154 Good (Tired of Sugar)
Ning Xi ran out of the venue to get on the bus and then get off the car, this short distance made her feel like she ran 800 meters in high school, her heart was pounding, she couldn't breathe, her throat was burning to the point of explosion, and she might pass out as soon as she closed her eyes.
It's not the 800-meter test site now, and she can't pass out.
She pressed her heart, sore and painful, and a little anticipatory boiling down her blood.
She carried the hem of her skirt and walked towards Li Ti step by step, the cold wind slapped on her face and drilled into her neck, she didn't feel cold, but she was very glad that the cold made her know what she was doing clearly.
Tired, can I pursue you again?
Her tone was cautious, cherishing and cherishing, for fear that the person in front of her was a transparent bubble that would shatter at the slightest touch.
Li Ti watched her walk in for a moment, the thick fog under his indifferent eyes was surging, he took a deep breath, pressed all the emotions that were about to leak back to the bottom of his heart, and became the hard and indifferent person again.
Ning Xi walked up to him unconsciously, she was wearing high heels tonight. Still half a head shorter than her, she looked up at him, her gaze slowly moved down, grabbed the hand he was holding the cigarette, took the cigarette, and stuffed a candy into the palm of her hand.
Peach-flavored candy, I searched several convenience stores to find it.
Li Ti curled up his fingers and clenched the candy, and the next second, he grabbed her hand, but the sugar didn't stuff it back, and Ning Xi held his fingers and hooked his palm.
The familiar temperature and touch made Li Ti feel like a world away.
At the beginning, if Ah Si hadn't left, they would have held hands, hugged, kissed and even done something very intimate, but when he was three years late for holding hands, his heart twitched fiercely.
The pain brought him back to reality, and the person in front of him was no longer the same person he was three years ago.
Ning Xi's face turned red, her breathing fluctuated violently because of nervousness, and she said: Tired, I met Jiang Shenyu and his ...... at the dinner party His new love. She told me you weren't going to get engaged, and he didn't have any other betrothals.
She clutched his fingers stubbornly, did you not accept the arrangement of the family?
Li Ti's fingers were clenched by her and hurt, yes.
She was a little emotional, her eyes were shining, she was tired, can we start over?
After speaking, Ning Xi felt that he was too strong, and said: You reply to me in a hurry, you can think about it, I can wait for you to think about it. Tired, you think slowly, I will always wait for you to accept me.
Li Ti's eyebrows were awe-inspiring. He withdrew his hand, tucked it into his coat pocket, and looked down at Ning Xi coldly.
In the past three years, he has learned very well, and he is very good at hiding his emotions and needs, even if he longs for that person to be close.
He said: Ning Xi, it was you who unilaterally ended our relationship at the beginning, and now you run back to me like nothing and tell me to start over, what do you treat me for?
Ning Xi was stunned by his question, opened her mouth and didn't say it for a while.
Li Ti said: You can come and leave as much as you want, how do I know how long you can stay this time?
Li Ti said coldly, without a trace of emotion, and vented his grievances over the years.
Ning Xi's pupils trembled, and she wanted to pounce and hook Li Ti's neck and pull it down, but she stood on tiptoe and kissed it.
Li Ti's seamless indifference was torn apart, his eyes were confused, his breathing was also chaotic, a faint red appeared under his eyes, his pupils were slightly dilated from shock, and he suddenly lost his soul.
Without Li Ti's permission, taking the initiative to kiss Li Ti has already made her more decent, her lips are close to each other, and she doesn't dare to act rashly.
She didn't move. Li Ti didn't move.
One second, two seconds, three seconds, Ning Xi let go of him.
She reached out and wiped his lips and whispered, "I'm sorry."
I know there are still a lot of misunderstandings between us, and I owe you an explanation. Tired, I used to be cowardly, I was afraid that you would give up on me because of my family, I would only run away, it was all my fault, I shouldn't have left you, I'm sorry.
Li Ti was silent for a long time, so long that he wondered if he had lost his ability to speak.
Ning Xi hugged him, rubbed her cheek against his chest gently, and she said: Tired, I regret it very much, I was not firm enough at the beginning, I was afraid that I couldn't give you what you want, I let you suffer and make you sad, blame me. If you can't forgive me, it's okay, can you give me a chance to atone for my sins?
Li Ti was like a robot that had lost its instructions, and was held by Ning Xi on her waist, and she did not express her position or object from beginning to end.
Ning Xi missed his warmth too much, and the familiar fragrance made her soul that had been floating for so long finally landed.
Li Ti spoke slowly: Let me think about it.
He didn't refuse, in Ning Xi's opinion, it was better than agreeing directly, which showed that Li Ti was willing to re-examine their relationship. She will definitely work hard to repair and mend their relationship.
Li Ti's voice was very deep, and he couldn't hear whether he was happy or unhappy, why did you leave?
Ning Si's heart choked, then I will come back now, is it too late?
Li Ti was still silent, such a character made Ning Xi feel uncomfortable and very sad.
Since she plans to chase Li Ti again, she doesn't plan to hide it, if she doesn't spread it out, her heart knot will never be untied.
She confessed: "When we were together three years ago, I went to the hospital for a check-up, and the results were not very good, saying that I might not be able to get pregnant. Your family is so opposed, I ...... I'm scared and ......
Just want to leave me and run alone? Li Ti helped her make up for the rest of the words.
Ning Xi looked at him guiltily, reaching out to touch his cheek, only the warmth of his fingertips reminded him again and again that it was real now. A lot of tears welled up in her eyes, blurring her vision, she lowered her head and hurriedly apologized, sorry, sorry.
Li Ti stretched out his hand to wipe away the water droplets at the end of her eyes, twisting them on her fingertips, why do you think I will give up on you, do you know that I had a falling out with my family in order to be with you, and quarreled with my father, you are good, you are scared and left, do you think about embarrassing me?
Li Ti's voice was very calm, and he couldn't even hear the resentment, as if he was telling a story that had nothing to do with himself, I offended everyone and stood on your side, and in the end, I got just a result that made others think I was stupid and embarrassed. Ningxi, what did you think at that time?
Every word is like an invisible knife piercing the heart, churning, and the flesh and blood are blurred.
Her mind went blank except sorry, and she didn't know what to say. These were all things she hadn't considered, and it wasn't until this moment that she felt selfish.
Li Ti looked at her sharply, why did you come back? Why didn't you forget me when you left?
Ning Xi said: I love you.
Li Ti was dumbfounded, no matter how much he talked, no matter how much temper and questioning he had in his throat, he closed his eyes and took a deep breath, no matter how much emotion he had, he was soothed by a fluttering sentence I love you, which may be pampered and arrogant.
What else? He adjusted his breathing, and was there any other hidden purpose for leaving?
Ning Xi nodded, yes, I was in the hospital that day and met Li Chuchu, and she knew about me. She told me...... Ning Xi cautiously raised her eyes and looked directly at Li Ti, she said You have liked me since middle school, and you have never dared to tell me. You still fell out with your family for me. She asked me if I was afraid that she would tell my parents that I couldn't get pregnant.
Ning Xi said: I was scared, very afraid. You've liked me for so long, I never knew that your feelings were too heavy for me, and I was so scared that I didn't reciprocate you. I'm sorry, in the past three years, I have been thinking about you all the time, and later, I went for a check-up, and the doctor said that there was no problem. I'm tired, I'm sorry, I want to make up for the three years of debt, and it's okay if your parents don't agree. I'll try to get them to accept me.
Ning Xi raised his hand and put it in front of him, so that he could see it clearly, you see, I put the ring on, as you said, you will be responsible for wearing it for a lifetime.
Li Ti's throat is a little hoarse, you say it again.
Ning Xi was shocked, what?
Li Ti said: What do you want to do with me, you say it again.
Ning Xi was stunned for a few seconds. She held her breath and repeated softly, "Tired, can I still chase you?"
Li Ti grabbed her hand, his fingers were shaking, and he said, "Okay."
Ning Xi threw herself into his arms, hugged him tightly and refused to let go, if it wasn't for the hospital gate now, she really wanted to kiss him.
Li Ti led Ning Xi into the car.
Ning Xi hadn't recovered from her fluttering state yet, she pulled her face, and then turned sideways and touched Li Ti's face, it was true.
She didn't dream.
She got Li Ti's consent. Like a dream, she bit her lower lip and bent down, buried her head in Li Ti's knee and cried, the more she cried, the more turbulent she became, her spine trembled slightly, and she couldn't wait to vent all her emotions in the past three years at once.
Li Ti looked at her at a loss, reached out to cover her back and stroked back and forth, and said sullenly: Don't talk, I'll just cry for a while.
Li Ti was silent, tears appeared in the corners of his eyes, he raised his head and blinked, and after a while, the excess water vapor spilled down, he blinked quickly, relieved himself, and stuffed the paper to Ning Si.
Ning Xi cried enough, wiped away her tears with a tissue, and when she looked up, she looked like nothing had happened.
Li Ti pinched her crying chin, raised it and looked at it, what are you crying for?
Ning Xi was uncomfortable with his straightforward eyes, glanced away and said: It's not easy.
Li Ti saw the redness of her eyes, and his heart was like pinching, after all, he was still ruthless to her, he lowered his head and pecked away a drop of water rolling out of the corner of her eye, and the salty taste spread on the tip of his tongue, like he had been embarrassed for several years.
His kiss stopped at the corner of his eye, and he replied.
Li Ti let go of her and asked, where do you live now?
Ning Si reported the name of the hotel, Li Ti didn't say anything, he drove the car out to merge into the traffic.
It wasn't until she got on the elevated highway that Ning Xi realized that Li Ti didn't plan to take her back to the hotel.
She looked around, strange and familiar, and very different. She couldn't tell where they were going, she had really been gone for too long.
Fortunately, her sweetheart is still waiting for her.
The car drove into an unfamiliar community, arrived at the basement, and got out of the car.
Ning Si stood next to the car, have you changed houses?
Li Ti took the briefcase in the back seat, closed the car door, raised his eyes and glanced at her and said: Well, I changed it three years ago.
Ning Xi wanted to ask him why he didn't live like before, it was not good to bring up the old things again, and the relationship between them was also very delicate. She simply closed her mouth and followed Li Ti upstairs.
Li Ti took a new pair of women's slippers and handed them to her, pink.
Ning Xi bent down to change his shoes, and deliberately glanced at the shoe cabinet, except for men's shoes, there were no other women's shoes in it, and the crisis was resolved.
Li Ti's house is larger than the previous one, it is a set of exquisitely decorated large flat floors, bright floor-to-ceiling windows, which can bring the night view of the southern city into the eye, and the viewing position is excellent.
The room was spotlessly clean by the owner, and the plain white marble floor was glowing.
Li Ti left Ning Xi and went back to the house to change into a set of home clothes, and walked out lazily.
He caught a glimpse of Ning Xi standing stiffly, pressing her on the sofa and sitting down, what are you afraid of?
Ning Xi said: I'm not afraid, I'm not used to it.
Li Ti picked up the remote control, opened a variety show casually, and then went to the kitchen to pick up a cup of warm water and put it in front of her, then sat down beside her, put his legs together casually, and asked Ning Si: How are you going to chase me?
Ning Xi's face turned red and he stammered: How can you ask me how to chase it. Just wait for me to chase you.
Li Ti collapsed on the sofa and winked at her with open hands, okay, wait and see.
Ning Xi wanted to hug him, she moved slowly towards him, her movements were jerky and shy, can I hug you?
Li Ti turned his head to look at her, do I have the right to refuse?
Ning Xi happily threw herself into his arms and pressed against his chest, feeling the real touch of her body, her chin resting on his shoulder. He tilted his head and kissed him on the neck.
Ning Xi boldly stepped in, can I still kiss you?
Without waiting for Li Ti to answer, Ning Xi's mobile phone rang.
She got up from him in an electric shock, retrieved her phone, and pressed it.
Mommy, when are you going home? Xiao Xili was coquettish on the other end of the phone, and Ning's mother was still calling Xili's name on the phone.
Ning Xi was ashamed of what she had just done to Li Ti, and said in a very unnatural voice: Mommy, will I go back to pick you up later?
Suddenly, she felt her waist being grasped, and her big palm roamed across her waist through the fabric.
Ning Xi's mind was scattered, she coaxed a few words, then hung up the phone in a hurry, and turned to meet Li Ti's playful eyes, and blushed in an instant.
Li Ti asked her: What's the matter with that child? He didn't like it, and he didn't want to call him even if he knew his name, just because the child was called Ning Xi Mommy.
Before Ning Si could say anything, he shook it hard, what did he call Su Qingbai?
Ning Si softened, uncle.
It turned out that he didn't call Dad, but he was in a better mood for the time being.
Ning Xi held down his messy hand, licked his lips and said, "Don't move yet." I'll explain to you what happened in Sili.
Li Ti paused, lifted his eyes full of mist, and his tone was a little frivolous, I touched mine, you said yours, I listened.
Ning Si: ......
But she was really disturbed.
Li Ti thought that this proposal was good, and he reaped the benefits with confidence.
Ning Xi stabilized his mind, took a breath and said, "Xili has nothing to do with me and Su Qingbai.
She felt pinched by Li Ti, looked at him suspiciously, and Li Ti said: Separate you from Su Qingbai.
Ning Xi paused, and immediately laughed.
Xili is the child of Su Qingbai's friend. Half-race, his mom and dad are members of an extreme club who were killed at an event three years ago. Su Qingbai adopted Xili.
She didn't plan to tell the story of Xili's parents, as long as Li Ti knew that the child was not hers.
Li Ti lifted his eyelids to look at her, why do you call you Mommy?
Ning Xi said: She was too young at the time, and I was not in a good state at the time, so Su Qingbai took him with me, and she got used to it when she screamed.
Li Ti nodded and did not comment.
He suddenly leaned over and took a bite of Ning Si, did Su Qingbai plot against you? Did he take advantage of the danger of others? Huh?
Ning Xi's mind paused for a few seconds, and she crossed many scenes in her mind, she said: He is very good, he takes care of me like my brother, and introduced me to the current boss who is also the master Zhou Sinian, he has not done anything beyond the norm, don't get me wrong.
Li Ti snorted, you run out, he is also an accomplice.
Abducted his daughter-in-law, he held a grudge.
Ning Xi stroked the back of his hand, it had nothing to do with him.
Li Ti frowned, protecting him?
Ning Xi was amused by his jealous appearance, I haven't seen her for a few years, Li Ti's jealousy is still so strong, she said: No, I am a fair and objective evaluation.
Li Ti was determined to turn over the old accounts, he kissed Ning Si, what about Zhou Sinian, I felt that he was not a good person on Qu Rui's birthday last time.
Ning Xi said: Although he is an evil capitalist, he is still a good person, he brought me into the industry and helped me a lot.
Li Ti snorted, in your heart, they are all good, but I am not good?
Ning Si knelt next to him, holding his face and looking at himself, Hello, you are the best.
Li Ti stared at him directly, don't forget, you are still chasing me, I may not agree.
Ning Xi smiled and blinked, no matter how long it was, when she looked at Li Ti, her heartbeat and breathing would still increase.
So can I advance a kiss in advance?
Li Ti's eyes darkened, and he leaned up to wrap around her waist. Biting her lip, she said hoarsely and vaguely: You can also advance me in advance.
After all, their warmth did not continue, and Li Tixin reluctantly sent people to Ning's father's house.
After seeing Li Ti leave.
Mother Ning poked her head out and looked, Li Ti sent you back?
Ning Si snorted, turned around and walked into the house, Ning Si's mother stopped Ning Si and said: Ah Si, you can fight for whatever you want, if Li Ti likes you, you don't have to worry so much.
Ning Xi blinked, and Ning Xi's mother hugged Ning Xi and walked into the house. Whatever you do, I support it, as long as you don't run out of the country again.
Mother Ning said again: After you left, Li Ti came several times, and he had a very hard time. In fact, the relationship between Li Ti and his parents has not eased, and his parents forced him to get engaged two years ago, as if he was the daughter of a group, Li Ti and his family completely collapsed.
Ning Xi panicked in her heart. How did she spend her three years abroad, Li Ti may be in worse condition than him, not only facing the pain of losing her lover, but also facing the pressure of her family, Ning Xi is extremely remorseful.
She pulled out her phone and typed quickly.
Tired, I love you so much, I've always loved you.
Li Ti quickly replied.
Li Ti: Got it.
The next day, Li Ti finished cleaning up and was just about to go out when the doorbell rang.
He usually doesn't shop much online, and few people know about his new house, when he was wondering, he opened the door, and a courier brother held a bouquet of bright red roses, and said with a smile: Is it Mr. Li? This is your rose, please sign for it.
Li Ti stood still, he frowned and said: I didn't set the flower, you sent it wrong.
The courier checked the address and information, and that's right, the order address given by the customer is here.
Li Ti took the flowers in a daze, he stopped the courier, who is the customer who asked you to deliver the flowers?
The courier glanced at the list, and the smile on his face deepened, which also made Li Ti very uncomfortable, and he read it out to the list: Li Ti's big baby.
Li Ti: ......
He desperately wanted to find a hole in the ground and slammed the door shut under the kind eyes of the courier.
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(It's sweet, it's sweet, this article has really entered the final stage, don't worry, babies, it's about tens of thousands of words, love you.) At the end of the day, I'm going to do an event and give some of the gifts mentioned in the article, how about it?)