Volume 1 Life is a Bloody Journey Chapter 124 Hopeless

Everyone has a lot of little secrets that no one knows, and a lot of little persistence that is not understood, and they enjoy it and easily do not share it with others.

Li Diefei likes all kinds of pens, so he insists on finding time every week to go to places like supermarket stationery stores to buy pens.

Fountain pens, ballpoint pens, pencils and even colored pens, buy two pens for each kind, most of them are a few cents to a few dollars, one is collected, and the other is used to exchange with others.

During the study period, he would exchange with his classmates, and after becoming a glorious people's teacher, he would exchange with his students, and this little hobby has been persisting for almost ten years.

After Zhao Qingshan came back from the magic capital yesterday, he really drove a seven-star QQ and gave it to her, the color was the blue sea blue she liked.

The boyfriend was still very idiotic in her mouth and bit a rose, but she accidentally got pricked in the mouth, causing her to taste the blood for the second time under her boyfriend's savage kiss.

It's just that the taste is very different from the previous taste, the previous time it was the bitter taste of a man instead of a boy, and this time it was the taste of a happy lover.

It's a sunny day, and my boyfriend, who has come and gone without a trace, is back in the country, and I don't know what he's doing in the country.

But this state is also good, and she doesn't like the two of them to get tired of being together all day.

The one who is always bullied.

She drove the Seven Star QQ, which is exceptionally cheap in the automobile industry, on the way to find a stationery store, her eyebrows blooming and humming some unpopular niche songs, both domestic and foreign, happy and brisk.

After arriving at the stationery store told by my colleague, I stepped into the store with melodious steps.

Many years ago, she had adapted to all kinds of stares, and several girls who had not yet grown up stared at her with envy, while most of the immature boys looked at her secretly and did not dare to look at her.

In her self-perception, she is not cold, not the kind of cold girl who rejects people thousands of miles away.

Not to mention these young boys who have never even held a girl's hand, even those successful men who have a successful career, they are often ashamed of themselves when they see her, because in addition to her amazing appearance, she also has enough background to support her unique temperament, and if a man does not have extraordinary self-confidence and rich capital, he will never dare to talk to her.

Only Zhao Qingshan's neuropathy that does not play cards according to common sense can submit her like a bamboo.

Li Diefei picked things quickly, and in less than five minutes, she selected four pairs of pens and a pen holder, two pens that added up to less than a hundred, and six ballpoint pens that were the most expensive for only two yuan.

She never wants the best or the most expensive things when she buys, she wants to like them at first sight, so speculatively, it won't be strange why she fell in love with the inconspicuous Zhao Qingshan at first sight.

After checking out and getting into the car, she didn't start the car immediately, but looked at the four pairs of pens in the pen holder and giggled, because she decided that from today onwards, she would not change pens with others, and each pair of pens would stay in pairs in the pen holder that belonged to them and never separate.

Satisfied, she returned to the dormitory, and took out a key from a drawer, and from another drawer a notebook that was a little thicker than a dictionary, and the notebook had a small lock, which she opened to the page where the bookmark was placed.

"I was born in high heels, so I was elegant, and when I took off my heels and fell in love, I was more elegant. ”

This is the only line on this page, handwritten in beautiful handwriting, written last week.

Li Diefei doesn't think that being young is a disease, and young people have to have the spirit and yearning of young people.

Even if others can't understand it, but only enjoy it, just like her short notes, it is difficult for outsiders to understand the true meaning from two simple sentences.

But what does it matter?

Her notes were only for her own sake, and if she could, at most she would single out some of them for the man to see.

Then she held the two pens, like a bad student who completed a copying assignment to improve efficiency, and wrote two lines of a sentence: I don't want to be a passerby you who turns around and forgets, once having it was just a bad joke to me.

Then I changed two pens and wrote: If you are the firm crook of my arm when I wander and toss, give me a reason to accompany you to exhaust the elegance of this life.

The third sentence: Waste the years to the end of the world, even if you wait for the sunset in the rain.

Like a successful little female thief, she took the bookmark and laughed stupidly after writing, this bookmark was indeed obtained by her, originally it existed in "Spiritual Will", she didn't tell Zhao Qingshan about this, otherwise there would be so much snickering.

On the bookmark is a sentence written by the man: Life is like sailing away, washed by wind and rain along the way.

When she was smirking and stunned, the sound of a video call sounded in her bag, she clipped the bookmark, and slowly flipped out her mobile phone, which was sent by her best friend in college.

She hung up with a smile and said in her voice: "I can't use my mobile phone to make a phone porridge for you, wait for me to open the computer as soon as Ma Shan starts." ”

This is an unusual signal, like a vague statement, the nickname "The Queen has three thousand beauties" immediately sent a voice message, in an angry tone: "My favorite concubine, you must explain to me, is it to abandon me from the beginning to the end, and become a stinky man's show-off bargaining chip!"

Weighing the time when the desktop computer was turned on, Li Diefei replied again: "I was taken care of." ”

After speaking, Li Diefei smiled without subtlety, as if she thought of the dead friend who had always wanted to include her in the harem lineup, and she looked angry.

Sure enough, there was no reply to the message for a long time, and it was estimated that he was either taking the wine or smashing the pillow.

Three minutes later, Li Diefei boarded the computer version of the communication software HH and took the initiative to send a video to his best friend.

After being connected, a unisex beauty in a pure white shirt appears in the video frame.

Ears with short hair, melon seed face and delicate face, straight nose, Yin Tao's small mouth, but still without makeup, neutral appearance but a pair of peach blossom eyes that seem to be like peach blossoms and drunk but not drunk.

As long as you look at her slender fingers holding cigarettes, you can judge that her height can make a lot of men embarrassed, but unfortunately her breasts are at the level of normal development, far less than her face and height.

The neutral beauty took a few deep puffs of cigarettes, her expression was solemn, obviously adjusting her emotions, and seeing Li Diefei laughing heartlessly, she finally couldn't help but speak: "You're joking with the queen, right? It's a very low-level joke, but it took me half a cigarette to react." ”

The voice of the neutral beauty is crisp and loud like a hollow valley orchid, and it is definitely more than enough to be an announcer.

Li Diefei reached out and grabbed the car key on the table, and said with a smile: "Look, he bought me the car." ”

In the video, the neutral beauty leaned towards the computer, her eyes widened, thinking that she had seen it wrong, and wiped her beautiful peach blossom eyes vigorously.

In the end, he scolded in disbelief: "Deflated calf little red guy! I will take care of you with a seven-star car worth tens of thousands of yuan? I don't believe it! You must have bought it yourself, this is in line with your low-key style! Not to mention that you can't let people take care of you, how many people can take out gold and silver mountains to support you?"

Didn't the rich second generation of our student union, who has a soft spot for you, hold a check for 20 million yuan and ask you to accompany you to a candlelight dinner, what did you say at the time? 200 million can think about it a little, and make that rich second generation so angry that you are smoking, where is your 200 million worth of 200 million to accompany you to eat and eat? It must still be there, right?"

"Wait for me for ten seconds. ”

It seems that he deliberately made this mortal friend, who is usually as calm as a bodhisattva, maintain an uncalm mood.

Or it's the first time I'm in love, and I can't wait for my best friend to know every happy little detail of her relationship.

Li Diefei ran out of the room with cheerful steps, and soon appeared in front of the computer with a men's shirt, shaking triumphantly, with brilliance between his eyebrows and eyes.

This kind of show-off makes her extra satisfied.

Anyone will have vanity, Li Diefei is of course no exception, at this moment she may not have noticed that an unexpected love has greatly satisfied her vanity, and it is a sense of accomplishment after years of anticipation finally blossomed.

This feeling is no longer the rocking car of childhood, and the good transcript of her student days can be compared, and only love can make her, the proud daughter of the sky, desperate for herself.

Desperately forgetting the reserve she has always upheld.

Desperate to miss.

Desperate to laugh.

Neutral beauties are like being struck by lightning, although this men's shirt may have been bought by Li Diefei on a whim for fun, but her idiot's happy smile can't be faked.

This is the appearance of brain-dead women who instantly become negative in love, and the neutral beauty does not like this smile very much, because she is a staunch lily party and regards men as class enemies.

She spared no effort to want Li Diefei to join the camp of the Lily Party, but she didn't want to see this kind of smile on Li Diefei's face one day, in her world, men are dirty, and once a woman comes into contact with a man, it means being deceived and defiled.

The reason why the neutral beauty and Li Diefei have become close friends is because although Li Diefei is paranoid and believes in beautiful love, he has never had intimate contact with men.

is even more resistant to a man's courtesy than her, so she has been brainwashing Li Diefei, saying that Li Diefei has a strong lily potential in his bones, and if he likes a man, it is pure self-deception.

But the facts in front of her are irrefutable, what the neutral beauty wants to know now is what kind of man will make Li Diefei, who regards love as a belief, laugh so idiotically.

The neutral beauty had a sad look of resignation, she rarely smoked, she lit a cigarette again, and said, "Is it the rich second generation official introduced to you by your parents, or the Ruyi Langjun you chose yourself?"

Li Diefei, who was full of happiness in front of his dead friend, said happily: "Of course I chose it myself, don't you know me?"

The neutral beauty nodded, convinced that this sworn friend would not fall into the vulgar blind date, and then said: "Tall, handsome, temperamental, and charming, it is certain, otherwise how dare you pursue you, the family assets must be hundreds of millions, to say the least, right?"

Li Diefei smiled, and said lightly: "He is as tall as me, he is a match made in heaven, handsome? In my eyes, he is the most handsome, temperament? It's hard to say, it feels like an obscure ancient book, vicissitudes? Not very like, in short, it's not the kind of sissy you hate the most."

As for the charm, the first time he saw me, he dared to kiss me, and I kissed him back, do you say he is attractive? After I have been to his adobe house and several of his relatives' houses, the richest little aunt lives in the county seat, and talked to me about the pressure of the mortgage, I tell you, his fried green pepper fried meat is so delicious, his family does not use gas and liquefied gas, complete firewood rice... Hey, what are you doing with your head covered?"

Unisex babes feel like their heads aren't enough!

resisted the urge to smash the computer, leaned towards the camera with his face, and said angrily: "Say, did you go to the bar and be drugged, and then the beast gave the overlord a hard bow, and finally as a traditional woman, you have no choice but to succumb to the thief!"

This guy who was poisoned by ancient romance dramas! Li Diefei's face changed, and he said solemnly: "Xu Shenyu, don't talk about him like that, and don't speculate nonsense." ”

Hearing her full name called her by her best friend, Xu Shenyu suddenly quieted down, this was the first time Li Diefei called her full name after they became a dead friend, for a man who was not present, she said calmly: "I'll book a plane ticket right away to see what kind of man makes you care so much." ”

Li Diefei refused without hesitation: "No, your temperament will definitely make trouble, love is a matter between me and him, no one wants to point fingers." ”

Xu Shenyu, who really deserves to be a sinking fish and a goose, said angrily: "You are incurable! I just went over to help you investigate, what does it have to do with pointing fingers!"

Li Diefei, who knows very well that this best friend is resolute and resolute, warned: "Don't want to sneak over, the Zhou Xiaojie I told you before, it was because of my man that I almost broke off my friendship with her, except for the relationship between colleagues and friends, I don't want you to become the second her." ”

Xu Shenyu smiled angrily: "That man is terrible, isn't it? Otherwise, why don't you let me come and see it?"

Li Diefei pointed to his head, so serious that he was almost indifferent: "Xu Shenyu, my brain is fine." ”

The two of them, who had never quarreled like this, began to be silent, and Xu Shenyu, who had already lit the third cigarette, did not say until he finished smoking this cigarette: "Okay, you are afraid that I will make trouble, right? He Qing, do you know? My classmate, she is from the small county town over there, and now she happens to be at home, I want her to take my place to see how different that man is, and her temperament will never make trouble, right? I promise that as long as the three of you go to KTV for a few hours, I will stop the idea of running over and cutting that man with a thousand knives!"

sighed, Li Diefei hates this kind of confrontation, she has a good impression of He Qing, except for some dullness that is not common among beautiful girls, she can't find the shortcomings that are obviously criticized, she is generous but she will not slap her swollen face and become fat, clean and plain, she must not be too harsh to judge people by her appearance.

In fact, in Xu Shenyu's circle, there are few girls who are not outstanding, she and Xu Shenyu are sworn friends, but they are always on the edge of that circle and are unwilling to go deeper, she has not been a person with too many friends since she was a child, which is very influenced by her parents.

Because making friends requires a "good match", it can be like-minded and interest-like, it can be similar in heart and similar value orientation, and it is not a person who has met a few times and said a few words can be called a friend.

After thinking for a while, Li Diefei sighed again and said: "I know that you are worried that I will meet someone unladylike, forget it, I promise you, but I will go in my own name, and I will tell him to go to see my friend together." ”

Xu Shenyu added: "Within three days, I'll talk to He Qing later." ”

Li Diefei said: "Whether to go or not, the decision is up to him." ”

Xu Shenyu gritted his teeth, but he was helpless, and repeated in frustration: "Hopeless." ”