187. Twins

A touch of embarrassment flashed on Huo Chengxiang's originally stunned face, and he also had some grievances when he looked at Gu Pan.

He has always acted according to his promises, as long as he doesn't want him to do or explain things, Huo Chengxiang doesn't dare to ask more even if he wants to know.

However, his trust was actually exchanged for Gu Pan's deception.

Gu Pan saw Huo Chengxiang's inquiring eyes, and looked away uncomfortably in fright.

This matter is indeed what she did wrong, but if she did it again, Gu Pan would choose to do it.

At that time, Li Lao reminded her that if the situation found out was like that, he would advise her to reduce the fetus.

It's also her child, and Gu Pan doesn't want to give up another child who may have problems for the sake of health.

Shen Wanqing realized that Gu Pan, who had been telling her the same idea before that Huo Chengxiang had the same idea, lied, and felt that the atmosphere between the two of them was strange, and she coughed lightly.

"Ahem, Director Jia, let's go outside and talk, I hope she should need to rest now, and she can't listen to anything that makes her excited. ”

Shen Wanqing was reminding Director Jia and reminding Huo Chengxiang that she gave him a chance to make it clear to Gu Pan that it was because her daughter really made the wrong decision this time, but she would never allow him to talk to Gu Pan seriously.

Several people followed Shen Wanqing out of Gu Pan's room, and Zhou Zirui glanced at Gu Pan before closing the door, and said to her: "If he dares to bully you, just shout, we are all outside." ”

Looking forward to where he dared to respond to him at this time, he had already lit Huo Chengxiang's stove, but he was afraid that he would overturn his vinegar jar again, and he didn't know how he would settle accounts after the autumn.

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Everyone was gone, and the room suddenly fell silent, and the sound of breathing was unusually obvious.

Gu Pan didn't dare to look back at Huo Chengxiang at all, for fear of seeing the coldness in his eyes.

But she didn't know that Huo Chengxiang had calmed down at this time, and there was no blame in his eyes at this time, only distress.

Huo Chengxiang walked to Gu Pan's bedside, sat beside her, stretched out his hand and gently handed her body over.

Gu Pan closed his eyes in fear.

"You're so scared, dare you hide it from me?"

Gu Pan subconsciously opened her eyes, Huo Chengxiang's voice was not angry, only helpless, she knew that he was not angry, then she was not afraid of him.

"I'm just reluctant to have children, you have to know, you will definitely make the same choice as Li Lao. ”

Gu Pan looked at Huo Chengxiang cautiously, not that she didn't trust him, but that she once said that she didn't need the children she had, and felt that the children born to women like her had tainted his genes.

Even if he later learned that she was pregnant this time, he was very happy, and what he said back then, Gu Pan still remembered it in his heart.

More importantly, Gu Pan is afraid that an excellent person like Huo Chengxiang will be unwilling to let her give birth to a defective child, which will add another stain to his life.

Even if no matter what the child is, it is her angel to her, she is afraid that Huo Chengxiang will have bad thoughts.

has been a mother once, and Gu Pan knows better than anyone how uncomfortable it feels to be pointed at behind her back.

A person of Huo Chengxiang's status, she wasn't sure if the other party could tolerate such a situation, anyway, she didn't want to gamble.

Huo Chengxiang raised his hand and pinched her cheek, a little angry, but his hand strength was not very heavy: "Are you so unwilling to believe me?"

His right hand gently rested on Gu Pan's lower abdomen through the quilt: "No matter which one it is, they are all my children, since there is already a heartbeat, he is still living so hard, how can I be willing to let him be given up." ”

Because of Huo Chengxiang's words, Gu Pan's eyes turned red again, this man has said a lot of love words to her recently, but none of them can shake her.

This sentence alone made Gu Pan's heart tremble.

When the nose became more and more sore, and everyone persuaded her to reduce the fetus for the sake of a healthy child, Huo Chengxiang was able to say this not only gave her courage, but also comforted her.

She is actually not a very unreasonable person, she just doesn't want to be locked up in a lonely circle alone, everyone tells her that this is not good, that is not good.

Now that someone was finally standing with her, it was like standing on a cliff and trying to lift her, and she finally didn't have to hold on alone.

Her heart was glad.

"Thank you, willing to understand us!" Gu Pan's hand in the quilt gently stopped on his abdomen, tears dripping from the corners of his eyes.

"If you continue to cry like this, what should I do if I have two little crying bags in the future?" Huo Chengxiang raised his hand to wipe away Gu Pan's tears.

Gu Pan pursed her lips, now that someone is on the same front as her, she has settled down a lot, and her stomach doesn't seem to hurt as much as before.

But now is not the time for her to be happy.

Thinking of Director Jia's solemn expression before leaving the room, Gu Pan's heart sank again.

She knows his abilities too well, when she was in England before, if it wasn't for him, not only would she not be able to keep her thoughts, but even she would have worries about her life.

At that time, many doctors did not recommend that she give birth, but it was Zhou Zirui who found Director Jia, and he put down all the patients during the whole pregnancy and only took care of Gu Pan.

Only then did she snatch Nian Nian back from the hands of death, and she came out of the delivery room safely.

"What if Director Jia also let the fetus be reduced just now?" Gu Pan's face climbed with worry: "He is a very authoritative maternal and child expert, and he doesn't even need to do more specific examinations after his diagnosis." ”

Her eyebrows and eyes were twisted too tightly, which made Huo Chengxiang look extremely uncomfortable.

He raised his hand to smooth the folds between her eyebrows and eyes, and held her hand tightly in the quilt: "I hope we are all adults, some things cannot be decided by faith and feelings alone, if the child is destined to be with us, no one can decide whether he will stay or not, but if he is not destined to be ours, I hope we can listen to the doctor's opinion." If we still can't keep it after working hard, it can only mean that we have no relationship with this child, what do you say?"

The most difficult thing in life is to make trade-offs, especially to choose between one's own flesh and blood.

The hands of the two men holding each other were shaking incessantly.

Gu Pan understood what Huo Chengxiang meant, and since she learned about the other child's situation, she has been checking the information.

It turns out that there are miracles, but many more cases are disappointing, because many people are reluctant to lose even another child, and even the pregnant woman herself has lost her life.

Giving birth to a child is the continuation of life, and it is not a great struggle in life to escape from death? If they win, they can reap joy, and if they lose, they will be sad

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Gu Pan was silent for a long time, she couldn't work hard, she could only listen to the doctor, she was destined to be sorry, she couldn't do something that she owed twice.

She nodded with red eyes, tears falling silently.

"Huo Chengxiang, did you say that I was a heinous person in my last life, so fate wants to torture me like this?" Gu Pan's voice was full of grievances.

In the past, she always believed that my orders were up to me, but now she has been tricked by fate again and again, which makes her afraid.

Huo Chengxiang held her hand tightly: "If you are a wicked person, then I am probably the devil!"

Gu Pan glared at him, what kind of person is like him, this kind of thing has to fight with her.

"Heh!" Huo Chengxiang chuckled and raised his hand to scratch her nose.

Jingle bells, jingle bells!

His phone rang instead.

He was going to ignore it, but not long after the disconnection, it rang again.

"Let's take it, maybe there's something urgent!" Gu Pan raised his hand and pushed Huo Chengxiang.

Huo Chengxiang took out his mobile phone and saw that it was Xiaoxiong calling, and remembered that he had just called him to keep an eye on the hospital.

He pressed the answer button with a little displeasure: "You'd better tell me about the sky falling." ”