To this day, I still remember the comment of the mustache in the teacher's comment column at the end of the final report card, which is unforgettable:

The rainwater accumulates by drops, and the trickle of the square sinks,

Thousands of trickles gather the momentum of the rivers and rush into the sea;

Wasted every second, so that the time of youth is gone,

Yesterday's glory is already a sigh of shame!

Once upon a time, he was a good boy with both character and learning?

Once upon a time, everyone expected a strong teenager?

Why is it so rapid that it is impossible to prevent it?

Why is it so disappointing to fall so far in an instant?

Just a few words of comment sounded in my heart like thunder.

I can read from it Mr. Mustache's heart of hatred and anger, and I can also read that Mr. Mustache, the ambassador of my change, is disappointed!

I know that in his opinion, I have always been one of his proudest students, one of the most satisfied students.

Therefore, the first two sentences of the first sentence of the comment are words of persuasion and encouragement, and the middle four sentences recall the past, hoping that I can regain my strength and the prodigal son turn back!

The mustache's good intentions are obvious.

The concern between the lines made my heart feel as if I was weighing on a thousand pounds of weight, and I couldn't breathe uncomfortably, and this situation of barely supporting seemed to make me feel like I was short of breath.

I can guess what kind of mood he was in writing such a review, and what kind of mood he was in about my few achievements.

Pen and here, the heart moves, the love goes, compose a poem for the teacher, and at the same time give it to the teacher of the world!

The title of the poem says:

"Teacher's Love"

Contemporary • Ear urgency

Teacher's kindness and education are as deep as the sea,

Teaching people tirelessly and rejoicing in talent.

is not related by blood,

Concerned about the hardships of Xinxin?

Although he is not a direct descendant or unrelated,

Bond the relationship between teachers and students.

Teacher Daosheng is from everywhere,

Smell good news and be proud of yourself.

Failing at a glance, only three of the 8 "main courses" barely passed, with an average score of less than 60 points, and the highest one was the mathematics that I was once proud of - 62 points!

Sitting on a stool with his head down, his gaze lingering on the report card for a long time, gradually dimmed, until a tear came out of his eyes, wetting the disappointing numbers on the report card.

History 59,

Geography 42,

Language 60,

Mathematics 62,

Politics 44

English 61

Physics 57

Bio 43 ......

No wonder the mustache was so disappointed, no wonder the parents were so disappointed, and I had such a failed day with consistently excellent grades!

As Cen Shen of the Tang Dynasty once described in a poem, "The Hanhai Sea is dry and icey, and the clouds are gloomy and faint"!

I believe that at this moment, the mood of parents is really like a gloomy cloud, extremely bleak!

So, they didn't say anything, they just left silently.

But this kind of wordless silence is even more uncomfortable than a scolding criticism!

Tick!

Tick!

A few more tears involuntarily fell from their eyes to the report card.

In order to maintain my ridiculous face as a man, and in order not to let my parents see the moment when I was fragile and crying, I immediately cleaned up my mood, quickly wiped the remnants, naughty, and unwilling tears in my eyes, hurriedly put the report card in the cabinet, and rushed out of the door.

There was no one on the road.

Quietly.

This time, I didn't go to Lei Zi and Peng Chao to come out together, I wanted to enjoy this moment of tranquility and loneliness in a quiet environment.

I walked aimlessly on the road, and the scenes I experienced in school this semester involuntarily appeared in my mind, which was indeed a little unbelievable.

Thinking back to that moment -

The three of them soaked together all day long, stirring up trouble, fighting, and doing all kinds of evil.

Thinking back to that moment -

After getting the approval of the mustache to change the seat, he kicked the table of Guo Lei, who had been sitting with me for a few months, and scolded and said, "Get out of the back!"

Thinking back to that moment -

After knowing that I like Fangfang, Zifan and Xu Hui went to pester Fangfang as soon as they got out of class, stringing me to write love letters to Fangfang, making trouble after class, distracting in class, making her angry and making her happy, I also learned from their shameless appearance, cheekily kept asking Fangfang, who do you like?

Thinking back to that moment -

The study committee member of the next class is a girl with a beautiful name, called Du Juan, who used to be one of my good friends.

He deliberately blocked my way and asked, "Why are you going?" ”

Smart people solve problems in a smart way.

I believe that friends with similar experiences will know what it means for a female classmate to take the initiative to find you?

Well, this question seems to be a bit ambiguous, don't get me wrong.

I don't want to say that there is any relationship between men and women, but that it is adolescence, ignorance, and simple liking.

However, because Lao Xu and Zifan are by my side.

I'm pretending to be cool, for that damn face that is already ethereal.

Pushed him away in an extremely brutal way.

He also pointed his finger at her nose viciously and said, "Get out, don't bother me here, bother me again, be careful that I beat you." ”

Before the words fell, her tears instantly filled her eyes, which made my heart hurt subconsciously, and my heart suddenly contained a trace of apology.

I want to say something to express it, but the words that are said and the water that is spilled cannot be recovered.

In such a strange way, she remembered me.

I finally succeeded, losing such a good friend.

Even in the days that followed, after I "turned back", "put down the butcher's knife", "repented", and "became a new man", she ignored me.

It can well be imagined.

What a foolish act to be, losing a good friend worth making, and completely breaking a girl's heart.

If you are too arrogant, of course, you will pay for it and suffer the serious consequences of what you have done for yourself.

As the saying goes: if you come out to mix, sooner or later you will have to pay it back.

Thinking back to that moment -

Lei Zi and the madman persuaded me together: "Dunzi, can you stop playing with them, we don't think they are good people, and you have become unknown to us." ”

I just smiled dismissively, "It's okay, I'm happy." ”

"At least it's much better than going home......" I added silently.

And he always disagreed with their admonitions, and he also enjoyed the feeling of "self-confidence" brought to him at that moment by the arrogant and domineering life of "God is the eldest and my second".

Thinking back to that moment -

The most serious one was outside the school gate, surrounded and intercepted by a group of people armed with "swords, guns, swords, halberds, axes, hooks and forks".

I don't know when, I accidentally offended another group in the school, and there are some people with underworld backgrounds in society.

On the last day of the final holiday, they gathered more than 30 delinquent youths in society, uniformly dressed in black, most of them carrying sticks. Surrounded us with a menacing attitude.

Of course, this is not the time to be a hero, I don't know if it is Zifan or Xu Hui, when he saw that the signs were wrong, he immediately yelled: "Run!"

The three of us panicked and fled in all directions, as if we were on fire in our buttocks, like the early Hong Kong movie Crazy Boy, despondent and chased, extremely embarrassed.

Fortunately, it was the last day of the semester, otherwise I wouldn't have the courage to go to school on the second day, and I was really scared.

Because the three of them ran separately, some of them were diverted, and I had experience in escaping from the police uncle, so running away was not a problem at all, and this was not the time to be a hero at all.

Heroes don't suffer immediate losses.

If you can't beat it, you must run!

No shame!

Later, I heard that Xu Hui was stopped, but his two years of experience as a soldier did not hurt him.

As soon as Xu Hui saw that he was surrounded, he picked up a brick and smashed the person closest to him to the ground with lightning speed, and immediately blood was dripping!

At that time, there was a smooth saying, those who were horizontal were afraid of being stunned, and those who were stunned were afraid of dying.

It is fully embodied at this time.

When everyone saw that Xu Hui was so desperate and bloody, they were so frightened that they immediately froze there, and they didn't dare to rush forward.

Everyone is born to their parents and raised by their parents, and they all know "where salt comes from salty, vinegar from where sour", and of course they also understand the truth that "heroes don't suffer immediate losses".

The gun shoots the first bird.

If you rush up again and be killed by this desperate guy, will it be worth it?

Seeing the situation, Xu Hui immediately fled, and returned to his hometown in the countryside on the same day.

Only the man who had been knocked out was left, lying alone in a pool of blood.

Later, I heard that the guy was taken to the hospital, and the police intervened.

But because they had an underworld nature of gathering people to fight with weapons, the police station did not look for Xu Hui's account, after all, we are all "junior high school students" in school.

This absurd scene is like yesterday, and I remember it vividly, and it is said that how a child behaves at school depends on what kind of people his friends are around him, and I am exactly like that.

Later, with every step I took, I would accept the torture of my own soul, and I would tell myself in my heart again and again:

Think of my hard-working mother, think about my poor and poor family, think about my sister who went out to work in society at the age of 16, and think about my father who is idle all day long and has nothing to do.

Do you want to live like this again, do you want to be the same in this life?

The only way to change the status quo is to learn to get ahead and win everything you want with excellent grades.

"Believe in studiousness and keep the good way of death. "It's the direction that each of us wants to pursue.

Therefore, we must firmly believe in the power of learning, regain our strength, not fall, and change our character, heart, self, life, and future through learning.

The chaos of thoughts is always disorganized, school past, firewood, rice, oil and salt, family trivialities, and the one in my heart......

Suddenly, I saw something incredible in my sight, and I was inexplicably excited!

Hey, isn't that Fangfang? Why is she here?