330 A fool is a fool

"Morning. ”

Behind me, Jue called my name softly, gently soothing my mind, so that I would not lose my mind at this moment.

I gasped for breath until my anxiety and anger were suppressed, and I gradually came back to my senses.

Jue stretched out her hand and stroked my face so that I could look at her, looked at my tear-stained appearance, smiled bitterly in distress, and comforted me:

"Fool, it's all right. ”

Immediately, gently wiped away my tears.

I looked back at Zhu Jue affectionately, and I couldn't hide the shame on my face, After all, I still couldn't protect the beloved in my heart, how could I not be ashamed?

She knew what I was thinking, but she still smiled at me gently, she had always been gentle and lenient with me, and she never could bear to be harsh.

"It's my fault, I should have been honest with you earlier, but I can't get rid of the demons in my heart, some words are pressed in my heart, and I can't open my mouth after all, so that when the matter comes, but I am also tired of you suffering this, it's my fault, it's my fault, it's my bad, forgive me, okay?"

She begged for my forgiveness softly, her expression full of doting.

This is the first time she has expressed her heart to me unreservedly, regardless of the eyes of others.

The anxiety and anger were so miraculously soothed by her, and I blushed slightly, thinking about when I was really angry with her in my heart, not in the past, not now, and naturally impossible in the future......

I bowed slightly, pouted, and muttered:

"I'm not mad at you......"

I'm mad at myself!

"Then, no matter what I do next, don't be angry with me, okay?"

Cunning, she really knows how to pinch my weakness more and more.

Stretching out my hand to take her, my face was crimson, but my eyes were very firm, like an old pedantic companion frowning, and said:

"No, I'm going to be angry if you're going to do something that hurts you. ”

Seeing that I hadn't been fooled, Jue sighed helplessly and joked:

"Watch out. ”

"Even if you say so......"

Before I finished speaking, Jue reached out to my lips and motioned for me to silence, and suddenly, the expression on my face became serious, and I slowly looked back, looking at that person's gaze became more and more cold and sharp.

I see, this is to have a good talk with me here and now.

"That person used to have many names and many identities, but six years ago, he was the head of the Twelve Mushes of the Muni Sect, and he was also the national teacher of the Cheshi Kingdom of the Western Regions. The Turks have always regarded the Yanyun dragon rider of the Northern Wei Dynasty as a danger to their henchmen, so they intimidated or lured the countries of the Western Regions and the rogue bandits with majesty or interests, and jointly set up a bureau to lure Yanyun dragon into the ghost cave with tricks, intending to gather and annihilate it. And this person is the mastermind of this conspiracy, and he is also the culprit who set up such a terrifying murderous formation in the ghost cave!"

As soon as I heard the word "ghost cave", my pupils suddenly widened.

"The ghost cave stone forest, devouring the soul and killing it. And I'm five hundred Yanyun elites, all of them...... There are no ghosts and no bones!"

Speaking of this, Jue's mood fluctuated greatly, and he also bit his lower lip to restrain him.

"I live alone. ”

As soon as these words came out, Jue Shengsheng bit his lower lip and bled blood, and the bright red blood slowly went down the corner of his lip, which was so bewitching and dazzling.

It's like her heart dripping blood......

My heart was like a knife at the moment, the pain was unbearable, and I was choked and unable to speak.

This is the most heart-wrenching creation hidden deep in Jue's heart, and it is also the source of her frequent nightmares!

In the battle of the Ghost Cave Stone Forest, she watched her comrades fall in front of her eyes, but in the end she survived alone, and she was alive and dead......

That battle was the heaviest loss of Yanyun dragoons, and the war report of the border pass to the court was written as the annihilation of the whole army, which caused a great shock in the government and the opposition at that time, and as the commander of Yanyun, Xiao Tang, the king of Shuo, was also impeached by the officials of the DPRK and China, and his eldest son Xiao Duo was considered to be the most likely to take over the excellent commander of the Yanyun dragoon at that time, but he was also martyred in that battle.

In the face of the double blow of losing soldiers and losing his son, Xiao Tang showed a generation of veterans with iron bones, resolutely and resolutely took the body of guilt, endured humiliation, reorganized Yanyun dragon cavalry, swore to defend the frontier to the death, and the enemy who came to attack in a bloody battle gradually stabilized the frontier, and the matter was gradually suppressed because of the Empress Dowager in the court.

It was also a year after this incident that the white-robed young general Xiao Yu stood out from the army and became the best general of the Yanyun Dragoon.

That was also the first time I heard the name of the white-robed flying general Xiao Yu from the Di newspaper......

I know that as a general, I must have experienced countless battles, large and small, every war, more or less will leave indelible marks on her body and psychology, I can see the scars on her body clearly, my heart is clear, those touchable scars, I can still pour out tenderness to her, but the wounds in her heart, even if it is me, there are places that cannot be touched and touched, how to talk about comfort and healing?

I know that in the battle of the Ghost Cave Stone Forest, the Yanyun Dragoon was annihilated, and the battle was so tragic, but I didn't know that she was the only one who lived in this battle, and she was the only one......

Now I really know that the deadliest bullet wound on her body should have come from this battle!

I can't forgive, I won't forgive!

I stared at that person with a vicious face, but I will not let go of anyone who has hurt her, no matter who it is!

Jue never couldn't bear to see me show such a vicious look, and comforted me:

"Chen, don't hate, because hatred is the heaviest shackle in this world!"

He gently held my face with both hands, looked at me with great tenderness, and said:

"All these years, I have always carried this shackle, I have not let go of others, nor have I let go of myself, even if I live every day, it is like being in an endless hell, I have suffered a lot, all the time, I don't want to find this person in person, and break his body into thousands of pieces! But then I know, not so much that I hate this person, but that I hate myself even more, and hate why I am still alive? Five hundred Yanyun soldiers have no ghost caves, and there are no bones, why am I still alive?"

"...... Tsui"

My heart was surging at the moment, and the hand attached to the back of her hand trembled slightly.

"Chen, you know what, although I survived, I never really came out of the ghost cave alive......"

I bowed my head slightly, tears flooded down my face, and I couldn't say a word anymore.

I know, I know, because I know, so when you are alone in the face of that pain, I can only helpless on the side, how frustrated and useless and painful and self-reproachful I feel.

Her eyes were already wet at this moment, and she kept caressing and wiping away my tears, and she felt sorry for me.

In the past, it was because some people said that tears were a sign of weakness, and she could not and was not allowed to cry, so even when she lost her loved ones, she never shed tears again.

But even so, she has never been a very sentimental person, because this is her, the person I love deeply, strong, gentle, and beautiful......

She knew that I loved to cry, and she knew that she was the one who was most likely to make me cry, but this time I really broke the embankment because of my distressed tears, and I couldn't suppress it anymore!

Crying for her, and crying for herself, the tears just meandered like this, crying silently......

"Until I met you...... After meeting you, I felt that it is a very lucky thing to be alive, because I have met the person who is willing to cry for me, do you know how lucky I am?"

A bright smile bloomed from the bottom of his mouth, and he immediately leaned over to touch me, never letting go of his hands caressing my face, and continued to whisper softly in my ear:

"Wait for me, when I finish this grievance with my own hands, I will accompany you for the rest of my life, okay?"

Does she mean that she doesn't want me to be involved, and that she wants to end the matter herself?

In her ears was her gentle sigh, and she was waiting for my response......

If this is what she wants, then I will do my best to achieve it for her.

"Good!"

I tried to contain my emotions and gave her a firm response, and then reached out and gently wiped the blood from the corner of her mouth for her, also reminding her not to hurt herself again.

For her, she was a little happier with my reason and support.

She smiled at me gently, and I was so moved by the joy and relief on her face.

Seeing that my mood was gradually stabilizing, and I knew that it was to persuade me to stop crying, the corners of my mouth immediately rose slightly, and I actually whispered in my ear with a somewhat ridiculous tone:

"Don't cry anymore, crying is a face, but it doesn't look good!"

I suddenly choked in my chest and couldn't breathe, and I couldn't cry or laugh anymore.

pursed his lips, and suddenly felt a little unconvinced, panting and muttering in a low voice: What's wrong with crying and not looking good?

"Fool!"

Jue must have heard it, but he was not annoyed, but his heart was moved, but he kissed me on the forehead very boldly, which suddenly made my cheeks crimson and forgetful.

This time, people who don't know what they are in see it, and probably the reputation of the 'broken sleeve fetish' has also been confirmed.

And the reality is that not to mention the black-clothed killers present, the group of children of the palace family also watched it, even the old lady of the palace and Mrs. Ru and his wife also saw it really, and the two of us behaved too ambiguously and intimately from the beginning, if it is said that it is a deep brotherhood, it is reasonable to share hardships and hardships;

Are you blind? How can this be a 'brotherly love'?!

Now this is hugging, kissing, and hugging, no matter how many people who don't have eyesight, it is difficult to justify themselves when they see this situation.

I have always paid attention to these things in front of outsiders, and not long ago, she specially told me to worry about terrible words and slander. But now, she is the first person to break the rules, and she is doing it above board, without avoiding suspicion, thinking that she has not taken care of any gossip and short-term rumors.

She only wants to do what she wants now, and no one can stop her......

Gently pushing me away, Jue protected me behind him, faced the man, and said coldly:

"Morse, today you and I, let's make a complete decision!"

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