In recent Britain, the sun is still shining one moment, and the next moment it is pouring rain and sometimes even rain with sunshine.

Gu Pan doesn't know if he can have a warm sun in his future life, but the future can be expected or not, who cares?

Today's Gu Pan just wants to enjoy the moment.

Over the years, she has indeed had her own little sun, which is also a little secret that she has worked hard to hide in the past three years.

A warm house, a warm child, a satisfying job, and the most proud acquaintance.

The figure that has been lingering all these years is a small accident in her calm and extraordinary life, which she wants to forget, but it also makes her want to secretly pay attention to him.

Gu Pan told himself countless times: Don't do this again!

But she still lost to her heart - she couldn't help it.

In the LCD TV in the living room, a live video of Huo Chengxiang's interview is also playing. Gu Pan, who was wearing a wide white shirt on the sofa, waist-length long hair and a simple pencil hairpin, had fallen into a nightmare again.

For three years after divorcing Huo Chengxiang, Gu Pan always repeated a nightmare.

In the dream, in that strange hotel, they slept together less than a day after receiving the divorce certificate.

At that time, Huo Chengxiang was not as violent as in the past, he gently rubbed her into his arms, and almost regarded her as a treasure.

That night's anticipation sank into his tenderness and could not extricate himself.

Later, she woke up first, looked at the man on the bed, and almost didn't have time to think about it, so she ran away.

As soon as the picture turned, it became when she took Gu Niannian back to China, in the dream, Huo Chengxiang looked at the child Gu Pan was holding in his hand, completely ignoring that there was still a child, so he forced her into a corner with a fierce look, and said to her with a cold face: "Who borrowed your dog guts from Gu Pan and dared to hide from me to give birth to my child?"

Gu Pan was tightly shackled in the corner by him like that, as if he was choked by the throat, he wanted to defend but couldn't say a word, and the fear spread to the depths of his soul little by little.

She wanted to escape, but for this man who had always been violent and unscrupulous in front of her, she didn't have the slightest way to escape.

Huo Chengxiang raised his hand and pinched her throat minute by minute, breathing became more and more difficult, and the panic of her life gradually disappearing made Gu Pan break down and cry in fright.

Gu Niannian on the side was trembling with fright, but the little girl mustered up the courage to use her hands and feet at the same time, trying to rescue Gu Pan from him: "Bad guy, you are a bad guy Let go of my mother!"

The man, whose attention was all on Gu Pan, suddenly raised his hand impatiently, as if he was about to wave it towards Niannian.

"Ahh

Even so, her heart was still beating wildly, almost jumping out of her heart.

She didn't dare to think back to that dream, if Huo Chengxiang really found out that he secretly gave birth to his daughter, would he treat her like in the dream?

No, you can't let him know that Niannian exists, the child is innocent, even if he doesn't like Niannian, it's her rare treasure.

Pinching his eyebrows tiredly, Gu Pan tried to wave away the gloom brought to him by the picture in his dream.

It's a pity that the man's deep and charming voice on the TV, combined with the sound of the rain outside the window, kept breaking into her ears, so that she couldn't be quiet.

Gu Pan has been in this strange country for three years, and now the name Huo Chengxiang is not limited to being famous in China, these three words are pervasive in her life.

When he first fled here, Gu Pan once thought that he could say goodbye to the past and no longer worry about obsession.

However...... When she tries to bury him in the past and start her life again, she unexpectedly learns that she is pregnant.

Since he decided to forget him, Gu Pan was absolutely unwilling to give birth to Huo Chengxiang's child.

However, when the child was found at that time, she had been in her body for three months, and the doctor said that she was in very poor health and could not have a baby, otherwise she would lose this opportunity and Gu Pan would be difficult to be a mother again.

So she gave birth to Gu Niannian, but she didn't expect that her daughter was not half like her, but she was very much like the man who didn't want her.

Gu Niannian's birth made the man she wanted to do her best to forget, take root in her world, and linger and be reluctant to destroy it.

At that time, they had just given birth to little ones, and they relied entirely on a kind single old lady to take care of their mother and daughter. The old lady is a Chinese, unmarried, but she likes Gu Pan and Gu Niannian very much.

When I first met, the old lady also asked her about her past, and then saw that she was always in a daze with Gu Niannian, and then when she saw that her eyes always followed a man who looked exactly like the little girl when she watched TV, the old lady didn't ask more.

Whenever she saw Gu Pan sad, the old lady always advised her: "Panpan, since you are reluctant and expectant, then go back!"

If someone had told her like this before, Gu Panxing might have stayed by Huo Chengxiang's side without hesitation. But now, as long as she thinks of what he said when she divorced, she doesn't want to do that to herself.

They are not as ignorant as they were fifteen years ago, nor are they as unscrupulous as they were back then.

She has one more secret that can't be let Huo Chengxiang know!

Gu Pan always told herself that even without Huo Chengxiang, she could live well.

However, every time Nian Nian asked her to have her father in a milky voice, she still couldn't help but burst into tears.

Niannian saw her crying, and raised her little hand in a panic: "Mom, don't cry, Niannian doesn't want Dad!"

Don't want Daddy anymore?

The two-year-old child is eager to be loved, and it is she, the mother, who makes the child Precocious, even try her best to hide her desire for her father in order to accommodate her emotions.

Gu Pan wants to give Nian Nian a father, but she doesn't know how to give her child, and there is still a difference between those who are not biological after all.

As long as he saw the child's longing and forbearance eyes, Gu Pan's heart was astringent, dull, and more painful than a blunt knife cutting flesh.

......

It was raining heavily outside today, and the old lady of the landlady called, "Panpan, the rain is a little heavy, and I won't go back to Hermione for the time being today." ”

Gu Pan raised his eyes and glanced out the window, there was already a white rain curtain outside, and he couldn't see anything anymore. In this weather, the old lady's eyes are not good, it is really not suitable to come back, as for Nian Nian, Hermione is naturally relieved.

"Okay, I'll pick you up when the rain stops later!" Gu Pan stood up, picked up the outline he had written overnight yesterday, frowned at the character on it, shook his head dissatisfiedly and threw it on the sofa.

The old lady knew the reason why she didn't want Nian Nian to stay outside for the night, and she didn't force her to answer Gu Pan and hung up the phone.

Hermione is a young lady who took her to the hospital and found her a place to live after Gu Pan fainted with low blood sugar on the street three years ago, and is now a famous British director.

The old lady is her aunt, and because of her relationship over the years, the old lady has also taken care of their mother and daughter like relatives.

After tidying up the living room, I accidentally glanced at the TV, and the reporter inside asked: "Didn't Chengxiang say that he had no intention of entering the foreign market before, and why did he suddenly change his mind three years ago?"

She had heard this question countless times, and even though the man had never answered it in three years, she couldn't help but hold her breath to hear his answer.

In the live broadcast, the man suddenly looked at the camera with deep eyes, and when she was suffocating for breath, he hooked his lips and smiled: "Did you see it?"

The man's gaze seemed to have a magnetic force, and he had his own vitality and went straight through everything and fell on her.

is obviously separated by thousands of rivers and mountains, but Gu Pan is looking at himself through the screen, but he has the illusion that he is looking at himself.

Gu Pan didn t know who you were talking about, thinking of the woman he loved when he said about the divorce, but he felt that he was a little self-inflicted just now, and for a moment he thought he was talking about himself.

The embarrassment instantly spread in his heart, Gu Pan laughed at himself, raised his eyes to look at the TV, Huo Chengxiang was still looking at the camera with deep eyes, but there seemed to be a smile on the corner of his mouth, but at the moment it looked like he was mocking her.

Gu Pan unplugged the TV in a panic, picked up the pillow and pressed it tightly in his arms, and the drowning man grabbed the driftwood.

......

Jingle bells, jingle bells, jingle bells......

Expecting a spirit to come back from her fugue, she glanced at the number and quickly stood up, but fell straight down in front of her.