even feel the other party's breathing, and saw the fine fluff on the other party's bulging cheeks.
It's a less secure distance, and one that gives rise to some of the most instinctive human desires.
But Su Xia didn't have any thoughts about this at the moment, he just raised his hand and pressed it on the back of Ye Han's head, causing the girl who was already half-pressed on him to fall on her.
Because Su Xia turned his head in advance, the two did not have the common kiss situation in romance novels, and Ye Han's head was directly pressed on Su Xia's shoulder.
Su Xia just hugged him like this, his expression was inexplicable, his eyes were shining, as if he was fragile, as if he was uneasy, and as if he was expecting.
"Ye Han," he called softly, as if the drowning man was trying to find driftwood.
"Do you like it?"
"Hmm......" Ye Han, whose head was resting on Su Xia's shoulder, made a confused and vague voice, "What are you talking about, of course I like you!"
For Ye Han, expressing his liking for Su Xia is not something that requires hesitation or shame.
Does she like Susha? Of course she does!
How could it not be liked!
Fourteen years of dependence, fourteen years of inseparability, fourteen years of getting along day and night.
How many fourteen years are there in life?
For Ye Han, Su Xia has long become an existence like oxygen in life.
It is everywhere, it cannot be missing, and once it is lost, both the body and the soul will start to cry.
Then Ye Han heard Su Xia say:
"Whatever I am, do you like me?"
The voice was as usual, but Ye Han's heart trembled when he heard it.
It wasn't about the problem itself, but she sensed Su Xia's emotions.
Confused and overwhelmed, with great unease......
Su Xia was not without suspicion of his identity.
As I said before, he is an extremely intelligent person, how can a guy who can deduce a series of information from just a few words, and then calmly lay it out, really turn a blind eye to his own anomaly?
Even though Su Xia had been resisting thinking about this aspect, his subconscious, his instinct still ignored his resistance, analyzing clues in the fog, and stitching together the map piece by piece.
Luo Xi said he was the world.
He adapted to Fengcheng's abilities as if he had similar powers in his own right, rather than being at a loss as the other apostles.
He can suppress all extraordinary abilities.
And the luck that should have noticed the anomaly a long time ago is not the luck of ordinary humans......
So what is he?
Is he really human?
Is the part of his memory that belongs to his past life really real?
Su Xia didn't know that too many anomalies and too much fragmentary information interfered with his analysis, making him unable to come up with an answer, but it made him vaguely lift a corner of the truth.
And the truth of that corner made Su Xia, who had always felt that he was an authentic human being, feel frightened.
"Su Xia......" Ye Han struggled to raise her head, she looked at Su Xia, and saw that under that calm expression, there was a deep uneasiness in her eyes.
She suddenly leaned down lightly, pressed her forehead against Su Xia's forehead, and said seriously, "You are a human being." ”
"As long as you have a human heart and recognize yourself as a human being, you are human. ”
"Human beings are never simply judged by their bodies and souls. ”
She knew that what Su Xia needed at the moment was not for her to say a sweet "I like you no matter what you are", what he needed was affirmation.
Affirmation of identity.
Sometimes, Ye Han, who is not smart in his head, is so sharp that he is terrifying.
The human heart......
Su Xia lowered his eyes, he thought back to his life in the past eighteen years, as well as the past life that seemed to be nothing, and suddenly hooked the corners of his mouth hard.
"You're right, I'm human!"
After speaking, he suddenly pulled Ye Han's cheeks and said, "But you haven't answered my question yet, don't change the topic." ”
Of course he's human!
Whatever his essence is, he is human.
This is the only identity he recognizes!