"Little--e-"

"Ahh

I yelled heartbreakingly, and my throat was salty, and blood was pouring out.

Seeing Xiao'e being pushed up by the air wave of the bomb explosion, I don't know where the strength came from, it seemed that the extreme potential exploded in the sorrow of despair, and the distance of forty meters came in an instant, snatching her in my arms when she landed!

"Xiao'e, Xiao'e, wake up, Xiao'e......" Tears couldn't stop flowing, and I begged her as if I had lost my soul, "Answer me quickly...... Xiao'e ......"

I hugged Xiao'e.

Blood oozing from her clothes on the back of her back stained my hands.

No, it wasn't blood, it was the lava of the leylines, hot and hot, scorching my hands and burning my heart. I wanted to say something, but I didn't know where to start!

just unconsciously shouted, shouting: Xiao'e...... Xiao'e......

Xiao'e slowly opened her eyes, the pain in her body made her frown, and she raised her trembling right hand with difficulty, as if she was in danger of slipping at any time.

I hurriedly took her right hand and put it gently on my face, and the hand holding her involuntarily tightened.

"Well...... Brother, I'm sorry, when I went to the DPRK with you, I had already put life and death aside, and I had already expected such a day, but ...... What I didn't expect was that this day would come so quickly and so suddenly......"

"Brother En, I, tell you a secret, you can't laugh at me......"

"No, no, how can Brother En laugh at you? You say, you say......" I sobbed and choked.

"When I knew that I was pregnant with our two little babies, my heart that put life and death aside was shaken, and I suddenly realized how important it is to be alive, how beautiful it is to be alive, and I long to live ......" said, two hot tears flowed from Xiao'e's eyes, "From that moment on, I was afraid of dying in battle, afraid of leaving this world, afraid of leaving you, because I wanted to accompany you, my beloved, with the baby, the crystallization of our love, and live happily ever after......

"Xiao'e, I know, I know, I didn't think like this, you have to persevere, it's going to be fine, it's going to be okay, you try to talk as little as possible, I'll take you to the doctor......" After listening to Xiao'e's words, my tears couldn't stop flowing, my brain was chaotic, and some words became incoherent.

"Brother En, promise me one thing......" Xiao'e interrupted me in a small voice, but it was like thunder in my ears.

"Yes, Xiao'e, Xiao'e, as long as you live, Brother En's will promise you everything!" I kept nodding and said.

"For me, live...... Go to ......"

"Xiao'e—"

"Xiao'e—"

"Xiao'e—"

"Ahh

Looking at Xiao'e lying quietly in my arms, I had a complete breakdown, and hugged her tightly into my arms, she knew how much I loved her, she also knew that I was a stubborn person, she was even more worried that I would die after she left, so she told me, let me live!

"Xiao'e—"

I hugged her regardless of the image, sat on the ground and cried like crazy, the boy didn't flick his tears, but he didn't reach the sad place! At this time, I was just Xiao'e's husband and the father of the unborn child! I had a reason to release my pain!

At this moment, I wiped away the tears on Xiao'e's face, looked at her quietly, and tried to recall every word he and I had said:

When I decided to go to the Korean battlefield, "Brother Eun, even if you go to the Korean battlefield, don't worry about me ......"

"In Xiao'e's heart, there is only Brother En, although we don't have the name of husband and wife, but you are always the only person Xiao'e loves in her heart......"

"You just have to remember, no matter what time it is, you are always my silly brother, I am always the little one who loves you behind you, no matter when, there is always someone who loves you and remembers you......"

In that small cave that only we know, "I want to be your Yang Huaien's woman, and your Yang Huaien is also the love of my life......"

"If I sacrifice, I hope you remember that there was once a woman named Tian Xiao'e who loved you forever, Yang Huaien's first woman, a woman who grew up with you, followed you to join the army, followed you to the DPRK, was born and died, and fought with you......"

"If you sacrifice, I will wear linen and filial piety for you, and raise our children to adulthood, and I will also tell him that his father is a man who stands up to the sky, a great volunteer soldier, and sacrificed his blood for the motherland! Let our children take you as an example and be proud to have a father like you!"

......

I kept blaming myself and asking myself: Why wasn't it me who was killed, why wasn't I? Why not?

I hate!

I hate God's injustice to Xiao'e, and I, Yang Huaien, have endured hardships and dangers, and have never enjoyed the beauty and happiness of life!

I hate the wars that the Yankees have provoked for various purposes! And we, at the cost of the lives of hundreds of thousands of people killed and wounded by the volunteers, have stifled all kinds of ulterior political conspiracy of the Yankees!

I hate myself even more, why didn't I stay by Xiao'e's side? Why didn't I protect Xiao'e and watch Xiao'e leave me and die?

Speaking of this, Grandpa Yang seemed to have returned to the scene at that time, and began to cry again, crying so heartbreakingly, powerless and helpless......

I didn't say anything, let alone rack my brains to think of those lines to comfort Grandpa Yang, because I knew that for a person who has experienced all kinds of life in his prime, all persuasion is pale, and sometimes, being by his side is the most affectionate confession!

Looking at Grandpa Yang's grief-stricken appearance, I silently said to Grandma Tian in my heart: "Grandma Tian, you are happy! Grandpa Yang, whom you love, has never forgotten you until now!"

The rain outside seems to be a little lighter, and the roof leak seems to be a little smaller.

I looked out the window, at this time, the panic of being lost had long since dissipated, and my mood had been immersed in Grandpa Yang's great experience of gunfire, lamenting the bitterness and bitterness of this pair of battlefield couples and the separation of life and death.

A combat hero like Grandpa Yang, with an iron will, can only be so grief-stricken when reminiscing about his comrades-in-arms and lovers!

I quietly waited for Grandpa Yang's long-suppressed feelings to be released.

While I was thinking nonsense, Grandpa Yang's voice echoed in this ticking room again:

"I divided Xiao'e's ashes into three parts, and buried them in the cave where we first got together, and from another point of view, it was also our home, a place that the two of us will always remember, and the most memorable place for both of us. ”

"After the victory of the Korean War, a copy was sprinkled on our position, letting her know that our volunteer army won the final victory of the Korean War under the leadership of the great party with the spirit of fearless hardships and hardships and sacrifice!

"The last one, which I always carry, brought back to my homeland after the victory in the war, and was buried with her on the day I died......"

"Grandpa Yang, I believe that Grandma Tian is in the spirit of heaven, and she will definitely bless you, and I believe that she will always be by your side to accompany you!" I persuaded Grandpa Yang at the right time to say something that made Grandpa Yang's heart feel relieved.

"Yes, little one, you're right, I think Xiao'e has always been by my side. Hearing what I said, although Grandpa Yang's mood did not recover, it seemed that because of my words, he stimulated a certain resonance point in his mind, raised a little interest, and said: "After Xiao'e's sacrifice, I once had the will to live and die, and wanted to leave my body on the Korean battlefield to accompany Xiao'e, but I told myself that people are inherently dead, or heavier than Mount Tai, or lighter than Hongmao, so I want to make my death worthwhile! I want to rush forward and avenge Xiao'e!"

"In the later wars, as long as the charge horn sounded, I would always be the one who rushed to the front! As long as the fortress was fortified, I would always be the first person to rush to the fortress with an explosive bag! However, on the battlefield, I did not encounter the danger of giving up self-help in order not to expose the target, as Qiu Shaoyun did, and still less did I encounter the opportunity to block the enemy's fire snake muzzle with his chest like Huang Jiguang!

......

However, whenever I charge without my life and death, I am always safe and sound, although my comrades have left one after another, it is not me!

I know that Xiao'e has always been by my side to bless me!

After I found out this, whenever the battle was won, I would always stand on the commanding heights of the position and tell Xiao'e loudly with tears in my eyes: "Xiao'e, I know that you are by my side, we are victorious again, do you see?"

Although I didn't get any response from her, I never stopped until the complete victory in the Korean War......

I know that Xiao'e can see it and hope that I will live well!

......

The day before I returned to China, I came to the position I experienced with Xiao'e, the battlefield, and the "home" that only belonged to our family of three.

Sang our "Volunteer War Song" for her again:

Majestic, high-spirited, across the Yalu River

To protect peace and the motherland is to protect the hometown

The good sons and daughters of China are united together

Resist U.S. aggression and aid Korea defeat the wolf of American ambition

......

Tell Xiao'e in my heart and make a lifelong promise:

Xiao'e, although you and I do not have the name of husband and wife, but we have the reality of husband and wife, Huai En did not officially marry you, which is a lifelong regret.

You once said that you love me deeply in the bone marrow, and after the war is over, eight sedan chairs will be lifted, and the scenery will marry you!

However, the world is unpredictable, you go before me, and Wynne is bored......

Knowing that you don't want me to look for you, Huai En feels five things, but there is one thing that has been decided!

That is: I solemnly promise you on the occasion of parting, I, Yang Huaien, will not marry you in this life, just because you are the love of my Yang Huaien's life!