051. The one who should reflect is you
Gu Qingcang's expression turned grim when he heard this, he glared at Huo Jianping with a dark face, stood up directly with a snort, and pulled Nian Nian who came out of the room and walked towards the children's room.
Seeing him like this, Huo Jianping shook his head and moved the chair away, and hurriedly opened the door.
The door opened, and Huo Chengxiang saw that it was his own old man, so he bowed slightly: "Grandpa!"
Huo Jianping glared at him, and said in a rough voice: "If you don't handle it well, you don't have to go back to the Huo family in this life." ”
"Hmm!" Huo Chengxiang walked past the old man and went directly to Gu Pan's room.
He stood at the door and knocked on the door, but there was no response from inside.
After waiting for a minute, Huo Chengxiang knocked again and still no one responded.
This time, he didn't wait and pushed open the door and walked in.
In the room, I didn't see Gu Pan.
Huo Chengxiang swept around and finally saw her on the balcony, he didn't see her for a few days, Gu Pan lost a lot of weight, looking at her quiet back, it seemed that he had returned to four years ago.
At that time, they were not divorced, and Gu Pan often stood on the balcony like this to blow the wind.
At that time, he also laughed at her with disgust and pretending to be deep.
But looking at her like this now, Huo Chengxiang couldn't laugh at all.
He slowed his pace and walked towards Gu Pan step by step.
Gu Pan felt that someone approached him and glanced back, and saw that Huo Chengxiang's calm and waveless eyes shrank, and there was a resistance in his eyes.
"Don't be afraid, I'm just here to see you. Huo Chengxiang half-raised his hands to try to calm Gu Pan's emotions.
But Gu Pan still frowned and moved to the side, and when she saw Huo Chengxiang stepping out, she immediately ran quickly to the side of her body.
Before Huo Chengxiang could react, she had already wrapped herself in the quilt and buried her head in it.
When Huo Chengxiang walked in, he looked at Gu Pan who was rolled into a shrimp in the quilt, and his eyebrows were frowning.
It's not like the one that grows like a weed, invincible hope.
He sighed to himself, walked over to the edge of the bed and sat down.
Gu Pan could feel the bed sinking in the quilt, her eyes flashed and she moved stiffly inside, trying to widen the distance between her and Huo Chengxiang.
"Since you don't want to see me, so be it! Listen to me, and if you hear something you don't want to hear, kick me. ”
Huo Chengxiang suppressed his voice, and his voice was as low as a cello, but no one appreciated it.
Gu Pan didn't respond to him, but he didn't care.
"Four years ago, I divorced you and said that I had someone I loved. Huo Chengxiang saw Gu Pan trembling and stopped for a moment until she didn't move and continued: "The girl I liked at that time was the girl I inadvertently saved many years ago, and she only told me a name, but unfortunately it was a fake name. ”
As soon as Huo Chengxiang's words fell, Gu Pan turned around and pulled the quilt down a little bit, only showing her eyes to look at him.
Being stared at by Gu Pan like this, Huo Chengxiang smiled helplessly: "Okay, you didn't lie to me, I was blind and didn't recognize you." But on that night four years ago, I actually recognized you. ”
Gu Pan didn't expect him to mention that night, and his face was not red, and his heart was not beating indifferently, as if he was saying that the weather was good today.
She glared at Huo Chengxiang with a look of displeasure.
"Your face is blocking me!" Huo Chengxiang saw that she was a little angry at this time, so he began to tease her.
Gu Pan glared at him, and once again stuffed her head, she was not a child anymore, she was so easy to deceive.
Huo Chengxiang looked at Gu Pan, who was hiding in the bed like an ostrich, shook his head and didn't force her.
For a moment, quiet returned to the bedroom.
Huo Chengxiang accidentally saw a group photo of Gu Pan at the head of the bed, in which she was holding Xiao Niannian in swaddling clothes.
Gu Pan in the photo was unfamiliar to Huo Chengxiang, with a clear smile on his face, but he could clearly feel a sadness in her eyes that could not be concealed.
In my mind, what Hermione had said to herself downstairs before. Huo Chengxiang's phoenix eyes had a hint of sourness, and he raised his head slightly to hide the sourness in his eyes.
He put the photo frame back, raised his hand and gently patted Gu Pan's quilt: "I'm sorry for the past four years, I admit that I didn't do my best to find it because I didn't dare to face my heart, but I was unwilling and afraid that you would remove me from your world, so I would work hard to make myself a pervasive actor." ”
Gu Pan ignored him, these days, Huo Chengxiang said one thing and did another, she didn't have seen it.
said that it had nothing to do with Li Ruo, but the bracelet he was protecting like a life-threatening root was not now worn on Li Ruo's hand.
"It seems that you don't like me to be present in your life all the time, and I'm sorry I try not to disturb you in the future. Huo Chengxiang raised his eyebrows, and there was a thick sense of loss in his voice.
Gu Pan moved, but he was trying to tell himself not to believe it, he was playing a bitter trick.
But in the blink of an eye, she felt the person behind her stand up, followed by footsteps, and then the sound of the door opening.
Gu Pan sat up subconsciously, but he never thought that Huo Chengxiang was half leaning against the door and looking at himself calmly.
Looking at his appearance, he thought of the words he said just now, and Gu Pan realized that this person had been pretending to be weak since he came in, and those words and those aggrieved tones were not all made for her to see?
Thinking about it like this, Gu Pan felt particularly unconvinced: "It's obvious that you did something wrong, why do you want me to forgive me so easily? Even if you want to self-reflect, it should be you!"
"Well, I know that in the future, I will definitely save my body three times a day!" Huo Chengxiang nodded, his eyes were extremely serious.
"Who wants you to save three times a day, and you are not a saint. Gu Pan gave him a blank look.
"Well, well, don't be a saint. ”
At a distance of two or three meters, Huo Chengxiang looked at Gu Pan, who was angry with himself at this moment, and finally secretly breathed a sigh of relief.
Although I didn't look very happy, at least I spoke.
Seeing that the look on his face was much more relaxed, Gu Pan also realized something.
She spoke!
Since she woke up last night, her family and friends have been talking to her constantly, but for some reason, the more she tries to speak, the harder it becomes.
Until Hermione said, "It's been four years since that incident, don't torture yourself like this again."
Gu Pancai suddenly realized that she had locked herself up again.
When Dad came, Gu Pan was also red-eyed, but no matter how hard she tried, she could only be anxious and couldn't say a word.
Later, Dad walked out, and Gu Pan wrote a sentence on paper: I want to see a psychiatrist.
Later, she didn't get angry at the quarrel outside, but Gu Pan didn't stop it, she didn't want to go on like this. She still has thoughts to take care of, her father to be filial, and many unfulfilled wishes.
Her eyes moistened at the thought of this.
No matter what Huo Chengxiang's purpose was today, at least he helped himself.
"Huo Chengxiang, let's go! Thank you for today's events......"
As if thinking of something, Gu Pan drooped his head and stopped looking at Huo Chengxiang.