When I first moved into Aunt Qiong's apartment, there was a room that had been prepared for Yang Yang and Xu Yan as a baby room.

Although I haven't bought the crib and baby supplies yet, it's still okay to simply clean up and scorch Xiao Qiao.

Luo Nan and Qiao Kangyong didn't prepare nothing when they came to the capital with their children, and some baby products had been brought back by Xu Yan.

The rest waited for Yang Yang to comfort Zhule at night and buy the crib back by the way.

"I said Xiao Qiaojiao, didn't you change your diapers before you came, you can't hold back when you see Aunt Miao. Xu Yan laughed at this little guy who didn't have teeth yet, how could he be afraid of Miao Shui, and he had the same virtue as Zhule before.

"Yanyan, have you brought the child's toiletries, why don't you give the child a bath. ”

"Take it, I was about to ask if you would like to help. Xu Yan took wet wipes to help Xiao Qiaojiao finish wiping her buttocks, and she had this idea.

Xiao Qiaojiao is indeed noisy, and she is really a little worried about being bathed by a person and getting water.

When she bathed Xiaoyu before, she was very well-behaved, and she was really worried that she wouldn't be able to cope with it and hurt the child.

It is estimated that it will be much better with Miao Shui next to it.

......

Ten minutes later.

A small bathtub was placed in the middle of the bathroom, Xu Yan and Miao Shui brought a small stool to sit next to it, and bathed Xiao Qiaojiao with one hand and one foot.

With Miao Shui there, Xiao Qiaojiao's eyes swirled everywhere, but he would secretly look at her before he wanted to move his hands and feet, and found that Miao Shui's eyes were not good, so he could only silently pull in the warm water.

Xu Yan was glad that Miao Shui came in time, which could be regarded as a great favor for her.

After looking at Miao Shui's college, she still has a tall figure, which is a little more feminine than when she was in high school, and she also has some ideas.

Who will she belong to in the future?

Speaking from the bottom of her heart, she abandoned the idea of caring about her husband, purely from a woman's point of view, Zhule is indeed not suitable for her.

Even to put it seriously, he is not worthy of it now.

Judging from the documents Miao Shui got back today, no matter where she is in the future, she will be a career-oriented strong woman.

Now Zhule, to be honest, except for Li Yaoyao's incident, he has grown a little, and his psychological state is basically no different from when he was in high school.

"Okay, it's almost done...... Yeon-yeon, why are you looking at me?"

"Miaoshui, you don't seem to have said what type of boy you like. ”

Xu Yan wiped the water stains on Xiao Qiao's hand, but her eyes kept staring at the girl beside her, and her eyes were full of sincere curiosity.

Even Miao Shui's eyes, which had always been cold, were a little unnatural, and he dodged intentionally or unintentionally.

At this moment, Xiao Qiaojiao felt that this woman didn't seem to be so terrifying, which aroused his curiosity, and his little hand, which was only a few months old, grabbed Miao Shui's little thumb.

The little one who has not felt the distractions of the world, has a pure and bright gaze.

Looking at his eyes, Miao Shui's heart that was entangled in confusion about the future and couldn't let go of self-esteem seemed to have some indescribable comfort.

"I didn't know that kind of guy was going to be my liking...... But you kid is definitely no fun. Miao Shui didn't care about the little thumb that was caught, and grabbed a towel with her other hand to dry the water droplets on Xiao Qiaojiao's body.

The rising water vapor blurred the mirror not far away, and Miao Shui unconsciously pulled the corners of her mouth with her cheek main muscles, and behind the gaze that focused on Xiao Qiaojiao, there seemed to be something hidden.

Talking about Xiao Qiaojiao, will it allude to Zhule's naivety.

Xu Yan didn't know if she understood it right, if it was, it meant that Miao Shui should still not be able to let go of bamboo music.

The solution to the problem may be clear.

"Miaoshui, you can actually ......"

"Xu Yan, your first love is Yang Yang, right? ”

Xu Yan hugged Xiao Qiaojiao to her lap, changed his clothes, and casually wanted to enlighten Miao Shui, but was interrupted by her words, and she was speechless for a while.

Is Yang Yang her first love?

If you count the ignorance when you were a child, of course it is.

But if you don't count the time of childhood, plus that time of confusion......

"How so...... If you want to count it according to time, it is naturally that guy, but it can be said that you have a conscious relationship. Xu Yan left the bathroom with Xiao Qiaojiao in her arms, her hands caressing his juniors, and her eyes were reminiscing about the dusty past.

After being with Yang Yang, he never asked Xu Yan about these things, and she didn't want to recall.

In the relationship between men and women, only girls will have a lot of entanglements and longings, and a large number of boys like to take it for granted.

Eating a meal, giving a gift, confessing once, or doing a small favor will almost establish a relationship.

Only after being rejected will they understand that it is not so simple to get the love of girls.

Because she was afraid of hurting others, she didn't know how to refuse before, so she was misunderstood, but instead became an injured person and became her.

"What about consciously dating?" Miao Shui felt incredible, both of them were about to turn into two wicks twisted together in an oil lamp, and there were other stories behind them.

"Wait a minute, don't tell anyone other than Yang Yang what I said. In order to help Miao Shui, Xu Yan couldn't take care of it too much, put Xiao Qiaojiao on the side of the sofa, put the paste and spoon in front of him, and didn't care about him anymore.

In order to make the story reasonable, Xu Yan put the events of her past life in junior high school.

"You also know that I studied in the township in junior high school, and the management was not so strict, and it was popular for a while......"

Miao Shui just wanted to use the story of Xu Yan and Yang Yang to compare her state of mind when she was confessed by Zhule for the first time by text message, but she didn't expect to dig such a big melon.

If she sees the light, it will destroy the relationship between Yang Yang and Xu Yan, and she will be deeply guilty.

"Wait a minute, you said you can't talk about it except for Yang Yang, are you sure?"

"Yang Yang knows and believes me, but other people who don't know the situation are not necessarily, groundless speculation is the most terrifying, and people's words are terrifying. ”

"Okay, then you go ahead, I'll listen. ”

Xu Yan replied seriously and confidently, Miao Shui felt a little uneasy, but she continued to listen.

......

Half an hour later.

On the sofa in the living room, Xiao Qiaojiao was lying on Xu Yan's lap and had fallen asleep, with bowls and spoons next to him that had been eaten but had not yet been cleaned up.

Xu Yan felt that she had said everything she needed to say, and picked him up with the clothes that Yang Yang left on the sofa, wanting Miao Shui to think about it by herself and settle the child first.

Before she could walk into the bedroom, Miao Shui stopped her.

"Yanyan, what you said always feels wrong...... But I can't say it. ”

"Uh...... What's wrong?Is there anything wrong with the time being too long?" Xu Yan didn't dare to look back at Miao Shui, she was too weak-hearted.

If she insists on saying that her high school and college experiences are junior high school, there will definitely be something different from the normal situation, but she really tried her best to make it reasonable.

Miao Shui has never been in love, maybe she can fool the past, she can't confess that she is reborn, right?

In the past relationship, Xu Yan also felt that she was very conservative with others, and changed the time to junior high school, there should be no flaws.

It's just a good heart, obviously she is enlightening others.

"Even if it's junior high school, it's too conservative, right, no kissing, no holding hands, just going out to go shopping and eat normally?"

"These are not important, communication is not a process of cultivating feelings, feelings are the most important. ”

Obviously, she is already a housewife who has had children, but Xu Yan is still a little aggrieved by Miao Shui.

After listening to Xu Yan's words, Miao Shui didn't feel like she had figured anything out, she just felt angry.

"Yanyan, I used to feel that you were the most mature person among us, how could you make such a mistake, what kind of love are you, it's just a child's play, and you take it seriously. ”

"No, how can it be a child's house. Xu Yan said that if she wanted to put the time in high school and college, Miao Shui would not think so.

"It's just that it's been a long time and I can't remember exactly, so I'll just give a rough idea. ”

Xu Yan's expression was placed in Miao Shui's eyes, which made her heart swell with a sense of irritability that hatred of iron could not become steel, and her eyes followed.

"Can't remember?"

"Yes, that's right. ”

"When was the first time you held hands with someone of the opposite sex, and with whom?"

"That...... Junior high school New Year's Day will be performed? It seems to be a performance program, and who doesn't remember. ”

“......”

"When was the first time you kissed someone of the opposite sex?"

"Probably...... When I was one year old, and Yang Yang, my mother told me this, and there should be no mistake."

"When was the first time you slept in a bed in a room with someone of the opposite sex?"

"It's hard to say, if you count it as Yang Yang when you're a few months old, but I don't remember anything at that time. ”

As soon as Miao Shui became serious, the initiative of the words was not in Xu Yan's place at all.

After a few words, she realized that it was she who enlightened Miao Shui, and hurriedly changed the direction of the topic.

"Miao Shui, wait a minute, we're not talking about conscious love, don't count those childhood firsts. ”

"In addition to holding hands, Yeon-yeon has done a few things with other boys in her previous 'conscious' relationships. ”

Through the conversation at night, Miao Shui had already seen through Xu Yan, and a sentence choked Xu Yan's mouth again.

Even if Xu Yan wanted to refute, her love rhythm was relatively slow, and these things were originally planned to be done later, but when she thought of Miao Shui reusing 'what she hasn't done is not done' to refute, she didn't speak out again.

"Forget it, Yanyan, you were eaten to death by Yang Yang in your life, it's not too early, I'll go back first. He patted Xu Yan on the shoulder, and after finishing speaking, he pushed the door and left.

Miao Shui wanted to hold grievances for those victims of Xu Yan's emotional path, but when she thought of those boys, she didn't have a problem, so she didn't say it.

On the way back, she saw the night sky outside her apartment, and slowly stopped, letting the moonlight fall between her brows.

If the road of affection is destined to be tortuous, then when will her tortuous road come to an end.

Or, did she step down the wrong path in the first place, just like Xu Yan before?